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LGO
Myriad of untold truth.
Date : Sunday, October 31, 2004
yawnn..
s0rrie fer not bloggin yst..
yst was at pck chalet..
e chalet was great?
think so lar..
aftern0on wen out wib yl 1st..
went town n walk walk..
den mit fel n sh at mac..
went to e chalet together..
reach der ard 7 nor..
den tt liang zha0 ming c0me pick us up..
argh.. he is a fucking idi0t k!
i hate guys lyk him manz!
lata den say ba..

reach le help dem set up fire..
den wait fer awhile jiu start bbq..
actualli don intend to bbq fer them de..
bt saw tt liang zha0 ming s0 drity i bth le..
for eg k.. e satay caught fire he jz blew it off..
is lyk e whole satay gt his kuo shui le n0r..
yucks!
den his hand lyk nv wash jiu go take fishball bbq le..
eeee! gross!
bbq fer sharon n fren eat le.. jiu go bowlin..
so ex they bowl.. 40 bucks +++ leh..
haha.. lucky nv bowl..

nite time stay at chalet norz.. smk smk drink drink gamble gamble play play..
rot rot..
tts all norz..
den when i slpin half way hor!
tt liang zhao ming go take my pillow away!
ka0! i hate to ka jiao mi when imma slpin nor take my pillow!
he suck! not gentle man de lehz!
may as well go n die!
ccb! damnit.. arghz..

sunday reached hm le jiu slp nor..
till 7 plus wake up le jiu hab dinner wib ah kor..
tts all..
tml stil hab to work man..
*bored*


meiping || 10:31 PM

Date : Friday, October 29, 2004
here t0 bl0g..
well.. yst was same as e day b4 yst..
den today was same as yst which is same as e day b4 yst's day..
aiya.. i also dono wat im saying..
m0e der stil gt s0 mani thing t0 sort out!!!
t0t t0day last dae de lehz..
den dey say m0nday gonna workk..
den 8th of nov. gt an0ther w0rk!
*shag*

sometime something juz wun happen e way we wannted!
dis alwaes happen to mi..
sumtimes..
i jz feel so lonely n all alone..
hais..
donnoe y also..
mayb because of e past..
imma too scared to lose anyone anymmore..
but kept havin e feeling tt imma gonna lose ppl imt in my life...
sigh..
i juz dono wats gonna on in my lyfe..
i hab mit e person whom reali understand mi..
bbut g0d to0k her away..
leavin mi all alone..
hais..
tingy jie.. i miss u..
i miss e time i spent wib ya..
those happi times.. il nv gonna forget!
hais..
i miss e days when i was sad u'l cry wil mi..
i miss e way u care fer mi..
e way u protect mi..
e way we went crazy..
e daes we ton..
e daes we slack at ur hus..
but thingy wun be e same anymore..
u n wl r in der.. leavin mi outside..
hais..
hu i can rely 0n now?
hais..

my lyfe is gonna back to square one v soon..
soon e effort i put in to change wil go into e drains soon..
is lyk i mixed back wib 'those fren' again..
mayb not one pei mi ba..
either not free, don feel lyk goin out or wat..
sigh..
end up onli they r willin to pei wo..
no matter when or where..
y is this happening?

hais.. doesn matter..
tml wil be pck's chalet..
go n enjoy muaself..
sigh

[.[ aahgall is in a mist of confusion.. ].]
[.[ e tears hab blur e vision of mine.. ].]

meiping || 8:33 PM

tireD~!!!
Date : Wednesday, October 27, 2004
*shag*
so shag t0day!
hab s0 mani paper to sort out manz..
dying so0n le..
tml stil hab a whole piles to go manz..
den onli gt 3 ppl d0in..
wth..

anyway b0ught liang jing ruo de cd le!
XD
also bought tensi0n's de cd..

think tts all?

*disapp0intment is wat ya gave mi..
*'b0 xim' is juz ur excuses..
*pr0mises r just lies u used to hoax mi..
*trust n love was wat i gave ya..
*in e end u didn treasure it at all..
*i changed so much fer u..
*yet u stil d0n trust mi..
*mayb fergetting *him* fer u was wr0ng..
*i shouldn hab trusted u..
*i shouldn hab gave ya mua hart..
*i shouldn hab listen to ur craps n lies..
*i shouldn hab mit ya tt dae..
*i shouldn be so silly to promise u..
*i shouldn hab changed so much fer u..
*u gave mi disappointment..
*u gave mi lies..
*u gave mi whole load of excuses..

