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Myriad of untold truth.
Date : Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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my hi fi set! keeps my company thur my up n down.. =]

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cool hur.. my guitar!!!! love it to bacon bits.. <3

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my darling baobei zhe zhe.. he is e onli reasons to my smiles..

well.. feeling beta todae..
morning woke up ard 6 by my dad.. coz he tot i goin sch.. but no.. i am not..
so went back to slp.. woke up ard 11 by pris n mq cor..
woke up n washed up.. ate my medic n copied history notes..
den ard 2.. off i went to mit pris.. studied for awhile jiu go hm le..
sian.. whole dae till now haven eat.. don hab the mood to eat sia.. wth*
n the worst thing is tt i don feel hungry at all man! haha.. someting is wrong man..
whatever.. i don gif a damn abt it..
gosh.. being hm is so bored! fridae is engilsh oral.. gonna get hell man~!
my english suck lyk nobody business man.. whaha..=x
well well well.. nth else i guess..

clean mi off.. let mie die...
i wan to go to the beach.. cry everything out.. let everything out..
let the wind carry my sorrow and sins away...
i wan to feel clean.. i miss the beach.. well.. hope can get to the beach one dae.. =[
sigh...

meiping || 9:03 PM

Date : Tuesday, April 12, 2005
yucky k! its so yucky..
im stil sick! wth* hate it! arghz!
okay.. todae sch suck totally for mi.. coz of my sickness.. i jus seems so weak and restless in doing almost everything k!
i even fell aslp during maths and phy? omg* its bad man! but cant blame mie.. its e medic fault k!
whatever..

after sch went j8, did some history notes.. den went sakae to eat..
haha.. hell mie right! fancy a sick person eating such good food.. haha..
but i cant help it anyway.. went home ard 5..
slept thur the evening.. woke up by someone sms.. den went to change and bath..
was coughing lyk hell.. so went to c the doc.. gosh! it took mie hours to c the doc man!
just my luck man! gt a dae of mc.. which means tml no sch~
sucky! yucky!

hmmm.. who is somebody sia.. manage to score 70 for my qiuz.. werido..
who is tt someone! please tag my bloggie.. =]

meiping || 10:40 PM

Date : Monday, April 11, 2005
arghz! i am freaking sick now k! ars!
hate it man! down with a bad flu n cough..
okay.. some ans to the qiz.. k..
bought two rings a few dae back..
a pinky ring and a ring for the fourth finger.. answer is here already k!
haha..
whatever it is larz..

yst went out.. with pris.. seems to be out with pris very often now adays..
hmm.. i guess after all i was the one whom didn not fit into their topic..
everytime they tok i dono wat they are toking abt.. guess i shall complain tt they are drifting..
should be mie i guess.. wat i do? guess even if i try to smaller the gap it will be hard.. the gap is so big..
hais.. maybe i am beta off alone..

after sch stayed back for chem.. den rush hm n changed..
app wat 4 pm.. n i reached hm ard 3 20pm.. which mean i might be late..
so cor kor come fetch mie.. ars.. todae the nurse seem untrained or wat..
hab to poke THREE TIME in order to get my blood.. so damnfreaking pain..
sian.. when i reached hm.. my nose bled for ages man..
hate it..
thank for todae kor.. =] glad to hab u by my side..
when my world are falling apart, u r always der for mi to shoulder with mi the burden..
there is no words in this world to say abt u.. i just love u.. =] hoping u n tingy can be together soon!
don ya gif ya k! rem e tears u cried todae must be worth it! work hard towards ur goal.. u can do it de..
sigh.. this few daes mood seem so out of place.. just not myself..
=[
the world is changing, the earth is moving, it wont stop for anyone..
work towards my goal..

meiping || 9:09 PM

Date : Saturday, April 09, 2005
nice song!

LOST IN YOUR EYES (Debbie Gibson)

I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
Cause when I'm lost
I can't let go

(Chorus)
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When (and) I'm lost in your eyes

I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can't find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus)

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes

meiping || 11:48 PM

Date :
didn manage to study todae.. wasted.. gosh..
so slack.. no no.. cannot lyk tt man..
arghz.. bored.. well.. quiz time..

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meiping || 11:29 PM

Date :
forgot to blog yst..
yst went k-box with sharon.l pris fel yk pck n tt arshole liangzhaoming..
yucks! i hate him man.. a guy with no pride de.. don hab his own decision de.. i hate this kind of guys man..*look down on him man*
anyway.. tot so lil ppl.. stil manage to hab some fun.. n lots of luffer..
pck n gang left at 6.. den left the gals n mie.. sang til 7..
den went j8 with pris to pei her eat her dinner..
after dinner jiu go hm le..
but sigh..when i reached hm.. officer cor..
said something wrong with e paper work..
so, i stil owe them 6 hour of cip! wth!
no way man! I already complete my cip hr long ago..
ars! which means next week must go to e hq again.. hate it man!
but well well well.. i do miss my officer n also the ppl there..
they are great man! i reali mean wat i said.. thank for them,.
i not i guess i will be in girls home already.. =] big thank.. =D
had a fever last nite.. not suppose to go out todae de.. but who cares!~
I DON GIF A DARMHELL ABT IT! whaha.. i live my own life!
now is 11.30.. n i mitting fel n pris at amk lib lata at 11.45
which mean? i will be LATE.. =x oops..
haha.. but i guess i will not be the onli one to be late haha...
=x

u were a dreams nv suppose to come true.. but it did..
but the dream come true ended so fast.. so faster tt i tot it had nv happened..
all the memories u gave mi was so swit.. so bitter..
why all along is u? why?
blame mi on foolish n naive thinkin mie..
jus too silly..
koven is rite.. i shouldn waste so much time on him..
but sigh.. if kor can wait for tingy tingy jie for yrs..y cant i?
but i noe it is impossible..
i am tired of all these waiting..n waiting..
its so tiring..
let him go*

meiping || 11:25 AM

Date : Thursday, April 07, 2005
finally! it thurdae le man..
waited for this dae v long le..
coz tml not going sch..
tml my sch is havin sports dae.. yucks.. boring~!
so not going.. instead going k-box with my frens.. =]
oh.. i miss them man...

after sch wait for pris in sch..
coz i gt dimiss earlier.. as i nv go for fnn! =x
went j8... transfer e money to yl le..
jiu go study for awhile..
after tt watch 'the pacifier' nice show!
funni.. luffer.. haha.. jus so funni man.. =x
reached hm ard 7? kinda of late..
anyway thing larz..
jus so glad tt i don hab to go to sch tml~ yea..
3 cheers*

a tRuE fAiRyTaLe tHaT lAsT fOr a lIfEtImE :: a NeVeR eNdInG soUrCe oF lOvE :: tHaT tEaChEs mE tO bE sTrOng :: aNd tO dEpEnd oN mYsElF tO mAke mE haPpy:: aNd tO mAkE yoU AlL tHe SaMe

party with me till the wee nites*

meiping || 11:12 PM

Date : Wednesday, April 06, 2005
boo~!
fnn is driving mie nuts k..
no matter hw hard i think i just donoe how to do my reflection man!
arghz.. kaox..
whatever lars.. sucky fnn~! cb..

after sch is so boring can..
for the 1st time i fell aslp in s.s class..
lucky tt khai didn catch mie.. sucky man..
english lesson suck.. ms wong sucks~!
anyway i going for the relc thing during the june holidaes..
to brush my english.. aimming for a b4.. =x
after sch went town with hx sharon.l and esther..
saw fel fel on e bus.. so lucky wor..
but saw sh also.. yucks~! hate her fren man.. so bitchy..yucks yucks..
cant stand her man.. act as if she damn pretty.. gosh~!
walked ard.. saw e brown colour dunk.. pretty~
but i guess.. nid to push the goal of buying my shoes n sunglass to the back..
coz my gals in nids of $.. but doesn matter.. i can always get the shoes anytime lata..
but hope it wun sold out can le..

boo! i wan to change PHONE can! =x
sell away my 7270.. get the cash save n get tt fone..
i dono wats the model.. =x but its not out yet in the asia market.. expect for japan..
bored!
fnn fnn fnn fnn fnn fnn suck~!

meiping || 9:26 PM

Date : Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Im not a perfect perfect gurl

whom youu always dream of

But i had to say

that youualways...



appears iin my dreams

it hurts to knowthat...

that I can't found have youu

ii lay my love for youu

hoping youu will love me

ii waited and waited.



how wish that i could be beside youu

rest at your shoulders

watch youu sleep everynight

cry could intour shoulders

And be the one

who is foreva with youu

found this swit.. so posted it.. hmm..
nth much todae.. caught in the rain again..
today sharon lee is mad man~! =x haha.. reali crazy.. well..
after sch gt chi oral.. quite okay.. easy.. =]
hope can score well.. anyway after oral when amk with pris to hab my dinner..
after dinner jiu go hm le.. sian.. lata stil nid to do chi comp.. n i think study maths too..
bored!

meiping || 8:04 PM

Date : Monday, April 04, 2005
KNOW WHAT?!!!
i am so happi~ i am over the moons the stars everything~!
so happi tt i can fly.. haha.. jk jk..
seriously i am reali very happy.. why?
coz he replied to my msg~! he did k!
i tot he will nv reply to my msg man.. was so suprised man~!
gosh! i wish we can be lyk last time.. good fren.. share mi mi..
share everything.. but i doubt so..
but now at least he did reply to my msg.. wee~ =x
okay.. don say le..
fnn is driving mi nuts k~!! but with his msg recivied.. it totally changed my mood.. gosh..
its lyk magic.. =x

meiping || 11:33 PM

Date :
wat a dae i had man..
monday blue as usual..
after sch went for phy.. 2.30 to 3.30
after phy went j8 wib pris n mq.. walk around.. coz mq said tt she wan buy hat..
but j8 don hab e one she wan..
so went food court n eat eat..
wen c&k coz pris wan see slippers..
hmm.. wat a coincidence..
saw ms tan my pri sch form teacher.. n my pri sch fren..
eu liang n yi huai.. hmm.. eu liang didn chane.. bt as for yi huai.. gosh..
he changed so much man~ =x
watever it is la.. happy to seem them.. coz so long nv mit up wib them le..

bought twins's cd.. =D
bought a blackpeppered chicken 4 dinner..
but not realli tt nice..
tts all ba..
times is running fast.. no time to waste anymore..
strive hard~! bite thur it.. =]

meiping || 9:18 PM

Date : Sunday, April 03, 2005
gt a song for everyone.. nice song.. go dl.. u wun regret

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love, it's suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

I pray to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Solo

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

meiping || 10:04 PM

Date :
woots.. here to blog.. lalalala..
sundae~ boo.. sucky dae.. tml monday blues le..
haha..

lalala...
here are some pics..
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nice rite? all i mixed de leh.. haha.. heng tt e lab didn explored right..

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nice hur.. dono wher tak le.. forgotten.. but i love this pic..

