just rem tt i didn went for a couple of chalet this two month.
missed andy's , xin ling and sharon de chalet.
missed quite a no. of bbq party too.
been getting quite a no. of complains from my friends too for being so busy with the stuipd work.
was on the way home today on the bus, than i started letting my mind go wild.
den i began to miss him again. and still i still miss him.
sigh.
i will put u down. i will. i will.
but the fear is still there. fear tt history will repeat itself once again.
for the fear tt i will take another year, 365 days to really let it fade away totally.
once is enough. wun be able to take it twice and spend yrs waiting for him.
unlocked my heart.
who gonna pick me up this tym round and accompany me on my road of recovery from the hurt and pain.
dry my tears and pain. numb*
toxic
lastly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARON.