something is wrong...
u knw u knw u knw, there is so so so much going thru my mind right now....
i so so so worry abt papa!
wonder how the chemo goes for him..
was it good or bad?
hows the result..
i so so so wish tt i could be by his side..
going thru everything with him.
i knw its painful and depressing for him..
but papa always never say out. which hurt me more.
=(
papa u must get well...
i dont care, i want u to get well, i demand it..
because....
i want u to see me grad from school,
i want u to watch me walk down the red carpet,
i want u take care of my future children,
i want u to be there when all of these happen...
promise me another 50 yrs of ur life can?
promise me u wil be with me going thru everything...
i love you papa.
i do love you...
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u are suppose to be out of my life long ago....
why are u always popping out of no where...
dono why suddenly when u pop out once again,
i feel so uneasy.... =S
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am feeling so far and distance from you....
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i dono wad future has hold for me...
i feel so scare suddenly............
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will friends be forever?
or is there such thing call forever...
okay there is no forever......
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遗憾是会呼吸的痛
meiping || 3:29 AM