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well.. too bored.. nth beta to do u see.. haha.. =x

didn go out todae.. coz kind of tired sick n slply..
last nite was on e fone wib justin till 4 plus..
slept at 5 plus.. woke up ard noon time.. yawn*
well.. after tokin with justin i found out tt certain thingys jus happened the way i didn wan it to be..
it just cut thur my plan wrong time wrong place=.. kept making mie change my stand.. nono~
i must be firm n hold on.. i cant jus cant for anyone..
now my bf are my books.. nono.. no one else but my books n zhe zhe..

well i will always be der for u..
these five words i swear to u..
so swit right this two statement.. =D

meiping || 3:54 PM

Date :
boo!! i am so bored..
n its so late n yet i am not slpin yet.. wth i am doin man..
i am missing my baobei zhe zhe now..
he is the onli one which can melt my heart wib his tt smile of his..
he had capture my heart n lock it.. haha..
i was in love wib him since o6th of june 2004.. he is my baby..
my OOO.. haha.. don be mistaken.. he is my er jie son~ haha..
lalala.. i miss him man.. opps..

well.. staring into the nite sky..
hoping for stars.. but seems lyk the nite sky tonight is too bright..
cant see any stars from my hus..
hmm.. wish can go hm.. my real hm..
malaysia.. i miss those dae tt i can climb up the rooftop n slp..
n stare at the stars.. dreaming away with the memories..
i miss those shooting stars tt kept me going with the hope tt shooting stars will make my wish come true..
well i just miss it.. hoping of getting a telescope.. brand new de soon..
spotted one.. bt its so ex man.. i dobut i can affort it man..
even if i save for half a mth man.. just a wish so hard to reach..

i miss the stars.... just lyk the way i miss my zhe zhe..

meiping || 1:04 AM

Date : Saturday, April 02, 2005
something was wrong wib blogger yst sia..
blog le but didn appear.. dono why..
anyway sat todae..
last nite my mood suck.. suck lyk hell man!
quarrel wib my parents.. arghz it suck man..
lyk a bean bag lyk tt.. kana scold for nth de.. arshole!
don tok abt it le.. make my mood worst onli larz..

woke up ard noon time den changed n went to bath..
den took mrt to ikea wib my dad to hunt for my bed..
saw two bed quite nice de.. but must wait for mum to see.. idiot!
whatever lar.. went home 1st.. dad dono go wher..
cant be bother wib him also lar..
went home changed bag n went amk kfc to mit pris..
studied maths.. bt stil cant get locus into my mind.. so hard man..
arghz.. monday havin test already!
after tt went arcade to slack.. haha.=x
fun hur.. play hard study hard!
101% bookworm~

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oh.. anit he cute? he is my darling k.. my baobei..

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my zhezhe again.. smooches.. muackz <3

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e earring i gt from far east..

meiping || 10:15 PM

Date : Friday, April 01, 2005
boo!! HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAE~
last few dae blogger gt prob sia..
cant log in.. n anyway wasnt free to blog..

woots.. last nite was fun man.. even tot was rushin wib time to study my chi n eng test..
coz it was april fool.. n i fooled my fren out of their wits k..
woots.. =x
1st was aaron.. he was so shocked tt he cor mi on the spot.. =x
2nd was junwei.. haha.. =x gee.. fun hur..
3rd was justin.. haha.. he also.. damn toot man! =x hope he don see this..
haha.. woots.. koven kor also kana.. haha.. he was the worst man! =x
okay shall tok abt these..

damn.. was caught in the rain for three daes man!
arshole! hope wun get any sicker.. =x
anyway chi test dae was okay lar.. same goes for eng.. hope wun do too badly for both test..
after sch went home..
took a v v v short nap n than went out to mit pris at amk..
ars man~! the 88 made wait so long sia..
well went town.. far east n hereen.. n ps and lastly amk~ haha..
walk lyk siao.. bought a 3/4 pant n a pair of earring.. woots.. spent quite alot todae..
but hope it wun bother my saving for my nike dunk..
i cant wait to get my legs on the shoes man.. haha..
well i wonder when can i buy the shoe!
ars man! saw another nike dunk v nice leh~
gosh.. my heart is shaking again.. should i get the purple one or the grey one with a pink tick??
reached hm ard 9pm.. tts is it i guess..
both is equally ex man! its killing mie.. haha.. but nvm i will work towards my goal!

ragged out..

meiping || 10:28 PM

Date : Wednesday, March 30, 2005
bloggin time..
okay.. saw sharon's blog.. gosh~ sharon.. if u see this..
for goodness sack.. next time don post my pic can?
its so ugly man.. wan post also must tell mie mah.. den i draw nice nice de for u.. haha..

okay.. sch was so so lars..
just tt my mood was going up and down lyk a heartbeats..
so werid.. haha.. as if pms.. bt i am not havin pms now K!
whatever it is lar.. maths lesson, slp again.. oopz.. haha..
fnn was crazy.. was havin hell lots of fun man.. l0ls..
n poa was lyk.. er hw to put it..mad? bored? haha.. anything la..
but sharon n clara quarrel.. n tt mr ang is so useless man! cant even stop them..
after all some ppl are jus so selfish.. only noe how to care for themself man..
hate my class de luohan n tt ass~ pain in the ass man!
so noisy during lesson time.. cant they shut up for gd?! arghz!
after sch gt a so called talk by P n VP..
well.. vp is rite.. i got to bite thur it..
no matter wat.. this yr is my crossroad..
i wan to show them tt i can do it.. i reali wan to!
i don wan them to pt finger at mi sayin this n that..
i wan shut those bitchs mouth up for good..once n for all!

after sch went tp der de roti patra hus n pei pris eat..
den went hm le.. reached hm ard 3 30..
havin chi test on fridae.. gotta study already.. time is running out fast..

i am missing my darling zhe zhe.. wonder hows his head..
i wan get back to my family.. i hate it here! right here!
life here suck.. it doesn seems to be a family at all..
jus lyk a jail or hotel for mie to bath n slp..
n nth else but tt! arghz!
since they r willin to tc of mi.. den why must treat mie lyk tt..
i am also a human.. i am not dead k.. arshole!
i gif up on being a good girl for them.. i gif up..
i be my guai gal n study hard.. get into poly find a job n i shall move out..
i guess i am beta off alone!

let mie go*

meiping || 3:55 PM

Date : Tuesday, March 29, 2005
woots.. bloggin at such a late hr.. bad hur mie..
haven slp.. notti mie.. haha..
but its not tt i don wan to slp.. i love slping..
but i gt fnn to rush..
gosh.. damn hard man.. cant find the factors man..
driving mi nuts soon~ prepare to cor hougang chalet k~!!
arghz! FNN sucks to the cores same goes 4 my poa..

after sch went amk wib jas to mit pris.. studied abit..
den went hm le..
den saw zai kor at my hus der.. was so shocked..
he waited for mie coz he forgot to bring his hp out.. n he nv bring any $$..
so cant cor mie... haha.. dono which wind blow him here lar..
anyway tok abit.. den he pass mie a pack of famous amos cookies..
gave him a hug n he went off le.. well.. miss my dearies kors... =]
well was on e fone wib justin jz nw.. haha.. tt lame ass..

i reali wanna be a 101% bookworm~!! whaha.. =x oops..

meiping || 11:29 PM

Date : Monday, March 28, 2005
well.. shocked to c mie blog so early?
haha.. well.. nth beta to do ya see..
okay..

yst sundae.. went out wib pris.. actualli 4 movie.. bt sundae v ex.. so change the mind..
went to eat.. haha..at amk der.. den went arcade to play..
spent abt lots of money der.. k.. don nag at mie.. after all is long long time one time onli.. =x
after tt went j8 walk walk.. den went pastamania to eat wib pris.. gosh.. was damn full man..
okay.. went hm after dinner..

mondae blues as usual..
went to sch.. fnn lesson suck k~! was luffin lyk hell..
n tt sharon kept makin my legs.. yucks.. so wat man.. =x
den whole dae was luffin abt ruhua.. haha.. ruhua rawkz don ya ppl think so? haha.. =x
mr ong was rushin us for research.. gonna die sia.. nv do..
who cares.. =x its always last min work..
well.. i reali enjoy chi lesson.. fun~*
felt aslp during maths.. sorrie* couldnt help it.. mdm ang reali v childish lar..
den her lesson also damn boring..

after sch sharon went to mit her dear.. same goes to xf..
as for mi? i went j8 wib erkia pris n mq... went der to mit fel..
den watch the eye 10... er.. e show damn lame!!
was luffing thur out the whole show man.. whahahaha..
guess tt all..
shall be online tonight.. nid to do my poa file..
POA SUCK TO THE CORE!!!

meiping || 5:48 PM

Date : Sunday, March 27, 2005
boo~! i am back from malaysia.. anyone miss k?
okay.. bhb i noe.. jk anyway..
haha..

gosh.. i am starting to miss my darling baobei zhe zhe le.. =x
friday catch a 5 AM car n went back malaysia..
so happi ya noe? haha.. reached ganny hus 9 am.. kind of early..
anyway FINALLY~ i gt to see my darling.. haha..
he is still so huggble.. so cute.. so swit.. he jus my OOO~
well.. for the whole dae der i was jus playin wib him..
doin eveything to make him happy n smiles..
seein him smile melts my heart.. haha..
anyway zhe zhe fell from his bed few daes ago n gt a big blueblack on his forhead..
gosh... it hurts my heart man.. seeing the blueblack.. my heart ache..
poor darling.. hope he recover soon.. =] smooches*
took lots of pic of him n video clips.. haha.. cant get to see him for mths man..
sigh.. reali gonna miss him.. he is the man of my life.. haha.. =x

okay.. good news.. er jie is havin a second baby.. a sis or bro for zhe zhe.. =]
arriving onto the earth by june of july i guess.. cant wait to see the baby.. =]
i love my baobei;s to bit n pieces man.. they r the onli reasons to my smile..=]
okay.. tts all for today blog.. getting kind of slply*

think meetin up wib pris for a moive.. i guess.. town area..

*rebirth.. let mie go..
i have rebirth... i wan to change.. change for a beta gal..
i wan to study hard n score well.. n shut those bloody mouth up for good!
i wan to be a 101% bookworm.. a guai guai de nu hai..
all i nids is my sista n frens.. singlehood are so much beta.. =] i rawkz! l0lx..
as cheerful as i can.. as happy as i can.. =]

oh well.. i miss everyone~ =] my gals.. fel pris sharon lee.. everyone~ kors.. dis..

meiping || 12:02 AM

Date : Thursday, March 24, 2005
well.. time flies..
i stil can rem all the last yr stuff clearly..
todae is 24.o3.o5..
rem on the same dae todae de last yr..
i cried.. i cried because the story of mine ended...
for i nv noe why i couldn't give up on him..
boi.. why did u have to hurt mie so deep..
why didn u have to left such a deep scar in my heart..
why did u break ur promises..
n what did u do to make mie fall so deeply into ur love trap..
u trap mie in ur plan.. n made it so diffcult for mie to climb out all alone..
have u ever wonder abt mie lyk the way i wonder abt u?
i doubt so..
why did u have to take my heart n throw it all the way down watching it break into pieces..
u are so heartless.. yet i stil cant forget u..sometime i reali hate myself for not being able to forget u..
lord.. i pray to u.. n hope u will hear my prayer.. make mie foret him totally..
i nid to move on.. i cant be held back by him... gif mie the stength to carry on alone..
lord.. i trust u.. n i always.. bless mi lord..

i will try n keep on trying till u r out of my mind... even tot i noe its impossible..
coz u are lyk the scar in my heart.. so deep.. so hurtful...

meiping || 10:47 PM

Date :
boo~ here to blog..
last few daes kind of lazy to come online..
but anyway this few dae very tiring norz..
not enuff slp everydae de.. damnit..

