haven been feeding my blog with my boring life..
well, currently at anto's hus.
just woke up not long. yawns.
well, yst woke up prep-ed and off to meet anto at ksl.
supposed to meet yl. but she need to rush off for her work.
so didn. my poor gal. do cheer up ya. =D everything will be fine de.
so nua at anto's hus. than night time went out to meet alfie w his gf.
cabbed over to prata's hus. than cabbed back to bishan again.
went back to anto's hus. slp! couldnt really slp due to his snores! ~!#$%^&*()_+
woke up ard 5 plus. got his stuffs for him.
coz he need to return to camp for duty.
than i fell back to slp alone. woke up by his msg. than nua till nw.
later meeting laopo for lunch i guess.
she at zai's hus nw.
happy 3rd month ann darling. =D
another ann which is left uncelebrated.
we missed the 1st month. than we missed the second month. so as usual, we missed the 3rd month ann celebration. hahas. nice right. =x
first time sia. hmmm. wadever it is. =X
sometime i wonder and ponder.
i let my mind wander around thinking of other stuffs.
and well, sometime some stuff should just be kept in the heart.
like the old memories of happiness with other guys.
like the stuff the other gave.
well, i did. i kept all the stuffs in a box, taped it and threw inside my storeroom.
hoping tt i won't have to take it out again.
but maybe 10 or 20 yrs down the road i might take out and let the old memories flash thru.
sound kinda of sweet hur. hahas.
forgetthing is hard, letting go is easy.
the prettiest memories are kept well, at a small cornder of my heart.
and it will always have a place there..
they belong there. for now till forever......
the last time for me to blog about him out here i guess. after this, no more of him is to be said or asked.
after playing 4 long yrs of fate, i resign to it.
i once believe that we can change the fate of our own life. but after trying out for 4 yrs. maybe human aint tt strong yet? hmmm, or maybe I am not tt strong yet. hahas.
i am weak ya. i always is weak. hmm, in the 1st place did i say i am strong? hahas.
no idea. cant rem too. boo!
but the 4 yrs has been a great one. all the bitterness sweetness and sourness.
its something i can never really go thru in life if i haven meet till him.
i really thanks him for letting me grow up. let me know wad true frens is.
and tt, love never fade. if love can fade, its not love than.
tts the feeling tt fade. if u have feeling for tt guy, it doesn mean tt u truly love him.
u are just having a crush on him for tt short period of time. but if u truly love him,
no matter how long it is. the love will always be there. it cant be faded away just like tt.
for u will never be replace. someone whom was once so imt to me. someone whom i once willing to die for.
but everything isn't the same now. =D
for once i was close to death, it is enough.
don't get mistaken. i didn't do it for him.
ppl whom are close to me will know the real reason. i don care wad other ppl think.
they might think i cut myself for love. NO. love aint worth my blood.
but, i am glad at least, i now know who are the ones whom are really my true fren.
whom are the who will be willing to stay by me till the end of time.
and i know whom are the ones i can really rely on and count on. =]
u know who u r. =] love u guys. stay by me alright. i always need a shoulder to lend on.
and no worries i willl stay by u guys too. =D
well, i shall not say much already. cause i will never know wad will happen 10 yrs down the road.
so be it. at least i am still happy with my life now.
simple and normal. sweet and happy. =D
time can heal everything, but time can also deepen everything.
guys always forget but never forgive.
girls always forgive but never forget.
anyway, life has been the same for the. the same ppl, the some routie.
nothing special... boring life of mine.
*hungry* dear ate all the snacks yst already. nth left for me to munch on!
arghs. fat pig he is!