here to blog.. sharon 'mummy' is nagging mi to blog at right at the back of my neck~!
oh well.. sch was hell? not reali hell but fine lar..
i pass my lab exam! i PASSED can u image mi passing sci?
whaha..
okay.. sch toilet sucks.. something is wrong with the toilet.. hope i just see the wrong thing okay..
*cross my finger*
after sch went amk to meet dear...
went dear's hus and slack norz.. play comp game blah blah blah..
went home at 6.. reach hm at 7 like tt norz..
dead tired man~!
oh well.. tml gt sch.. but so tired.. so don think i will be going ba..
see i can wake up anot 1st.. oh well..
gt lots of thing to rush.. fnn chem hmw so on so on..
24hr a day is not enuff man!
meiping || 11:08 PM

oh well.. neopets was fun.. haha
sounding so childish.. but i don care la.. =x
this is mi! whaha..
okay.. sch is boring.. reali boring.. save mi someone..
fnn is killing mi.. oh well.. kill mi now.. haha..
i am totally into harry potter and lord of the ring..
and i am aiming for 'hong lou meng' after i finish harry potter and lord of the rings books..
but tt will be real hard.. mdm chang said the book was hard to read diffcult to understand...
but i will try hard.. well.. man of honour was a great show.. thank ms wong for showing us.. =D
meiping || 10:06 PM

i am seeing red...
bleeding now.. godness.. so painful.. having cramps..
worst thing was today! monday! and i had my menses..
and had to stay back after sch till 5 plus.. and the hell was tt i was cramps thur out the days..
whatever it is la.. had mock exam for sci.. big BOO.. gonna flang it i guess..
god bless me..
after sch went tp with erika... but couldn get wat i want..
so went home.. tuition tml~! save mi! haven finish my hw!
*stress*
gone* mugging mugging mugging into the deep mug.. haha..
=D
meiping || 9:58 PM

here to blog alas..
this is my 306th blog.. cool hur...
many thing happened for the past few day..
a thousand mile of river i had cried...
a thousand pieces of broken heart i had picked..
a thousand stabbed of knife scar on my heart...
a once perfect heart became two and than from two it is ment together with the scar of cracks...
if i am gonna state everything tt happen.. the entie wil be like a story already..
in short, i broke up with ason and than patch back..
weird hur..
but well well well.. this is it..
anyway had fnn friday.. made sponge cake..
tiring day for me.. yst nth seems to go right for me.. just dono why..
forgot if tt i had added the sugar anot.. forgotten where i place my pencil and towel..
and i also took the wrong amount of flour, sugar and honey...

anyway.. today went out to study with pris n fel..
end up in k-box.. wth*
anyway went amk did my chem hwk.. went j8 after tt..
bought a shoe from c&k and also a sunglass..
went home after tt.. tts all ba..
meiping || 10:52 PM

okay.. i noe ppl are complaining about my previous post..
but well.. it doesn matter.. it was blog in chi.. so cant be seen.. nvm la.
i also lazy to trasn it.. so don mind me..
yst had a disagreement or something wil dear..
but guess everything is sorted out already...
today woke up noon time...
den bath and hit to j8 to meet sharon...
went popular le den yoshi to study...
after tt kai long came to look for us..
den he slack der with us..
after tt 6 plus jiu go home le.. tts all ba..
meiping || 9:15 PM

泪流满面。。
我的眼眶再一次的红了。。
别管我。。
这次是我的错吧。。
对不起。。

如果爱你是放弃你我愿意这样做。。
因为我爱你。。我的爱可能不是天长地久。。可是我是真的爱着你的。。
我好乱。。 我不知道要说什么好。。
我再一次的掉入悬崖了。。

ALONE
meiping || 3:17 PM

weet u weet~
HAPPY 3 MONTH ANN DEAR!
back home already... home sweet home...
morning didn go to sch... =x
so slp thur the morning rays... woke up around noon time..
went to bath and rush to sch for listening compre...
hmmm.. finally finish my O level Oral and Listening compre..
hope can do well for it.. =]
after the listening went home and change..
took cab to bugis with sharon.. gosh.. wasted 5 bucks of mine..
oh well.. pei sharon to mi tt dono wat Em... de lar..
den dear also came down to meet mi..=D
saw xf and her stead too.. walked ard... slack ard...
den sharon they all left 1st..
8 plus dear sent me home..
tts all..
oh ya.. got that micky mouse de wooden jewelry box from dear for our 3rd mth ann!
=] love ya dear! muacks!
meiping || 10:49 PM

okay.. i am here to blog~
being force by SHARON..
oh well.. life was stressful..
this week was such a busy week.. i didn hab time for a extra movie nor shooping day..
oh well.. fated hur.. this year o level..
which mean less time to shop less time to play less time to slp and less time to accompany dear.. =\ big BOO!..
whatever it is man.. life hab to go on.. i don want to be tied down by anything..
but i donoe wats i am doing and getting on now.. some one save mi..
there seems to break down of communcation with kor.. we seems to seprated..
and the distance is more million and million of miles.. no matter how hard i tried to catch up with their speed.. i always fail.. sometime i really feel like giving up... but i noe i cant.. i cant affort to loss either of them.. whatever la.. if there is realli any misunderstanding i guess i just gonna let it stand its way... i don hab time for all these rubbish...

