♥Nothing Will Be The Same Again...♥

Date : Tuesday, February 21, 2006

=]
at amk de raiders now. and yanda is helping me train my maple.
so take a chance to blog. oh well, getting my comp tml.
cheers~
but boo~ haven sign up for my boardband thing yet. so so so.
it doesn makes a diff la.
whatever it is la.
tml gg back to company~
cant wait to see them sia. misses~

was suppose to go ikea de.
bt due to yl and my laziness, we decided to change date.
so here we are at lan shop playing. =x
so bored.,
genting trip is delay.
big bOO~
bt never mind stil got next time de. no worries i am sure!
update lata when i reach home. provided i am free la.
ciaos.
misses ppl.

meiping || 5:54 PM

Date : Sunday, February 19, 2006

okay. here to updates k.
well, friday was my last day at motorola.
i cant deny that i miss them hell lots.
sigh.
well, went to k-box after work for my farewell.
cherry, may and bird went w me.
oh well, had a great time der.
missing them already. =S
anyway, after k-box went j8 w bird for a walk.
so on.

than sat, went j8 w daddy in e morning.
den daddy was saying abt gettin e desktop at funan e it mall.
might be cheaper. so let it be.
was thinkin if i should use back singtel boardband or change to starhub.
nvm, tt can wait.
okay. went back hm and slp.
den gave it a miss to meet yl.
went to meet bird ard 4? after i wake up.
went town. shopping~~

hmmm.
spent quite an amount of money this two day.
bought a watch, shirts and necklaces.
broke nw man.
whatever it is la.

anyway, xiong came to find me from jb.
was very kind and sweet of him. =]
thanks xiong~

meiping || 1:36 AM

Date : Thursday, February 16, 2006

okay. i am so darn bored at home today.
didn go out. reject some invites out.
was rotting all the way man,
tml will be my last day of work.
than jobless le. gonna look for new job.
might be going genting on the 26th of feb with ks and family i guess.
so, looking forwards to it. and well, there might be a chalet with my working fren on the 22th feb.
wonder, if i should turn up man. just not in the mood for the chalet with them.
not tt i mind, just that, maybe we don't click very very well.
but, see abt it than.

was thinking if i should cont with my piano lesson, and start my guitra lesson.
always wanted to learn, bt didn haven time, bt now i hab time already.
so think gonna save up some cash and use my rainning penny for these?

and i decided to get a desktop not a laptop le.
desktop will save a lots of money, and if i realli nid a laptop i already hab one which i am sharing w my dad.
so no worries i guess.

3words;8letters;1meaning

my main lead;you;yes;you

meiping || 9:49 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 15, 2006

boo.
once again i am at yl's hus blogging.
oh well, friday will be my last day at motorola.
i am quitting once and for all tt darn job.
its killing me k tt job.
didn turn up for works for days man.
haven been slping well the past few days.
was thinking which road to go.
but now, finally i hab an answer.
i'm retaking my eng, sci and maths.
guess, gonna be another hard yr for me to go thur again.
pray for me k peeps.
and hor! i nid tuition! who can gif me free tuition. =x
haha

well well well, inside story okay.
lots of thing happened.
been slacking ard with my laopo this few days.
and a big thanks and big hug to her for staying by my side.
and thanks for tt MR ***** =x
well tts it man.

meiping || 4:17 PM

Date : Saturday, February 11, 2006

REUPDATE
okay. i am feeling much better now.
so gonna blog some short stuff abt today and yst ba.
yst went to meet ks 1st at mac and have lunch.
den took a cab to sch.
hmmm. went straight to the cave room and wait for my result.
idiot sia my dad.
before i get my result he called me and tell me abt my result.
sigh. make my mood bad.
okay. did BADLY for my O.
well, gt 8 for eng, 6 for math and hum. than 3 for fnn and chi. 7 for sci i guess.
sad ar.
lobang xf's cab back hm. than slack.
don intend to go out de. no mood.
den jack came down to find me.
when to catch a movie, so on so on.
den went to slack so on. went hm ard 1130 i guess?
anyway, thanks for the day jack.

