haiz.. this morning 1am er jie came t0 pick mi up.. den went t0 eat n0r after eating went t0 tat ktv k0r always went last time de.. haiz.. suddenly all th0se happy times i had with k0r in tat ktv came back int0 mua mind.. k0r~ i really miss u l0tz u n0e? haiz.. when will u be coming back? this yr? next yr? or 10 yr later? haiz.. den in mua whole life.. yst nite i think i drink e most ba.. n0w gastirc pain.. =[den nv bring mua medic.. wat a luck.. haiz.. e thing is i didn get drunk.. izzt s0 hard t0 be drunk??? missing someone really hurts man.. why every0ne around mi is s0 sad n0waday.. making mi feel e same when i wannted t0 change~!!!! why? why? all sad sad den say alone now.. lonely wanna give up all these shit!!!! damn it.. damn farking life manz.. i had enuff~!!!! haiz..

aH^gAL miSs evEry0ne iN sG.. al0tx al0tx f0r e 1st time w0rz.. =[ *sIcK*
meiping || 12:15 PM

yawn.. last nite 0n ph0ne til ar0und 4 den slp.. 2 h0ur later w0ke up by mua dad den 0ff i went t0 malaysia le.. s0 farkin tired manz~! reach ganny h0use at ar0und 11? wah damn e toopid bus~! air-con spoilt de.. s0 farking h0t n0r!! haha.. but after tat i reach ganny h0use le i went t0 slp t00 tired le but haf way mua fren d0nn0 fr0m wher get e news tat i was back in malaysia pull mi 0ut t0 eat and play.. fr0m 2 t0 9 was outside s0 shiok als0 n0 need t0 report back at 10.. n0w come back bath n hab a rest 1st.. er jie later bring mi out t0 eat.. yuMmy yuMmy~ haha mean time bl0g awhile 1st.. shitty comp sia... msn spoilt de~! hai w0 cann0t chat 0nline in msn.. damn it man.. haiz... bad feeling tat sumthing bad will happened t0 mi in malaysia.. lalala.. n0w can 0nli pray tat it is jz nth n0rz. =] think will be going back t0 sg by sat ba? g0t l0tx 0f m0ive wanna t0 watch lehz.. *g0ne*
meiping || 9:39 PM

hmmm.. t0day ar? w0ke up at 0730 by mua dad but didn care went back t0 slp again den shar0n 10 sms mi wake up again n0rz. yawnzzz tired tired.. aha.. t0day was a fun day manz.. =] met shar0n at 12 first.. den went PS, went l0ng j0hn eat eat.. haha.. den walk walk ar0und PS wait f0r li0nel t0 c0me n0r.. ehz.. after he c0me le pei him g0 eat.. he ar.. s0 bad de keep smoke smoke smoke, make mi feel like smoking als0.. aiya.. nvm i ren.. must quit smoking le.. lalala.. e wh0le days dia0 at PS n0r.. l0lx.. jz n0w li0nel dance para haf way we went in see haha den he fail l0lx lan lar him.. =x anyway is like f0r at least 4 hr we diao at PS de arcade n0r.. jz nice gt 0ne new open de so went der play.. omg shar0n and li0nel kept playing den i kana pull in n play.. when playing t0 take out mua ring and played den n0w mua hand injured le~ s0b s0b.. pain lehz.. sw0llen le... hmmm but nvm lar.. t0day had a very fun n mad day with shar0n n li0nel.. den shar0n s0 lucky met till bs w0r.. haha.. think she bery happy ba.. shar0n t0day like sia0 char b0 de.. kept making tat s0und i hate al0t!! "eEeEeeee" this s0und sux n0r.. makin mua hair stand le sia.. damn her la.. haha.. but nvm la as l0ng as she happy can le l0rz.. =] li0nel t0ld me he saw him.. i t0t i wun think 0f him le washing him 0f mua mind n0w.. s0 cann0t think anym0re le.. =[ after tat went bishan after bishan den went amk walk walk.. b0ught sammi de cd.. so cheap sia.. $9.90 nia.. hhaa.. reached h0me ar0und 9.. hmmmm... tml going malaysia le.. g0nna miss every0ne le!! g0nna miss mua sia0ster k0r and frenzzzzz.. =[ haha.. time f0r mi t0 g0 back t0 mua memories land.. w0nder wat will happened t0 me this time..

bIg thAnkz t0 shar0n n li0nel f0r making mua t0day such a happy n fun day.. =]
aH^gAL madE up hEr miNd lE.. let paSt pasS.... study hard n0w t0 pass mua N..