sharon is right...
when things are meant to be, no matter how hard u try to escape, it nv fails to come back
meiping || 10:17 PM

tiring dae.. i never seems to get enuff slp.. =/
sch as usual.. boring..
okay.. history was hell source base.. i hate sbq man..
den mr teh listen usual.. slpy.. whatever la..
after sch stayed back for chem remedial..
end ard 3 plus reaching 4.. den went straight home after that..
i am a good girl =D
was too slpy.. fell aslp on my sofa.. =x
by the time i woke up the skies was already dark..
lata gonna study.. time to mug hard already.. =]
god bless mi...
meiping || 9:39 PM

oh well.. nth much happened..
wasted the dae.. scold mi k!
but at least i am a GOOD GIRL..
welll.. mummy not home yet.. so happi..
peaceful dae for mi.. =D
slp thur the morning.. woke up and wash up my stuffs.. fnn de apron so on so on..
den cooked food for myself..daddy was out the whole dae..
wonder where he go.. misbehave sia him.. notti!
well.. rot thur out the dae.. wanted to study.. but end up fruitless try..
=\ but well doom dae tml.. haven done mdm ang's hw!
went over to laogao hus.. helped him with his installing for his new lappy..
gosh! so nice man his lappy.. so rich.. *envy* but nvm.. one dae i wil get a beta lappy than his..
oh well.. nuai at hus awhile and played with his new lappy..
ah jon came too.. =tok awhile.. chit chat.. den went home le..
monday blue.. yucks.. hate monday..

yi bei zhi de peng you..
meiping || 9:45 PM

shag*
mummy is out of town.. yea.. she went KL for a day..
at least i gt a day off.. beta than nth.. she wil be back tml i guess..
hmmm.. woke up ard 12? but got off my bed onli at 2pm..
by sharon.. hmmm.. bathed and changed.. slack awhile jiu go out le..
hit the town wib sharon.. went herren taka and far east..
saw erika so on so on.. ate lots of food too..
bought a pair of earing together with sharon but diff color..
den walked around.. after hitting the town took a cab to j8..
coz sharon wan buy netball.. but she stil cant find the one she like..
walked ard j8 for awhile.. 8 plus jiu go hm le..
tts all for todae.. guess tml gonna study.. either alone or with friend..
see who is free..

i miss my dear dear.. haven been meeting up with him for ages!!
=/ looking forward to 15th of july..
meiping || 11:19 PM

SUNNY SMILE~ =D my lil monk.. xiaoheshang

aint he cute! he say "one last post and u own mi a buck.." lols

*i hab teeth on top too.. =]* beware i bite~!

well.. taken b4 i took e train back to sg tt time.. =]

boo.. big boo.. tiring day..
morning had pe.. and was made to run 2.4km..
after tt was chi.. den maths.. for the 1st time after the holiday..
i listen so well in class todae..
den today was diana birthday.. happy birthday girl~!
had celebration so on so on..
after recess, had chem.. it was great.. i understand..
somehow i find tt small class i might be able to learn beta.. =]
i don mind tt the class onli gt 5 ppl haha..
i like it in fact..
after e sch gt FNN de O level thing.. yuckys..
so tiring nor~! anyway my dishes didn turn out as well as i expected..
anyway, guess someone drink or maybe my own drink something wrong..
vomited just now in sch.. yucks.. gross..
reach hm ard 7.. dead tired..

tian yi nong ren.. yuan fei zhen de chun zai..
wo men shi yi bei zi de peng you.. nan hui shi bi jiao hao de ba..
meiping || 11:23 PM

Gosh.. fnn is killing mie..
so mani things to do man.. someone kill mi..
seems tt i really hab short term memory.. either forget to bring my wallet.. if not wallet inside no money.. hell for mi man.. haha..
anyway sch was okay norz..
tiring*
mdm ang lesson was like mr teh!
they hab magic~ sleepness magic.. cool hur..
anyway after sch cant go hm..
gt maths revision test.. so hab to stay at sch till 5..
den when walking out of sch with erika, VP walked in..
den she was caught.. den hab to wait for her in sch..
wat a luck for her man.. haha..
reached home 6 plus..

hmmm.. i realli miss zhezhe sia..
he melts my heart.. he is my sweetie pie.. =D
hab to wait months than i can see him man..
hab to wait till after O level den can go back to him..
oh well.. nvm.. i will be waiting..

tml is fnn pract cooking.. =s
meiping || 10:10 PM

zhe say " i want sweet, bt i gt no teeth" =X

*yawn* sleepy~

*smile because i was told to do so* =D

*cant u see my teeth*
OMG! he is cute right?!
oh well i miss my darling.. =wonder how mani teeth he has grown.. lols..
love zhe zhe always! +D

oh well.. today was boring man!
mr teh lesson seems to hab some magic..
no matter how hard i tried to keep awake e last 15 mins sure wan slp de..
but lucky i didn.. =] i am a good girl! aint i?
history was craps, screwed the paper totally..
anyway i found my thumpdrive!~ yea! three cheers!
the sch TA rawkz.. =x haha
hmmm... after tt went j8 with sharon..
walked ard than took bus to tpy.. walked ard too..
den took bus to amk norz.. den walked ard again..
5 plus went home le.. tts all ba..
shag sia.. tml thur hab to stay back for maths.. yucks..
chinese oral for mi will be on 13 of july..
and 15 of july will be o level listening compre..
tts all i guess..

