anyway dae is e 1st dae i find that time in sch flies man..
haha.. reali sia.. cant believe it..
so fast n its already march..
n mid yr is coming..
stress out man.. hmmm.. thingys haven been going v well for mie i guess?
im not that sure too..
currently lookin for tuition.. sian..
n sch holiday is coming kind of soon.. so fast~!!
dono wat so do nor say..
anyway after sch went to cut my fringe..
abit onli.. den went off to sharon;s hus to slack..
tts all ba.. boring dae i guess..
mitting joel tml.. dono wat to say when i see him..
feel so guilt.. sigh.. but i reali don wanna bluff him.. sigh..
fated i guess? its over anyway...
why am i always destorying my relationship..
when der is a sight of light rays coming in.. i block it..
i let e darkness cover it.. leaving it dim..
when der is somemore good for mie.. good enuff to last long..
i ended it.. sigh.. i nv noe how to treasure dem..
blinded by love.. blinded by hatred..
sigh.. i am so hunted by e past..
now i cry alone.. wib my tears betraying mie..
showin my weakness..
now i walk alone along this path.. n i will make it thur all myself..
i will grow up... i will be strong...
i will be the happy go luck gal..
i will always be kor's lil gong zhu..
as long as der is my gals n kor n jie..
its more than enuff.. sigh..
just hope tt my gals will reali put in some effort to understand mie.. sigh..
i dono.. we seem to be drifting futher n futher..