Along the sweet came a bitter, Love is juz a dream n sooner or lata u gotta wake up frm it. Whether its a good or bad dream, life has to go on. Nothing last 4ever. People changes feelings fade,promises r nothing but lies made to entertain each other,acts as an assurance and made to b broken...

In our lives,we will meet 3pple..the one we love most,the one who love us the most n the one we end up wif.Sad enough,these 3 r nt e same person..the one we love most is nt the one who love us the most,the one who love us the most is nt the one we love most,as for the one we end up wif,they r nt the one we love most or the one who love us the most,they r the one most suitable for us n they jus happened to b there at the rite place n rite time..In a relationship,no one chose to hv a change of heart,no one wan things to go wrong way.If u really love the person,u won't stop him/her frm persueing their true happiness..neither will u hate them jus becoz they left u.If u think that jus becoz the one u love leave u is a bastard/bitch,think again, one can't order love,neither can one control their emotions..Once feelings fade,its gone,so u should nt b blaming e person for leaving u.Since no longer hv feeling,staying in a relationship is meaningless to...if a person no longer hv feeling towards u,he can't pretend to still love u,jus like if the person really love u,he can't pretend nt to love u either.There is no right or wrong if the person no longer love u..Love is nt abt possessing the person,possessiveness jus show that u dun love the person coz u insist him/her to b wif u regardless of whether he/she is happy anot..that is so selfish.(Mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de) N parting is a process all of us hv 2 face in our lives.What matter most r the memories kept alive...

meiping || 10:21 PM

n0t bl0gging t0day lar.. mua toopid lappy is playing 0n me... everytime i typed ha0 e wh0le thing hang if n0t is d0nn0 g0 wher de.. fed-up le lar.. tml den bl0g t0gether.. cb comp..

tml mr 0ng church wedding.. i n0t going.. s0 jz wish him hab a happy marriage..

aH gAL dE xia0 xia0 tiAn taNg..
m00d : sTreSs
meiping || 10:19 PM

haiz.. s0 sad n0w bl0g~!! nvm.. i share wib u n0rz.. hmmm.. jz n0w came back amk den night market with shar0n.. g0 der walk walk norz.. lalalala.. haiz.. actually tat is n0t e main p0int n0rz.. hmmmm.. suddenly like feel tat life suck t0 the c0re.. why tat day de lighting didn strike mi? why why why? wh0 can tell me den i wun be thinking s0 much n0w le.. n0 will be able t0 tell me als0 lar.. every0ne ar0und me seem t0 be giving up al0t 0f stuffs.. li0nel, shar0n, k0ven k0r, er jie and maybe g0nna be mi s00n.. haiz.. li0nl gif up 0n sh, shar0n gif up 0n bs, k0ven k0r gif up 0n tiNgy and er jie gif up 0n ah l0ng k0r k0r.. haiz.. me lehz? d0n tell me i hab t0 gif up every0ne ar0und mi? haiz.. den i leave f0r aust? s0b.. i d0nn0 larz.. i d0nn0 wanna t0 leave i d0n wanna.. haiz... but every0ne is making me feel that maybe i sh0uldn be beside them dragging them d0wn with mi.. making them sad 0r worry.. haiz.. i'm realli such a failure in everything.. if 0ne day i leave sg f0r an0ther c0untry wh0 will cry f0r mi? wh0 will beg f0r mi t0 stay? haiz. i d0n dare t0 think at all.. i already l0ss s0 much le.. if 0ne day i'm send t0 aust will i be able t0 take it? will i be tat str0ng t0 carry everything d0wn? can i? haiz.. maybe tat is why i sh0uld change n0w and turn f0r a stronger de gal ba.. haiz.. s0bz...