for today, went out with my laopo.
went bishan mac slack, den saw our pri sch fren.
hmmm. e world is so small, all our fren are interelated.
anyway, went east coast for a couple of hr.
hmmm, the waves and breeze did a magic.
i felt so much beta already.
well, took a cab to bishan and slack. den went home le.
was at hm for an hr or so, than went out again.
met up with yl and her fren.
slack slack den went home le.
notsure if i should go out with alice leh.
wondering and pondering.
guess gg out with yl and ks tml.

meiping || 11:33 PM

Date : Friday, February 10, 2006

hmm. nw already 2 plus le.
so blog abt yst.
hmmm. overslept yst. hence took a cab to work.
no mood to work at all. pms =x
okay. den when smking. cherry was saying don work and all go hm.
i was lyk sure no prb.=x
so went home. took my passport and sneak to malaysia with cherry and another gal. =D
went to cherry's hus.
head down to arcade than to red-box.
ard 1130 rush back to sg. just in time man.
=D
cheers. haha.
okay.
couple of hours more gonna get my result le.
sigh.
how how how?
wish me lucks man.......

meiping || 2:39 AM

Date : Wednesday, February 08, 2006

so mani thing happen recently for me.
wth man.
it isnt fair to me k!
and this tots came back and it is not helpin me out at all.
i just make me ponder more and more.
i kept asking myself if i still love you.
i wish i had an answer.
but whenever i ask, my mind goes blank.
someone told me to carry on,
to try on, to love more.
tt someone told me it wasnt worth all these thinking at all.
beside all these shit,
another thing that is my mind was result.
sigh. i doubt i can make to man.
doesn havve any confidence at all...

nvm! don fret i will tell myself!
i will be strong. stronger than e wall, softer than the cloud.
hmmm. this yr val time, alone again. arghhs.

be my val time. anyone? haha.
just for tt day maybe?

meiping || 1:37 AM

Date : Tuesday, February 07, 2006

i farking hate this foster family more and more!
they did it, they said it. its all my fault. they said it!
hate them!
no matter what i do u nv liked it at all.
no matter is right or wrong.
so what for i spend my effort to make thing prefect when u r always breaking things up.
i hate u!
u nv done ur part as a mother. u never!
slap me if u have e gut. i know u wan to slap me yrs old.
u never liked me den what for bring me here!
bring me here to spike u onli mah.
u said u love and dote on me. pui!
since when?????????
i never felt any sense of love and care from u ever since i noe the truth.
last time when i was small, i tot i was notti so u never like me.
den i tried to be good, be thing still the same.
u still dislike me lyk nobody business.
if u jolly well don lyk me den kick me back to malaysia.
since u said i onli noe how to make u angry and spend ur money!
bullshit! i earn my own money ever since 14! e rest of the money i will pay u back! don worry.
damnit! i hate u lyk nobody business!
u are not fit to be a mother at all!
even ur own sister say u nid to change! damnit!
arghs! i wan go back malaysia.
sigh.
i will not cry infront u all anymore.
never! i show u i can live on my own.
i don nid a mother lyk u.
i can jolly hire a maid. and at least a maid is beta than u!
bitch!

meiping || 12:43 AM

Date : Sunday, February 05, 2006

now at yl use.
so blog 1st.
so tt nite time can play maple. =D haha
sian. tml nid to work le. sian.
der go my cny.
still nid to work.
wonder when the result will be out.
my dad say next week comfirm will take.
he noe the date le but don wan say.
damnit.
quitting my current job soon.
anyone got job to intro?! nid $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ badly!
arghs..

meiping || 7:40 PM

Date : Friday, February 03, 2006

back in sg nw. =D
and i am starting to miss my family already. sigh. =[

did lots of thing over in malaysia.
tons of laughter man!
okay. took a train back to malaysia on the 25th of jan.
reach there ard 1 am.
er jie came to fetch us.
head home. slept. den did some cleaning for e hus. played with baobei's
and wait for my mummy to come back from JB. =D

oh well. fast forward la.
cny eve did some praying as usual de la.
den made offering, played with firework so on so on.
and i took lots and tons of pic of my baobei's! =D

oh ya, bought my dig cam le. 599!
der goes my money man!

will try to upload the photos soon. =D
misses!~
HAPPYCHINESENEWYEAR DUDES~

meiping || 10:42 PM

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