[.[ i`l.not.let.u.pull.mi.down.u.r.nth.to.me.NOTHING.n.i.mean.it ].]
[.[ imma.nt.alone.i.stil.hab.my.sista.kors.jies.meis.didi.marmie.n.daddy.].]
[.[ ugly.ducking.lyk.mi.can.live.beta.without.guys.].]
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

meiping || 8:24 PM

Date : Tuesday, October 26, 2004
alas!!!!
imma sh0o0 happi?
not reali happi til siao larz..
guess wat?
i finally tok my dad out fer e perth studies thingy!
yea..
imma so happi..
daddy at 1st say if fail N go perth study n stay wib uncle wei dong de..
at last! my dad is washing tt idea off his mind..

on one side yes imma in did v happi..
but on e other side.. not reali..
he is still angry..
y guys so xiao qi de..!
humpf..
whatever it is lar..
imma gonna gif up...
yea!
sat is c0min..
pck's chalet is c0min..
mayb g0nna see my th0se crappy classmate manz!
miss them lyk crazy..


[.[ fate juz miss mi out of his list.. ].]

meiping || 10:03 PM

- aah`gall waittingg__*`
Date : Monday, October 25, 2004
- aah`gall waittingg__*`

[.[ love is all in the air.. ].]
[.[ is he e rite guy fer mi? ].]
[.[ wats on his mind? ].]
[.[ i do miss him..].]
[.[ bt is dis cor love?].]
____c0nfusi0n_____

meiping || 11:05 PM

Date :
*shag*
well... fer t0day?
same as alm0st every other dae n0rz..
w0rk..
nth much le..
tired manz..
yawnz..
shall not blog le..
update next time ba...

sigh..
jus now shuo hao after work andy come fetch mi fer dinner de.
bt i too tired f0rg0t totally abt it le...
den went home slp..
sigh..
den now andy angry wib mi norz..
why guys so xiao qi de..


[.[ love is in the air.. ].]

meiping || 9:38 PM

Date : Sunday, October 24, 2004
hmmm..
blogging early t0day..
why?
c0z going out lata wib ah kor!
haha..
ask him treat mi dinner..
can save money manz!
wonder is zai zai is going anot sia..
so long nv see him le... miss him man.. tt toopid kor of mine!
haha..
lalalala..
e best is ah kor lata drive..
i v lazy.. don wish to take bus nor mrt..
gonna be a busy week next week..
chalet n bbq..
on 30th is pck de..
den 12th is sharon n gang de..
15th is koven de..
27th is qianping de..
den 1st nov is ah wei de..
wah.. v wat lehz..
sian.. dono wan go anot leh..
lalala..

[.[ (^___^)~I Want You To Know Something... Your Random Smile Is Melted Into My Uncountable Blessing And Memory~(^___^) ].]

meiping || 6:12 PM

Date : Saturday, October 23, 2004
lalalalala...
woke up 12 n0on by shar0n's c0r..
den wash up le jiu go j8 mit her n0rz..
pei her go colour house n cine remove e hair extention..
after tt went gai gai fer awhile..
jiu pei sharon go reborn her hair..
wah!
bery l0ng leh.. 3 h0urs lyk tt?
alm0st b0red t0 death le.. haha
well..
after sharon reborn her hair ar..
but.. not bad lar..
but her front lyk s0 NERD!
she shouldn hab cut e front..
l0ls..
next time c0r her ah NERD!
cant wait t0 c xf n mq reaction on monday when we go to work manz..
l0ls..
ckp..
anyway tt fer t0day ba..

b0red..
lyk m0od swing sia..
d0nn0 y.. kinda of sad sad de neh..
sigh..

[.[ i miss my classmates!! i miss their lame craps! haha..].]

meiping || 10:07 PM

Date : Friday, October 22, 2004
*shag*
s0 shag t0day.. work up at 6 this m0rning..
last nite slp at 2 plus..
so sleeply..
gonna slp early..
e paper at m0e was heavier than yst man..
sigh..
hand gonna ache soon..
den xf n sharon v rubbish de..
keep craking jokes..
tml i don nid to w0rk! but xf n sharon stil t0 g0 back..
p0or thingy..
lalala..
finger also pain pain de n0w..
yawn.. s0 tired..
whatever it is..
fer m0ney h0w tiring also must tahan..