sIlLy de ah Gal w0 is cRying aGaIn.. haIz.. i faiLed.. i didn h0ld mua tears back.. haiz...
**g0ne** i mIsS evEry0ne ar0und mE evEry singLe 0ne.. =[
meiping || 10:20 PM

n0w at shar0n h0use n0rz.. nth t0 d0 sia.. s0 stress n0w.. tat idiot xf and shar0n keep staring at what i'm typing~ haha. at last they are n0t l00kin at wat i'm typing n0w.. hmmm.. t0day m0rning g0t wat very late c0z last nite slept very late.. erm.. this m0rning ar.. 1 plus gastirc very pain den i call zai ask him buy thing f0r mi.. haha.. he say 0k0k den i tot he bluff me de n0rz.. wh0 n0es abt haf an h0ur later he 0utside mua h0use~ he b0ught h0t c0ffee and milk f0r me.. aha.. s0 gd 0f him sia.. anyway he can be c0r haf a k0r t0 me n0rz.. haha.. c0z he is k0ven k0r de br0ther lai de..but i only drink the milk.. thr0w away the c0ffee n0rz.. pai seh ar zai.. but i hardly drink c0ffee.. yawn.. actully very tired already haf slp lia0 li0nel called back.. haha.. den keep chase me t0 slp.. idi0t sia.. nvm.. den after awhile i went t0 slp n0r.. w0ke up at 1 den z00m~ 0ff i went t0 shar0n h0use t0 slack.. wah.. damn full sia.. g0 shar0n's h0use wun strave de.. haha.. den gastric als0 wun pain le.. n0w s0 sianz.. at shar0n's de r00m wib xf and shar0n.. shar0n and xf n0w making the 1000 winni e p00h de puzzle.. s0 sian n0w leh~ nth t0 d0.. aiya.. e rest g0 h0me den bl0g ba..

aH^gAL wiLl strIve t0 be the str0ngest 0f aLl anD n0t bE l00k d0wn~! aH^gAL waNna bE str0ng and d0n wanna any0ne de supp0rt~!!

[l0st iN e smAll smAlL w0rld 0f mua 0wn~]
-mISsIng y0u hUrts m0re thaN paRtIng-
meiping || 4:57 PM

damn it~! the c0mp kept playing with mi sh0w mi att.. mua bl0g wanna typed ha0 den hang~ cB! wth lar.. n0 m00d play with u this bl00dy c0mp n0w.. third time typin e same thing n0w! arghz~!!!!! wun type s0 much le lar.. anyway if gt ppl read mua bl0g jz wanna say s0rry c0z gt spelling mistake.. i lazy t0 check after typing l0r.. anyway.. this m0rning w0ke up wib a very hungry st0mach n0rz.. den went sch st0mach cramp farkin pain.. due t0 gastric pr0b i habin.. lallala.. but nvm.. i ren~ t0day watched "my sassy girl" in sch de hum r00m.. think is the 7th time i watched tt sh0w le.. rem 1st time was with k0ven k0r k0r n0rz.. kinda 0f miss k0ven k0r k0r and ah l0ng k0r k0r n0w.. haiz..
after sch went heeren 1st, shar0n wanna get a shirt f0r bs de bday den i b0ught a bery big big bday card f0r mua fren n0rz.. after it went far east.. xf wanna buy sh0es.. den i pei her buy als0.. white c0l0ur de n0rz.. same as xf but diff pattern n0r.. after it went h0me le..t0day xf and shar0n luff s0 much 0n e walk t0 far east fr0m heeren.. but i didn luff at all.. d0nn0 wat hab g0tta in t0 mi le.. =[ actually i saw tt guy which l00k at as0n de working at lucky plaza t0day.. but i nv say 0ut.. lalala..
den 0n e bus when i reached bishan raining cat and d0g le n0rz.. i als0 nv bring yu shan de.. s0 walked in e rain.. at tt point 0f time i jz feel like walking 0n till e end 0f e w0rld in e rain.. at least if i cry n0 0ne will n0e ba.. =[ i walked 0ne bus st0p all e walk t0 mua h0use by e time i reached h0me i was soaking fr0m head t0 t0es le.. but 0n e way h0me i alm0st gt kill but the lighting.. there was tw0.. 1st was ab0ut 4 feet away fr0m me.. den i walk inside abit.. wh0 n0es it strikes again!! this time was jz beside me abt 2 meter away? i t0t there will be a third 0ne and will sure strike me.. but d0n hab lehz.. heaven is always playing with mi.. gave me e t0t 0f dying but d0n let me die.. haiz.. t0day m00d was like s0 m00dy f0r n0 reas0n n0rz.. s0 mad.. haiz.. maybe mua mind de wires all nv c0nt ha0 ha0 l0rz.. t00 bad.. tml n0t g0ing sch~ n0 m00d t0 g0 and als0 n0t s0 free t0 g0 der waste mua time.. oh ya.. t0day gt mua h0lidays de remd timetable.. haiz.. s0 suay.. mua bday crash with it.. sh0uld i g0 t0 sch 0r g0 0ut play till i s0ng?? h0w h0w? aiya.. d0nn0 le larz.. still w0ndering i can pass mua N level an0t lehz.. haiz.. s0 stress when mua dad t0ld mi sumthing last sunday nite.. he t0ld me tat if i d0n pass mua N level 0r O level he g0nna send mi t0 0verseas t0 study.. haiz.. i d0n wanna l0rz!!! i d0n wanna t0 leave sg~!! =[

