i dono whats wrong with me man.
this is a big nono! not good at all.
it is ruining me big time this time round.
feel so lost suddenly. so empty inside out.
i yearn for that somebody to appear from the mid air and gif me a tight hug.
HA! fat hopes.
oh well, yst went out with laopo.
slacked at j8's coffeebean for a couple of hours.
had my dinner, than 7 plus went home.
early rite. its a mircale i noe. but gotta nth to do. and i am kind of out of mood.
went out later at the nite.
accompany qiqi, took a cab to east coast.
that idiot, trying to slash herself.
gotta no choice. 'fought' w her over e penknife.
end up getting a small tiny cut at my lower lip and a cut on my leg.
no big prob abt e wound. its cleaned.
cooled qiqi down, den sent her home.
took a cab hm myself again.
this driver is weird. kept askin weird qns.
whatever it is la. after e issue of qiqi, it pulled my whole soul even lower.
suddenly, i felt a sudden flow of dilemma.
and jen jie, told me not to fret over all this issue. and that she said, i should try to be stronger.
and i wonder, wasn't i strong enough already? how strong must i grow?
damn it man. i don gets what her words within holds.
jen jie also said, i was always taken for granted.
maybe this is true?
as for today, turn down yong's invite to the ktv.
wasnt realli in the mood. but met up with my working fren, bird for dinner.
sum qns was asked. and i end up kinda of in e daze.
cant find a ans to the qns.
arghs. nvm.
after parting with bird, went to meet jen jie.
she asked a qns which was totally same as what bird asked. arghs. sucks!
i cant give her a answer.
whatever it is la. feeling kind of sick. so went hm early.
zai jue jiang de bei hou shi wo de shang hen.