i farking hate this foster family more and more!
they did it, they said it. its all my fault. they said it!
hate them!
no matter what i do u nv liked it at all.
no matter is right or wrong.
so what for i spend my effort to make thing prefect when u r always breaking things up.
i hate u!
u nv done ur part as a mother. u never!
slap me if u have e gut. i know u wan to slap me yrs old.
u never liked me den what for bring me here!
bring me here to spike u onli mah.
u said u love and dote on me. pui!
since when?????????
i never felt any sense of love and care from u ever since i noe the truth.
last time when i was small, i tot i was notti so u never like me.
den i tried to be good, be thing still the same.
u still dislike me lyk nobody business.
if u jolly well don lyk me den kick me back to malaysia.
since u said i onli noe how to make u angry and spend ur money!
bullshit! i earn my own money ever since 14! e rest of the money i will pay u back! don worry.
damnit! i hate u lyk nobody business!
u are not fit to be a mother at all!
even ur own sister say u nid to change! damnit!
arghs! i wan go back malaysia.
sigh.
i will not cry infront u all anymore.
never! i show u i can live on my own.
i don nid a mother lyk u.
i can jolly hire a maid. and at least a maid is beta than u!
bitch!
meiping || 12:43 AM