*shagz*
real tired manz.. t0day ar? i went t0 sch00l after tw0 days f0r r0tting at h0me n0rz.. hmmm.. seem that e whole class haf of them are sick.. shar0n.L als0 sick.. p0or thingy.. h0pe every0ne will rec0ver s0on~ =]
after sch went c0mp lab f0r awhile t0 print my fnn n level de c0ursew0rk den t00k a cab h0me.. c0z was carring al0t 0f b00ks den very heavy.. n0 stenght t0 carry als0.. went h0me change le went j8 meet shar0n.. den t0gether t00k mrt d0wn t0 someset t0 meet huixian n0rz.. hmmm.. have been a l0ng time since i went out with hx le sia.. geex.. enjoy being wib her.. =]
went hereen t0 walk walk 1st.. den hx went t0 hunt f0r bell de bday gift.. she b0ught somethingy very nice f0r bell bell.. shar0n als0 b0ught sumthing f0r herself n0rz.. after that went cine t0 eat.. finish eating le jiu walk to far east.. sp0tted a zippo lighter!!! very nice leh! lub it al0t.. very cute c0z very small den black c0lour de.. s0 c00l man! cant wait t0 get my hand on it.. so shall start saving n0w.. yeah! den hx and shar0n went t0 take ne0-print n0rz.. sia0 de them.. t00k three machine n0r.. hai w0 s0 tired and sian.. nth t0 d0.. den li0nel lata c0me d0wn t0 meet us n0rz.. nth much le.. den slack at far east f0r awhile jie fu (hx de stead) jiu c0me d0wn and fetch her le.. s0 sweet of them sia.. sigh.. feel s0 sick and tired sia..
*sigh*
haiz.. izzt s0 hard t0 have a happi family lyk 0thers? is it? juz a family with care concern and love? why cant they gif mi this lil wish? why? i als0 wanna a happi family with caring dad and loving mom.. but why i jz can make my wish come true? why? sob.. i tried to be their best gal.. study hard but it seem tt they took for granted.. they don care abt mi.. m0ney? i d0n wanna m0ney! i juz wanna a bit of care and love.. sob.. everydae when it is time to go home, u guys n0e h0w much i d0n wanna t0 g0 h0me? tt is n0t a h0me.. but a jail.. sob.. i feel so empty and lonely.. sob.. can they juz understand mi f0r once? juz 0nce? i d0n ask f0r m0re.. sob..
meiping || 9:07 PM