here t0 bl0g.. happi teacher dae~!
t0day didn bring pe s0 didn g0 f0r e 2.4 run.. r0t in sch.. t0day chayh0ng n j0nt fight in sch..
after sch went back ats wib szeh0w n fren n0rz.. hab been 3 yr since i step int0 ats le sia.. kinda of miss th0se happi daes... =[ saw yihuai hazel n gang at ats.. saw ms tan t0o~! she haben change a bit~! stil e same.. =]
after tt actualli wanna g0 watch m0ive wib yl de.. but e time t0o late s0 nv watch.. end up g0in h0me... c0z i was very slply den als0 habing headache.. reached h0me at 4.. den g0 0rh 0rh le.. slp till 10 den wake up.. bl0ody m0ther nv keep f0od f0r mi.. hai w0 s0 hungry n0w sia.. den li0nel c0red mi when i was in my dreamland n0rz jz t0 ask f0r shar0n's no. stil gt al0t of ppl c0r lar.. bt didn ans.. sigh...

meiping || 11:20 PM

well well well.. i'm here t0 bl0g le n0rz.. hmmm.. didn blog f0r e last few daes.. why? c0z busy n0rz.. prelim and N level coming le.. where stil can be g0 free nehz.. l0ls.. s0 think after all e prelim n N level den will be lyk last time n0rz.. everydae 0nline bl0g.. lalala..
t0day nth much happened.. onli lar.. i injured my third finger on sat at ps der n0rz.. very pain sia.. n0w wrap lyk pig hand le..
after sch had eng m0ck exam.. this time i g0t g0.. anyway all e best f0r yl this m0rning de ge0g prem k.. all must jia y0u n w0rk hard le~

hmmm.. if 0nli i didn gif em e no. thingy wun turn out lyk tt de.. sigh.. its all mua fault.. =[ l0st f0r w0rds....
meiping || 8:54 PM

a bit of update abt yst ba.. yst had a c0r fr0m li0nel.. scared me.. c0z he is ns le wat.. anyway he t0ld mi he wun be b0okin out on sat.. s0 wat de him.. d0n care le lar..
here t0 bl0g.. t0day had sch lyk every other dae n0rz.. hmmm.. was busy makin my bl0g.. anyway hab make finish yet.. c0z stil kinda of c0nfused abt s0me part.. s0 t0ok mi such a l0ng time t0 make my lil bl0g.. anyway after sch0ol went h0me straight.. finished xue tian shi de vcd le.. yeah~! t0uching sh0w manz..
fuck man.. juz tt g0t one idi0tic cbk keep c0me crap wib mi.. puis! s0 xia lan n0rz..
t0ok a nap, w0ke up le jiu g0 find zai.. haiz.. d0n0 y.. my m0od wasnt very g0od.. maybe because tingy jie hab left mi juz lyk weilun k0r le.. left mi all al0ne.. sigh.. k0ven als0 d0n hab m0od i bet.. s0 i didn c0r him juz n0w.. haiz.. k0ven k0r ar.. 5 ppl onli left u, zai and mi le.. i d0n wanna l0se any0ne anym0re.. plz~! i pray t0 g0d.. haiz.. haven i l0se en0ugh stuff? tingy jie wil be g0ne f0r 4 yrs 8 mth.. while weilun k0r stil hab 2 m0re yrs t0 g0.. haiz.. sh0 l0ng! s0bx s0bx~
juz n0w when i was using friendster.. i came up0n his friendster.. i felt hurt.. but als0 happi? seem tt he g0t his happiness le... n tt hurt mi.. but it d0esn matter anym0re t0 mi le.. whatever it is... wang le ai ba..

pr0mises.r.0nce.br0ken.int0.pieces. n im.left.wib.loneliness.n.sadness.once.again..

meiping || 10:20 PM

I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had on something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these eyes
Ooooh, ooooh.. Get out
Get Out, (leave)
Right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late(now)
and I can't wait for you to be gone

*shag*
shit.. n0 time t0 bl0g le.. s0rrie.. bl0g tml.. was making my blog jz n0w.. f0rg0t e time.. haha..

meiping || 10:05 PM

wee.. here t0 bl0g le.. hahas.. had a fun dae t0day.. anyway happy 16th bday t0 hx~! muacks~ hahas.. t0day sab0 hx during recess time n0rz.. use e cakes n spray foam to cover her body.. l0ls.. i even thr0w a piece of cake into her pe shirt.. haha.. but she do idi0t.. come n make mi back de.. hai w0 kana also.. *&^(%^^&*()_ worst thingy is tt weil0ng l0r.. take the spray can n spray at us.. hai w0 de hair all full of e foam.. den hab t0 bath in e end..

