me, myself don even remember what really happened.
just blog whatever shit that i remember ba.
27o5o6
woke up ard 9 plus. prep-ed and went amk to meet stella.
worked from 1130 to 330.
bt knocked off early, coz i was just taking over yl shift for a couple of hours.
went over to laopo hus and wait for her to change.
than took bus over to far east and met up with anto.
walked all the way to coffeclub and slack. yl, stella and joan joined us ard 9.
they went off 1st.
than i accompanied anto to hab dinner.
took cabby hm while anto went to find his frens.
quarreled with my mom. arghs! its like daily stuffs la.
well, she doesnt even care abt me man!
as i slit open my wirst, i feel the blood flow..
it eased my pain within me..
i colored my bedsheet with red.
i love the color and smell of blood.
as for today which is 28o5o6.
didn slp much. woke up, msged anto and yl.
morning time went to look for ada mei.
banaged my wound and went home.
prep-ed and went out to meet yl.
head over to bugis. joan joined us.
den took cabby down to bishan again.
than james, tim and alvin joined us.
left around 10. james sent me home.
fark man!
my foster parent really doesn care man! arghs!
must i really end up in hosp then they will care!
nvm! there will nt be another time for it.
will leaving aust be a better choice?
to start everything anew? sigh.
i really cant make up my mind.
there is ppl wanting to go oversea to study.
while i had the chance to go, i feel so weird.
why must they hab such high expectation on me?
hw old am i only?! damn it.
let me go.
let me hab freedom.
let me hab back the trust.
let me be free please...