london won! shiok hur..
meiping || 9:25 PM

weet!!!
sch was boring as usual..
the daily attire check is killing everyone..
seems tt they wan everyone in sch to be caught at least one..
lucky for mi.. haven been caught yet.. hair color pass..
socks too.. skirt no problem.. haha..
just pray tt mdm GAY will stop poking her nose into my business..
the worst things was tt onli white canves shoe are allow!
pure white.. not even logo.. wth man! leather shoes types not allow..
den somemore gt guard at the gates.. wth man! so yucks..
anyway sch was sucky.. forgot abt history test..
so i hab to admit tt i copied.. =x well.. not a good girl girl today.. =poa also nth much lar..
but after sch went to watch movie with erika..
watch "a lot like love" nice show!
everyone should go and watch.. its is funni and touching!
5 stars~! the actor also v yandao n cute.. godness.. =D
after the movie walked hm..
hmmm.. thats all i guess.. =]

i am a GOOD girl! =]
even my daddy say so!
oh well, i miss dearie lots!
meiping || 8:38 PM

yohu~ here to blog...
oh well... afternoon went amk to meet pris n erika..
den ate mos.. =]
after tt all came to my hus and have tuition..
tuition was 6 to 8..
after tuition head down for foods~
ate lots of stuffs man.. fattening man..
haha.. oh well.. nth much..
oh ya..yst i did sumone tt a good gal wun do..
but i don care.. noe wat i did? haha..
i call the NKF cancer de show 19001126888.. =x
without telling my parents.. just kept mum.. guess when the bill come i wil get hell..
but i cant help it.. i just feel so sad for them..

down on my lucks man.. i misplace my thumbdrive leh!
so ars de!! =/
whatever la.. wish mi lucks..
fri gt fnn camp in sch! the thinking of the camp irks me man! arghz!

what's come around goes around...
life is a cycle..
but regrets don come around den go around..
regrets is just a straight line..
only allow to go forward only.. there will be no U turn for it..
i never allow regrets to cross my way..
i want my life to have no regrets..
not life.. is everyday.. we nv noe what will happen the next moment..
meiping || 10:04 PM

i change my blog skin le~! =] finally found some thing i like? tot it doesn realli suit my feeling now.. at least.. the words at the side are right.. i cant trust myself.. haha.. weird hur mie.. its so red! cool man! =D oh well.. haven finish editing.. coz i am too lazy.. pardon mi k.. well.. gonna meet erika and pris at amk soon. then they gonna come my hus for tuition.. =] oh well.. miss mi everyone.. and i am dead hungry! haven eat since the moment i woke up!
meiping || 3:31 PM

weet~ backed home~ =D
okay.. i admit i wasnt a good gurl gurl today..
was suppose to study with sharon at the airport..
den dono why both of us lazy go till airport den settled down at bishan j8..
but hor.. no mood.. just slack slack tok craps all these..
den 4 plus went to bugis le.. =x
i am bad right.. haha..
oh well.. bought some stuffs.. saw a v cute necklaces and i bought it on the spot!
its cute to mie.. at LEAST..
had a more of shopping mood today.. cool hur..
whatever it is la.. tml will be havin grp tuition.. gonna mug hard..

okay.. sometime truth are beta not said out..
some things are just meant to be kept..
well.. i just love my piggy ason now.. =]
he is all tt i can ever ask for now.. at least..
all my waiting and tears have paid off..
he is back by myside now..

someone someone..
fate have drove us apart.. everything is too late to be back to the past..
i am glad to see u all fine now.. we will be friends always.. =]
meiping || 9:23 PM

boo.. i noe i not a good girl..
haven been blogging for a long time...
well.. was busy for the pass few day..
wasnt realli feeling very well too..
dono wats wrong.. anyway i stop my medication already..
sick and tired of it already..
arghz.. stress is buliding up very fast.. so fast tt i couldn't get cope with it..
hope i wun get crazy.. haha..
anyway i couldn rem what happen the past few days..
guess i am suffering from short term memories.. haha..

and well.. i am like some kind of animal right now..
changing skin.. my skin is peeling.. yuckys..
cant stand it man.. so itcy also..
whatever it is.. hope the skin peel off asap..

miss dear... wun be meeting up with him the next week i guess..
friday gt fnn camp.. PUIs*
which mean i cant meet dear dear... =/

oh well..have been down on my lucks i guess..
i actually forgot to take my thumpdrive out..
sucks! lucky i got save in my comp.. bt there is tons of things to edit..
kill mi someone!

well... going out wib sharon lata..
going study at j8..
meiping || 1:03 PM

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