sigh.....
its hurts mie to see yl turn till lyk tt..
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hurts mie so bad.. so deep...
making me feel that i wasnt a good sista enuff..
i wanted ppl around me not to go my old way..
the rebelious me, the bad me..
hais..
was wondering was it partly my fault? i guess so? duh.. donoe..
by wondering y she wil start thinkin things tt way i used to do..
by wondering y she wil mix wib her grp of fren now..
it reali remind mie of my past.. the oldself of mie..
what the hell is going on man..
i want the old yl back, the yl tt is willing to listen to her parent..to her fren..
maybe ppl really change lots... ppl really change so fast..
meiping || 11:20 PM