sigh..
stop givin mi excuses..
i had enuff of them..
*m00dless*
sigh..
i d0no wat to do..
imma all l0st..
*c0nfuse*
tot thingy was back to normal..
suddenly so mani thingy jz pop out from no where again..
dis tym it jz happened too fast..
i cant catch up wib it at all..
sigh..
i nid a shoulder fer mi to rely on..
but i cant find one..
i don wanna to trob ah kor..
i already gave him enuff prob in e past..
*sigh*
n0w tt tingy is g0ne too.. ='[
sumtime i wonder hu reali understand mi..
who will gif in as much as i did fer them?
or was i too silly and was taken fer granted again?
imma no longer as strong as i used to be..
i changed.. became weaker..
NO! cannot! this cannot happen!
i cant be pull down again..
sigh..
but how i can i pull myself up again?
imma jz lyk a gal trap in a deep well, waitin fer someone to come by n save mi..
sigh..
*hopeless*
.tingyjie.
i nid u to b by my side.. beside mi..
i reali nid u.. i nid ur shoulder..
ur support.. ur console..
ur laughter.. ur care..
i jz nid u..
imma so lost without u n weilun.kor
weilun n u was my rays of light..
both of ya changed mi..
i rely sho much on ya guys de..
but yet u all bear to break e promises n leave mi alone..
='[
i miss yew, tingy...
[.[ i nid u guys to be my side now.. ].]
zhou wei ting! listen up! u r no longer my fren since e dae u betrayed mi!
so stop actin.. i wun forgive u! NEVER! i know wat u r thinkin! u r out to pull mi down again!
but let mi tell u this! u r nth! NOTHING! u r jz a loser! fucking bitch! fark out of my sight!
u r nth but jz a tiny ant to mi.. u r nth compare to e probs i hab now.. nth!
meiping || 8:31 PM