aH gAL de m00d n0w bery n0t g00d n0rz.. wanna cry but n0 tears...
[i once t0t i was e str0ngest~ but in e end i wasn't or maybe i was e weakest.. haiz.. but nvm.. i will try t0 change..]
meiping || 8:31 PM

t0day never g0 school l0rz.. s0 b0ring.. r0t at h0me.. hmmm.. 0k..t0day met xf, yl,ly,kaisi and lastly li0nel n0rz.. here it g0es.. w0ke up ar0und 10 by xf and shar0n de ph0ne c0r.. s0 early c0r me~ make mi s0 tired and slply n0rz.. yawn.. zzzz hahah.. but i lai chuan til ar0und 1? haha.. *pig* =XxXx den wash up mua dad suddenly came h0me bery ealry t0day sia.. den b0ught mi lunch den z00m 0ff he went t0 malaysia t0 see mua uncle.. 0bi he n0w in h0sp.. lalalala.. wh0 ask him drink s0 much.. after it when 0ut t0 meet xf at mua h0use here de busstop n0rz..we went tpy but met yl and ly 0n e bus.. we part with yl and ly at tpy c0z they g0in f0r training with sia0wey, shar0n and frenz.. think at least 10 ppl? xf and mi s0 sian nth t0 d0 walked the whole tpy den went j8 walk walk haha.. ar0und 5 xf went h0me le stil early s0 i c0r kaisi c0me 0ut pei w0. we went t0 amk and eat haha.. we b0ught l0ts 0f f00d n0rz.. den went t0 v0id deack and eat hmmm... wh0 n0e tat li0nel suddenly wanna me.. i t0t he j0kin nia.. wh0 n0e he really came.. den saw tt idi0t li0nel l0rz.. s0 idi0t de him~!! damn him!! jz came den keep say mi s0 bad de l0 never gimme mi face de!! s0 bad de rite hiM~!!! keep say say say.. haha.. he said his fren n0e felicia w0nder why.. hmmm.. nvm later call ask him.. lalalala.. ka0~ w0rst thing is that tml i must g0 sch.. actually d0n wanna g0 de l0r.. but the toopid vP wanna see me.. say wat mua hair c0l0ur very bright must dye back black n0rz.. s0 fark up de.. last week 0f sch00l lia0 still d0n wanna let me 0ff wat the hell he wan manz? tml must waste mua time g0 spray mua hair black sp0ilt mua hair~ damn him n0rz.. aiya.. c0me peirce less than 1 yr kpkb s0 much s0 att als0.. g0 0ut get kn0ck by cat is the best larz.. haha.. gt a g00d news t00!! mua m0m is c0min back n0t this sat and next sat!!! mean tw0 week 0f peacefulness manz!! haha.. m0m u s0 great this time~! l0lx...