after sch don hab s.s so can go home early again.. b4 going had a quarrel wib QINGYUAN! yucks.. eE~ d0n t0k abt it le lar.. small thingy also cry.. bth her lar.. went home n change.. met yl 1st at j8 t0 buy wallet.. den met shar0n.. t0gether g0 far east t0 meet hx jiefu and xia0qiang n0rz.. went far east to eat den also help bell bell buy her thingy.. after tt went hereen.. c0z hx wanna take f0to.. hmmm.. shar0n n hx s0 sia0 t0day.. t0ok l0ts of f0to.. think 3 machine ba.. tw0 at hereen one atr cine.. after tt at cine had dinner jiu pei shar0n g0 buy r0xy wallet n0rz.. after buying jiu take cab g0 h0me le.. lalalala.. nth much le n0rz.. yawn~

so sian.. tml stil gt chem de mock exam ar? sure fail de lar~ sian full le.. lalalala... had a fun dae t0day anyway.. =] miss every0ne manz!!!! muackz..

meiping || 10:22 PM

hie~ s0rrie f0r n0t bl0ggin last few dae nehz.. was kinda of busy.. haha.. den als0 d0n hab time t0 bl0g yst.. yst i didn g0 f0r e english m0ck test.. yl als0.. anyway met ken outside my sch f0r awhile.. s0 b0 lia0 de him~! went j8 t0 buy hx de bday gift n0rz.. after tt jiu g0 h0me le.. hmmm.. added some stuff t0 my bl0g.. h0pe it l0ok nice~ >.< s0 didn bl0g at all..

abt t0day ba.. sch was kind of alright.. nth much happened n0rz.. during CME less0n i was wrapping hx de present~! wahah.. used finish e wh0le class de newspaper.. fr0m juz a small hp keychain till e size 0f a pill0w~ haha.. fun man~ pe was great t00.. had al0t of fun times..0hya.. tt idi0t garb br0ught c0rn beef t0 class t0day! yucks~ s0 gr0ss manx.. c0ws are sh0 cute n0rz! yet they still eat c0w! s0 bad.. n made the class stink lyk sia0!! =X during reccess time f0rce hx t0 open her bday present n0r.. d0n think she hab a hard time opening ba.. wasnt very tightly wrap.. s.s was cancel t0day.. s0 happi~ s0 after sch0ol went h0me n change..
went t0 far east n hereen wib yl n shar0n... wind0w sh0ppin f0r mi n yl.. while shar0n was kinda of in a shoppin m0ods.. haha.. onli b0ught a earing n0rz.. saw bing t0o.. after tt t0ok bus back t0 amk n0rz.. c0z need t0 buy hx de bday cake.. haha.. hx g0nna hab a 'nice' dae tml le sia.. ahah.. b0ught extar 5 small cake f0r her face.. l0ls.. cant wait f0r tml sia.. anyway added new pic t0 my bl0g.. c0z was lazy t0 change skin.. haha.. maybe after my N level den change new de ba.. s0 mean time ppl bear wib it k? s0rrie nehz..
meiping || 9:37 PM

There You'll Be
When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You are there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always


meiping || 9:46 PM

wee~ here t0 bl0g le k.. hmmm.. s0 mani daes didn bl0g c0z wasnt online wasnt online c0z was chi0nging s0cial studies prelim n0rz.. anyway this m0rning jz had e prelim... haiz.. n it suckx t0 e c0re k! realli! haiz.. n0t enuff time de f0r t0 manz... *sigh* den d0n0 why all e stuff i studied suddenly all lyk g0ne wib e wind n0rz.. d0n rem any single thingys.. haiz.. think t0o stress le ba.. aiya.. i d0no lar.. fan~!
t0day went h0me after e paper.. nv g0 out wib shar0n they all.. c0z wasnt in a very gd m0od.. den g0 out le face als0 lan lan de.. s0 shar0n they all will als0 sian wat.. s0 ps them n0rz.. s0rrie ar sista... but tml wil make up.. tml g0nna pei shar0n g0 watch twin effect 2.. i als0 wanna watch anyway..
haiz.. 23th of aug c0min le sia.. haiz.. time flies man... tingy de c0unt case on m0nday... =[ one of e reason i wasnt in m0od t0 g0 out.. l0cked myself e wh0le dae in my r0oms n read all e letter i wr0te with weilun k0ven tingy and sista.. s0 much mem0rise manz~ *sigh*
lata g0nna watch snow angel ba...
meiping || 9:02 PM

erm.. sorry for not blogging yst wor.. wasn't allowed to use comp than also hab to study.. haha.. but no diff.. yst didn study much.. fell aslp on my living ro0m de sofa.. haha.. 6 to 8 plus.. by e time i get ready t0 study already.. erm.. last nite was doing fnn till 11 plus n0rz.. ~ tired man~after school gt s.s n0rz.. anyway yst went straight home after sch0ol n0rz.. nth much le.. erm.. blog other time ba.. *g0ne*

meiping || 12:03 PM

y0z~ haha.. hie~ c0me here bl0g 1st nehz.. btw maybe fr0m tml onwards wun be able t0 bl0g everydae le w0rz.. g0tta t0 study den dad als0 d0n let mi use mua lapt0p le.. *sigh* s0, s0rrie if nv bl0g everydae man.. haha.. but will miss ya guys de k~ haha..
guess wat. having fnn n0w.. s0 b0red manz~! this sat s.s prem le~!! scared sia.. =x t0day after sch0ol de chem de.. but shar0n they all say d0n0 wanna g0 n0rz.. lalalalala... *g0ne* b0red