[.[ wat mean to be will mean to be.. wat don mean to be will never be.. ].]

meiping || 8:06 PM

Date : Thursday, October 21, 2004
wee...
here t0 blog at last? haha
last few daes lazy to blog so jz post some rubbish norz.. =x
anyway t0day went t0 w0rk at dad's place..
m0e der n0rz.. tot kind of far but after all its okay i guess?
=]
sharon, xf n mq went to work too..
but pity thingy is tt work til m0nday onli..
den e rest c they stil wanna let us cont n work anot l0rs..
if not hab to find new job le..
lalala..
w0rk tt time grp wib a bunch of guys n0rz..
wat a luck manz!
arghz..
den gt one guy raymond of wat de lar..
say mi att.. ~!@#$%^&*()_
watever la..
den e other guy kind of quiet norz.. t00t? =x l0ls
s0 shag manz!
must count den tie e piles of papers?
tml gonna work...
sat go out play!!
=x

[.[ missing everyone ].]

meiping || 8:29 PM

jz too bored..
Date : Tuesday, October 19, 2004






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meiping || 10:18 PM

Date : Thursday, October 14, 2004
Michael Jackson - Heal The World Lyrics
There's a place in your Heart and I know that is love
and this place could be much brighter than tomorrow
and if you really try you'll find there's no need to cry
in this place you'll feel there's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways to get there if you care enough for the living
make a little space make a better place ...

Heal the World make it a better place
for you and for me and the entire human race
there are people dying if you care enough for the living
make a better place for you and for me

If you want to know why there's a love that cannot lie
love is strong it only cares of joyful giving if we try
we shall see in this bliss we cannot feel fear or dread
we stop existing and start living

Then it feels that always love's enough for us growing
so make a better world make a better World ...

Heal the World ...

And the dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face
and the world we once believed in will shine again in grace
then why do we keep strangling life
wound this earth crucify it's soul though it's plain too see
this
world is heavenly be god's glow

We could fly so high let our spirits never die in my heart
I feel you are all my brothers create a world with no fear
together we cry happy tears
see the nations turn their swords into plowshares

We could really get there if you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place ...

Heal the world ...

Heal the world ...

Heal the world ...

There are people dying if you care enough for the living
make a better place for you and for me

There are people ...

You and for me (11 x)



meiping || 9:45 PM

Date : Tuesday, October 12, 2004
bo0!!
haha.. had a fun time t0day manz..
went out wib grab pck sharon(s) esther alvin n nick to k-b0x
haha..
they simply r0cks man..
l0ls..
s0 fun n mad..

l0ls.. pck singing r0ck manz!
e same g0es for shar0n..

anyway went off early..
went to mit ah wei..
haha..
treat mi eat dinner..
yeah.. =x

meiping || 11:05 PM

Date : Monday, October 11, 2004
welll...
here to blog..
guess wat!!!
N level finish le! so happi.. yeah!
haha..
t0day p0a suck!! suck suck suck!!!
hate p0a manz..
damnit..
haha.. doesn matter..
last paper le..
after e paper when k.box with sharon.t n xf..
den went cine de k-p0ol..

lalala..
tml going k-b0x again..
but is wib classmates..
lalala..

+[.[ missing everyone ].]+

meiping || 9:30 PM

b0o!
Date : Sunday, October 10, 2004
well..
changed mua blog de skin..
coz some say very bored of it le..
h0pe u guys lyk it norz..
hmmm...
anyway haven finish editing it..
lalala..
t0day is sunday...
s0 b0red!
tml is mua last paper le!
yeah..
at last.. so happi..
p0a!!!
haha...

meiping || 1:58 PM

Date : Friday, October 08, 2004
well..
here to blog 0nce again..
anyway t0day's maths paper tw0 suck t0 the c0re l0rz!
damn hard man..
sigh..
think g0nna fail le.. sigh..

after paper went out wib yl..
l0ng time since i last g0 out wib her..
anyway had a hart to hart chat?
d0nno..
anyway.. gal.. if u see this..
don be sad..
don always cope all ur pr0bs urself k..
anythingy can share wib us de..
or mi..
d0n f0rget we are sista k..
n that we will never part..
never shall we part k..
s0 d0n think s0 much..
d0n make mi w0rry f0r ya..
must take care of urself ar.. silly yl..

tml g0nna go out n enjoy myself le manx!
yeah!
at last...


