we were chatting about friends; true, good, best whatever type of friends la.
i dont know if i have find my soul mate in my life..
the kind of friend whom i can pour everything, even the darkest secret to.
i always thought i have found the right one. but it kept changing.
one by one is leaving me..
u see this fucking cheebye jiewei, see where the fuck he is now.
so freaking far at new york! nabei! jiewei u go and die la! bullshit!!! =(
then this kristy, sigh.. maybe i should stand in her shoe and think, her life isnt about me only, afterall she is all grown up, supporting herself, kids and family.
she wont bother to put me in the 1st place like the past.
its like everyone is changing..
alright, maybe i should just freaking face the fact that everyone changes.
it is just a matter of time..
a matter of time before the other person realise how bad friend im i guess..
but sometime i wonder, i aint a good friend mah? sometime, somewhere things just got out of hands ba..
leave as u may my dearest friend, for all i know, i will still be waiting at the right spot for ur return.........
no one is able to promise another a life time company i guess.
even couple breaks up, married couple dies....
no one lives forever...
however, i just hopes thing remain this where, i dont mean everything, just maybe certain thing......
take for example this kind of special relation im having with boy..
i would trade anything for this feeling to remain the same forever. however i know it will change. just a matter of time before he gives up and look for another gal.
the friendship with hua is also as pecious compare to boy's.
as for jiewei, jiewei u freaking cheebye kia hate u ar! =p~
haha!
i just realised so many people had walked into and out of my life..
whats the use of being sociable and having lots of friends?
i rather just have a good and trustworthy ones.
sometime i scroll through my phone book, i may have like freaking almost 300 contacts,
however there is only a couple i can really call to just disturb and kill time.
weird huh? so , tell me wads the use of bein sociable?
hence i guess, when ones grows older friends get lesser i guess?
well, just some random tots. be asure im not feeling emo or sad.
just wanted to pen these tots down somewhere...
nevertheless i love all my friends~ =) HUGS!
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