meiping || 9:23 AM

k.. i'm here t0 bl0g le n0rz.. last nite was on f0ne wib y0ngquan til quite late.. den i 1 plus reaching tw0 den g0 my lil dreamland n0rz.. t0day slp lyk pig sia~ haha.. gt abt 12 miss c0r n 4 sms.. but i didn feel anything man.. =x haha.. think t00 tired le ba.. was supp0sed t0 meet yl at 1130 de.. but woke up late n0rz pai seh ar.. s0 met her 12.. went tpy 1st.. g0 k-b0x~ =x haha.. every week g0 k-b0x sia.. mi n yl went 1st.. den 1 plus shar0n den came t0 j0in us n0rz.. sing til 3 plus jiu leave der.. went t0 p0pular buy s0me stuff jiu g0 shar0n h0use de..
went shar0n h0use t0 study n0rz. think f0r abt 2 h0ur lyk tt? den jiu g0 h0me le..
reached h0me le.. ask dad t0 m0ve a bigger table t0 my r0om n0rz.. den i can study der.. =x

in a state of c0nfusi0n sia.. whaha.. mad le mi..~ tml sch... gt chem sia.. b0red..
meiping || 9:50 PM

*shag*
here t0 bl0g! wee~ haha.. mad le t0daY~ m0rning had m0e chi exam.. it was damn easy man! finish paper 2 in less than 30 mins.. after tt went j8 wib shar0n`yl`fel`jas`pris.. b0ught a c0nverse sh0e which c0st mi cl0se t0 60 buckx.. after tt jiu g0 h0me tak a sh0rt nap 1st..
4 plus t0ok 162 d0wn t0 ps t0 find shar0n yl n hm.. sh0u ha0 meet at ps de.. wh0 n0e tt shar0n g0 pei em t0 ms den hai w0 wait lyk a idi0t 4 m0re than 40 mins manz! b0red t0 death! =x aha.. shar0n reached le zi h0u yl n hm als0 came n0t l0ng after tt.. went arcade dia0 n0rz.. den saw ivan.. shar0n n hm t0ok sweets fr0m him den als0 a s0ft t0y.. pig de~ oink 0ink s0 cute nehx.. =x
dia0 at arcade f0r a l0ng time.. b0red~ after tt 8 plus went back t0 j8.. went t0 eat l0ng j0hn.. finish eating le jiu pei shar0n g0 buy sh0e..
buy ha0 le she t0ok cab h0me den i als0 went h0me le.. reach hm ar0und 10? nth much le.. s0 shag n0w.. als0 n0t in a m0od t0 bl0g.. s0 very sh0rt de t0day.. tml maybe g0 out study s.s n0rz.. =[
meiping || 10:51 PM

*arghz*
i juz typed ha0 den e wh0le thingy g0ne~ n0w must retype again~ *b0red* haha.. t0day went t0 sch den had my n level de chi prelim n0rz.. think did badly f0r it.. c0z paper 1 n0t enuff time f0r mi n0rz.. spent t00 much time l0oking f0r w0rd.. paper tw0 was okay n0rz.. hmmm.. h0pe can get a b3 f0r it? haha.. anyway aim a2 f0r my chi(n lebel) but n0 faith sia. =[ chi depr0ve al0t le sia.. cann0t cann0t~ must start study le manzx! jia y0u! haha.. =x
after chi prem shar0n went h0me 1st c0z n0t feeling well den left mi n yl n0r.. b0th of us went tpy t0 eat sum0 bent0 den went j8.. saw garb n fren.. after tt went interchange de mac n dia0 fr0m 3 plus to 6 n0rz... rush h0me t0 change n bath.. den rush out t0 j8 again~ t0 meet yl n0rz.. c0z b0th of us d0n feel lyk stayin at home.. met her at 8.. t0ok 88 t0 amk n r0t.. den c0r ks d0wn t00.. haha.. went p0pular t0 buy b0oks.. 0mg.. s0 ex lehz.. tw0 b0ok c0z mi 15 bucks~ ~!@#$%^&*()_- =XxXx haha.. den went l0ng john t0 t0 sit sit n t0k till 10 lyk tt.. saw sec 3 ppls n0rz.. 3as de.. *yucks* =x
10 plus jiu rush h0me.. at bust0p saw my m0ther s0 suay manz! haa.. to0k e same bus wib her.. guess wat.. i left my elinkz card in e bus.. heng yl was der.. haha.. s0 tml den take fr0m her n0rz.. haha.. lucky n0t l0st.. if n0t must g0 yishun make new de.. waste mua time nia.. =x ok.. this is abt t0day ba..
*g0sh*
tml gt m0e de chi exam.. i haven study yet.. haha.. think n0t studying le lar.. lyk n0t imt de n0rz.. =x al0t of ppl als0 nv study.. haha.. wish every0ne lucks f0r their exmans k~ we 4as r0cks~~! united we stand.. *ckp*

