not some stuff. just one thing!
where is all the courage i have?
or maybe this is a different kind of courage?
or is it plainly losing total faith and trust in something?
the kind of situation im in nw, and there kind of stuff going on in the world.
i heard so many girls friends of mine whining about it.
and i even seen it with my own eyes.
and even in my own family. =/
argh. dont wan talk about it anymore.
all i want in my life now is a good future.
there is nothing more that i want now.
another thing in life that i yearn for is the life of my grandma and health of my papa.
nothing more than tt.
i would trade anything for the above.
but just another wishful thinking.
i was becoming like a book geek.
thats what kristy and jiewei been whining about.
but aint that gd? whats wrong with being too into a book?
lol!
recently been finding hard to get focus.
hmmm.. like my soul is wandering in some other places.
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let me chant a spell and ask my soul back k.
~!@#$%^&*()_+
LOL! im going crazy soon.
hmmm
was it yst? i think so?
i went down to enroll for my degree course with daddy.
they was saying it takes 2 week for the paper work to be done.
which means unable to make it for the 12th jan course.
sad to say, the next would be at may.
5 more months!!!
should i find a part-time job?
or should i slack?
hmmm...
anyway wanna hire part-timer for 3-4mth?
in need of cash~! lol
Dont be mistaken,
i'm not angry neither am i upset.
I just wish after doing such,
you really feel better.
At least left some dignity & let me gain somemore respect.
I believe that's the least you can do.
Dont make me feel like a fool.
Please dont.
I would thank you for that.
I seriously would.
*edited*
am currently so bored~~
i regret rejecting bibi and co for the drinking session!
i should have join them! argh!
nvm, bibi if u see this, next week k! next week!!!
让我们欢乐通宵吧！
不醉不归 ok?