wat a week i had.
bad week i suppose? sigh.
had some misunderstanding or what with my groups of girls.
first time, all of us shed tears together.
but hope thing will goes well for us.
third year already. lots of ups and downs.
keep it still contiune to counts on.

oh well, thing hasn't been going so well for mi even personally.
i wonder how i gonna live on in this incomplete family.
cant i have the least respect i should have?
had a bad quarrel with them.
almost had the mind set of hurting myself. bt thing was sorted out.
i cleared my tots. thanks to jon`jon.
just hopes thing goes well for me now on..

just 37 more daes to o level le.
bless me.
meiping || 11:26 PM

BOO!!!
i am real stress out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=x

from a distance, it turns into miles.
and from miles, we are seperated soon i guess.
sometime i wonder, was i e one who forsake the group or was it the group the which forsaked me.
it cant be state whoes fault it was.
i donoe what can be done to bring the bond back. or maybe time is up?
i guess, time really flies and people are changing fast.
at least, when the time come when the group is splilt, i can turn back and smile and say, at least for once in my life, i was part of that group.
guess that all..

i am real stress out*
jonjon, =] thank for being there whenever i needed someone to nag on. to shout out to. =]
you are a real great friend! it have been so long already and u still keep ur promise.
a friend hard to come by.

and sorrie to piggy.
sorrie for the maddness, all the rubbishs and mood swings.
thank for keeping up with me. i love piggy.
meiping || 11:13 PM

result aint that good.
gt 30/50 for social studies.
18/80 for maths paper 1
32/100 for maths paper 2
combine sci gt 47. stil fail.
wth!
i just hate myself man.
wats wrong man.
lcb! =x

hope i finally complete my fnn coursework.
and hope the coursework will get off my neck.
just a pain in e ars!

something is seriously wrong with me.
sigh. and i dono wats wrong.
i feel like shutting down myself from every single person.
feel like not toking.
i feel so weird. and pms is making thing worst.

went back for my monthly checks.
thing is fine, at least wat e doc say.
lucky thing was that, he didn find out that i didn eat the medic.
sick and tired of all these stuffs.
meiping || 10:35 PM

wth! wats the time now and i am still here blogging.
sigh. wondering if i am suffering from depression.
arghs. some one save me.
40 days more and it gonna be O level 1st paper.
and i am still not prepared!
arghs! damnit!
wake up wake up! no more slacking and mood swing.
its not the time for all these rubbish.
ccb! arghs.
meiping || 1:26 AM

yawn. dead tired.
just bathed.
what a day man.
had phy paper, gosh like helll!
after tt had 2 whole solid hour of fnn.
didn study, so u know, slept thur it just like poa.
wake me up someone. cut me out from this holiday mood. o level is coming!

after the paper when home and change.
head to amk k-box and slack with sharon and fel.
what a joke there. laught like crazy, sang like nobody business.
went j8 after tt to do some shopping for my mum.

thats all for my day.
tml will be the last prem paper.
gonna read thur lata i guess.
after paper gg piggy's hus tml. =]
meiping || 9:55 PM

yawn. kinda of tired today.
well, woke up ard noon time.
den kailong sick so didn study wib him.
tot of findin piggy, bt he slping.
so went to study with pris and sharon.
slack ard. didn study much. phy is such a pain.
sharon head for to e gym 1st. den me and pris went to print our tuition stuffs.
saw erika.
had dinner at deilfrance. spent 20 bucks? =x
ate fattening food. whaha. nice.

walked ard j8 just now. bougth a new pinky ring, coz i lost the old one.
took some effort to find one tt can suit my finger.
the smallest there was 6, bt my ring size for last finger is ard 5!
arghx. nvm. just stick with 6. spent a bomb. =x

i want go shopping!
had this qns on my mind on and off quite long le.
thinking of perming my hair or reborning it. =or just stick with the old hair i hab?

and i miss zhezhe. =/ my xiao shuai ge.
wonder how zhezhe is doing.
meiping || 11:23 PM

boo! finally here to blog. =]
finish a couple of paper already.
left with combine sci and fnn ba.
poa was a laughing joke today.
knew totally nothing about poa.
so as expected, finish the paper pretty fast, and i mean fast! =x
finish paper one, mcq in 15 mins, paper two in 20 mins.
wee. fast hur.. =D

oh ya, planned to watch heibe with erika, but the movie time was abit hay-wired.
so didn watch as plan. slack at erika's hus, den went home le.
was thinking if i should work now.
so much thing i wan to buy, so in short of cash arghz.
and i don wan to use my saving yet! ~!@#$%^&*()_
whatever.