meiping || 10:57 PM

hmmm.. t0day ar? had sch as usual n0rz.. nth much but b0ring~ =x sch t0day was great k~! fun and wild t00.. haha.. t0day i was lyk a mad w0men.. =x but wh0 cares.. =x haha.. desm0nd very suay t0day.. kana my tagret.. kept getting smack by mi.. haha.. n0t onli mi lar.. even fel grab nick alvin n zhikun als0 went t0 whack him.. pity 0ur dear y0ngshun sia.. kana slap by desm0nd f0r nth.. haha.. =x
t0day after sch went lab tw0 t0 d0 my fnn n0rz.. gee.. finish my w0rk le.. jiu stay in lab with yl shar0n n xf t0 play c0mp f0r awhile n0rz.. 4 jiu leave le.. hmmm.. all went h0me n0rz.. den i went j8 t0 buy my bcp n0rx.. c0z t0day last dae le.. den yl pei w0~ =] hmmm.. after tt jiu g0 h0me le n0rz.. nth much le..
*g0sh*
tml chi preilm le lehz~ s0mm0re i haven study yet~ haiz.. n0 m0od t0 study sia.. nvm~ but i will try de k~! jia y0u every0ne~ all the best tml guys! w0rk hard t0gether k? =] lata g0nna burn midnight oil le.. =] oh ya.. xf gt b3 f0r her 0 level chi sia~ =] keep it up w0r.. miss ya peplsx...
meiping || 8:26 PM

erm.. it seem tt my bl0g g0t somethingy wr0ng sia.. i g0t blog de.. but e thingy went t0 e 0ther end.. =x haha.. nvm.. try to fit it asap k.. anyway yst nv bl0g rite..think s0.. =x this few daes very lazy t0 bl0g sia..
11.o8.o4
t0day ar? went t0 sch after a l0ng weekend~ yawnz! haha.., very slply.. s0 fell aslp during chem less0n.. guess wat? i pass my maths test.. 52% l0lx.. hmmm.. t0day our scho0l gt ppl fight sia.. during was recess was ivan with taiy0ng n0rz.. after tt was chayh0ng with alvin n0rz.. chayh0ng kana slap by alvin tw0 time.. s0 s0ng manz~ haha.. lalalala.. =x after sch hab ss extra less0n den hab t0 stay back till ar0und 3 plus.. den after tt jiu went straight h0me n0rz..
reached h0me le jiu take a nap.. *yawn* d0nn0 why this few daes keep slping de.. s0 piggy de.. =XxXx after tt wake up le jiu go sort out my fnn n0rz.. den nth much le n0rx..

10.o8.o4
hmmm... didn g0 out t0day n0rz.. very shag c0z of last dae tw0 n0rz.. last few daes play with shar0n t0o much le.. s0 stay at e whole dae n slp.. nite time actually g0ing t0 meet ks.. but in e end over slept.. =x pai seh arz.. haha.. l0lx.. den nite time went t0 meet k0ven awhile n0rz.. pass him stuff n0rx... den kana scolded by him n0rz~ say mi very dao den nv g0 out with them le.. =x s0rrie larx.. sigh.. i n0e tingy de c0urt case c0min t0 a end le.. s0 wanna mi g0 out pei her rite.. but s0rrie i cant.. i don feel lyk seeing tingy.. ='[ s0rrie.. c0z i cann0t accept e fact tat she is leaving mi le.. i cant.... =x

meiping || 10:38 PM

wah~~ t0day is singap0re de bday sia~~ happi 39th bday w0rz.. haha.. tml is bell bell n my mei shiyun de bday~ b0th als0 16 this yr.. als0 n0t f0rgetting nick de bday k.. haha.. happi bday t0 all of them~~!! yea~! ha.. t0day went tpy t0 meet shar0n, li0nel and weilun n0rz.. den went k-b0x.. hmmm.. e k-b0x de r0om very big n0rz~ manchim lyk vip r0om or can say is vip ro0m lar.. haha.. den onli gt 4 of us lyk s0 big sh0t sia.. wah.. s0 s0ng~! haha.. enj0yed sia.. haiz.. sorrie t0 make u guys w0rried f0r mi t0day k.. s0rrie w0rz.. but i'm fine n0w le k~ it was jz tt i suddenly t0t of sum sad stuff den m00d g0 m0ody.. =[ anyway had a nice time der.. sang fr0m 12 plus t0 3 plus.. den think is weilun pay f0r us de.. thx dude..
after tt slack at tpy f0r awhile le jiu take 157 to jur0ng pt.. went der walk walk kill time nia.. =x b0ught shiyun de bday gift n0rz.. c0z mi 11 bucks.. shar0n b0ught earing n stuff.. 6 plus, t00k 157 again~ back t0 tpy den change bus take 56 g0 j8 meet yl n hm.. meet em le jiu g0 j8 walk walk den shar0n g0 home.. e rest of us went back tpy again!~ pass cigt t0 jia quan den take mrt t0 l0t 1 tt area n0rz.. d0nn0 where als0.. jz g0ng g0ng foll0w yl n hm.. =x actualli gt t0n with them de.. but last min take cab came back bishan~ why? c0z of my idi0tic g0d-father n0rz.. wanna pass mi stuff.. s0 b0 bian.. hai w0 take cab rush back.. lucky he pay f0r e cab if n0t i g0nna kill him~! haa.. pai seh ar yl.. didn pei ni t0n.. =x hmmm.. was real glad t0 hear tt yl hab gr0wn abit le.. i mean her thinking k..
h0pe she will be able t0 f0rget li0nel s0on ba.. sigh...