|aH^gAL| m00d = s0 s0 n0rz.. happy? haha.
meiping || 9:31 PM

t0day.. m0ndaY blUeS laR.. hAHa.. g0t sCh~ hab t0 waKe up s0 eaRly l0.. summ0re last nite didn slp well.. mua m0m r00m s0 scary.. haiz.. think t0night don slp there le.. =X haha. t0day get result fr0m teacher le sia.. thinked fail 3 out of 7 sub.. stil 0k n0rz.. pass mua eng, chi, maths and c0mbi hUm.. fail mua fnn p0a and c0mbi sCi l0rz.. haha... never tell mua dad.. later he angry i no need go out play liao l0rz.. lalalala.. b0ring day.. t0day sia0ster and ly came t0 mua h0use n slack.. xf and shar0n d0n dare t0 g0 upstair 0f mua h0use.. haha.. they s0 funni~ keep wanna ppl pei.. d0nn0 scared 0f wat sia they.. den lend xf mua spoilt brat shirt.. lalalala.. den yl and ly at mua house d0nn0 d0 wat.. hug t0gether den play game.. like we n0t der sia.. haha.. xf and shar0n keep take mua hp and take ph0t0 0f themself s0 zhi lian l0rz.. s0 mad.. n0w mua hp g0t s0 mani 0f their ph0t0.. hmmm.. shar0n can actualli g0 till where slp till where de sia.. haha.. fell aslp at mua house haha... yl fake slp s0 b0 lia0 xf sure n0e h0w t0 eat~ ate up al0t 0f mua h0use's stuff.. haha.. hmmm.. ar0und 6 they left le n0rz.. den i at h0me al0ne r0t r0t r0t.. s0 tired.. yawn.. lalalala.. den bath le c0me online t0k t0k nth else le...ha0 ba.. i g0 d0 0ther thing le.. t0day als0 nth t0 say le.. haiz...

[l0st iN a w0rLd 0f sadNesS 0f mUa 0wN]
meiping || 10:12 PM

hmmm.. a short bl0g t0day ba.. didn g0 0ut n0r anything happened.. but~!! mua m0m is 0versea~ she left f0r L.A this m0rning.. s0 happy~ 0ne week 0f peacefulness manz.. *cHeers* anyway this m0rning w0ke up damn early.. ar0und 6 am lehz... c0z 0f mua stuipd dad keep nagging at mua m0m c0z she make up very l0ng.. ka0 sh0 0ld le stil make up s0 much.. siao de her..=XxX
t0day s0 sianz.. r0t at h0me f0r e wh0le day.. yet stil s0 slply sia.. lalala... hmmm.. t0day 23rd may sia.. remind mi 0f last yr de day~! hmm.. c0z last yr de 23rd may a small n sh0rt st0ry 0f dave n me started.. but did n0t last l0ng n0rz.. ended at 22nd n0v.. 5 mth and 29 days.. haha.. maybe it was mi wh0m didn n0e h0w t0 treasure tt dave ba.. but anyway it is past le n0rz.. care s0 much f0r wat.. nth much t0 bl0g le.. *g0ne* tml stil gt sch!!
meiping || 8:19 PM

0k.. here a rund0wn 0f t0day ba.. m0rning gt a call fr0m kai.. like m0rning c0r like tt.. ahaha.. but its 0k norz.. c0z quite late le.. after tt aftern00n went t0 yl's h0use n slack n0rz.. ly g0t der 1st.. haha.. s0rry yl.. was late.. said 0230 be der in e end 0345 den reach.. =X yl t0day s0 sia0.. 0rder pizza den we eat eat eat n0rz.. after it slack til ar0und 8 30 ba.. den leave her house le.. yawn.. s0 tired n hungry n0w.. but n0 0ne at h0me.. s0 hab t0 strave le.. lalalala.. t0day s0 b0red.. slacked s0 much.. anyway a big s0rry t0 kai.. didn meet him up t0day.. pai seh n0rz.. next time den meet ya le.. sianz.. nth t0 d0 0r bl0g de t0day.. anyway.. i decided t0 m0ve mua diary t0 here le.. d0n wanna write 0n b00ks le.. ahah.. lazy man.. =PpPp ha0 mahz.. i st0p here le.. need g0 c0r tt li0nel le n0rz..

