i dono even noe what i was saying.. the picture was like shit!
nth to say.. omg.. hope i didn screw it up that badly. =
didn slp well for the past few days.. went school with puffy eyes.
whats wrong with me.. thing is going hay-wired..
way way out of the correct path..
oh helll... arghs! sigh..
='[ fark myself man! damn my foolish thinking. my foolish feeling..
damn it man.
sigh. sometime i see the future ahead for us is like so narrow.. so unreachable.
i just lost myself, lost my confident totally. where i can ever find back tt courage, that strength once again. another year? or three years? all i needed was time.
i yearn for the everlasting, the forever, even tot i know clearly there is no forever.
fullstop till my fairtale. the best i ever had. will i ever regret my choice? my decision? will i? someone tell mi.
life is never gonna be the same for mi again.
life with out u. life without ur love. life all alone once again.
just like last time, history repeat itself again.
stranger hurts my heart.
there i stand picking up the pieces alone once again.
let me awake from this nightmare soon.
i need to pick myself up before anything get disrupted.
i miss my family.. i want to make a trip home.
i yearn for granny's warm hug, the hug that will make mi feel that, no matter how worst the thing goes, there is still her there to support mi. sometime i ponder, if ever one day 10 years down the road, granny is not there with me, what will happen? where else can i find someone to tok to. let me myself out, open out myself and show the real mi. sigh..