saD dAy.. s0b s0b~ ={
sad day t0day.. s0b s0b.. after bath i went t0 meet shar0n.. s0rry ar shar0n.. made u wait f0r me.. haiz.. i knew t0day sure gt sumthing happened n0 w0nder feel s0 diff fr0m 0ther day l0rz.. haiz.. after met shar0n she was like s0 mad n0rz.. kept luffin till i bth her sia.. den went t0 yl h0use n slack.. when we reach yl's h0use we went t0 her r00m n slp.. s0o tired le wanna slp de.. but shar0n keep making us.. til we cant slp.. make 0ur legs and kept luffing.. haiz.. den i wanted peace.. s0 went 0ut 1st.. i sit at e living r00m.. feeling something g0nna happened. and it did! s0b.. =[ den watch listen t0 s0ng den watch tvbee n0rz.. after e 0530 sh0w ended.. i gt a c0r fr0m as0n.. he t0ld me he n0w than n0e tat i gt an0ther name.. den said he jz than n0e i added him at friendster.. den c0z 0f sum past thing i was very angry n sad wib as0n wat.. den i gave him att.. i t0ld him u wanna u add l0 d0n wanna den delete l0r i d0nno wanna care le..den he said we stil fren rite.. i said d0esn matter t0 mi anym0re le u br0ke ur last pr0mise u gave mi den hang up le.. i h0ld t0 mua tear.. i didn wan t0 cry in fr0nt 0f mua sista de.. but i cant.. s0b.. =[ after it i sent him this sms " d0esn matter we are stil fren an0t le. d0n mean anything t0 me.. u already br0ke ur last promise.. take care bye!" s0b.. i sent him tat.. s00n he called again.. he actually ask mi wat was his pr0mise to mi? he actualli f0rg0t ab0ut it! he realli hurt mi al0t this time.. m0re than e break up.. he told to mi t0 trust him s0 i tried f0r e last time.. i trust him.. he once t0ld mi after e break up will stil be frenz! fren f0r life he said it de! said will share thing whenever d0wn 0r wat.. tat day i was s0 d0wn i smsed him he actually sh0w mi att and said d0n rem me le... s0b.. maybe i was jz t00 silly t0 trust once after 0nce.. w0 zen de tai ben le.. sobx.. hence he called again.. he ask mi wat mua sms mean!!fine u d0n get it rite! den nvm! i'm used t0 it le.. den he t0ld me wat he went cr00ked these! hurt mi even m0re l0rz.. c0z he realli pr0mise n swear he wun g0 cr00k de.. mua heart was like br0ken int0 small pieces. i cant take it le i said " n0t mua pr0b!! " i think as0n was angry 0r wat den he jz hang up mua call.. s0b.. den i started crying le.. haiz.. i sent him an0ther sms.. think sh0uld be e last sms le ba! f0rever g0ne le ended le.. =[ "u wanna n0e e last promise rite fine i tel ya. u said wil ve fren 4 life! share thing whenever d0wn den wher were u tat day when i needed u m0st~!? u onli told mi u were in a bad mood c0z 0f break up with ur ex all these than threw mi aside le l0r! u call this fren?! n0!" mua last sms t0 him le ba.. haiz.. s0bz.. i miss hIm s0 much.. haiz..
jUz t00 siLly 0f me le..
meiping || 8:03 PM