tml gg study with kailong.
miss piggy lots lots. haven been meeting up with piggy for sometime already.
meiping || 11:25 PM

photos time. =x some are e 5as ppl pic. the rest are my darlin pic. =]
and hor, don scold me if u see ur pic! whaha =x
start off wib e sch ppl 1st.


sharon w her pig face.

big smile =D

jiesi w her gong smile.

jiesi again

my laopo ks on e right w cailing

my shy shy jocelyn

hx, bell and xf during poa lesson.

xf w her big smile! =x

erika, xf and mq, poa lesson.

the two 'famous ah lian' =x

now for my baobeis.

he say: smile like me!

he say: don disturb me! i wan to play w my toys.

see my teeth? nice and white. envy me! come on.

my xiaobaobei henhen, yummy finger. =x

had tuition in e morning today.
after tuition went j8 w erika and pris for lunch.
den head to piggy's hus to slack.
went hm ard 9.
gonna go study tml.
work hard everyone.
meiping || 10:14 PM

back hm already.
morning went to sch, but was late, =x
maths was 8 to 10. but i 950 than reach =x
anyway stayed there awhile, like 30 mins than went to do comp lab and do fnn.
by the time i get everything done and reach hm is like 12 plus already.
got ready change, then went j8 find yl 1st and wait for kl.
didn go piggy's hus. =x but going tml after the tuition. sorrie piggy.
oh well. laopo is kinda of sad. hope she pull herself up asap. =]
oh ya, the longest yard is nice! real nice k! go watch it. =x
kl left j8 ard 7. den i went 77th street and slack and pei yl work nor.
end up as if i work there too. help her serve ppl =x.
free labour for her today man.
went hm 9 plus. suppose to hab supper with kor at ms de.
but decided to gif it a miss. coz tml gt tuition. and kinda of tired.

i hate the mcdc. pain in the neck man.
always bugging ppl for reports reports reports.
i already CLOSE my case! wth man.
lcb! fark them nor. i didn touch those thing! and i never touch it b4 lar!
arghx. pardon me. but goddamnit!

monday is premli and i am stil slacking. argh.
just a small stone trippin me, i miss my whole track man.
gotta pick myself up asap!
meiping || 11:27 PM

i am back in singapore le. =]
well, granny is in stable state now. hope she will get better.
still worried abt her.

anyway gt to see my darling zhezhe and henhen.
aiya. i dono what to blog la.
pardon me guys.
meiping || 8:42 PM

SIGH!
daddy just called me if i want to go back malaysia tonight.
granny is feeling unwell. =\
real shock to hear the news.
i am going back no matter what it takes
i am just going back malaysia.
tell me, tell me that everythings gonna be fine.
please tell me that. ='[
i cant stomach the news at all.
it seems to be a dream for me.
dry my tears, clear my thoughts.. i just want to be alone.
lord, please bless her. i need her by my side.

tuition is cancel, gonna miss remedial.
sigh.. why this have to happen this time. right at this moment.
ah ma, please get well soon. i will be lost for words.
i don think i can say that face to face to you.
i am just so useless, gutless.
sigh.
meiping || 2:16 PM

yawn..
nice weather this few days.. good for slping! =x
watch san ge hao ren yst with ks and sw.
nice show! funni? touching?
anyway, piggy sent mi hm after e show. thx piggy.

well, todae went out to study with erika.
as usual went yoshi.
however, very noisy today. ars man. banch of monkeys and birds. yucks!
anyway finish my tuition hmwk le, went to walk ard j8.
den head to amk's arcade, slack there, den hm sweet hm.

anyway saw kor kor. botak! whaha. so cute seein zaizai botak! lols.
yst he v good. =] haha. thank kor.

no trips back to malaysia this holidays.
i miss them, the whole lot back in malaysia.
i miss my granny.. my beloved zhezhe, my dear sister, my cutest daddy.
i just miss them... =\
meiping || 10:51 PM

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