my heart is set..
my heart should be set..
my heart must be set..
focus....
focus....
focus....
no more losing of self-control!
get a hold of myself!
=)
life will get better in times to come...
it will...
i miss the great old time...
where have my old self went to?
did i really changed that much?
to such extend?
did i changed for a better or worst?
avoiding is tiring...
but avoiding is for the better some time..
i do miss ur company...
but i cannot let things carry on too far..
needa to have a hang of it before thing goes out of hand..
im sorry my dear...
love me, and i will love u back...
this does not stands anymore..
love me and i will not love u back...
this is much better i guess?
why lets people in, when u know they are gonna hurt u..
some says its worth it, some says it is stupid..
well, it all depends on personal views and thinking i guess..
as for myself.. im still learning...
i hope i will be able to learn this lesson asap...
the faster i get the hang of thing..
the better thing will be...
unlease the craziness in me..
lets party... and have fun...
=)
meiping || 1:33 AM