okay.. todae english lesson rocks k!!
haha.. didn hab to listen to wong;s lesson..
coz i bluff her i didn finish her hw..
so she chased mie out of her room..
i lyk it man.. =] woots..
todae actually early dimiss de..
1.3 can go hm de.. but last min change my mind n stayed back in sch to do mu oral thing..
went hm ard 3..
den faster changed n went to mit pris at bishan mrt 1st..
den took mrt to queenstown.. den took bus to ikea..
haha.. it hab been ages since i last went der..
had a late lunch 1st.. den went to shop around norz..
spent few hrs walking the same the place over n over again..
gosh.. its killin mie.. damn tired out..
now i am so famished.. haha.. foods plz~
anyway bought a wooken box der for my cds.. yeas~
well a clock too.. total it costed mie 40 bucks..
tts was cheap.. =] den pris also bought some stuff..
after tt bought some snacks den took a cab hm..
reached hm ard 8.3..
den started to fix my box.. took mie sometime..
but not reali v long k.. hhaa..
after all i used to be a dnt student in sch.. haha..
okay.. tts all i guess..
going malaysia tml~ woots.. so happi..but onli staying for a nite..sigh..
i hate it K~!! so SHORT!!! humpf!
wahetever larz.. at least get to go back..
oh i miss my baobei lyk crazy man..
cant wait to see them.. muackz =]
will miss everyone in sg.. take care guys..

meiping || 10:27 PM

Date : Tuesday, March 22, 2005
tus.... always the same.. everytime when i come back hosp the next two dae sure sian sian de.. =x
ass hole.. =x
okay larz.. whatever it is k...

sch as usual.. pris didn come sch todae..
she hor.. dono hw to say.. stil ask mie bring newspaper.. haha..
den actually watchin son of the mask de.. in the end nv..
coz pris nv come..
had fnn till 2.3.. boring..

after sch didn go suntec wib my girls..
sorrie.. kinda of tired out..
went home n took a nap.. had my dinner.. tts all ba..
slacking around now.. opps.. =x
haha..

tml is joel's birthday...
happy birthdae joel~ =] may all ur wishes come true..
n may u stay happy always dude.. =]

dave kor was right i guess..
after all i was the one whom changed..
i knew something was wrong.. but jus dono how to say..
he was right.. i wasnt as close to him anymore..
even tot we sorted out misunderstanding or whatever out..

well.. nth is forever..

meiping || 9:41 PM

Date : Monday, March 21, 2005
woots.. blogging time.. not enegry to blog..
reali tired.. blood blood blood blood blood is all i c now..
jus went to e hosp to hab my blood suck for checking..
the e 2nd pack already.. goodness..
the bloody doc say wat.. my blood cells are not function well..
cannot produce enough blood to replace the dead one or wat rubbish lar..
den they stil suck so much of my blood.. ass hole! =x

monday blues.. sch suckx..
didn find all my hw~ =x n der is more coming in man..
fnn is still left untouched... tml will be hell...
fnn suck to the core...

todae is a new term.. gosh.. time flies~ it reali flies..
lyk a flash of lighting its already last week of march..
n may is coming~ o level chi on 30th of march.. can u image?
i cant man.. so fast~!!!!! i nid 48 hours a dae seriously man!
saw tt asshole bore todae.. l0ls.. =x
okay.. my gan di di larz..
scare mi out of my wits man.. always up to no good..
miss him sia.. well.. di.. u tak k care.. jie now no time to pei ni liao.. haha..

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nice hur.. this is sunset at perth...

meiping || 9:56 PM

Date : Sunday, March 20, 2005
well.. was going thur my files..
n saw some pics.. so decided to post it..

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shooting star.. memories.. rem tt time tingy jie was stil wib us..
everything hab changed.. even the star r nt tt bright anymore.. to mie..

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two yr ago de sunset on my birthdae.. when i was celebratin at east coast.. if nt wrong..

meiping || 10:05 PM

Date :
well.. gt a new skin last nite.. haven finish editing..
n was kind of lazy to edit now.. well.. hopes it looks good.. =]
guys.. tag mie n gif mie some comment k..

last nite suck!
my whole mood was lyk shit man!! pills of shit! =s
sucky mie!

well.. sunday todae.. sucky dae!
tml will be hell for mie man! homework not done yet..
gosh! its hell man! doom*
anyway sundae today rite? well went out to rush my hw wib joel n pris..
went tp.. did manage to finish 7/8 of my eng hw.. stil left wib letter writting n newspaper cutting..
as for chi.. didn even touch it man! =x maths? stil gt tons man..
as for sci.. nid not say.. didn even flip thur k.. =x haha..
fnn is the worst! i hate fnn man! it sucks!!! suck suck suck sucks to the core duh..

cant wait for next week friday man~! noe why? coz i will be goin back malaysia..
yea~ 3 cheers~ yipp~ haha..
finally gonna get to see my sweetie pies.. i miss them lots man.. love them to bacons bits.. haha..

well i guess i beta get going.. gt lots of thing to rush.. try to finish as much as i can...

well.. if u hab gt e courage to ask mie face to face my ans wil be yes..
bt u r so sissy.. i guess.. its the end for us..

meiping || 9:23 PM

Date : Saturday, March 19, 2005
gosh..
i;m feeling so shit now man~
yst blog a long page.. but something went wrong..den it went BLANCK!
so was lazy to retype the whole thing again..
was looking for a nice skin.. for the past 3 dae..
n yet i cant find one nice one.. werido.. maybe jus my feelin messing mie up..
well.. wasnt a great holiday for mie! its so sucky!
i dono why.. its just sucks to e core k!
i didn manage to finish all my hw.. dead tired*
arghz.. wtf!
was out wib pris for the past weeks~
she is a great company man.. =] glad to noe her.. haha..
anyway.. so fed-up~
btw.. went out wib pris n fel todae..
went suntec.. to the food feast? it wasn tt bad..
but nth der seem to fit my cup of taste..
whatever.. whole dae was jus eat eat eat.. tts all..

wat in the hell am i doin man~! i cant get to the point! shitty mie!!

i wish someone will understand mie.. something when e nites fall and i;m alone..
i feel so lonely n down.. everytime i feel lyk callin someone to tok out..
i cant find a right one.. sigh.. everything had change..
i jus don understand! arghz! someone save mie!

i cry alone when the nite fell..
i feel so left out...
i want back my past lifestyle..
i miss all my friends..
i miss all the strong bond we used to have..
was i the one which drift apart.. or was it they?
someone tell mie..
or maybe i was the one whom changed.. not them..

meiping || 11:48 PM

Date : Tuesday, March 15, 2005
dave kam ee swee~! u are such a disappointment~
we had an quarrel b4.. bt we sort everything out..
but this time.. don think it will ever be sorted out..
i am so disappointed in u.. i tot u understand mie reali well..
inside out.. but it seems tt i;m wrong.. guess it was all my wishful thinkin..
sigh.. so disappointed by ur att towards mie.. now i guess we are all over~ once n for all clear? sigh..
how i wished it didn happened.. i hab so much thing to tell u..
how i wished i stil can cor u kor..
but.. now u onli brought disappointment to mie... u broke ur promise~!
u promise to stand by mie... share my sadness n sorrow.. but i;m juz too naive to believe u..
for now.. never will i ever put so much trust on anyone anymore.. all because of u!
or i guess this all was wat i brought upon myself.. all thank to my att..

not in the mood for anything these few daes.. n my homework are pilin up..
left undone... nono.. this shouldn be e way! why am i slacking..
i cant be effect by all these stuff.. this yr is my crossroad..

went out wib pris todae.. whole body was aching lyk hell~! =x
went to study.. but end up a failure today.. everyone is just not in the mood i guess..
just not my dae.. wasted one whole dae.. tml gt sch.. boring!!!
arghz..

meiping || 11:13 PM

Date : Monday, March 14, 2005
wooots~! i am so dead tired man..
woke up 11 plus this morning.. tot stil nt enuff of slp.. haha..
went out ard 1 30.. went amk to mit mc to tak letter 1st..
den wait for mq.. den together wib fel took 162 to cc..
played badminton for abt 3 hr.. gosh.. dead tired already..
but tts nt e end yet k.. went gym wib sharon n pris..
till arb 7.. goodness.. my whole body is aching man..
e bones breakin anytime.. haha.. so bittle now..
after e gym went j8 wib pris.. accompany her to hab her dinner 1st..
left j8 ard 8 plus.. den went to prime der buy soya bean drink..
haha.. tt guy workin der cute sia.. =x
no la. wat i mean is tt he don seems to understand wat i say.. n sort of noe wat i wanna sia..
he asked mie if i'm drink now.. den i nod my head.. coz everytime i say yes they wil poke e straw for mi de..
but after i nod my head i rem tt i don hab any hand to hole e drink le..
haha.. bt tt guy hor.. cute sia.. nv poke e drink instead put inside a bag for mie..
weirdo.. =x
anyway dead tired man.. tml goin out wib pris to do my homework..
sigh.. haven started my fnn~ hell man! arghz.. nt in e mood~!! ass!

meiping || 10:43 PM

Date : Sunday, March 13, 2005
yst sat as everyone noes k..
morning woke up around 8 n made my ipod..
load some songs.. den forgot the times..
n i was late.. e bloody 88 made mie wait so long..
but nvm.. met my gals at amk mac..
had breakfast.. after tt took 162 to acs(barker)
e sch was damn big.. reali v big.. lyk poly..
sharon cried der when she saw jd..
hmmm.. don noe wat to say.. sigh..
anyway e weather was damn farkin hot..
i bth.. den on e way to mrt while waitin for bus..
e bloody ass lil gal kept staring at mie for nth..
hell man! ji tao i on e bus shouted her.. suay la she..
who ask my temper to be so bad.. farkin ass!
reach mrt xf n sharon went home..
i went j8 to mit yl..
smk abit.. tok abit here n there..
den went home half way.. coz nid to go hm tak cigt..
den pass to wei de norz.. tt idiot.. pain in e ass man!=x
den left hm ard 10.. kor came to fetch mie..
went to ada's hus.. they are all mad man! drink so much..
but i nv drink.. coz i so guai norz..
bth them.. den kor sent mie hm ard 2 norz..
bathe n went to slp..

sunday..
woke up 9 plus.. den went tp to mit pris..
who noes tt gal wan eat mac.. den tak 410 all e way to j8 norz..
after breakfast studied at e interchange mac till abt 3..
den went j8 walk walk eat eat..
5 plus went all e way back to tp n study..
siao liao rite.. haha..
now it seems more lyk pris is my studyin partner..
anyway saw xf laogong at j8 norz..
did my eng hw.. finishin eng hw soon..
den i think next i gonna over come my maths hw!
sigh! fnn stil haven do yet sia!
godamnit man!
arghz! 24 hr a dae is reali not enuff!!!

boi.. i have so much to tell u..
so mani things had happened..
sigh.. sometimess...

meiping || 10:22 PM

Date : Friday, March 11, 2005
boo~!!!!
boring dae man..
anyway last dae of sch..
suppose to be enjoyin e comin week..
but i don think i wil be able to do tt..
coz der r tons of hw waitin for mi to complete man!
life is lyk hell man~ ton n ton of hw pailing up everydae..
eng, maths, sci, cl more n more..
choking mie to death man..
somemore please cor e hougang chalet for mie~ =x
haha..n goin crazy soon..
gosh! gt my report slip todae..
it was ass man! shitty result~ arghz..
gt 32 for L1R5.. 32 points k~!! 32!!
was kind of upset.. but nvm.. i gonna work hard..
tuition come plz.. especially maths n sci~ coz this two sub pull mi all e way down man!
3 F9s 2 A2a n 2 Cs..
sucky result man~! haha..
after sch went home norz.. gastric pain..
so ate my medic n slp thur e afternoon.. boring dae..
no one home.. suddenly felt tt.. e house seem so huge n giantic..
felt so lonely.. n out of my mood.. well..

