Pros and Cons~!
i going back to PEIRCE secondary school for my GCE 'O' level science practical.
arghs.
Pros- i know the school well, in fact upside down.
- i know that the lab stuffs are in bad condition.
- i know the teachers.
- no need for me to wake up early too.
Cons- Got to see those bunch of people again.
- lab sucks and stinks!

arghs. wth! i am the last shift anyway. anyone else gg back peirce for their sci pract???

anyway, was out with ks today.
she cabbed over to my hus area, hit to kpt for lunch.
than went over prime area to buy milk tea. nice nice. =D
aftermath slack at the usual void deck under blk 284.
saw my parents too.
chilled all the way. than ard 730pm, went off to supermarket to buy my shampoo.
bought mooncake too.
than went back to kpt, coz laopo want to buy cute chicken(ke ai ji). hahas.
aftermath i finally got news from anto. XD happy happy~
send ks to busstop, waited for her bus.
than went straight home.
phone with anto, and also uploaded some new loops into my picture area.
but sucky la. something is wrong, so there is some prob.
load half up gif up. will try again tml.
click on the loop for more and bigger pictures.

ks and me ar mad la! hahas.
was sorting out my pictures folder in my desktop.
and to my suprise, there is a total of 300+ photo of me and ks. -.-! lots of stuipd pic hor! hahas.

weets~! tml meet anto le. =D
hopefully he won't be late again.
meiping || 10:29 PM

Okay, firstly a big thanks to laopo's mom to the treat at seoul garden earlier. =]
stayed at home till 5pm.
went out to meet laopo, her mum and zai at j8.
went man studio to change zai's birthday present.
aftermath, took mrt to amk. head over to seoul garden.
dine in. it was on laopo's mum treat. =D
she paid ard 70 bucks. weets~
had a full filling breakfast+lunch+dinner. hahas.
it save me alot, don u think so. lols.
anyway, after dinner, went to walk ard amk,
coz laopo's mum want get some stuffs.
and damn, kept wanting a fag. =x
so hid behind a wall and took a fag. hahas.
ard 8 plus, took bus and here i am home sweet home.
or should i say home bitter home.

he is sailing currently, and i have no idea when he will be back.
this feeling sucks.
well, dear, u might be wondering why this few weeks i am having super mood swing.
and it is so suddenly i mean. PMS? nahs. don think so.
finish my menses already. sighs.
all i know was tt everytime i'm kinda of down or sad, u don't seems to be there.
or even u r by myside, u are in ur own dreamland.
sighs. i don feel ur presence at all. why?
sorry, i have no idea too.
baby, hold on tight to me if u really love me.
don ever let me go, or i will never return....

like a always said, human changes.
and friendship faded....
meiping || 11:53 PM

weets! this is the 5o5th post of this blog!
yeah! managed to stick to this blog since 2oo4 of June.
hahas. i am good right. faithful girl hur. lols.
time really flies, still can remember so clearly tt my first blogskin was FF de.
well, guess this blog understand me the most ba. more than anyone else. =D

anyway, yst woke up ard 9am and went out to meet anto.
bought breakfast and went over to his hus.
had my breakfast, slack awhile. than dreamland. zzZzzZ...
while anto help me train maple. but, haiya.. he train for ard 30 mins only jiu tired liao.
rubbish man!
so he too went to slp. woke up ard 1pm.
than sneak out to meet laopo at the void deck.
head over to blk 12o for lunch cum dinner.
cor anto down too, in his mist of sleeping. =P
aftermath cabbed down to tpy with laopo.
coz it was on the way. she gg over to zai's hus.
while we head over to central.
the disc which anto want is still not in stock yet.
which mean he gotta wait for another week. so sad. =s
after window shopping, ard 7 went back to anto's hus.
than nua all the way. tv-ed.
ard 12, anto fell into his dreamland. such a pig!
ard mid night like 1 am, started to have mood swing.
but he was so soundly asleep. didn't bear to wake him up. sighs. =[
morning time he went off 1st. coz he got duty again.
so went home myself ard 11.
slept for a couple of hours, than prep-ed and went out again.
met up with laopo, baoyi and yuyun.
went ksl to eat. than head over to amk's k-pool.
after tt went to hab a hair cut. feel soooo good. XD
after tt baoyi and yuyun went off 1st, while laopo came over my hus void deck to slack.
cam-whored. total of 1oo++ pic in my phone. -.- omg!
went home ard 1030. yawns. wad a day!

