♥Nothing Will Be The Same Again...♥

BOO!
okay. lend 1/3 of my pay to cherly.
she is in e mist of getting lots of money for her family.
so i gave up my shopping cash for her. well, hopefully she will be okay. =D
anyway, after working went to meet up with my laopo at her hus area 1st.
then we hit the town. eh. just went fareast onli la.
buy a polo tee.
hmmm. den we went back to j8 and slack. coz i forgot to bring my keys out.
so gotta wait for my dad to go home 1st. =x
anyway, been a long time since i slack.
oh well, chalet is a day away. and i haven get everything pack yet.
friday take a day off. den monday not working, so i suppose i will find ah jin jie.
hair getting hay wired already. front part too long. nid a trim and nid some color. XD

well, shag shag shag.
anyone gt a gd job with a high pay to intro?!

meiping || 10:56 PM

back to bloggie.
hmmm. so tired nowadays sia.
prefer working during the afternoon shift.
morning shift so ma fan nid wake up so ealry de.
den somemore always want slp when working.
sian. after cheryl, the next target of poh lang seems to be me sia.
one moment u can see me here, the next moment i will be at another side.
damnher. =X

okay la. whatever.
i am waiting for my next pay, which is on the 7th of jan 2oo6.
wanna get my own cam asap.
doesnt lyk sharing with my mom, so pain in the neck man.
anyway, just off work. duper hungry now.
but still nid to wait for my dad to come home.
i wan go back MALAYSIA!
i LOVE malaysia. =D

MIA*

meiping || 4:05 PM

k. back again for the second entry of the day.
just rem tt i didn went for a couple of chalet this two month.
missed andy's , xin ling and sharon de chalet.
missed quite a no. of bbq party too.
been getting quite a no. of complains from my friends too for being so busy with the stuipd work.

was on the way home today on the bus, than i started letting my mind go wild.
den i began to miss him again. and still i still miss him.
sigh.
i will put u down. i will. i will.
but the fear is still there. fear tt history will repeat itself once again.
for the fear tt i will take another year, 365 days to really let it fade away totally.
once is enough. wun be able to take it twice and spend yrs waiting for him.
unlocked my heart.

who gonna pick me up this tym round and accompany me on my road of recovery from the hurt and pain.
dry my tears and pain. numb*
toxic

lastly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARON.

meiping || 11:28 PM

yawns.
shag shag shag.
lonely xmas this yr. haha.
was thinking back of the past, wondering what i was doing on 24th 2oo4.
den so much memories flashed back. well, nth much ba i guess.
anyway, celebrating xmas with my working friends.
celebrating by working together. haha.
well, bought my mp3. its lyk finally man! =D

bored*

meiping || 5:34 PM

okay. this is so sucky okay.
now only left me working at motorola.
yst yl quit, today ks's turn to quit..
wth lo. damnit. all ps me. arghss.
nvm. i guess gonna work till the 15th of jan ba.
for the sake for money.
okay, well, decided to dye my hair at my sis salon.
cheaper price, more choice of color. =D
but cant bear to dye my hair black to other color sia.
o.O'''

anyway, pck gonna fly off today.
hope to see him soon.

cant wait for 15th of jan to come,
when i can finally shout back at tat ah jie!
wth* arghs.
bao lang is so xia lan! =x

meiping || 7:22 PM

okay! i am finally having an day off. phew!
been waiting for this day so long man.
just woke up, finally gt a good long slp.
well, guess will be meeting ahjin jie lata ba.
erika last min gotta work. so nv go out with her le.
there go my shoppin day.
but nvm la.
den i was thinkin if i should dye my hair anot?
scare lata hair damage.
den if dye or highlight?
den what color?
tot of having purple.
but my work place already gt ahlian gt tt color le.
not sure le la. depends le..
was praying tt 22nd come fast and quick!
my pay day~

well. MIA le. =D

meiping || 1:07 PM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i guess gonna gif it a miss.

haven been watching any movie for a long time man.
missed harry potter and zai shou yi ci wo ai ni.
sighs...

wash away my pains and tears..
i just wan to be alone.

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i guess gonna gif it a miss ba.

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i guess gonna gif it a

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i guess gonna gif

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i guess gonna

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i guess

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but i

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.
but

meiping || 12:51 AM

shag*
been working for weeks non stop.
guess, my energy will be drain out soon.
cso still not done. =X
po hab been nagging for years. arghssss!
don gif a damn man.

okay. just back home from work and supper. =D
putting on lots of weight. fats~~
anyway, was having supper with linda.
didn noe she was so fun to hang out around with.
brighten up my night man. luffer all around.
big time joker she is.
alright. tts my life for this month i guess.

gt news tt pck is gonna go china for an yr and tml he is having a party.
wondering if i should go.
sians..
crash with my working time man.

meiping || 12:51 AM

okay. i am back home from work.
hmmm. yaya. i noe ppl say this job is not worth it.
but its better than other job i am offered.
their OT pay is higher. so i chionging my OT hours nowadays.
not tt i am realli short of cash.
just tt, i nid to save some cash for raining days.

life is so short. my uncle just passed away.
gosh.
its only now, tt i recalled that i didn meet up with him for yrs.
sigh.
when i heard abt his news of cancer of last state, i was shocked.
i told myself i will gif myself an day off to pay him a visit at the hosp.
but just the next day i recieve e news, he passed away.
sigh.
so fast man. =human are so weird, when they lost something than they will only start to regret.

something hab been on my mind. lingering around for days and weeks.
i still miss him so much.
sigh.
who can tell me is there a way to go back to e past?
i think and think.
but i donoe wat to do.
i cant put him down. at least for now.
i realli cant. sigh.
i miss his big tight hug. =the words we said once kept flooding me.
the time we spent still kept coming back.
i yearn for a real heart break. a totally chaos one.
just to let my heart die.
sigh.

meiping || 12:52 AM

SHAG!
damn tired man..
very super duper tired norz. arghss!
hab to stand the whole day when working lor.
wth!
worst thing is OT is 12 hours!
1st time in my life, standing for a solid 12 hours.
hope end of the month the pay will be worth all e standing.

my whole life seems to turn upside down sia. when ppl are slping.
i am awake, preparin for work.
when ppl are eating i am working.
like an owl man. sian. tml will be afternoon shift! damn it.
3pm to 1130pm. wth!

long time nv go shoppin le sia.
wonder if i had enjoyed myself yet.

meiping || 11:28 PM