had a quarrel wib dave kor.. it sucks~!!
arghz! i hate it man! he used to understand mie so much de..
so close to mie.. but now he is so distance from mie..
lyk a total stranger now.. no longer tt close..
i hate e feeling!!! arghz!

happy birthdae to jasmine n shannon..
happy 17th birthdae~!!! may ur wishes come true..

meiping || 11:14 PM

Date : Thursday, March 10, 2005
woots~
imma over e moon man.. gee..
noe why? ALAS! i gt my ipop mini..
gee..
okay thur today.. boring k! such a long dae..
tiring.. fell aslp durin maths.. goodness man..
sorrie man~ =x bt cant help it..
den had assembly.. which is damn farking boring as usual norz..
sch end late.. 2.30pm..
went home n bath n change..
den off i went to mit pris at tp..
4.15..
accompany her to make her atm card..
gosh.. wasted so much time der.. haha..
dono which idiot go press so mani number.. make us wait lyk siao..
after makin atm card..
off we went to best.. n bought our ipop mini..
both of us gt blue.. coz sliver mq already gt le..
don wanna same same de.. v wat.. =x
went to kfc n study.. did english hw..
damn hard.. kill so much of my brain cells man!
did our hw till around 8.. went off to popular to buy wrapper..
tts all ba.. reached home ard 9.. tired..
think tml den install e ipop thing into e compy ba..
lazy*

everything jus happened so fast..
too fast to catch up...

meiping || 10:02 PM

Date : Tuesday, March 08, 2005
gosh.. boring dae man..
anyway dae is e 1st dae i find that time in sch flies man..
haha.. reali sia.. cant believe it..
so fast n its already march..
n mid yr is coming..
stress out man.. hmmm.. thingys haven been going v well for mie i guess?
im not that sure too..
currently lookin for tuition.. sian..
n sch holiday is coming kind of soon.. so fast~!!
dono wat so do nor say..

anyway after sch went to cut my fringe..
abit onli.. den went off to sharon;s hus to slack..
tts all ba.. boring dae i guess..
mitting joel tml.. dono wat to say when i see him..
feel so guilt.. sigh.. but i reali don wanna bluff him.. sigh..
fated i guess? its over anyway...

why am i always destorying my relationship..
when der is a sight of light rays coming in.. i block it..
i let e darkness cover it.. leaving it dim..
when der is somemore good for mie.. good enuff to last long..
i ended it.. sigh.. i nv noe how to treasure dem..
blinded by love.. blinded by hatred..
sigh.. i am so hunted by e past..
now i cry alone.. wib my tears betraying mie..
showin my weakness..
now i walk alone along this path.. n i will make it thur all myself..
i will grow up... i will be strong...
i will be the happy go luck gal..
i will always be kor's lil gong zhu..
as long as der is my gals n kor n jie..
its more than enuff.. sigh..
just hope tt my gals will reali put in some effort to understand mie.. sigh..
i dono.. we seem to be drifting futher n futher..

meiping || 9:21 PM

Date : Monday, March 07, 2005
woots.. i am in school now.. n yet i am not doin my fnn..
haha.. fancy mie coming here to blog.. n i wonder.. o level le stil such a joker..
anyway.. monday today.. monday blues..
anyway was wondering where to go after sch.. rubbish rite? when its e 1st period onli.. haha..
n yst sunday wasnt very good for mie.. so i hope today will be beta.. sigh
at least? i guess...?
anyway abit of yst stuffs..

i broke up wib joel yst nite.. sigh.. sorrie..
i guess the relationship was going no way..
heading no place..so i decised to ended..
whatever it is.. if u ever see this joel..
i jus wanna to let u noe tt.. its not ur fault..
u r not the one to be blame.. the prob is just mie n no one else k..
i couldnt put him down.. i tried for u..
but it just didn work out no matter how hard i tried..
he just seems to hunt mie.. sorrie.. i don wan it to be unfair to u..
and if we really hab the fate.. i guess.. we will stil be together..
whatever it is.. imma glad tt i had u.. once at least i guess..
thank for all the happy times.. the time i had wib u will always be a part of my life..
no regrets being wib u.. just hope u will be happi.. as always..
take care my boi.. =D

meiping || 8:03 AM

Date : Saturday, March 05, 2005
saturdae.. didn go out today..
tot of goin study de.. but suddenly e mood jz wasnt right i guess..
e whole dae was in a v slack mood n also sleepy mood..
dono why.. mood just wasnt rite.. goddamnit norz..
hai wo wasted one dae.. tml is sundae..
boring~! dono wat to do tml sia..
wth! i am so weird! such a weirdo..
was on e fone wib kor.. he told mie wat sharon.l told mie..
i support ur decsion.. sigh..
i reali dono wor.. =[
so hunted by e past..
god.. please open a door for mie..
gif mie a room to hide, even thou hiding is no use..
but i jus wanna to cool down n think carefully..
thinkin of e past made mie even hardly to let u go..
why? why is it u whom made mie love n hate u so much..
why cant we just be friend...

arghz.. imma so stucked.. damnit!
i nid to get out of it fast n quick!

meiping || 11:09 PM

Date : Friday, March 04, 2005
boo~ dead tired*
jus reach home not long ago..
friday dae~ happi* haha
well well well.. gt 71/100 for my chi.. 1st time sia~ happi~ =D
haha.. but in sch abit headache lar..
anyway.. after sch didn get to mit yl coz i nid to pass money to god papa..
after passing money to pa.. went off to mit pris..
went starbuck n study wib her..was a success today.. haha..
manage to do abt 6 to 7 pages of math.. haha..
improvment~ =]
study till ard 7 jiu took 167 to ps..
haha.. went arcade n play.. =D
den went to eat ard 9.. goodness! long john v long norz! damn it~ not gonna eat le next time.. idiot~ =x
den took mrt home wib pris.. reached home ard 11 plus.. haha..
guess pris will be lata den mie.. poor gal.. lalala..

meiping || 11:10 PM

Date : Wednesday, March 02, 2005
sch is just kind of stressful..
time is running out fast man..
gotta buck up alot i guess..
i hab lots of stuffs to catch up..
especially mua combine sci n maths..
the rest stil okay.. =]

wed today.. boring dae..
after sch went j8 wib my gals n their dearie..
den wait for daddy to come.. he was late..
wait til almost slp.. JD left 1st... den follow by mie n daddy..
went to watch HITCH wib daddy.. the show is nice man~
i guess i will watch again haha.. reali funni n nice.. =] 4/5 haha..
the show is abt 2 hr if not wrong..
after e show dear sent mi home.. reached hm ard 7.30..
took a bath.. n slacked.. =x which is wrong..
sigh.. =x haha..
just so lazy.. hmmm.. found a studying partner.. haha..
dave n kailong.. wee~ haha.. now no nid worry no one pei mi study le..
woots~ =x
imma over e moon.. haha.. =x too siao liao.. jk anyway..
lalala..
miss u dear.. i lub ya..
hope our relationship wil be strong n stable.. =.=??

meiping || 10:08 PM

Date : Tuesday, March 01, 2005
lalala.. tuesday today..
wat a dae for today.. arghz~
don mess wib mie this yr~! i wanna a peaceful yr in peirce!
just HATE SOME PROUD ASSHOLE IN MY SCH!
who do u think u r la hor! don gif mie don lj bin.. don lyk jiu answer mi don lyk jiu don answer..
i don nid ur comments.. so fuck off n get out of my sight.. fucking FUCKING BITCH!
don think so high of urself.. don think u r e most clever one.. fuck u! cb!
arghz!

early morning kana knock by ppl when eating breakfast..
kao... knock till mie also dono how to say sorrie.. wonder how her parent teach her manner de..
fucking ass.. mei jia jiao...
today sch.. so so norz.. juz noe my combin sci mark.. as expected.. i fail..
anyway.. guess this term fail three sub ba.. must buck up liao..
o level result was out.. gosh.. jasmine jie didn do well.. guess kailong also.. so bad mood.. =[
jw not bad.. 22 pt.. qiqi gt 17 pt.. my clever gal~ =] happi for those who pass.. =D
after sch went out wib pris n jas.. my gals went orchard..
in the end also failed.. didn study.. haha.. =x
when is e hot weather gonna end~!? its giving headache almost every single dae man~

mr ong is rite.. onli left wib 7 mth! cannot waste anytime anymore..
looking for tuition now.. n think should i gif up on my combin hum n take up POA.. coz poa seem more imt.. sigh.. *confused*

meiping || 9:52 PM

Date : Sunday, February 27, 2005
sunday~ didn go out..
'family dae' i am bored to death..
n i still haven finish my fnn~ for goodness sack.. =x
slacked*

it is time tt made mie fall in love wib u..
it is time tt made my feeling for u fade..
it is time tt will heal my hurts..
it is time tt will numb my heart..
it is time tt will make my put you down..
it is time tt will make mie miss u..
it is time tt will make mie love u so much..
was all e fault put on 'time' ?
sigh..
dear.. i miss u so.. time time time..
time will heal everything.. but time will also make u fall deeper.. sigh...

meiping || 8:07 PM

Date : Saturday, February 26, 2005
blogging time..
woke up quite early today.. ard 7..
den lai chuang till 8 plus..
woke up change n went to mit sharon 1st..
took 88 to tpy.. coz today gt cip.. boring*
mit xf n had breakfast at e foodcourt..
after tt mit saw bell den 2gether went to mit sharon.l..
after tt took e tin.. changed into home cloths.. den went to k-box..
hab two room der..
sang lots of songs.. sharon n xf went off 1st.. coz they mitting their dearie..
n i nt meetin joel todae.. finish k-box le..
jiu went home n change bag.. coz last min go study.. =x
studied eng.. haha.. wib pris n fel at j8 de coffeebean..
left coffeebean ard 6.. saw xf wib her dearie der too..
walked ard j8 wib pris n fel.. n guess wat.. imma aimming for ipop mini nw.. =x
so must start saving le~ =XxXx yea yea..
went hm ard 8 plus..
reached hm ard 9.. so tts all for today ba..

hmmm.. heard tt those who nv go for yst's x country wil be suspened sia..
haha.. but who care~ especially the sec 5~ =x haha..

sigh.. imma lost..
i dono wat imma doin wib e relationship..
wher imma heading to.. was hopin tt e relationship wil last..
bt it seems tt imma spoiling everything.. sigh..
imma so confused.. dear.. imms sorrie for everything.. sigh..
if i ever reali say break.. its not tt i don love u anymore..
is jus tt imms too confused.. n i don wish u to be sad with mie..
if u ever read this entry.. jus remember tt..
i love u wholeheartedly..

meiping || 11:37 PM

Date : Friday, February 25, 2005
ilove you. sweet kisses

i will never forget

the wonderful days we had

the days when you were

my life. my heart. my soul.



i used to think that

we'd be everlasting and strong.

but now i realise that was all

just a jubilant fantasy.

thinking of it makes my heart break

but i love you just so.



sometimes, i wish u were still by my side

like how it used to be

but now. i sit here alone.

just remembering all the things we shared.

hoping that one day.

you would love me

and make me happy again.

but i know its impossible*


this is a love. that is so strong. and everlasting.

i love you lots. please dont let go of me.

sweetkisses.