tml gg studying. 19th of Oct sci pract le~!
meiping || 11:12 PM

boos!
woke up damn early yst. around 8am.
but slack on my bed till 830am.
than went to prepare.....
went out ard 915. took bus to j8.
than follow by mrt to woodland.
tts nt the end k. from woodland take bus to woodland checkpoint.
walked to the nearby coffeeshop. met up with my real daddy. XD
ate roti prata. than walked all the way to woodland checkpoint again.
went malaysia. =D
last minute plan la. so we reach malaysia ard 11.
daddy called mummy down for her breakfast.
aftermath we went city square to jalan jalan.
walk the whole building, bt end up empty handed.
well, as long as the time is spent with them, no matter hw tiring it is.
it is all worth it.
after all the walking, walked again to mummy's hostel.
took a short nap. ard 4pm, mummy need to work le.
hence we left again. daddy stay behind.
all the yearning and pinning was all worth it.
the tears i shed. the bloods that i bled was worth it.
hahas. dumbass right.
wad so ever it is la.

slit*
meiping || 2:21 AM

well, lots of stuffs happened...
no need to go into depth...
wadever it is... guys words can only be taken in the half of wad they say la.
=s
nt tt i aint serious in this relationship..
just tt, untill i see an effort he put in..
than maybe the trust can be gain back.
but well, that's gonna take a long time to do it.
hence i wonder if i have the time to wait..

well, i am back home.
kinda of early right, aint used to this timing too.
anyway, yst went out for movie w anto and his crewsmates for moive.
watched 'the host'. this show totally have no pt to watch la.
such a waste of money i guess.

and for today, met laopo after god knows hw mani days la.
went j8. coz she wants to hunt for zai's birthday present.
in between, we saw alfie, so pei him for his break.
than yl and shawn came.. not long later we went different ways.
alfie went back to work, yl and shawn went tpy.
than baoyi came. accompany baoyi..
mean time shop around j8.
in the end, laopo end up buying a cake from coffeebean only. -.-!
aftermath, home sweet home.

and sucks stuffs! i lost my pinky ring. arghs! damnit.
meiping || 6:13 PM

well, lots of stuffs happened...
no need to go into depth...
wadever it is... guys words can only be taken in the half of wad they say la.
=s
nt tt i aint serious in this relationship..
just tt, untill i see an effort he put in..
than maybe the trust can be gain back.
but well, that's gonna take a long time to do it.
hence i wonder if i have the time to wait..

well, i am back home.
kinda of early right, aint used to this timing too.
anyway, yst went out for movie w anto and his crewsmates for moive.
watched 'the host'. this show totally have no pt to watch la.
such a waste of money i guess.

and for today, met laopo after god knows hw mani days la.
went j8. coz she wants to hunt for zai's birthday present.
in between, we saw alfie, so pei him for his break.
than yl and shawn came.. not long later we went different ways.
alfie went back to work, yl and shawn went tpy.
than baoyi came. accompany baoyi..
mean time shop around j8.
in the end, laopo end up buying a cake from coffeebean only. -.-!
aftermath, home sweet home.

and sucks stuffs! i lost my pinky ring. arghs! damnit.
meiping || 6:13 PM

back for updates.
everything happened like a flash only...
lighting and thunder..
sunshine after rain...
rainbow after rain....
love is just a curse.
a curse that has been put on almost every single human in this world.
but only a handful of them manage to break the curse.
and will u be able to do so?
i doubt i can break this curse.......

we are back tgt.
but the trust aint there.....
without trust how long can a relationship last....
but how are u gonna gain back my trust?
it won't be easy.....

everytime i say last time i will blog able tt special someone, i always fail to do so.
just a failure i guess. friday quarreling has brought back memories of us.
the past us. the impossible. i cant help but comparing the both of them.
i'm sorry for doing it. well, kill me k.
i wish i can wish myself away..........