meiping || 10:38 PM

y0z y0z~! whaha.. had a fun n mad t0day manz!!! real fun n mad.. 0r maybe even crazy n wild? =x
ok here it g0es k.. met shar0n 2 plus at amk den went bugis t0t of findin tt idi0t li0nel de.. but he d0nn0 g0 till wher le..went bugis village den b0ught a bag.. den we tw0 v sian jiu take cab g0 beach r0ad.. =x after tt t0ok cab t0 suntec de.. den walk ar0und n sh0p.. =] suddenly tt shar0n wanna g0 tt singap0re bungy s0 t0ok cab again t0 clark quay.. shar0n t0day is mad! pian tai k~!reali s0 mad t0day.. kept luffin f0r n0 reas0n makin mi luff t00~ haha.. c0z shar0n was wearing skirt mahz.. s0 t0ok cab 0nce again t0 great w0rld.. den she went U2 n buy a sh0rt t0 wear f0r e bungy.. actualli alm0st nv g0 f0r bungy de.. c0z 0f tt idi0t li0nel..~!@#$%^&*()_ hate him lar~! humpz~!
slack at great w0rld f0r awhile le jiu g0 den t0ok cab again.. t0day cab sia0.. keep taking cab de.. =x wasted al0t of $$ sia.. =x in e end stil went t0 tt bungy.. shar0n is reali pian tai t0day! suddenly pull mi g0 f0r tt bungy~! hai w0 mei y0u xin li zun bei.. somem0re v ex... 30 bucks man.. but after all e trip was s0rt of w0rth it lar.. c0z it was fun! s0 fun n sh0ck manz~! yeah! r0ck 0n manxz! next time save $$ le den g0 again.. whaha.. =x mad.. =x
after e bungy was leg s0rt of s0ft le.. alm0st cried.. haha.. but didn.. 0nli gt a few tear fl0w out nia.. =x haha.. fun man.. after e bungy shar0n pull w0 g0 watch firew0rk n0rz.. t0ok mrt.. but guess wat! it was pack lyk tuna~ den hab t0 squeese man.. s0 pack.. cant even m0ve.. haha.. alight fr0m mrt le stil e same~ must ji lai ji qui de.. hai w0 sweat lyk hell den shar0n stil walk s0 fast.. in e end reach der jz in time t0 catch e firew0rk~ hmmm.. very nice.. s0 sweet.. if e 0ne beside was my stead it will be e best.. but haha.. fat h0pe.. but at least hab my ba0bei la0g0ng shar0n~ yea! n she r0cks.. t0day gt s0 much stenght.. maichim eat wr0ng medic lyk tt manz.. scared sia.. den tml stil pull w0 g0 k-b0x! *g0sh* shar0n is real mad t0day.. haha.. shar0n w0 ai ni~ haha.. u r0cks manx~ =] tml als0 g0ing t0 t0n ba.. 90% cfm le.. haha.. =] t0n with yl.. haiz.. gal ar gal ar.. yl ar yl ar.. d0n ya think s0 much k.. anything stil gt w0 de~ i d0n pr0mise t0 be sista f0r life.. but i pr0mise t0 be der as l0ng as i can.. =] miss ya. haha.. had a great dae t0day.. thankz t0 shar0n.. shar0n u r0cks.. muackz.. =x
meiping || 10:38 PM

erm.. heres a lil poem from a guy i jz n0e n0r.. haha.. find it kinda if nice s0 jz p0st it here. =]

knowing he'll never be yours again,
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song

meiping || 10:56 PM

hmm.. didn bl0g last rite.. c0z was t00 tired n sick le.. *suay* d0nn0 why this few week keep getting sick for n0 gd reas0n man.. wth is happenin to mi? haha

start wib t0day 1st k.. 7 of aug.. had flag dae early in e m0ring n0rz.. s0 farkin b0lia0 de~! =x sumthingy weird happened dis m0rning.. real werid! i d0nn0 h0w t0 say abt it lar.. but jz s0 weird tt made mi cant since since 6 in e m0ring.. went t0 meet yl at my h0use de busst0p 1st.. den t0k bus g0 sch.. was late but wh0 cares.. t0ok e stupid ugly w00den b0x den share wib ks n0rz.. but i t0ok e b0x while ks went out with karen n cailing.. went tpy with yl.. c0z yl wanted t0 eat at e hawker center where jia quan is w0rkin.. but sad case.. jia quan lyk nv w0rk.. s0 went t0 sum0 bent0.. guess wat? n0t 0pen yet! in e end ended up at mac t0 hab breakfast.. in e end slack at mac, fell aslp der sia.. =x 11 plus le.. jiu pei yl g0 change m0ney f0r her mum, t0ok mrt back t0 bishan.. actualli is meet ks de.. but in e end nv meet her.. instead met xf and shar0n n0rz.. yl went h0me 1st.. left xf n shar0n t0 pei w0..lalalala..=x slack der awhile jiu take bus g0 back sch t0 gif back e stupid b0x..
after tt jz went h0me straight n0rz.. t00 tired n sick.. why sick? t0ok a nap.. but during my nap in my dreamland w0ken up by li0nel's c0r~ again u n0e?! arghz.. said meet tml de den suddenly sms mi say meet mi lata.. t0ld mi very shag le stil g0 play po0l or wat lar.. d0nno h0w t0 take care of himself de~ haha.. den say ha0 meet at 830 bishan mrt de.. but he was late! i hate guys t0 be late de n0rz.. somemore m0re than 30 mins late! ka0! met him le jiu pass him e letter le.. he was t0uched by yl's letter! he was~! i saw tt he alm0st cried de.. but he kept sayin n0! s0 wat de.. wanna cry jiu cry wat ren f0r wat.. silly idi0tic li0nel~ after tt he went off i went t0 hab dinner with zai.. jiu g0 h0me le n0r.. tml? thinkin going out with shar0n.. n0t t0nnin tml.. maybe m0nday nite n0rz.. =]

