♥Nothing Will Be The Same Again...♥

Date : Thursday, February 24, 2011

Blah! Insomnia attacks!!!!!!!!!!! And they won!

Great, i have school later on at 830am till 330pm! How am i gonna survive the day later..

Still super awake now.. But I cannot and will not take the sleeping pills.. Am already on medication for iron.. -.-!

Low blood low blood low blood~ Where has all my blood gone tooooooo~

These few month was chaos, so many thing happening at the same time..

So many shocking news, one after another, and all of them are like bad news..

When will it let me have a break man! Dam..

Nothing is going smooth for me... Seriously man, really nothing! Argh!

Maybe its Karma, what goes around comes around..

Hope my 6th sense is wrong this time.. Whatever it is.... Praying for the better!

I needa to stay positive! Things will get better in time, it will and it must..

"simple" seems so far away.. looks simple, feel simple, yet it is so far out of reach..

I start to doubt my own decision nowadays.. Having no idea what im doing.. Guess i gonna kisiao soon!

Just a matter of time if these shit things cont.. So cut me some slack!

I deserve some break, don't i?

Will have to tahan another 1month for school, chiong finish all the assignments, proposal and presentation..

Aftermath i can start to chiong part-time job! Needa save $ for rainy days!

Now i finally know the importance of saving extra $, lucky still able to bite thru it~

Just need to work double hard put back the saving.... Wish me the best of luck!

What's love? One simple word, yet so hard to define..

Does ever lasting exist in this world? All I know are happiness never lasted long for me.. Kinda of sad ya? But this is life i guess, nothing last forever, and nothing gonna be the same again.

Just hope thing gets better... Hope all my mood swing will stop? BabyC has been good to me..

But the incident wasn't totally his fault too, it takes two hand to clap. *clapclap* Sigh.. I cant keep venting my fear and anger on him just because he knew everything.. Its not fair to him, but come to think of it, it wasnt fair to me too! Blah! LIFE = IRONY!

I have been reminding myself kinda of often that LGO

Life is too ironic. It takes sadness to know what happiness is, noise to appreciate silence, and absence to value presence.

If telling the truth relieves everyone, then why do people still lie? Even the whitest lie is still a lie.

My past is is divided into two parts; the things I can't remember and the things I don't want to remember.

Enough happiness make you sweet, enough trials make you strong, enough sorrow keep you human & enough hope make you happy. Keep positive!

meiping || 4:26 AM

Happy Vday!

Date : Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone. Hope everyone had a great day.. =)

BabyC was very sweet! <3>

Before Valentine's Day i told him i don't want any flowers, gifts nor expensive dinner..

But he still got me a small bouquet of rose and a soft toy.

For him

For Her

Always never fail to put a smile on my face...

Yesterday went dow to his work place to find him, surprised me with the gifts, waited for him to finish work and went Indo Chine for dinner.

Dinner at Indo Chine! =)

After dinner, went back to his house to change, accompanied him for his night run..

Butts hurts after cycling for half an hours.. >.<

Well, life gonna get kinda of busy for me again..

I don't know is butt itchy or simi!

Went to accept roadshows again.. This time round is every Fri, Sat and Sun..

Not under PA anymore, but still promoting PAssion Card..

Seriously man.. What's on my mind.. =.=!!!!!

For example, tml have meeting with lecturer, thurs have a presentation and fri, sat and sun work!

Oh i hope i can work something out man...

Hmmm! Did i mention that the last fri, sat and sun was house was turned into a gambling den?!

Well She brought her sister home since fri, and were playing poker through out the day and night!

After a long day at Chingay all i want was a peaceful sleep. Dam! She sure know how to choose the right timing huh!

However, Daddy took away all my tiredness! Was super starved after Chingay, and daddy was super nice to whip up a soup for me.. =)

Always daddy's little girl i guess.

meiping || 10:43 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 09, 2011

Holiday is coming to an end already.. Time flies..

Did i mention that I have stop working part-time for PA already?

Well, I will still be working for their roadshows.

Upcoming work will be Chingay this coming Fri and Sat and NATAs Fair which will be held on the 25th Feb to 27th Feb.

This year CNY has costed a bomb on my pocket.. Not much luck this year I guess.

I already had a bad feeling ever since 29th Jan 2011.

Its like Karma I guess, i have a bad feeling that thing will not be going smooth for me ever since that day.

Hope this feeling is wrong...

Whatever it is, this year gonna be my last leap for school.

Currently in my 3rd year already, my final project... Don't hope much, just a 2nd Higher Honors will do...

I will need to tame myself down and get my ass down to start on my project..

So much stuffs needa to be done! Research, research, research, reading, reading, reading, lastly writing writing and writing!

I'm kinda of surprised myself, i didn't see myself going this far in my studies..

I'm not those kind of nerds or student that study hard for school. I guess I'm lucky for the past 22 years of my life..

Always manage to scrape pass every exams, test and assignments.

This year is no joke already, no more last minute work! I must remind myself this...

For myself, my future and my family... Just 6months of hard work..

meiping || 7:43 PM

Date : Monday, February 07, 2011

Happy CNY everyone! =)

Hope everyone had a great time..

I should be in Malaysia right now celebrating it with my family.

However this year was different.. Celebrated CNY in Singapore.

It was my first time since I was born..

Due to the heavy rain granny house was flooded..

So were the roads and railway track.. The worst thing was that the railway track actually broke..

Therefore unable to travel back to granny house for CNY.

First time celebrating in Singapore, Singapore really don't have CNY mood, no firework, no fire crackers all these..

I'm homesick for the first time in my whole life.. I miss gathering with my nephews, nieces, cousin and uncle and aunties!

Those late night chatting, gambling, drinking, chilling and lastly steamboat!

Awwww! I miss the steamboat! And all of mummy's cooking..

Home cook food! My weakness man~ =p

But it was also a new experience for me, celebrating CNY in sg.

Well, i don't deny i was kinda of bore.. But still had a great time..

Accompanied BabyC to a few of his friend house. Gambled!

This year invited some friends over to my house for CNY, since it was the first year that I'm celebrating CNY in sg.

Invited xuefen, hua, milo. bryan, ethan, kaisi, jared and mel over!

They had lunch and gambled awhile at my house.

Down on my luck this year.. Gamble what lose what..

Dmg for this year is around SGD400!

Woots! Gotta work more roadshow to cover back the dmg..

But the most important thing is being happy..

I had a great time.. =) I hope everyone too had a great time..

2010 wasn't the best of the year for me.. But it taught me a harsh lesson..

Liked I said in the previous few posts, life is full of ups and downs. But all I hope for is a average counts on both..

A few important date..

29.01.2011 was a painful date for me...

Whatever it is...

LGO*

meiping || 11:17 PM

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