NOTE! Anyone have the song by Jaci Velasquez - Imagine me without u.
Please help me find. it is a song so imt to me... the reformation of comp has caused me to lose it.
just help me find this song ppl~! sighs.
If anyone happens to have please send me thru msn. thanks.
meiping || 9:27 PM

Trust! u want trust, i gave u.
u wan forgiveness i gave u too. not once not twice.
this is god know how many time u made me feel so disappointed?
have u ever put urself in my shoes?
have u ever feel the way i feel?
have u ever put me in ur heart?
have u ever treated me as ur gf?
have u ever tot of me even u said those to the gals?
have u ever?
i wonder and ponder. have u ever treat me as ur gf?
if u did, why are u always giving me so much disappointment?
why are all the thing u doing aint wad u said?
action speak louder than words. and ur action show it once after once.
or maybe i am just too petty and wildful hur.
but who cares now.
fcuking godamnit.
disappointment once after once.
pain time after pain.
wad the fcuk man. __

anyway, GUYS! don be bothered abt tt passerby in my tag.
don give a damn abt it k. since she like to bark in my tag, so be it.
also not bad mah, gt ppl make noise in my tag. good.
don be like the childish little gal.
=D
meiping || 9:53 PM

Pouring of every little small tots to him makes me feel so much better.
same as dar, as the night falls, and the weather become rainy, my mood follow suit.
moody mood... sadness fills me... emptiness is my soul....
anyway, wont't be able to meet him for quite some day this month.
he will be have duty on this wed, fri and sat. free on a sun.
than next week he wil be sailing from monday till sat.. free on a sun too.
than the next next week he will be having quite a no. of duty...
the sames goes for next next next week when he have sailing again.
BIG BOOs!

whatever might happen in time to come, and just in case u do read my blog on and off.
just want tell u i am happy enough tt once in my fucking life u entered and showered me with love, care and concern.
baby, if the day come tt i have to leave u, promise me don't me sad.
don shed any tears. just smile from the bottom of ur heart.. just smile like nothing has happen.
just smile for me.... smile for the happy memorise tt belong to us only......
every sec spent with u is a extra happniess for me... =D

life is boring man! arghs! so fast sept le~!! damn! hate it. =x
hahas.
guys sucks!!!!!!!! =XxXxXx
i know this sound so irony. but it's a fact la. hahas.
they always know wad the girls dislike yet they still do it.
damn! and when we throw temper, they say it's our fault, we are too petty. WTH right!
but damn.. no more comments la. hahas.
meiping || 11:57 PM

Here once again to update my blog. =D
well, currently at anto's hus. it is 1am already.
anto is playing puzzel bubble with dawson beside him.
so i took this chance to blog. since i have been missing my update. like always ; lazy.
well, morning cabbed home. than rest awhile.
till i fell alseep on my cosy bed. woke up at 3pm.
suddenly remember tt i was supposed to buy lunch for anto.
so rushed thru, prep-ed and went to taobao food for him.
cabbed over to his hus. but who know he had eaten. =x
too hungry i guess, but at least he still finish everything. hahas. good~!
evening time went j8 for a movie "monster house"
don't think a child below the age of 7 is suitable for watching it. hahas.
but overall the show is rated 3 over 5 stars i guess.
after the show, walked around j8. bought a mug. XD
nice nice! like it lots. will leave the mug at anto's hus i guess. whahas.
supposed to get a couple de. but the blue color de only left one and the side is chipped.
so gotta wait till there is stock. well, too bad too sad. hahas.
bought some tibits and went back to anto's hus.
nua-ing time i guess. yawns~ meeting laopo tml morning..
meiping || 1:33 AM

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