i told myself countless time that i will stop tearing for him..
but why cant i control it when it comes to him..
why why why?
im so disappointed in myself..
sigh...
why do i have to keep repeating myself to him over and over again?
one simple task or stuffs i have to repeat like 3times or more..
but even so, he doesnt even put the heart to remember it..
i hate it..
i hate to repeat...
he says he just wanna be happy..
but have he tot that i wasnt happy..
humans are selfish...
so are him...
no one is spare.........
i seriously hate it......
who am i to u?