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Myriad of untold truth.
Date : Friday, February 27, 2009
True friends,
true hearts.
That's all you really need in life.

<3 KJMHAJXYK
the love of my life....KJMHAJXYK..
never wanting to be parted from them...
any single of them....
i wanna be selfish, keep them in my life till my last heart beat...
my love, my life...
no matter how bad they treats me, how much they hurt me...
no matter how deep they love, care and concern for me..
i want them be by my side.. and i want to be by their side..
=)

boy,
thanks for the stuff u did. =)
thanks for the effort u put in..
thanks for ur care, love and concern..
thanks boy, for being my friend...
always there, always here..
i will remember it in my heart..

for u, for me, for everyone.. =)
u knw who u r...

She's finally accepted the changes
& realizing nothing
can be the same anymore
but she's keeping her strength up
& she's willing to
try her best to never look back.

Love hurts. Boys lie.
Friends cry. People die.
Parents yell. You always try.
You're never good enough,
And you don't know why.

Smile.
Let everyone know that today
you're a lot stronger than
you were yesterday.

She says she's fine, but shes going insane.
She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
She says its nothing, but its really a lot.
She says she's okay, but really she's not.

she has those SiLlY qUoTeS in her
profile that he`ll never know they
are always about him.

sometimes the things you complain about
are the things you care about most.
unfortunately, you dont always know that
before its too late.

I have learned now that while those
who speak about one's miseries usually hurt,
those who keep silent hurt more.

Sooner or later people are going to start asking questions,
and you know what happens
when people start asking questions.
we become liars.

real tears are not those that fall
from your eyes and cover your face,
but those that fall from your heart,
and cover your soul

One of the hardest moments in life is
deciding whether you should give up or try harder.

meiping || 1:06 AM

Date : Wednesday, February 25, 2009
they say 隔墙有耳, but i feels that in the internet world it is, 隔blog有眼..
some stuffs just cannot be blog out truthfully.
i have so so so much stuffs that i wanted to blog out..
in fact i almost post the entry...
but...
有所保留...
hence deleted it..

intend to go ice-skating today with baby n co.
but end up the place was close..
therefore went bowling..
aftermath had dinner at yishun..
slack around yishun till 11pm.
baby sent me home...
thanks for the company once again... =)

just a phone call and 10 over missed calls, right away everything changed...
not blaming u..but still, thanks for the effort..

i'm tired... not physically, but mentally and emotionally...
how i hope it would rather be physical tiredness.
just plenty of sleep and everything will be back to normal...

need a night alone...
ps - i'm alright...

*edited*
一刻心哺嗵哺嗵的跳.
哺嗵哺嗵哺嗵...不停的跳...
心也不停不停的在痛...
痛的当而心也感到酸柳柳和甜丝丝的..
不同人的陪伴不同的感觉..

meiping || 1:12 AM

Date : Monday, February 23, 2009
一个人撑伞,一个人擦泪,一个人好累。。

愚笨的人,说想说的话;聪明的人,说该说的话。。

永远不需要向任何人解释你自己
因为喜欢你的人不需要
而不喜欢你的人不会相信

别让某人成为你生命中的优先
当你是使他们生命中的一个选择时
人与人之间的关系旨在彼此达到平衡时;运作的最恰当。

我们总让在乎我们的人为自己哭泣;并总为那些永远不会我们的人哭泣
旦我们在意那些永远不会为我们哭泣的人
这是在於生命中的事实;奇怪但却真实
一旦你了解,改变永远不会太迟。

别在喜悦时许下承诺
别在忧伤时作出回答
别在愤怒时下决定
三思而后行,做出贤智的行为

STM i forgot what i did.
but, i wanna thanks hua and milo... =)
i am more of a words people.
more of a blog people,
more of a sms people,
but i do still says out when times come.
anyway, this wont be easy saying out face to face.
coz i knw i can make the whole room crys with me again..
once i trigger it , hard to stop the tap. lolx.
so here pin it down easier for all of us.
谢谢!=)

meiping || 2:01 AM

Date : Friday, February 20, 2009
it has almost been 6mth already...
6mth, time flies, so fast its already 6mth.
6mth ago, the last time i saw u.
6mth ago, the last time i hug and kiss u.
6mth ago, the last time i heard ur voice.
6mth ago, the last time i feel u.
6mth ago, the last time i said i love u to u.
6mth ago, the last time u said u love me.
6mth ago, the last time u sayang me.
6mth ago, the last time i heard ur nag.
6mth ago.....
6mth ago..... 6mth ago......
they say time will heals the wound..
time will let everything fade..
but its nt fading at all, its nt healing at all...
why am i still wetting my pillow every time i think about u.
why am i still shedding tears..
i hate the feeling of being so weak...
hw many 6mth will i have to go thru to really heal the wound.
all i can do now is to stare at the photos....
photos are all im left with.....
but why am i so stupid to trust such imt hdd to others.
now im left with nothing.........
not even photos...
i hate myself....
why am i always trusting the wrong person...
why am i so stupid.....

