didn hab my meal since yst dinner till ard 9 jus nw?
boo! didn manage to finish my noodless anyway.
waste of money. damn.
waited for ling's fren to pick her up.
than waited alone for anto to come.
during the period of time i tot alot.
i don deny tt i wasn't bother or hurt by those tiny thing.
its beyond my control ya. it realli is. sighs.
anto came. talked, teared and home.
and i aint still feeling very good about it. sigh.
why after it, it all seems to be my fault?
tt i hab to be the one whom say sorry?
wasn't i should be the one being hurt?
dont i hab a past to think and haunt too? sighs.
u can never understand all the stuffs tt are flashing thru my mind now.
just hope u do love me wholeheartly without anyone beside me.
just hope there will be no such thing already.
sighs. wad a day for me.....
as i teared myself to bed once again.......................