meiping || 10:58 PM

Date : Thursday, February 24, 2005
goodness~
24hr a dae is not enuff~
i wanna 48 hr a dae man~!
test test test!
wib so up comin tests n homework..
it is choking mie man.. running out of breath soon~
sigh!
i reali nid to work hard on my combin sci n maths~
help needed~!! =x
this week is kind of mad man..
havin abt 2 test per dae? i guess..
how am i gonna cope wib all these?
arghz! =[
oh lord.. gif mie some space to take a short rest..
i nid a break.. gif mie a break..
thingy is just now going real well~!

daddy... sorrie.. wasnt able to spend times wib u..
sorrie.. whole week onli mit once.. =[
thankz for ur understanding.. i don promise.. but i wil try..
once after i manage to cope all my thingys.. der is sure more time for u..
love u daddy.. muackz

meiping || 9:36 PM

Date : Tuesday, February 22, 2005
blogging time...
tuesdae today..
boring~
manage to rush out my fnn yst i guess?
but wasnt done prefectlly..
godamnit..
sch was boring.. moodless*
headache* because of e weather..
so long nv rain le.. even rain also v short..
make my head so pain n giddy.. arghz.. i hate jan, feb and march~!
had phy test todae.. result was sucky alright..
gt 9/25.. =x didn study larz.. den thur gt history test..
on cold war.. wee~ i love history.. =]
todae had hus pract.. stayed till ard 6..
coz jiajun was holdin on to my gal's fone.. think tml meetin dear ba..
tts all i can rem for now..
sigh.. thingy anit going v well for mie i guess..
wondering why is this all happening?
wat if wat if?
der is so mani wat if going thur my mind nwz..
wat if this, wat if tat? sigh.. i jus don understand larz..
gosh..
i miss tingy jie now.. just now mit kor for awhile..
hab a short tok wib him.. feel beta.. wonder hw tingy is doin inside..
i miss her lyk crazy.. lyk nobody business..
i just miss her.. my baby sis..

imma realli feeling e gap between mi n my gals r getting bigger n bigger..
sigh... we don seem as close as last time anymore...
i miss those time when we were close lyk glue.. but i guess imma just too silly..
everyone change.. even them.. just a matter of time..
sigh..
neverbereplaceinmyheart.forevermygals.

meiping || 9:36 PM

Date : Saturday, February 19, 2005
boO~~~
sorrie 4 nt bloggin last few dae..
something wrong wib e lappy network stuffs..
cant reali rem wat happened last few days la..
onli rem tt wed i went CNB..
den thus went TP's open hus..
TP`s open hus was great.. sort of lar.. =D
saw some of last time workin frenz..
so tts it la..

friday..
had pe lesson.. 'ran' bishan park..
tiring n sticky..
after tt cme.. maths den chi..
chi had test.. kao.. damn difficult lehz!~
dono how to do.. arghz.. no time to study man..
after sch mit kailong 1st..
den he pei wo take train all e way to simei..
den i pei him eat lunch norz..
after tt.. mit dear at simei..
went to his hus n slack..
so on so on.. went hm ard 6..

sat.
woke up ard 9.. den wash up..
n went amk to mit fel pris n jas.. erkia was der too..
den had breakfast at mac.. den went harbour font to mit stepf n fadilah..
took bus to sentosa.. reach ard 12 plus ba..
played in e sea for a few hr.. den went cycling..
den went back to e sea again.. haha..
after tt ard 6 plus went to bath n change norx..
changed le jiu go harbour font center to hab dinner..
took mrt home after tat..
reach home ard 10 lyk tt.. tts all ba..
kana sunburn.. pain n itcy sia~ arghz..

dear.. sigh.. sorrie..
i also dono wats happening to me.. it seem tt imma drifting apart...
sigh.. sorrie..

meiping || 11:39 PM

Date : Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VAL DAY TO EVERYONE.. =]
monday today.. 1st thingy in sch gt alot of stuff..
e cher tok alot sia.. den s.s onli left wib 25 mins..
den during s.s was rushing lyk siao..
after tt maths.. boring.. i gt 21/60 for maths test..
goodness.. =x
den gt eng..den recess..
after recess gt poa den as usual chi..
den finally sch end! so happi =]

after sch went j8..
bought a necklaces.. 9 bucks..
went hm ard 5..
jitao jiu go orh orh le..
slped til ard 8..
wash up had dinner tts all ba..
yawn.. fnn still gt so much thing to do sia..

meiping || 9:14 PM

Date : Sunday, February 13, 2005
boO!
here to blog.. sunday today!
woke up ard 12.. haha.. tired sia..
piggy*
anyway mit dear at bishan met at 1..
den went woodland..
watch 'shaolin vs evil dead'
nice sia.. bt irriating! coz e show is lyk half way onli..
which mean nid to wait for part 2.. damn it man..
saw ks n her stead too..
gt a ring from dearie..
thankz laogong.. love it..

after e show went to changi beach..
walk walk eat eat..
den left ard 8 plus.. dearie sent mi hm..
so tts all for today i guess.. =]

ps. dear.. i jus wanna u to be sure of ur feeling..
not being noble.. =] love ya..

meiping || 9:49 PM

Date : Saturday, February 12, 2005
friday
sch was boring man..
lots of ppl didn go to sch..
after sch went to watch constantine wib dear..
nice show~ worth watching haha..
after e show jiu go home le..
tts all for friday..

sat..
this morning went out wib my parents to my aunt house..
mit dear at mrt.. den dear jiu go find his fren le..
collected two ang bao today..
saw another new born niece of mine..
goodness! she is so small! 5 week old onli man!
can u image? she is soo cute.. haha..
leave aunt hus ard 4 plus..
rush down to ms der..
to mit pris fel n mq..
haha.. tot i was e latest..
but lucky cl n ks was e lastest..
went to eat steamboat..
fun wor~ =]
eat till bery full sia..
tml no nid eat breakfast liao.. whaha.. =x
pris n mq left 1st..follow by fel..
den ks de stead came.. den eat till ard 9 jiu go le..
took a cabby to j8..
den walk all e way home.. tts all ba..

missin.u.dear..

meiping || 11:21 PM

Date : Thursday, February 10, 2005
feeling a suddenly uncomfty in my heart..
dono for wat reason.. why?
the feeling so weird..

if nothing is forever.. than who will be my nothing..
sometime something doesn nid to be made to the clearest..

went malaysia on monday morning..
reached der 12 plus.. mummy came to fetch mi.. so happi to see my mummy.. =] mummy I LOVE YOU!
was slacking all ways.. playing slping eating rotting..
all these la.. so happi to see my baobei`s growing strong n healthy..
they r just so cute n swit.. i love them too!
cny eve play firecracker n firework.. goodness.. expensive sia..
bought three firework.. cost mi RM250.. but not bad la.. very nice.. =]
learned how to play manjong.. finally.. won some money.. =]
hmmm collect over 200 bucks in malaysia..
tts all ba..
came back to sg on thus afternoon.. which is today..
nth much..
tok wib dear on e fone ate my dinner.. try to find my fnn file..
n try to do my fnn.. but imma stucked.. sigh..
*stress*

everything tt happened is lyk a flashed lighting..
come n goes without saying hi n bye..
came so fast... end so fast..
came so fast tt its so hard catch up with e speed..
n ended so fast without saying goodbye..
leaving regrets only..
seems tt imma fallin back into sadness.. i dono why.. sigh..
dear.. when u read this.. don ever thing is ur fault.. or don think tt u r useless..

tml friday.. gt sch..
don hab e mood to go.. but hab to go..
hab to rush my fnn.. goodness.. stress out..
=[

ilubujoel <3

meiping || 10:29 PM

Date : Sunday, February 06, 2005
nth much for sundat...
cut my finger todae while cleanin e fan for my mum..
afternoon went causeway pt wib dear..
watch "feng shui" er..
not reali v nice..
so boring de.. =x
after tt.. went suntec norz..
coz dear wanna buy shoe..
but who noes e shoe don hab his size..
so sad.. =[
reached hm ard 9..
tts all..

going malaysia tml..
be back before friday..
lalala.. gonna miss everyone..
miss dear lyk crazy le..
dear i love ya.. muackz

meiping || 10:27 PM

Date : Friday, February 04, 2005
here to blog..
beta den yst abit here n der..
after sch went suntec..
mit dear der..
pei my gals do their shoppin..
they bought adidas stuffs..
after tt went to eat..
finished eating le..
jiu go take 162..
but goodness! waited for more than 30 mins nor..
in e end also no bus..
wth man!
pek cek.. in e end took 133 n change 13..
den on e bus show 3 bloody guys.
stare stare stare! bleahz..
haha..
tts all ba..

ps. dear.. thankz for today..
love ya.. muackz

meiping || 9:40 PM

Date : Thursday, February 03, 2005
well well well..
kinda of feelin abit down here n der..
why?
i also not sure..
my gals seem so far from mi..
y would a sista wil always make u xia suay..
make u feel so comfy..
i tot a sista should be understanding..
no matter wat also wun make u xia suay or wat de..
i just dono.. they seem so distance from mi now..
lyk i don fit into their discussion..
their topice.. their speed.. just seem so far from them now..
sob..
my biggest worry has come..
sigh...
i dono la.. arghz!
just hope for e beta now..
tts wat i can onli do now..

added ason in friendster a few dae back..
was shocked tt he aprroved mi..
so happi.. at least der a chance tt we stil can be good fren..
__ regreted love ]]-

just so stress up wib my life now..
reali hope my gals wil be able to understand mi more..
pei wo du guo.. i seriously nid them alot..
wishing..hoping..praying..
*i prayed

meiping || 9:15 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 02, 2005
bOo~
here to blog...
cannot reali rem wat happened yst..
hmmm..
gt my O level fnn paper yst..
goodnes.. stress out man~
arghz!
forget abt it la..
anyway today after sch..
ran away from poa retest..
went j8 walk walk..
den mit dear 3 at j8 norz..
after tt went off to tp..
walk walk ard..
pei dear go buy chem de books..
den went off to play ground sit sit..
jiu go eat dinner le..
after dinner sent dear to e busstop..
tts all for today i guess..

lubing u more laogong.. <3


meiping || 9:37 PM

Date : Monday, January 31, 2005
well.. yst was sunday..
nth much..
mit dear in e afternoon..
went to study..
hhaa.. bt didn reali study la..
play around.. =x
after study pei dear eat dinner le..
jiu go home ard 7..
sigh.. had a big quarrel wib my parents..
whatever it is..
suan liao..
imma all used to it... =]

well.. monday today..
sch.. monday blues~
=x
after sch went j8 n buy my new sch shoes..
mum hab been complaining abt my old sch shoes..
so bo bian.. damn it..
waste 40 bucks man.. arghz~
stil nid to get one more new yr cloth man..
damn.. imma broke! =x
tts all.. ohya..
today's maths's test suck! didn study.. den no time also..
arghz.. wat a luck..

meiping || 7:52 PM

Date : Saturday, January 29, 2005
bo0~
this whole week is juz not my week man!
goodness!!!
1st.. i gt caught by my mum when i was wib joel..
den when i buyin wallet 4 joel.. it was e last piece..
den somemore e last piece something wrong de..
not finish yet.. friday was caught by MR CHEW! for tuckin out shirt..
n was given a fair.. damnit.. not onli tt.. when i buy new yr cloths also lyk tt de..
last piece left.. which mean i must take it norz.. arghz.. hate it..
lucky one more dae this week wil end le..
praying tt time will pass as soon as possible.. i don wanna anymore unlucky thingys to happen..
already so suay liao norz!