永邦 《寻情记》

when i looking your eyes
天真的 相信你只会是我的
给你我能给的 从来不问 你在想什么
当女人 死了心 静静悄悄的转身 爱结成冰河
当男人 慌了心 突然惊醒的时候 情石已崩落
能否 反转地球 打造一个新世界 再重新来过
以为还回的去 当初简单的幸福
以为还留的住 双手紧握的温度
我带著思念的痛 在没有你的城市里
祈祷天堂再一次 为我再开一扇窗
才发现迷了路
我以为还回的去 当初简单的幸福
以为还留的住 双手紧握的温度
我带著思念的痛 在没有你的城市里
祈祷天堂再一次 为我再开一扇窗
才发现迷了路
寻找爱情的追逐 我虽然迷了路
却把自己看清楚



meiping || 9:13 PM

haiz.. think t0day had e m0st p0st ba.. haiz.. after i dl finish wu xing shang hai jz b4 i wanna g0 ly came in.. t0ld me abt his family thingy all these.. haiz.. made mi think of mua past.. s0b.. he said wat wanna die.. haiz.. if ly bec0z 0f this small thing in life wanna die den i die l0ng ag0 le.. i leant mua less0n.. n0 0ne is w0rth mi dying f0r.. n0t even mua l0ve 0ne... i 0nli die f0r myself~ i wun trust any0ne anym0re t00.. pr0mises are jz made t0 h0ax pplz happy f0r a sh0rt while.. but when e truth is 0ut.. e heart will break int0 pieces~!! haiz

ly said wat.. he is willing t0 die f0r fren and l0ve 0ne.. even f0r me.. ha! s0 silly and toopid 0f him l0rz.. haiz.. s0b.. i than d0n wanna any0ne t0 die f0r me.. mua da ge 'l0ng' had already left me.. i d0n wanna t0 l0se any0ne anym0re.. i cann0t take s0 mani bl0w in such a sh0rt peirod de.. i'm n0t as str0ng as wat i seem as.. i als0 have mua sad time n days.. in fact i'm n0t str0ng at all.. haiz... nv.. i'm juz putting up a str0ng side? maybe? at least ppl wun be worry f0r me.. haiz.. s0b.. this week jz s0 sux.. cried s0 much.. haiz.. bet tml n0 m00d g0 out le larz.. haiz.. sadness!!!!! aH^gAl is l0st in her w0rld 0f sadness~~~~ =[

meiping || 11:36 PM

[Walking in the Rain]

Standing by the window
Singing songs of love
Wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending I'm alright
If you could see then you would be
Here standing by my side
It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one I need
It may be hard along the way
It's feeling I get
when blue skies turn to gray
Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain
Every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete
It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one I need
It may be hard along the way
It's feeling I get
when blue skies turn to gray
Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain
Of all we've said and done
Remains the memories
Days when life is fun
But now, when you are gone
I sit alone to watch
The setting of the sun
Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain
I said baby, I'm walking in the rain

meiping || 9:52 PM

in case t0nite i n0t c0ming 0nline s0 i bl0g 1st.. haiz.. m00d still e same.. m00dy m00dy de.. went 0ut at ar0und 11 den reach h0me ar0und 5 ba.. fast h0r.. t0t t0day will g0 0ut till very late den nv n0rz.. be guai kia c0me h0me early..actually t0day g0 east c0ast with shar0n de but last min change plan c0z she sick den we went t0wn.... went t0 t0wn n slack n0rz.. went t0 bugis walk walk think was der f0r abt 3 h0urs den shar0n g0t a new buck.. after tat went d0wn t0 heeren t0 kill time... hmmm... after it walk all e way t0 far east n0rz.. nth t0 d0 s0 walk e wh0le far east.. hence very tired le.. s0 decided t0 g0 back bishan.. t00k 54 t0 bishan j8, ate sum f00d walk walk ar0und it den went h0me le.. saw shuhui n her ex eddy der ba.. but they didn saw us.. actually i saw tt guy which l00k like as0n t0day at lucky plaza but didn say 0ut c0z think shar0n will find it fan.. haiz.. see tt mike is like seeing as0n n0rz.. s0b.. i miss him~!! nahz nvm~!! i muSt f0rget him!! i will try even if it hurts..
meiping || 5:58 PM

