woke up early just for him today. ard 9 going 10.
got prepared by 1215, and waited for almost an hours going 2 man. =S
nevermind about it.
met him at ksl and had my lunch.
than head over to his house and nua. ard 6 went out for dinner at 120.
headed back to his house. nua again.
till ard 9.
and this is where my anger was really tested man.
arghs! hate it hate it hate it la!
told him at 9 30 tt i need to leave already.
but he told me to stay longer to wait for alfie.
thus, i stayed, but! he fell alseep la.
and when i try to wake him up it took damn 20 god minutes to do so lo.
and i cabbed home. met up with kor for awhile.
poured my complains and stuffs to him, off i headed for home.
arghs! if u jolly well know u will fall asleep next time, just let me go home.
i don't like the feeling of keeping to need to ask u wake up to open the door for me.
and i don't like the feeling of leaving ur keys behind the door.
i don't like the feeling of waiting for cab ALONE!
i also don't like the feeling i am feeling now.
maybe i am just not a good girlfriend i guess.
maybe i am just not understanding towards ur tiredness ba.
maybe i am just unreasonable.
maybe i am just to wildful.
maybe i am just not good enough to be ur girlfriend.
maybe i am just the worst girlfriend u ever had.
maybe i am just lousy.
maybe i am just to pampered by my other boys tt i don't get used to how u treat me.
maybe i am just asking too much.
sighs.... but aftermaths, i am not saying tt u are not good.
not a good boyfriend or wad. i do love u, yes i do.
sighs.... for all the maybe just take it as rubbish.
but its okays, cause u never bother to read my blog anyway.
hey guys, will be gg back malaysia tml for a week. misses!