okay.. friday after sch went hm changed..
went ps n mit dear.. happi 1st mth dear..
bought a adidas shirt fer dear..
cost mi 50 bucks.. after tt went fort canning park fer a while.. jiu go home le..

sat.. slp till 12 plus..
den mit yl ard 1..
went to cut hair wib her.. after tt went j8 n hab lunch..
after lunch went city hall der wib yl to mit ks..
pei yl go ask abt hp price..
after tt went back to j8.. bought a shirt from NWO..
tts all ba..

guess mittin dear tml to do hw..
gt alot to do.. english hw.. den maths test on monday.. den stil gt phy hw..
goodness so much! tts all..

loving u dear.. <3

meiping || 10:26 PM

new skin
Date : Wednesday, January 26, 2005
BOO! new skin..
cool huh?
haha.. took mi ages to edit it man..
hope it look nice? add a extra pic..
hope it wun look werid or too fancy..

well.. e blogskin somehow seem jz nice..
its not me anymore.. its us..
=x haha..

today sch is tiring man!
fell aslp during maths n poa lesson!
sorrie!
hmmm.. english was okay today..
enjoy being in e same class wib ks n gang.. =]
always full of jokes n laughter..
but my gurls r stil e best..
always der fer mi..
hugs + kisses to SHARON + XUEFEN! MUACKS~ gee

after sch went j8 de coffee bean..
mit dear der.. xf helped him wib his dnt.. tts all..
went hm ard 4 plus.. but hang ard my hus area til 6 plus den go hm..
sorrie dear.. didn pei u wait 4 e bus today..
tts all ba..
O level de fnn coursework coming soon! sigh..

lub u dear..

meiping || 9:22 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 25, 2005
b0o!
reali kana caught this time!!!
nvm.. tok abt it lata..
today as usual~
school..
sch was kinda of boring..
after sch actualli mit dear..
den go study de..
end up all went to sharon;s hus n bake..
=X
baked chi new yr de goodies..
kinda of too swit..
buts its okay after all..
wat a luck man!
on e way hm juz at e lift..
gt caught by my mum when i was wib joel..
wat a luck mehz.. this time realli caught in e act man!
=x
went hm..
gt nagged n bugged..
goodness!
guess wun hab peace le..

meiping || 9:29 PM

Date : Monday, January 24, 2005
well..
didn blog fer a few daes le..
here to blog den..
yst sunday..
usually stay at hm de..
but didn..
sort of sneak out n mit dear..
went yishun n watched meet e forker..
funni.. =]
after e show dar send mi hm..
den pei him eat his dinner at e park..
blah blah blah.. tts all fer sunday..

monday blues?
not reali..
today monday kinda of fun..
especially during chi lesson..
l0lx.. someone read ji dan as niao dan..
gosh! wat a joke..
english kinda of fun too..
but fnn sux..
b0ring!!
whatever it is la..
i gt 5/24 for poa! pro rite? l0lx doesn matter la..
after sch didn go fer maths..
went j8 instead..
den on 410 bus gt one xiao di di v cute!!
but v wat sia.. dono wat to say..
went mos buger to eat.. tts all fer today..
yawn..

meiping || 7:41 PM

XD
Date : Friday, January 21, 2005
alas!
i finally gt my fone..
yst didn mit dear.. was real sick.. sorrie dearie..
went home after sch n slept fer e whole dae..
so didn went out yst..

today woke up ard noon..
den went to c e doc..
after e doc went j8 n get my fone..
so happi =]
after tt went home changed..
den went back to j8 n mit dear..
didn manage to watch 'meet e focker'
but watched 'finding neverland'
kinda of boring..
maybe because sick..
den ate e medic.. so abit slply..
after e movie pei dear go eat his dinner le..
he jiuz send mi home le..
tts all ba..
miss u dear.. =X

still thinkin how to use my fone.. haha

ohya.. guess israel is on e plane..
on his way to aust..
sorrie dude.. didn send ya..
=]
keep in touch k my dear fren..
gonna miss his craps..

meiping || 11:01 PM

Date : Wednesday, January 19, 2005
well well well..
blogging time~
kinda of slpy.. juz woke up from my nap..
sch kinda of stressful..
at least fer mi i guess..
well.. woke up late today.. =x
cant blame my dad anyway.. he jz came back from oversea..
i guess jet lag ba...
after sch went j8..
actualli wanted to study n do my maths de..
but sharon n xf don seem to be willing to teach mi..
den i guess nvm norz..
dave kor is busy wib his exam.. =[
juz hab to cope myself i guess..
went home after walking ard j8..
bought twins's cd.. =] not bad..

yst didn mit up wib dear..
he went out wib his fren..
den i went fer house prat yst..
tts all..

hoping to get my fone today de..
but daddy is buay..
think i gotta wait.. =[

meiping || 6:43 PM

Date : Monday, January 17, 2005
here to blog..
sorrie fer not updating..
kinda of lazy n sicky..
sat n sun didn go out..
stay at home e whole dae..
jz mit kor n took some cookies.. tts all ba..

MONDAY BLUES~!
monday suck man..
sigh.. monday blues..
getting more n more stress day by day..
dono why.. =[
after sch went hereen n far east wib sharon n erkia..
hunt fer my pencil box de..
but in e end cant find a pencil box i lyk..
wat a dae man..
went home ard 5..
tts all for my dae i guess..

mitting dearie tml..
miss him.. =x

meiping || 9:22 PM

Date : Friday, January 14, 2005
arghx.. wat a luck sia..
hab to retype everything AGAIN~
dono wats wrong wib e toopid lappy now..
today sch ended early..
eng lesson suck man!
hab to take out shoes.. so stink~
den almost e whole week hab been having test..
drivin mi crazy soon~
after sch slack in sch till ard 2 plus den went off to J8..
walk ard j8 pei sharon window shop..
went home ard 4 plus..
my ear hole hurts.. was bleeding since recess time..
tts all ba..
didn go k-box wib sharon n gang..
sorrie guys.. wasn feelin well.. den no mood also..
=[ pai seh... =x

dad came back from oversea early..
he got mi a pair of jeans.. lots of choclates..
yummy~ XD
but cant eat now yet.. sora throat..

meiping || 9:32 PM

Date : Thursday, January 13, 2005
here to blog..
okay.. blog abt yst thingy 1st..
sch lyk every other dae..
after sch went down bugis to mit dear..
watch seed of chunky wib dear..
er.. e show was kinda of gross..
er.. some part scary..
after all still okay la..
ohya.. also bought a small bear fer june de..
haha..so cute man!
saw gemini de too..
gonna get gemini de next time.. XD
after tt walk ard bugis jiu go home le..
wasn't feeling well yst..
got fever yst.. sianz..

den abt today..
sch also.. but maths today rockx!
haha.. knew almost all e qns..
1st time.. so happi.. XD
after sch went coffee bean..
did my hw der..
i guess i pass my sickness to xf sia..
=x
sorrie gal.. get well soon~
miss my dearie.. =X

meiping || 9:28 PM

sch sux
Date : Tuesday, January 11, 2005
arghz!
i going crazy soon man!
today maths lesson is confusing n mad!
sat in grps..
sat wib sharon.l n pris...
at 1st.. everything stil okay de..
but when come to e end of lesson..
GOSH!
they made my mind wires all scewed up k!
arghz..
=x
i nid help in my maths n combin sci!
who can help mi!!!
but fun after all?

hmmm.. donno y..
these few days de mood weird weird de..
lyk v moody moody de..
lalalala..
guess tts all ba..
daddy coming back on 18 of jan i guess..
wonder wat he got for mi this time..

meiping || 8:21 PM

Date : Monday, January 10, 2005
here to blog~
sch as usual..
tiring~
after sch went j8..
bought some stuffs den went coffeebean to sit..
did some notes..
tts all ba..
maths so hard man!!!
arghx..
who can help mi..

meiping || 7:51 PM

guitar~
Date : Saturday, January 08, 2005
*yawn*
slp quite late lesson nite..
woke up ard 12 plus..
went out wib my gals to k-box..
dear didn come..
so.. sang from 1 to 6 lyk tt..
was real mad..
was real upset too..
cried der..
*sad*
don wish to tok abt it..

after k-box took 163 to tp..
bought my guitar!
finally.. gt my own guitar..
cost mi 200++ bucks..
*broke now*
went hm took kor guitar..
mit him..
return his guitar to him..
was holdin on to his guitar fer a few yr le..
=x
so since i gt mine now..
return him his..
XD
alas man! my guitar..

imma.tryin.to.balance.myself..
givin.in.wat.i.should.fer.this.relationship.
i.hope.it.this.time.it.wil.work.
imma.in.love?.trying.to.love.u.more,mydear..
*ilu*

meiping || 10:43 PM

new skin
Date : Friday, January 07, 2005
boo..
new skin!
comments plz!
sorrie fer not updating..
was kind of busy wib sch stuffs..
anyway last few jz sat at coffeebean wib sharon n xf just to chat lorz..
den bought a new wallet n shirt..
tts all..
e rest is juz e same..
sch!

after sch saw fel!
so happi so c her man!
i miss her lyk crazy!
didn tok much..
went hm n bath 1st..
den went far east n mit my gals..
slack awhile ate my lunch..
took a bus down to ps n mit dear..
er..
went arcade play 1st..
after tt.. ate at mos..
finish eatin le..
jiu go watch kungfu..
tt moive v noisy!!
but funni n lame.. =]
after moive juz slack ard ps..
saw alvin n wing chew at ps..
so qiao..
went arcade again..
ard 9 jiu leave fer hm..
dear actualli wanted send mi?
guess so?
but he seem so tired..

tml k-box wib my gals..
hope can get out of hus l0rz..
lalala..

i was confused..
imma confused..
i wasnt reali sure abt e relationship..
i don wanna to get hurt..
wat should i do?

meiping || 11:47 PM

Date : Friday, December 31, 2004
*SICK*
went out wib yl in e afternoon..
den mit huimien..
den also mit ks n his fren..
gosh..
so boring norz..
dono la..
anyway they also donno where they wanna go i sian liao jiu go off..
den also not feelin well..
so mit koven kor fer awhile..
ji tao jiu go hm le..
feel v xin ku..jz don feel well..
dono y also..

once right hm msg dear lor..
den ji tao go to my bed n rest..
jz ate some fever medic feelin beta nw..
nw dear outside countdown ba..
nv go countdown.. bery sick..
actualli kor wanna ask mi go chiong de..
siao de him! lolx..

hmmm.. 31 dec le sia..
so fast!!!
few more mins jiu 1 of jan le!!
which mean sch is starting..
lalalala..
my new yr wishes..
# try to study hard, pass my o'
# put them down.. don let dear down..
# earn more money..
# be healthy everyday..
# get my new fone asap..
tts all i can think of now ba..
sure gt alot more de.. jz cant think of it now.. =x

HAPPY NEW YR TO EVERYONE~!
ps: to those who gt kill by e tsunami..
may you rest in peace..

meiping || 11:14 PM

Date : Wednesday, December 29, 2004
alas!
finally get to eat my bake rice..
haha..
so happi..
finally.. i manage to get out of my hus..
sms sharon..
pei her cut hair 1st..
den went j9 walk walk..
den went to eat my bake rice..
geex...
so happi..
after tt ard 7 plus jiu go hm le..
tts all ba..
wonder sat can go out wib joel dear mahx..
dad is flyin off 1st of jan..
so sat might hab a farewell dinner fer him..
sigh..
=[

gosh!
sch is reopenin..
so fast man!

