but dardar is down with a bad cough and flu..
weather been bad, lots of people falling sick. =(
even milo is sick, and worst she in admited to the hosp!
let hope everyone have a speedy recovery! =)
right now rotting at home. wad a sunday!
jus finish watching ai qing mo fa shi on chl U.
no more drama le sia. boring!
loading show now, but its taking such a long time!
maybe bcoz im also downloading psp game at the same time.
hee! found lots of new game.. woots!
friday nite went out to collect hua's present.
finally it is done! =D
godness so heavy sia. and i kept walking in j8 for rounds carrying the gift!
hmmm bought the stuff, and went down to the hosp to find milo.
ohh she is lookin so much better! =D
good good. lolx.
anyway, milo's mom help us wrap the gift up.
aftermath went down to town to meet hua and tgt we went laoeh hus for mj.
met xf at woodland.
won $3.7! keke! xian yu fan shen k! WHAHA!
sat morning went home have a short nap.
and off i went to meet xf once again.
went partyworld. sang til 8. went back j8.
ate some finger food. and home sweet home!
time flies~~~~
hmmm been saying this phrash for many many many time in my blog. =P
been thinkin of getting NDS sia. =/
but like a waste of money.. >.<
ohya! i also remove one of my wisdom tooth. =,(
so painful~!
i recalled on popo's wake, mama cried till so sad. that it makes everyone teared too.
her every words spoke her heart and feeling. the kind of heartbreaks and disappointment she get from da ge and er jie. i mean i do hate them for making mama so sad, but they are still my sibling, hence i stil love them.. but how come they wont put themself in mama shoes to think and feel? always not keeping their words?
i really wish i can know whats on their mind. beside money. =/
im like a money tree to them. last time i spent almost every cent on them.
but now, im not so naive anymore, i wont believe all the tricks and lies.
i seen thru it. but i stil dont say NO to them. =/
im so stupid! hmmm.. enough of complainin i guess. =)
i feel so much better now.
i have so so so much plans for the future!
but i knw the more i have in mind, the more disappointment i might get.
but without a plan, life seem so aimless?
i know myself tt, no matter what, i want to provide the best of everything to cater to my family.
and only the best for them! =)
just like what daddy is doing now. i really look up to daddy when it comes to been the solo breadwinner for the family.
he can totally put aside himself, and think the best for everyone in the family.
but one bad thing i learnt from him is never say no to other people request! i wish i can change the habit.
i really hope i can be succeful like daddy! XD
if daddy can do it, so can i right?
i love daddy and my family so much.... must really treasure everyone around me.
becoz i know they care for me, and they love me as much as i love them. =)
i love you , you love me, we are happy family!
hmmm happy family? never really know or felt before. i mean in my real family.
but in time to get if i really do set up my own family, i swear i will never treat my kids the way im been treated. and i really do mean my word.
Ooh, I've got to let it go.
Start protecting my heart and soul.
Cause I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again.
Not again!
When one door of happiness closes,
another open.
but often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one
which has been open for us.
so what if there were questions left unanswered,
life went on.
we knew that better than anyone
train yourself to let go of
everything you fear to lose.
dont rethink things
because usually your first thought
is what you really want,
so just follow it through
giving up doesn’t always mean that you are weak
but sometimes it means
that you are strong enough to let go.
life doesn't hurt until you realize
how much things have changed,
who you've lost,
and how much of it was your own fault.
Someone will always catch you when you fall
& it won't always be who you thought it would.
The people you think love you most might watch you fall,
wait,
& then congratulate you when you find your own way back up.
This doesn't mean they love you less,
they just know that you're stronger
than you give yourself credit for.