-long lonely night-

meiping || 2:31 AM

Date : Monday, February 16, 2009
Belated happy Vday to everyone. =)
hope everyone enjoyed their vday, be it being with their bf/gf or friends.
for what i know, not everyone was having a very happy vday.
doesn't have the right atmosphere and feeling..
anyway, vday afternoon met up with milo, hua and xiaoyun.
had dinner at KSL, xy was craving for the famous chicken rice.
ron join us after lunch..
chit chat abit and off he went to meet his wife-to-be.
the rest of roam around j8...
><
sit sat sit sat~ chit chat chit chat~
baby came to find us.
xiaoyun n milo went off earlier..
went down to pub to find kelly and co.
baby open a bottle for us to drink. =)
keke! save $$~
went back to baby's hus ard 2am...
zzzZZZzzz~

hmmm.. woke up around 12pm...
had lunch before baby sent me home..
took a long afternoon nap..
woke up with house full of peoples..
*noisy*
prepare and cab down to find hua.
help her do a bit of doc. ><
mistakes here n there. ><
had supper with baby.
and he sent me home..

have a follow up check up next week.
am finishing the medication soon. =)
i finished my sleeping pills already. ><

am feeling so emotional these few weeks..
someone pls do crazy stuff with me.
bring my mood to the highest peck~ XD
lets have fun!
if not lets go drinking!!!
drink drank drunk~ MUHAHAS!

meiping || 3:25 AM

Date : Wednesday, February 11, 2009
=)
我来也!update update 一下!
其实也没有什么好update的啦。。。
只是刚好在网上看到了一些句话,所以想把它记录下来。
我们一起分享吧!

有些事,我们明知道是错的,也要去坚持,因为不甘心;有些人,我们明知道是爱的,也要去放弃,因为没结局;有时候,我们明知道没路了,却还在前行,因为习惯了。

那些已经犯过的错误,有一些是因为来不及,有一些是因为刻意躲避,更多的时候是茫然地站到了一边。我们就这样错了一次又一次,却从不晓得从中汲取教训,做一些反省。

你不知道我在想你,是因为你不爱我,我明明知道你不想我,却还爱你,是因为我太傻。也许有时候,逃避不是因为害怕去面对什么,而是在等待什么。

如果背叛是一种勇气,那么接受背叛则需要一种更大的勇气。前者只需要有足够的勇敢就可以,又或许只是一时冲动,而后者考验的却是宽容的程度,绝非冲动那么简单,需要的唯有时间。

人最大的困难是认识自己,最容易的也是认识自己。很多时候,我们认不清自己,只因为我们把自己放在了一个错误的位置,给了自己一个错觉。所以,不怕前路坎坷,只怕从一开始就走错了方向。

真正的好朋友,并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题,而是在一起 就算不说话,也不会感到尴尬.

在那

微微细雨的

夜晚

复杂的思绪

让我辗转难眠

是你们用

关怀的
话语
细细的
传到我耳里
这温柔的
对待
满满的包围
着我
让我好感动
也

好幸福

感谢你们的好


暂时就那么多吧!

meiping || 2:15 AM

Date : Thursday, February 05, 2009
mi corazón se desgarre ...

sissy jiewei, miss u much much...
i really do, hw i wish i can fly straight to NY to find u.
cuddle myself into ur warm arms.
and feel that im still loved.
i seriously need u now, my soul mate....
i might sound abit crazy, but i miss u scolding me.
i miss crying in on ur shoulder..
i just miss everything about u...
sighs..
if only u were him....
if only he would listen to me like u do...
understand me and love me...
sigh... =/

i must be the stupidest girl in the world.
cling on to such a relationship.
letting it hurt me so much...
i wish there is such a potion that could make ones forget everything...
every painful memories...

So how can you expect me to just close my eyes and forget your mistakes? Defending you gets harder every day.

Because for me, it’s always been you … always. And I’ve tried to fight it and I’ve tried to deny it, but I can’t – you’re undeniable. ~

What kills me is to know that I’m wasting my time … and yet still can’t let go.

We're just holding on to nothing to see how long nothing lasts.

meiping || 1:09 AM

Date : Tuesday, February 03, 2009
el dolor físico no es nada en comparación con el dolor emocional.
cómo deseo la muerte me encuentre pronto y me libre de todos los dolores.

meiping || 11:00 PM

Date : Monday, February 02, 2009
im back in sg on last friday afternoon.
everything been great i guess?
cant ask for more. just happiness for my family.
=)
its was crazy.. total craziness!
was drinking almost every single day when im back! XD
drink drank drunk~
such a hard to come by chance!
doesnt need worry abt going home nor money.
just drink to the heart content.
but the craziness went a bit to over, nt to worry everyone still fine!
even after the incident happened, we still kept drinking the very next day.
lets party till the sunrise!

this yr angbao money supper little. =.=!
so little till there is no point to count it. lol.
anyway beside drinking were gambling!
i lost 600 at daidee and won 700 at majong.
lucky majong won abit arbo i will be in debts le. lol.

hmmm.. friday met hua and co for movie, the wedding game.
hmmm.. sat met hua, went punggol jetty.
hmmm.. sun, after baby off work, went prawning with his friends.
after prawning went hougang plaza for pools n billard.
hmmm.. mon, kristy fetch me from my hus for sgh check up.
sad to say im down with Gastric Ulcer / Stomach Ulcer. =((
so sian..... why so suay! >
argh!
tml meet kristy again.
mini tuan yuan fan with her family.

what past is past...
let begone begone..

meiping || 8:29 PM

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