meiping || 11:32 PM

Date : Tuesday, December 28, 2004


wonder can e pic anot..
anyway was a xmas gift from joel dear..

sorrie didn blog e last few daes..
was real sick..
everything tt went in my mouth.. came out from it again..
gross rite!
arghz..
bt i cant help it too..
jz seem so sick..
imma been grounded..
so BORING! i cant take it anymore..
stay at home fer so mani daes!
damnit!

sch is starting..
which mean 2004 is ending..
so mani thing had happened this yr..
cant believe tt its reali ending..
when recalled back..
everything seem to onli happened yst..
so weird...

anyway happi 16th birthday to yan kui and diyana!

meiping || 11:36 PM

Date : Saturday, December 25, 2004
wee..
so happi today..
er.. morning woke up by dad..
den slack around fer e whole dae..
4 plus mit joel at my hus void deck..
gosh..
e xmas present is so big..
so shocked..
anyway went hm put down e present 1st..
den went off to j8..
tot of accompany joel eat le jiu go aunt's hus fer xmas de..
end up hang at j8 till 8 plus..
bought a book from MPH..
den he send mi home..
haha.. den i send him to e busstop norz..

went home.. open e present joel gave mi..
gosh! so happi! XD
gt a me to u bear from him..
e bear is sho cute man!
love it..
thank again joel..
muackz.. =XxXx

hmmm.. gt kor a LV wallet hope he lyk it..
den a watch fer zai..
a pig fer joel..
a necklace fer ada..
hope they all lyk it..
MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!! =]

meiping || 10:23 PM

Date : Friday, December 24, 2004
*shack*
morning 3 am mit kor..
exchange xmas present..
i gt him a LV wallet..
he gt mi a bottle of vodka n a bear..
e bear so cute..
thank k0r! =]
chatted wib him fer awhile den he jiu go hm slp le..
guess he is too tired from his work..
took a short nap..
woke up ard 10..
11 plus went out to mit sharon..
had a hair cut.. nw look nerd?
but not much diff.. kept e lenght..
after e haircut took a cab down to tpy to mit xf..
went k-box..
1 to 6..
cost us 70 bucks.. ex right!
but nvm la.. once a yr i guess?
after k-box pei sharon shop fer xmas gift..
bought a toy at action city...
den went down to amk n mit meiqin they all..
sat der n waited fer an hr..
lyk a idiot.. =x

after tt went back to j8 again..
bought something from 77th streets..
sharon bought a log cake hm..

this yr xmas kind of bored..
bt guess i might b goin out lata..
zai kor ask mi out..
sian.. but guess they all also go clubbin de ba..
so b0red!

my crossroad will come one dae..
but yl has already decided to make her crossroad nw..
juz hope she wun regret..
sista always gal..

sigh.. every yr xmas also lyk tt..
something sure happened b4 xmas de..
making e xmas mood gone..
this yr gt present from koven..
ada mei n zai k0r lor..
but lazy to go down n find zai take.. sianz 1/2

tts all i guess..
ciaos..

meiping || 11:13 PM

Date : Thursday, December 23, 2004
boo!
didn go out yst..
was kind of upset n sick..
slp thur e whole day..
slp till 4 pm den finally i get out of my bed..
reali lyk a pig rite..
anyway rot at hm..

something gonna happened at hm..
sigh..
guess... something bad.. between my fosther parents..
not a gd feelin i havin now..
sob sob..
thing is jz not going rite AGAIN!!
something jz happened so fast..
it hurts mi..
it reali hurts mi to c thingy between them turn out lyk tt man..
=[
santa! u nv make my wish come true..
how could u.. jz a simple wish onli!
GODDAMNIT!

24 dec le.. time reali flies..
sharon! happi bday..
may ur wishes come true..
guess lata in e afternoon gonna get a haircut..
den go eat wib sharon ba..
not tonning..
doesn hab e mood..
e news spoilt my mood..
gonna jz stay at hm..
guess tt all ba..

meiping || 11:58 PM

Date : Wednesday, December 22, 2004
well.. didn blog e last few daes..
*lazy*
er.. didn work fer e sale thingy de..
=x
jobless now..
guess.. gotta go back n work my god-father..
yst went k-box..
after k-box hurry down to bugis fer mua cousin's wedding dinner..
yucks.. e food der suck man! arghz..
gt abit tispy yst durin e weddin dinner.. =x

anyway.. woke up 12 plus today..
msg sharon n ask her pei wo go buy sch textbook..
haha..
end up she had a shopping spread..
gosh.. spent 130 bucks on books today..
bought BLUE's cd too..
which mean i spent ard 150 bucks!
bought some ast book..
gonna study hard i guess? =x
must reali study next yr le..
O level..
cannot let ah kor down!
sigh..
yl stil nv change her mind..
she still don wan to go sec 5..
=y she lyk tt de.. hais..
other ppl wanna study also cant..
yet she rather go ite.. DAMNIT!

xmas is coming!
santa santa.. did u listen to mua wishes?
will u make them come true?
*i prayed*

meiping || 10:50 PM

Date : Saturday, December 18, 2004
sigh..
everyone hab changed..
juz lyk a gust of wind..
they left mie..
will siaoster leave mi one dae too?
sigh..
don wish tt to ever happen..
but why did it happened so fast?
suddenly ah wei left fer thailand..
n wun be back fer at least 4 yrs..
sigh..
wei kai also..
ada mei also changed.. sigh..
y lyk tt..
lionel changed.. no longer e lionel i can tok to.. share thingys wib..
i don lyk e feeling..
i noe ppl wil change wil time..
but y must it be them..
played such a imt role in mua life..
den suddenly all together leave mi.. =gosh.. y is this happening..
dear lord.. please give mi a ans..
i pray..

meiping || 11:12 PM

Date :
*shack*
went out wib ah xiong today..
went ps.. watched 'a world without thives'
not bad norz. last part quite touching..
after e show.. went down to town to mit sharon n xf..
mit them le.. jiu sat at long john rest norz..
den saw echo at long john too..
hang around far east til 8..
den went fer job interview..
pei xf go work norz..
since she nid money.. den i also gt free time..
lyk tt also can earn extra pocket money..
geex..
so bored..
tml nid to go to mua aunt house..
arghz.. cant stand them..
den nite time nid to go work le..
7 to 9 pm.. wat a time..

meiping || 10:53 PM

Date : Friday, December 17, 2004
yawn..
so shack nw..
juz came home.. from ms ho's memorial service..
gonna miss her..
sigh..
may u rest in peace..
i will miss u always..

hmmm.. wake up late today.. =x
sorrie fer being late gals..
mit sharon they all at bishan..
den took a cab to sch..
omg! imma sho happi!!!
i manage to pass mua n level..
gee..
so glad!
score U fer poa n combine sci..
two fer chi..
five fer english..
four fer maths..
n three fer combine hum..
juz nice 10 pt.. XD
sigh.. fel n lousia didn make it..
half of my class didn make it..
sigh.. gonna miss them man!
=hmm.. siaoster all made it to sec 5..
but yl say don wanna cont sec 5..
damnit l0rz..
pek cek.. dono wat to say cai hao..
suan le..
is her crossroad..
let her decide l0rz..

after e result thingy went out wib mua gals..
went suntec 1st..
den took a cab down to e touch center fer ms ho thingy..
real sad..
till now stil cant believe tt she wun wib be us next yr anymore...
sigh..


meiping || 11:18 PM

less den a dae to e result le!
Date : Thursday, December 16, 2004
wow.. less den 24 hr gonna get result le sia..
so worried n scared man.. =/

anyway went to tpy k-box t0day..
wib xf n sharon..
1 to 6..
after k-box went town..
bought a slipper fer myself..
sharon bought some stuff too..
den nth much le..
hmmm..
saw xiao clara at wisma der..
getting sick already man..
=
hmmm.. going back to sch tml le!
result! result! result! =X
gosh.. i miss mua classmates!
haha..
cant wait to see them tml man!
gee..

meiping || 9:51 PM

2 more dae to result..
Date : Wednesday, December 15, 2004
countdown! juz less den two more dae gonna get e result le..
gosh.. imma so worried!
guess i damn badly fer mua sci n poa!
tts fer sure de lar..
but hoping gettin 2 pt fer chi? l0lx
sigh..
hope can go sec 5.. =[
but i doubt so..

morning help mua mum clean e hus..
afternoon went out..
played badminton at RC der..
with xf sharon n stepf..
so fun! so happi..
after 3 hr of tt..
had dinner wib sharon..
jiu go home le..
mua whole body is aching now man!
hmmm..
tml think going k-box wib xf n sharon ba..
haha.. enjoy b4 e hell come fer mi.. =x

hmmm.. hab been a yr..
actualli a yr man!
since it started..
everything is over now..
n i juz hab to let it go..
no matter wat..
i shouldn cling on to u..
or should i say.. i shouldn let e memories cling on to mi..
n haunt mi..
=]
boi.. its all over.. now n forever..
but imma sure i wun forget u..
coz nv will i forget u..
=]

meiping || 10:18 PM

3 more days to N level result!!
Date : Tuesday, December 14, 2004
omg! 3 more day gonna take result le!
sigh!
so stress..
cfm cant get to sec 5 de la..
arghz
cant be bothered too.. =x

anyway went out wib sharon~!
haha..
shopping?
went bishan n tpy..
bought some stuff..
ate at sakae..
so full this afternoon!
yst heard about ms ho de thing..
sigh.. feel so sad fer her..
gonna miss her nagging..
no more teacher chasing after us during nafa le..
sigh.. so sad..

change a new skin..
hope its beta den the last blog skin..
=]
hope everyone lyk it..

ps : ms ho may u n ur hubby rest in peace..

meiping || 11:32 PM

sigh
Date : Friday, December 03, 2004
boi.. i dono wat gotta into mi again..
it seems tat u r filling up every tots tt i have..
sigh..
after e match i watch today i tot of ya..
tot of ya when u r practice muay thai..
sigh..
i juz rem e dae u gt hurt.. it reali hurts mi..
boi.. everytime i tot of u gettin hurt when fighting.. mua tears will flow..
hais..
but no matte wat i say now is usless.. u r so far away from mi..
i juz hope u will pass ur O level will flying colour..
hope tt u will be happi! n tt u find ur happiness..
tt is wat i onli wish fer now..
i will always pray fer u..

today did nth much.. slp fer e whole dae lor..
tts is it..
be back in sg by sunday.. mising everyone..

meiping || 1:18 AM

Date : Tuesday, November 30, 2004
y0z!
finally gt to blog after so mani daes!
imaa still in malaysia.. hmm.. kinda of miss mua frens in sg man!
i miss u guys!
wonder how is life in sg man..
haha..
anyway is wed go back sg de..
but who noes.. no ticket..
so mua dad say wait till sunday den go back sg norz..
sian.. must to rot fer so mani daes man!

hmm.. these few days did nth much la..
onli play wib mua nieces n nephew..
lalalala..
try to blog again ba.. missing everyone!


meiping || 11:42 PM

25th nOv 2004
Date : Thursday, November 25, 2004
let see..
today 25th of nov le...
time flies...
haha..
yst sick sia.. so didn blog..
was on mua bed since 3pm till 11 lyk tt.. haha
den chat chat awhile on e fone jiu go dreamland again..
recovering from mua sickness le.. shoo happi..
ohya.. tml i will be going malaysia le!
gonna miss yew guys manz!