6 of aug
arghz.. cant realli rem wat i did! it was fri rite? i didn went t0 sch t0day.. s0 after sch g0 meet shar0n at bishan mrt 1st.. t0ok mrt den went heeren 1st.. s0 suay.. caught sm0kin by sec 3 ppl.. =x mean time was waiting f0r huimien n yl n0rz.. they t0ok a l0ng time t0 c0me man.. fr0m jur0ng i think.. finish gai gai at heeren le jiu g0 cine walk walk.. finish walking cine le then they reach man.. s0 l0ng! nvm.. in e end went bugis n0rz.. then tt 3 sia0 char b0 g0 take ne0 print while i g0 buy my st0ry b00k.. s0 qia0.. i saw xia0 xi0ng der.. haha.. den he ask mi they my fren an0t? why diff s0 big de.. 3 sia0 char b0 sh0uting at bugis.. l0lx. s0 funni n0r.. after tt shar0n went h0me 1st.. den went m0s wait f0r yl n hm de fren alan t0 c0me.. pei them g0 eat dinner den jiu went bugis village n play hide n seek wib hm... aiy0o~ hm ar~ pai seh ar! d0n mean t0 make til ya d0 dulan de w0r.. s0rry nehz.. =[
after tt jiu take mrt g0 h0me le.. sigh.. at interchanger talked al0t wib yl sia.. heart t0 heart t0k.. s0 sad.. but feel a bit beta.. n0w w0rried f0r my silly yl.. sigh.. h0pe she wun regret her ch0ice manz.. haiz..
meiping || 10:04 PM

hmmm.. t0day ar? 5th 0f aug n0rz.. sch t0day was kinda of fun sia.. haa.. had eng test 1st, tw0 peri0d but i slp durin e 1st peri0d after tt sec0nd peri0d den wake up den rush thur my test... after tt was chi.. hmm.. was kinda of easy but n0t enuff time so i missed out tw0 pt.. sigh.. d0esn matter.. its over anyway.. after recess was ch0y's less0n again.. n was e fun~! haha.. why? c0z shar0n n bell kind of f0ught in class but jz kidiing de n0rz.. i nv d0 anything als0 kana de lehz! s0 suay.. 1st was bell's pe shirt hit my face den sec0nd was shar0n threw e sweet at my lips.. heng n0t sw0llen if n0t shar0n g0nna get it.., =x haha.. after sch0ol had p0a. yl nv g0 again.. s0 think she went j8 with shar0n t0 buy bag..
after scho0l xf went shar0n de h0use n0r, but i never g0 c0z lyk i said last time i g0 der als0 lyk d0 nth de.. s0 i went h0me l0rz.. mum was sh0ck again! c0z i was h0me early man.. t00 early f0r her ba =X hmmm.. at h0me i read st0ry b00k n0rz.. message in a b0ttle s0 nice~ h0pe can finish it by tml or sat e latest ba? h0pe s0.. =]

hmmm..think is time i sh0uld reali let it g0 n put u aside.. maybe n0t aside.. jz deep in my heart.. very deep... after cling on f0r 134 daes haiz.. 25th of july 2003 i fell in love with ya.. 15 dec 2004 our love started out.. but ended on 24th of march 2004.. it started s0 s00n n ended s0 s0on man.. s0 fast tt i wasn't ready f0r it b0i.. sigh.. even t0t my shatted, but it was w0rth it? at least i was once ur gal u said n u was once my boi.. but 0ver is 0ver le.. wh0 was in e wr0ng d0n say outside ppl n0e.. we ourself wasn't sure... tt we br0ke up...c0nfusing part was i didn n0e wat u lyk abt mi? i wasnt a gd gf wasnt gd l0oking.. n u was s0 c0mplete.. with a nice face n b0dy.. u was every gals dreams.. alm0st every girlfriend of mine wh0m n0e u lyk u lyk crazy.. 15 dec when we start i was 0ver e m0on! happi lyk nv b4.. but i regretted.. s0rrie f0r all e dispp0intment i br0ught t0 ur life n made u cried.. s0rrie as0n... loving u wasn a mistake.. but being with u was a mistake.. c0z it made mi l0st u.. completely.. n0t even friendship left... u left mi nth with jz a f0ne c0r tt nite.... i l0ve u b0i n i will always.. e onli thing i can d0 n0w is t0 put u deep inside my heart n l0ck tt d0or up n lastly thr0w tt key away.... missing u always..
meiping || 10:14 PM

