log on to the net using my cell, wonder does it works for blogger..
having some trouble blogging, seriously so hard to blog using cell man..
wonder how those people blog using their phone.. =x
anyway, am waiting for the mini bus right now! yawn~ haven sleep a wink since last night till now..
i hope i will be able to sleep during the ride..
sneaked out earlier for a puff before my parents, and i saw a shooting star!
aint the first time, however it was the first time i made a wish to it..
wishing, wishes, wished! sound kinda of childish huh?
but who cares~ i hope it comes true soon.. seems like im left with not much faith and hope already..
i just wish all unhappy event will come to an end.. and i seriously start to dislike rainy days too..
it makes me feel so weak and always affect my emotions without fail! even tot i like to sleep in during rainy days la, but it makes me feel sooooooo lazy too.. haha..
humans, they never stop growing and learning, there is new stuffs everyday..
new emotions, events, experiences blah blah blah so on so on...
hence i learnt and experienced so much events mentally and emotionally that made me realise that im so much weaker then i tot...
the heavy lot of truth and burden is crashing me!
if only, there is so many if only in our life.. if only there is no if only? haha.. wad the hell am i talking about man!
skinned knees cap are so much better compared to skinned soul...
i wonder how many time can our soul and heart can be skinned and hurt?
it there a limit to all these unhappiness? or is it just like a darkhole.. endless......
well, people say u will get over it as time goes by.. or wad bullshit like new memories will replaces the old ones..
i find all these just bullshit.. at least to me it dont work this way!
scars and wounds may heal over the time, however it will still hurts ...
future is like so vauge to me nowaday.. i have no idea what i wanna in life....
maybe i have reached yet another crossroad of my life......
hmm why worry so much........ take a step at a time i guess.......
alright the mini bus is here already.. shall post it next time~ ciaos~