went out wib sharon today..
went hereen.. ohya.. gt one idiotic guy came to mi den say wat
he is from wat health de thing de lar.. den say wat u underage right!
why u smoking.. all these..
wtf man! haha
bought a cd n some stuffs for mua niece..
hope she lyk it..
=]

mua ear hurts manz!
='[

meiping || 8:13 PM

Date : Tuesday, November 23, 2004
sigh
imma still waitin fer u..
right here waitin since e dae we part..
i stil cherish ur every single promise..
sigh
i tot i long forgotten abt ya n had move on..
but from wat mua mood was now..
it doesn seem so..
boi.. i reali hope we can be lyk last time..
best of fren.. share stuffs..
sigh
imma not feelin gd right now..
sigh
how i wish someone was here wib mi to learn to all mua sorrow..
jie.. i miss u more everydae..
sigh
forget it..
imma all used to it..
alone..
crying inside mua heart..
bleadding inside mua heart..
but who will ever noe?
imma sho tired..
=[

meiping || 10:14 PM

Date :
here to blog once again..
today 23rd of nov le...
time reali flies manz!
stil can rem e nite i studied v hard for mua s.s paper..
but onli disappointment e next dae... haha
gettin mua result in dec time..
think i gonna fail lar..
sigh..
=[
dono wat to do..
anyway after work went to k-b0x AGAIN!
haha..
tts all ba.. tml will be mua last dae of work..
den friday i will be going back malaysia fer a few daes wib mua aunty..
gonna miss everyone in sg manz!

wat life will be will be..
no matter wat was done was already done..
it is in the past..
but letting go of e past is reali tt easy mahz?
sigh

[.[ love is confusion ].]

meiping || 9:04 PM

Date : Monday, November 22, 2004
b0o!
sorrie fer not bloggin last few dae..
kinda of busy..
no lappy to use also..
=]
anyway.. i finally g0t mua pay manz!
300 bucks..
gee..
but cant spend.. savin fer mua fone n genting trip..
now waiting fer second pay.. =]
wed is mua last dae of work le..
sigh.. after wed imma jobless again!
anyone gt job t0 intr0??? haha

after work went to k-b0x t0day..
reached home ard 7 plus.. saw ah zai.kor on e bus..
haha..
so lucky to mit him der.. gt ppl accompany take bus home..
=]
tts all ba..
missing everyone!!!

meiping || 9:08 PM

Date : Friday, November 19, 2004
Is this what you call love For I've never known how sweet a love can be,
Come in my dreams and love me again,
For days to come no more, Rescue me from torture of absence,
Relieve me with your loving presence, Embrace this flower,
never let it wither, Join me in heavens, flowers in summer,
My memories you live, the love that I give.
Death never does us part

I think I had a dream,A dream of being alone.I wanted someone--anyone,
beside me,so I didn't have to feel alone anymore.....

life is nv e same again..everyone & everything around me had change..
i realised nth last.. even e best of fren..

i dono wats wrong wib mi..
it jz seems tt imma walking back into mua past..
i donno wanna..
i realli don wann..
but i dono how to..
sigh..
i hate it..
tt stupid big hole is pullin mi back..
imma reali v tired le..
i knew i walked out!
i juz knew it!
bt y does it hab to pull mi back!
i don wannA!
goddamnit..
sigh..
i feel as if imma fightin this war alone..
last time i used to hab weilun.kor n tingy.jie to fight wib mi..
but now..
gone gone gone!
they r gone..

[.[ imma reali lost this time ].]
[.[ jie i nid u.. badly.. ].]
[.[ fighting this war all alone ].]

meiping || 10:55 PM

Date : Thursday, November 18, 2004
b0o~!
as usual..
went to work norz..
tiring man..
maybe because imma sick ba..
after work jz go home le..
decided to blog 1st den go dreamland norz..

omg!
guess wat? haha..
nth actualli!
imma jz too sick.. =x
till mua brain r abit cranky le..
phwee..
everyone is sick man..
hahaz..
l0ts of ppl..
ah wei, zai, k0ven , sharon, ada, daddie,marmie
n m0re manz!
everryone be careful ar!!
must take care of ur health!

arghz..
jz when il be able to get hold of my pay!
its jz drivin mi crazy..
haha..
short of money..

i miss mua nieces n nephew..

[.[ missing yew ].]
[.[ .aahgall.].]

meiping || 8:54 PM

Date : Wednesday, November 17, 2004
hey~!
watsupp pplz..
i miss *yew* guys manz!
when is e next class outing?! arghz..
haha..
t0day after work went k-b0x wib mq, sharon n xf norz..
XD
it was fun at k-b0x..
haha.. l0ts of luffer..=]
we even gt a plate of free fruits manz!
1st time.. haha.. =]

sang till ard 7 30 jiu go home le..
den on 88 saw ah wei! haha
s0 shuai! =pPpP
he is still s0 idi0tic.. bt v gentle man.. =]
geez..
t0o bad he is my *jie mei* if not i might even fall fer him..
haha..
jkjk
h0pe he wun see this.. l0ls
my pay is always draggin manz!
now they say tml morning den get pay!
arghz..
wth.. imma reali gonna get my pay lar! idiot!
hey hey!
anyone opening new line?
i wanna buy hp~! =x

[.[ fight fer ur dream.. ].]
[.[.u.were.my.reason.to.all.des.sadness].]
[.[ imma stil waitin fer ur cor.. ].]

meiping || 9:26 PM

Date : Tuesday, November 16, 2004
alas!
imma feelin shooo much beta le manz!
recovering from mua sickness..
n also my hand.. not so painful le..
=] shooo happi...
anyway went out wib sharon t0day!
*sh0pping* XD
hmmm.. mit sharon at bishan mrt..
den saw yl too..
l0ng time ever since siaoster went out together le..
was h0pin to hab a sentoa trip this sat wib them..
but they don semm interested leh..
if tts e case.. think goin ps this sat le..
anyway its stil early to say yet..

went town 1st.. went to tangs..
shop shop walk walk norz..
after tt went down to bugis..
i bought a polo tee..
as fer sharon! omg..
she is shoo rich manz!
bought four shirt, one bag n a cd!
after bugis took a cab back to far east norz..
walk walk nor.. den jiu go home le..
hmmm.. aimmin fer a pair of new shoes sia!
=x
den also e ring!
wee! cant wait to get my pay manz!
n i also change my dream fone to nokia 6260 le!
=x

[.[ everyone nid a dream to kip them going on..].]
[.[ do u hab a dream? well i don hab.. ].]

meiping || 9:20 PM

Date : Monday, November 15, 2004
well..
here to blog..
injured my hand..
kana of pain sia~!
=/
wee.. today n tml no nid work..
but so bored manz..
sigh..
came up wib a idea to slove my prob le..
sigh..
but might coz a lot of ppl to hate mi..
=[
but this is lyf wat..
last nite was on fone til v late..
1st wib aaron.. den alvin den junwei.kor..
anyway..
junwei.kor.. don ya think so much le..
imma sure ur probs will be slove v soon de!
=]
not going out today ba..
anyway hope will get my pay today!!!!
=x den can go shop le..
haha.. yeah!..
=x
imma sick n injured.. wat a week fer mi..

[.[ g0d nv ever forsake human.. it was human tt forsake god.. ].]

meiping || 11:42 AM

Date : Saturday, November 13, 2004
well..
i did blog e past few daes but dono y cant see..
anyway..
yst after work jiu went ms to eat steamboat wib fel n jas..
after ms jiu go cine de k-b0x norz..
onli gt mi n sharon norz..
sang from 9 to 5!
mad rite? =X
anyway fell aslp in k-b0x.. =x
guess wats e price..
50 plus..
anyway quite worth it ba..
sang so long..
stil can orh orh..

after e k-box jiu go rot rot ard town..
wait fer bus den went escape..
oh ya.. sharon.l..
sorrie fer not attendin ur chalet wor..
make up to it next time..
=godness..
kana sunburn! so ugly lor..
arghz..
oh ya..
saw siaowey n kaisi at escape too..
so qiao..
so tired n slply..
bet sharon wil be even more tired den mi..
after escape she is goin for chalet again..
till monday ba..
den tue mayb go her house dye mua hair~
=x
tts all ba..


[.[ confusion is wearing mi out.. ].]

meiping || 4:54 PM

Date : Tuesday, November 09, 2004
sigh..
stop givin mi excuses..
i had enuff of them..
*m00dless*
sigh..
i d0no wat to do..
imma all l0st..
*c0nfuse*
tot thingy was back to normal..
suddenly so mani thingy jz pop out from no where again..
dis tym it jz happened too fast..
i cant catch up wib it at all..
sigh..
i nid a shoulder fer mi to rely on..
but i cant find one..
i don wanna to trob ah kor..
i already gave him enuff prob in e past..
*sigh*
n0w tt tingy is g0ne too.. ='[
sumtime i wonder hu reali understand mi..
who will gif in as much as i did fer them?
or was i too silly and was taken fer granted again?
imma no longer as strong as i used to be..
i changed.. became weaker..
NO! cannot! this cannot happen!
i cant be pull down again..
sigh..
but how i can i pull myself up again?
imma jz lyk a gal trap in a deep well, waitin fer someone to come by n save mi..
sigh..
*hopeless*

.tingyjie.
i nid u to b by my side.. beside mi..
i reali nid u.. i nid ur shoulder..
ur support.. ur console..
ur laughter.. ur care..
i jz nid u..
imma so lost without u n weilun.kor
weilun n u was my rays of light..
both of ya changed mi..
i rely sho much on ya guys de..
but yet u all bear to break e promises n leave mi alone..
='[
i miss yew, tingy...

[.[ i nid u guys to be my side now.. ].]

zhou wei ting! listen up! u r no longer my fren since e dae u betrayed mi!
so stop actin.. i wun forgive u! NEVER! i know wat u r thinkin! u r out to pull mi down again!
but let mi tell u this! u r nth! NOTHING! u r jz a loser! fucking bitch! fark out of my sight!
u r nth but jz a tiny ant to mi.. u r nth compare to e probs i hab now.. nth!

meiping || 8:31 PM

Date : Friday, November 05, 2004
*b0red*
t0day w0rk is sh0o0o0o boring k!
all we did was to count e o level paper de scripts!
tts all..
count n count..
so tiring somemore..
sit down e whole dae..
back pain de leh..
=x
sound s0 old.. hahas..
anyway after work went j8 buy stuff..
bought polo tee.. =x
sharon bought a basic tee..
tts all!
damnit..
tml is sat..
tot can enjoy myself de..
but who noes.. hab to work tml!
same tym somemore leh!
8 30 must report! tt is farkin early!
just lyk normal sch dae de man..
n0 pain no gain.. =[

[.[ gall mitt boii ].]
*waitin fer boii to come.. =x

meiping || 10:19 PM

Date : Thursday, November 04, 2004
bo0! here to blogggggggg..
yawn..
imma so bored manz..
t0day w0rk was boring!
n i hate tt old uncle n0rz..
ccb de leh him.. tok to so much..
humpf.. just hate him man..
lalalala..

yst pei sharon go shop n0rz..
bought a pmk tee fer myself..
tt all i suppose?

[.[ ba0bei, i miss yew.. ].]

anyway wats lub all about nehx..
haha.. i donno..
who noes?
hmm..
this few dae de temper v bad sia..
=x
dono y..
was hopin tt i can go back malaysia dis sat alone..
but in e end, not allow..
=[
sigh..
i miss ah jie they all..
miss my lil niece! haha


meiping || 9:25 PM

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