hmmm. yaya. i noe ppl say this job is not worth it.
but its better than other job i am offered.
their OT pay is higher. so i chionging my OT hours nowadays.
not tt i am realli short of cash.
just tt, i nid to save some cash for raining days.
life is so short. my uncle just passed away.
gosh.
its only now, tt i recalled that i didn meet up with him for yrs.
sigh.
when i heard abt his news of cancer of last state, i was shocked.
i told myself i will gif myself an day off to pay him a visit at the hosp.
but just the next day i recieve e news, he passed away.
sigh.
so fast man. =human are so weird, when they lost something than they will only start to regret.
something hab been on my mind. lingering around for days and weeks.
i still miss him so much.
sigh.
who can tell me is there a way to go back to e past?
i think and think.
but i donoe wat to do.
i cant put him down. at least for now.
i realli cant. sigh.
i miss his big tight hug. =the words we said once kept flooding me.
the time we spent still kept coming back.
i yearn for a real heart break. a totally chaos one.
just to let my heart die.
sigh.