ok.. here my dae t0day.. as usual sch00l k.. had maths n chem test t0day.. but i didn study at all.. n0t a single bit n0rz.. think sure flunk de lar~! =x anyway gt a st0ry b00k t0day k~! shar0n lend w0 de.. message in a b0ttle ar? haha.. nice b0ok t0 read sia~ enjoy reading it manz.. geex.. hmmm.. t0day li0nel g0 back ns haha.. g0nna miss my ba0bei lia0.. =x think sat he c0ming out n0rz.. n h0r he stil owe mi a meal! gonna make him pay f0r it manz!
after sch0ol went j8 n0rz.. pei shar0n t0 hunt f0r red c0lour shirt, why? c0z national dae c0ming den must wear blo0dly red de shirt.. den she d0n hab s0 she went c0nverse t0 buy 0ne n0r.. ard 15 bucks n0rz..quite cheap sia, f0r xf ar? she wearing mine shirt c0z friday i n0t g0ing t0 sch0ol think yl als0 n0t g0ing back.. end at 10.. g0 f0r wat.. waste my time manz! shar0n.l als0 n0t g0ing ba.. at j8 saw fel n gang t00..
5 plus jiu g0 h0me le.. at interchange saw my pri sch fren sia.. ming hui~! hmmm.. hab been a l0ng time since i saw her sia.. d0n say her lar.. i mean all my pri sch fren n0r.. miss em lyk hell man.. cant wait t0 see em n0r.. =] d0ne l0ts of catching up wib her on e bus even tot juz 10 mins of ride.. =] luvre it~!
tml gt chi and eng test! think chi can make it.. but eng? f0rget abt it.. with tt ch0y being my teacher.. suan le ba.. haha.. s0 nite nite pplz.. h0pe my tag b0x de war wil st0p s0on ya? =] peace manz! sugarie dreamys all.. muackz..
meiping || 9:31 PM

*disapp0inted*
ok.. d0n tok abt dispp0intment 1st n0rz.. t0day had pe sia.. den today's pe's less0n was e 1st time our class gal was s0 int0 it man.. h0w i say.. e wh0le class was playing, everyone was in pe att.. den s0 sp0rty t00.. haha.. s0 e gals hab rubgy capt ball n0rz.. den same grp with fel shar0n bell step n fad ar? haha.. best grp k! had l0ts of fun man.. playing with em sure wash off my troubs.. =] but w0rst thing was tt i was hit by e blo0dy hard rubgy ball k.. on e face somem0re.. kana my n0se.. s0b s0b.. *pain* den d0nn0 which idi0t during e game snatch e ball den push mi to e fl0or.. hai w0 keen kana fl0or den s0 pain als0.. but great game after all.. haha.. lousai was e funiest~ l0ls~ d0nn0 h0w t0 say lar.. haha.. juz lub her t0 e c0re man.. l0lx
anyway after sch00l was held back by mr ang f0r awhile den rush t0 comp lab n print my fnn jiu g0 le.. went t0 far east wib xf shar0n n yl.. den went der t0 meet mc and li0nel.. yl cried 0n e bus, at 1st d0nno y cry de.. but n0w i think i n0e haf of e reas0n le n0r.. sigh~ silly yl~ d0n ya think s0 much le n0rz.. smile~ k.. here my dispp0intment k~!!! humpz.. i saved enuff $$ f0r my baobei zippo lighter le den wanted t0 bring it h0me n made it mine t0day s0 went far east~ but wh0 n0e... shar0n and gang all against it! they keep saying this n tt this n tt.. hais.. den in the end didn buy.. *sigh* but i lub tt zipp0 l0ts l0ts l0ts.. =[ hais.. suan le, mei yuan fen ba.. =[ went far east walk walk le jiu g0 eat l0ng j0hn.. after tt jiu g0 h0me le.. btw b0ught a cd techn0 de.. -cyber- hmmm.. n0t bad lar.. but e s0ng all is remix de.. als0 gt myself a pair of earing? haha..nth much le..
*h0me*
reached h0me le jiu slack on e f0ne wib li0nel, after li0nel was wib kai den i jiu g0 bath n eat.. n0w? 0nline bl0gging n0rz.. and i miss tt zipp0 lighter.. ='[
meiping || 8:58 PM

hmmm.. bl0g early t0day k... yst aunt jz came back fr0m US.. s0 b0ught l0ts 0f ch0c0late f0r mie~!! yea! yummy yummy~ s0 happi,, but wasnt all0w t0 eat lehx! untill i rec0ver completely fr0m my bl00dy c0ugh and flu.. *sigh* anyway t0day as usual~ sch n0rz.. m0nday blues.. somem0re rain f0r alm0st the wh0le dae.. makin mi s0 c0ld.. still sick.. and guess wat bell n shar0n als0 sick.. haha.. p0or thingy b0th 0f them.. mi als0 lar.. =x
t0day ar? had 3 peri0d of fnn.. but didn manage to finish up my fnn lar. die le lar.. tml pass up d0nno will - mark mah lehx..sigh.. *pray hard* t0day gt tw0 peri0d of p0a t00.. yl nv g0 f0r p0a, den she g0 shar0n h0use 1st ba? think s0.. hence after fnn le.. xf jiu g0 shar0n's h0use n0r.. f0r mi? i didn g0 lar.. c0z g0 der als0 nth f0r mi t0 d0.. if n0t always g0 der slp nia.. b0ring.. somem0re sick s0 went h0me be a guai gal gal.. =x mum was sh0cked.. haha.. bath ha0 le.. jiu sms with dave.k0r n li0nel.. after tt t0ok a sh0rt nap den went t0 d0 my fnn le n0rz... b0red.. after tt rest awhile eat my dinner den f0ne with li0nel.. hmm.. 8 of aug t0t 0f t0n de.. but yl g0in back malaysia sia.. sian 1/2 le.. den k0ven er ge n tingy g0ing chi0ng.. yucks! i d0n lyk t0 chi0ng.. den d0nn0 stil gt t0n an0t lehx.. sigh.. wish t0 see the firew0rk sia.. heard tt it was very nice~ =anyway tml might be g0ing d0wn t0 far east ba.. why? c0z i wanted t0 get my zippo lighter.. t00 cute le.. cant wait t0 buy.. s0 decided t0 use e b00k i saved f0r st0ry b00k t0 buy 1st.. geex.. s0 happi nehxz.. =] seem tt my blog g0nna hab WW3 s00n.. =x

meiping || 8:43 PM

ok.. here i c0me k... fel was complainin mi f0r n0t bl0ggin.. =x s0rrie f0r not bl0ggin yst.. c0z was damn sad and sick n0r.. real sick and i mean it.. anyway.. here it goes for yst stuff..
31th july..
wil hab a sh0rt bl0g ba? 30 july went t0 my mei h0use to slp didn care much abt my pr0b n0rz.. heng wasnt caught.. anyway w0ke up at 1 den rush d0wn to bishan to meet shar0n n yl n0rz... den pei em g0 bugis.. walk ar0und bugis le jiu g0 m0s outside der sit n0rz.. while i sit they smoke they g0 arcade t0 play.. *shag* wasnt feeling well.. n i mean real sick.,. so after tt i went home le.. didn pei sharon n yl to ps.. s0rrie ar.. pang seh u all yst.. pai seh.. on e way h0me fell aslp 0n bus 410 mah, den heng zai saw mi n bus den he w0ke mi up and sent mi h0me.. actualli he wanted t0 bring mi t0 e d0c de.. den i said i saw once on wed le den he say 0kay n0rz.. he ar.. so silly sia.. he sent mi right to my d0or step watch mi step in n l0ck e d0or le den willing to leave.. ahah.. really v sweet of him neh.. =] 0nce h0me change n bath le i jiu g0 0rh le.. think fr0m 7 slp to 11 =x jz lyk a pig rite.. 11 plus xia0vin c0r mi den w0ke mi up.. den i onli i n0e i slp 4 s0 l0ng le... wake up very hungry sia.. den went online 4 awhile to check mail den log off le.. so didn blog yst..
anyway after such a l0ng slp i had i c0uldn slp at all.. s0 ar0und 1 i went t0 watch vcd n0rz.. den haf way t0k wib li0nel on e f0ne awhile jiu hang up le.. after e sh0w think 3 plus le ba.. stil c0uldn slp so sms with tt li0nel n0r.. den i jiu 0rh le..
1th aug
t0day ar? sunday! b0ring dae f0r mi.. was sick.. so n0t all0wed t0 g0 out at all man.. sux it! m0rning woke up by li0nel de sms.. after tt didn have e m0od to eat anything man.. so skip breakfast n lunch.. whole day slack infr0nt of my tvbee till 6 plus came online..somemore rain f0r e whole dae. making mi s0 c0ld.. hai w0 wear w0 de jacket f0r alm0st e wh0le dae..evening time came online f0r awhile den t0k t0 my mei *drea* f0r awhile.. drea.. mai haisss le k.. cheer up! =] think these sh0uld be all le ba? h0pe i didn miss out anything ba... tml sch0ol le.. *sigh* and im stil sick.. wth! *g0ne* haissss
*sigh*
haiz.. wat can i stil say? maybe my m0ve in e beinging was right ba? keeping everything fr0m ya.. u t0t u knew everything u t0t u understand mi..but u d0n.. u nv reali understand wat my heart was thinking of.. u 0nce t0ld mi b4 tat if a gal lyk tt guy tt guy will sure n0e de.. but u, u nv n0e? i t0t u c0uld replace *him* but u fail t0 d0 tat tt.. *b0i*.. i stil c0uldn clear u off my mind.. n0 matter h0w hard i tried.. u are stil der.. always der.. never ever leave my heart b4..... i love u.. w0 ai ni.. sobx
meiping || 7:03 PM

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