stayed home for the past few days..
im a daddy girl okay! lalalala~
didn't stay out late for the past 1 week, promised daddy! >tuesday had the sudden urge of not staying at home!
so i bathe and prepare myself, grab my clothes and out i went!
in record time i guess. hahas!
met xf and hua at bishan mrt.
took mrt down to woodland, went laoeh hus for MJ!
baby came over to join us after work...
really OMFG sia.. March doesn't seems like a good month for me to gamble!
every MJ session i can lost till totally no chip left tt kind of stuff..
=.=!
after MJ, xf treated us to breakfast~ big winner!!!
cab back to baby house...
slack at his house for the whole day, had pizzahut for dinner once again.. =.=!
cab home, after 15min went out to meet hua and baby again.. lolx..
ji power yi xia xia sia~
RANTING! - no comments needed - =))
just read and understand ba...
after all, only close friends know this blog...
i know u guys cares and will comment..
but maybe not now ba... just feel like ranting, and ranting..
endless ranting...
Hmmmm... Nowaday don't know which wind the sky is blowing..
friends around me are like talking about settling down stuff..
especially this month, not only once and twice that friends are asking me stuffs like, 'eh u and him so long when marry?' or ' wah, u two so gd tgt for so long le'
all these kind of stuffs. =.=!
whenever i hear these kind of comments i will sian 1/2..
don't why, in fact i should be happy about it..
but no, im not... no idea why...
to me, i have never thought of settling down at this age, at least not so young...
at least i must finish my degree and get a job first..
before settle down this kind of thing cross my mind..
seriously, not now ba....
maybe a couple of years more...
but i have a strong feeling, maybe even after a couple of years, settle down will not cross my mind...
doesn't have any faith in marriage stuff... =.=!
marriage is like a death cert! =P
keke~
*edited* =))
recently, i have been going to sleep by staring at pictures...
some pictures which bring back so much memories...
i actually made a slide show, and kept repeating it, letting it play again and again till i fall asleep..
each picture portray a special memory to me..
and i kept thinking, will i have the chance to go through it once again...
will i? once picture for sure... will never be able to happen again...
imu popo~ missing u so much........
praying for a ray of light to shine through my life... guiding me the right path... =))
edited , 3rd time.. hahas...
do i seriously have so so so much to rant?
goodness sia..
recently, i have also been pondering about another stuff..
why am i such a dumbass?
always choosing to believe in wrong people..
why am i such a idiot?
always choosing to put myself so deep in everything i do?
why am i such a fool?
always letting myself get hurt?
why am i such a pain in the ass?
always letting people whom cares and love me to get worried and tear for me?
why am i such a bad person?
always the middle person to every conflict or the person who cause a conflict?
in life there are soo soo soo many WHY...
but not everyone manage to find out the answer after WHY...
will i be able to find out my answers for my WHY?
i never really thoughts about these qns until u came by again...
are u still worth my trust?
u were the one whom taught me the reality of this world..
that no one can be trusted 101%...
u were the first person whom betray me.....
the first person whom hurt me among friends, u hurt me more then my first love....
after so many years, u kept coming back, but i found out i can no longer trust u like before already......
everytime u sms me, asking me out, i no longer pin for the time to come.
i longer have the feeling that i can share every thing with u...
its like u are just a friend, just a very normal friend..
i don't set my old blog title for nothing...
' nothing will be the same again '
"Every single one of us is a monster. We're insensitive and selfish. Nobody is perfect. But to maintain any sort of sanity we hold on to things that make us feel worthy of life, worthy of happiness, worthy of anything. All of us do this."