i fine myself so amusing sia.
i went read thru some of my past entries.
it seems tt this yr almost all of my blog entries are full of saddness, unhappiness.
why is my life so full of shit?
when did i really really blog about something tt makes me rem?
instead i kept blogging about stuffs tt causes me pains and hurts.
im so sick of myself..
so tired of being label by family, friends and even lover..
im so tensed up nowaday.
im like at the verge of breaking out now and then.
be it outside or home.
be it with who or alone...
i dont like it. dont like the sudden mood swing.
sigh. im so useless. such a failure.
Palm trees,
Ocean breeze,
Standing by the clear blue sea.
Hot air,
sunkissed hair.
Endless summer,
take me there.
"i can't judge any of you.
i have no malice against you & no ribbons for you
but i think it's high time
you all start looking at yourselves,
& judging the lie that you live in."
是不是见到了,接触到的越多, 就越容易迷失掉那个最单纯,最简单的自我.
l.o.s.t