hmm.. t0day w0ke up abit earlier c0z later might be g0in east c0ast wib sista shar0n n0rz.. lalalala.. haiz.. stil n0t realli in a gd m00d ba? h0pe later if g0 der can enj0y mua self den f0rget th0se thing norz.. pray s0... yst nite while 0n e ph0ne with li0nel mua t00pid m0m kept kpkb! cB de leh her.. damn it.. toopid parents.. den last time she sc0ld sc0ld sc0ld till n0w n0 v0ice liao~ yeah! l0lx.. haha.. 0k larz.. c0me back le den bl0g summ0re.. [- w0 zhEn dE taI bEn lE -] nice s0ng "w0 xiang ku"
meiping || 10:33 AM

sad day t0day.. s0b s0b.. after bath i went t0 meet shar0n.. s0rry ar shar0n.. made u wait f0r me.. haiz.. i knew t0day sure gt sumthing happened n0 w0nder feel s0 diff fr0m 0ther day l0rz.. haiz.. after met shar0n she was like s0 mad n0rz.. kept luffin till i bth her sia.. den went t0 yl h0use n slack.. when we reach yl's h0use we went t0 her r00m n slp.. s0o tired le wanna slp de.. but shar0n keep making us.. til we cant slp.. make 0ur legs and kept luffing.. haiz.. den i wanted peace.. s0 went 0ut 1st.. i sit at e living r00m.. feeling something g0nna happened. and it did! s0b.. =[ den watch listen t0 s0ng den watch tvbee n0rz.. after e 0530 sh0w ended.. i gt a c0r fr0m as0n.. he t0ld me he n0w than n0e tat i gt an0ther name.. den said he jz than n0e i added him at friendster.. den c0z 0f sum past thing i was very angry n sad wib as0n wat.. den i gave him att.. i t0ld him u wanna u add l0 d0n wanna den delete l0r i d0nno wanna care le..den he said we stil fren rite.. i said d0esn matter t0 mi anym0re le u br0ke ur last pr0mise u gave mi den hang up le.. i h0ld t0 mua tear.. i didn wan t0 cry in fr0nt 0f mua sista de.. but i cant.. s0b.. =[ after it i sent him this sms " d0esn matter we are stil fren an0t le. d0n mean anything t0 me.. u already br0ke ur last promise.. take care bye!" s0b.. i sent him tat.. s00n he called again.. he actually ask mi wat was his pr0mise to mi? he actualli f0rg0t ab0ut it! he realli hurt mi al0t this time.. m0re than e break up.. he told to mi t0 trust him s0 i tried f0r e last time.. i trust him.. he once t0ld mi after e break up will stil be frenz! fren f0r life he said it de! said will share thing whenever d0wn 0r wat.. tat day i was s0 d0wn i smsed him he actually sh0w mi att and said d0n rem me le... s0b.. maybe i was jz t00 silly t0 trust once after 0nce.. w0 zen de tai ben le.. sobx.. hence he called again.. he ask mi wat mua sms mean!!fine u d0n get it rite! den nvm! i'm used t0 it le.. den he t0ld me wat he went cr00ked these! hurt mi even m0re l0rz.. c0z he realli pr0mise n swear he wun g0 cr00k de.. mua heart was like br0ken int0 small pieces. i cant take it le i said " n0t mua pr0b!! " i think as0n was angry 0r wat den he jz hang up mua call.. s0b.. den i started crying le.. haiz.. i sent him an0ther sms.. think sh0uld be e last sms le ba! f0rever g0ne le ended le.. =[ "u wanna n0e e last promise rite fine i tel ya. u said wil ve fren 4 life! share thing whenever d0wn den wher were u tat day when i needed u m0st~!? u onli told mi u were in a bad mood c0z 0f break up with ur ex all these than threw mi aside le l0r! u call this fren?! n0!" mua last sms t0 him le ba.. haiz.. s0bz.. i miss hIm s0 much.. haiz..
jUz t00 siLly 0f me le..
meiping || 8:03 PM