[.[ + rrïgh† hërè wäï†ìñg før e 0ne i l0ve t0 c0me by.. + ].]

meiping || 10:32 PM

Date : Wednesday, October 06, 2004
hie! here t0 bl0g..
well had mua maths paper 0ne le..
was okay..
den t0day had three paper.
s0 tiring lehz..
yawnz
had phy chem and fnn..
wah..
fnn can die man..
kinda of hard..
den chem was w0rst!
knew nth ab0ut chem..
lalalalala...

hmmm..
s0 b0red..
lucky tml n0 paper..
if not can die manz..
best of lucks t0 every0ne k!
cia0

+ [.[ dang ai guo le jiu bu zai cong lai de.. ].]+

meiping || 8:46 PM

Date : Monday, October 04, 2004
wee wee wee
here t0 bl0g!
had 3 paper t0day..
2 english n 1 hist0ry..
english was quite okay..
but hist0ry suck!
haha..
e qns d0nno wat shit lai de..
but hist0ry paper was mad!
why?
c0z clara kept luffing at e starting!
haha..
luff n0n-st0p hai xf n mi als0 luff lyk mad..
=x
anyway tmls maths paper one!
wish mi lucks dude!
best of wish t0 evey0ne!
+[.[ hugs n kisses ].]+

+ [.[ when will mua prince ever come? ].]+
haha..

meiping || 5:21 PM

Date : Saturday, October 02, 2004
sigh..
i'm here t0 bl0g again..
yst went 0ut wib ah k0r n zai..
went to lao di fang..
sigh...
i miss tingy n weilun ah k0r...
=[
was luck koven was der..
cried so l0ng yst nite..
lucky gt koven k0r de sh0ulder t0 lend mi..
k0ven ah k0r.. thankz f0r last nite..
sigh..
zai.. thankz t0 ya to0..
th0t u did nth but jz sit der staring at mi crying...
i n0e u care..
c0z when u sent mi h0me last nite..
u told mi this..
'even u l0st tingy n weilun le.. i pr0mise i wun be lyk them.. i will be always der f0r ya... silly mei d0n cry le'
zai ! i trust ya k! h0pe u reali wun g0 in der lyk wl n tingy!
or i wil skin ya alive manz!
anyway...
k0ven n zai (including th0se wh0 turn up yst f0r tt gathering) - thankz k! reali v happi t0 c u guys again.. th0t didn t0k much.. anyway i reali miss yew guys manz! w0 ai ni men!
t0 ada - xia0 mei!!! thankz f0r f0rgiving jie k! jie pr0mise n0t t0 vent anger on u le.. =] jie mei always... muackz...

+ [.[ n0 matter wat happen.. as l0ng as ur w0rds stand i will stand t0o.. ].]+

out t0 th0se wh0 0nce gave mi pr0mises... even e smallest promises..
hey! u guys suck! u nv keep ur promises t0 mi! wat shit stuff.. wat since when i break e promise i gave ya.. den wat u must pr0mise mi h0r.. den wat i pr0mise t0 be by ur side when u nid mi.. all these bullshit! i hate yew all! humpf!

+ [.[ juz a ugly ducking l0ok f0r her prince charming ].]+
+ [.[ ah k0rs n jies i lufre u all nehz! muackx ].] +

meiping || 8:28 PM

Date : Friday, October 01, 2004
b0o.. here t0 bl0g le..
never g0 t0 sch t0day..
w0nder wat happened in sch0ol..
anyway miss everyone in sch k..
m0nday is c0ming!
N level is c0ming le!! w0rk hard guys!
anyway FEL if u see u this u beta w0rk real hard k!
rem e target i set f0r ya!!
u beta hit e target or i will skin ya alive!
s0 b0red..
m0od still e same...
n0t reali v g0od..
h0pe will be beta s0on..
s0rrwie to shar0n.l n bell
for sh0uting at u all during p0a less0n tt time..
s0rrwie t0 k0ven f0r venting my anger on u..
s0rrwie t0 zai f0r sc0ldin ya useless.. but actualli is i den useless..
sorrwie to li0nel.. jz s0rrwie..
s0rrwie t0 ba0bei ada mei.. jie wasn understanding enuff.. h0pe ya f0rgive mi..
sorrwie to xf... d0n mean t0 sc0ld ya back f0r fel de.. sorrwie f0r it.. sigh..
s0rrwie t0 every single 0ne wh0m i vent my anger on..
thank everyone....

g0nna w0rk hard!
mugging in mua stack of b0oks..

ps : f0und this quote yst when studing.. its real meaningful.. at less t0 mi

+ [.[ pe0ple are l0nely because they build wall instead of briges ].] +

maybe tts wat happened to mi.. i always build walls ar0und mi.. hence ppl cant understand mi n0r get cl0se t0 mi.
sigh..
this is life..
+ [.[ once bitten twice shy ].]+
once u g0t hurt u will l0ck urself up...


meiping || 8:47 PM

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