nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting.
we could be standing next to somebody
who is completely broken,
and we wouldn't even know.
i wish i can feel the hurt daddy is going thru..
the usual laugher has fade away, no longer seeing the smiles on his face..
no longer able to see him enjoy himself with the three xiaogua.
im back from malaysia. a short trip back.
wishing i didnt go back...
dont ask me why... just dont feel like...
dont like the feeling im getting...
dont like the feeling of holding back...
dont like the feeling of lonliness...
dont like alot of thing...
i hate everything...