arGhz.. t0day jz sux t0 e c0re man.. had t0 g0 sch n0rz.. reached sch ar0und 0725 s0 early~! den s0 slply.. t00pid fnn waste 0f mua time manz.. erm.. but lucky went 0ff early l0rz.. ar0und 10 like tt with shar0n lee.. pei her take 132 tiLl amk der den i alight 1st.. den she g0 t0 her la0g0ng de h0use.. d0nn0 d0 wat.. =XxX den was suppose t0 meet yl n ly de but i last min ps them.. d0nn0 why.. n0 m00d at all.. den sat at e amk bus st0p wait f0r 88 actualli 88 came le i didn take.. i waited f0r e 5th 88 den i take.. d0nn0 why mind running wild t0day.. maybe t00 tired le ba.. den i went h0me 0rh 0rh.. 0rh haf way li0nel c0r mi.. den t0k awhile.. after tat he said will c0r again but i knew he will f0rget de s0 i didn wait f0r his c0r den g0 k00n le l0rz.. s0 farking tired t0day.. den n0w bl0g abit 1st.. g0nna meet shar0n at mua h0use here ar0und 0330. h0pe she enjoyed herself with th0se msS pPl n0rz.. i g0 bath le..
meiping || 2:50 PM

new acc0unt le l0rz pai seh always change think 0nly th0se ppl wh0 always ask mi wher mua bl0g is n0e i always change ba haha erm if n0t is bl0g haf way den lazy update le l0rz haha anyway r0und up 0f day hur hur.

this morning went t0 see e d0c with mua m0m.. had high fever.. haha.. but lucky n0w 0k le l0rz.. erm.. den after tat went t0 meet mua sista n their dearie.. den pei shar0n g0 buy her cl0thes at gi0.. the 0ne with al0t 0f h0les de l0rz.. =Xxx.. wAh! n0e wat.. she wear le s0 cute n0rz.. den keep saying weird~ n0 l0rz.. s0 cute n pretty le haha.. next time buy m0re 0f this type 0f cloth n0rz.. =X . s00n xF n hEr dearie went h0me 1st.. c0z xF hab t0 be h0me by 0430.. p00r thing.. haha.. anyway pai seh ar~ t0day didn pei u all g0 t0 the gym.. friday will try t0 g0 wib u all de l0rz.. =x erm.. after tat went amk t0 buy jean~ shar0n and mi b0ught a same jean n0rz.. haha.. like always have e same clothes wib shar0n de.. but kinda 0f ex n0rz.. 55 bucks leH~ think these few day n0 need g0 out le n0rz.. hmmm.. den shar0n went h0me 1st.. left yl, ly and me. s0 we went tpy t0 help shar0n sh0p f0r her cl0thes.. but wth.. der d0n hab.. s0 we went t0wn n0rz.. haha.. den finally f0und~! but guess wat.. must g0 tamp der take.. heng ly stay near der.. s0 he g0 help shar0n take.. l0lz.. image a guy buying gal cl0thes.. weird n0rz.. l0lx.. but nvm la.. is ly wat.. =X . dEnz went far east t0 sh0p f0r lY's cl0thes whicH is his 4th f0uth m0nth gift fr0m yl.. haha.. 0n e sp0t he wear sia... den went h0me le.. =x but s0 t00pid 0f me.. f0rg0t t0 bring mua keys den have t0 wait at e void deck like a idi0t f0r mua parents.. damn them.. take such a l0ng time t0 c0me! ka0.. make mi like a idi0t :: < 0k.. nth else le.. i g0 watch tvbee le.. thx shar0n f0r e bl0g t00.. miSs evry0ne!!!
meiping || 11:03 PM

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