bloggin bloggin bloggin..
just ended tuition not so long ago..
hmm.. started out from e v v v v basic..
didn noe my tuition teacher noe my sch de VP sia.. wth*
anyway this morning woke up as early as usual..
went to sharon hus.. coz poa paper 11 den start..
but who noes my dear sharon didn wake up.. so waited for her to wake up n mean time wait for xf to come norz..
waited for abt an hr.. bt nvm la.. =]
its not her fault.. if mie i also slp lyk pig de.. haha..
anyway poa paper was SUCKY! =x
i finished e paper within 20 mins.. haha..
cool hur.. =x
anyway nt mittin piggy tml..
he gt to work early.. =[ bt nvm..
sundae den go down pei him.. missin him*

let cont wib e story..
Part 5
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When I came home, I was greeted by the usual words. 'Ugly wretch, wicked girl, freeloader, etc.' but luckily I made it through dinner fine. When dinner ended, my parents went to sleep leaving me with the dishes. I cleaned the table and washed the dishes. I also took out the trash and then suddenly I felt someone grab me from behind.

My attacker turned me around to face him. It was the same boy I met in the alley. I began to panic. 'I gave you all my money already! What more do you want from me?' He raised a finger to his lips and tried to shush me. I felt one of my attacks coming on. I started to hyperventilate and couldn’t breathe. I was beginning to black out.

Ji Won looked at the girl who looked like she was going to die. 'Oh my God! Are you okay?' This time it was the girl's turn to shake her head no. Then she collapsed in his arms. Ji Won didn't know what to do but he had to save her life. He began to give her mouth-to-mouth. 'Come on,' he whispered to her. 'Breathe. Don’t die on me.' After a while she began coughing and opened her eyes.

I opened my eyes and saw a blurry object heading towards me. Then I felt something soft pressing against my lips and I felt a gust of air. Then I realized the boy was giving me air. I couldn't believe what was happening. I blushed and gently pushed him away. 'Thank you for saving me. I'm okay now.'

The boy turned slightly red. 'Uhh…you're welcome. You kinda scared me there.'

'Sorry about that. Well, what is it that you want from me?'

'Here.' He handed me back the same ten dollars I had given him. I looked up at him. 'No, it’s okay. Keep it. I think you need it or you wouldn't have tried to rob me.' He shook his head. 'No. I just wanted to borrow it only. I don't take charity. Well, goodbye.'

Just as he walked away, I heard his stomach grumble. I bit my tongue so I wouldn't laugh. Since he didn’t take charity, I said,'Um, hey. I just made some food and I don't know if it's good or not. I need a guinea pig because I don't want to serve it to my parents if it isn't and besides, you did save my life.

Ji Won looked at her. 'Why is she being so nice to me?' he thought. He knew she was just saying that because she heard him say he doesn't want charity. Ji Won’s stomach was growling like crazy. He hasn't eaten for 2 days already and the mention of food was killing him. 'Uh, okay. I guess I'll be your guinea pig since I have nothing to do.' He studied her face as she smiled at him. 'She’s pretty,' he thought as he smiled back.
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Part 6
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I let the boy wait outside as I got some of the leftover mee-yuk-gook for him. He finished it in less than a minute. Then he leaned back and sighed. Out of nowhere, he let out a burp. I had to giggle. He looked at me and smiled. 'Sorry about that.'

'It’s okay.
I hesitated before I asked him the next question. 'Umm…so what’s your name?' He glanced at me and then stared at the ground. I could tell he was debating to tell me his real name or not. I didn't want him to feel obligated to telling me his name. 'it's okay. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.'

Ji Won looked at her surprised. 'No! It isn't that!” he yelled. She stared back at him surprised too. Then he lowered his voice. 'I’m sorry. Please don’t misunderstand.' She nodded her head slowly and Ji Won can tell that she was confused. Ji Won felt that he could trust her and he wanted her to be his friend.

'My name is Eun Ji Won and you are?'

'Nam Mi-Na, but call me Mina. It’s easier to remember.'Then she gave him the sweetest smile. Ji Won felt his heart beat a little faster when she smiled at him. He blushed and looks away. 'So uh, how old are you?'

'13,” she replied. 'And you Ji Wonee?'

He smiled when she called him that. 'I’m 15,' he said turning back to look at her.

'15?' I asked in disbelief.

Ji Won nodded. 'Where are your parents oppa? You’re too young to be living in the streets.' He shrugged his shoulders. 'I can take care of myself.' I gave him a doubting look because he was trying to pull that tough guy act on me. 'It's okay though,' he told me. 'I have a family. It's just that things are bad at home so I'm just getting away from it for a while.' 'So he ran away,' I figured out

I could tell that Ji Won was a good person. 'Do you have a place to stay tonight?' He shook his head. 'How about staying in my room then,' I offered.

Ji Won couldn't believe his ears. He stared at Mina. 'Did she just offer him a place to stay?' 'Ji Won?' Mina asked as she waved a hand in front of his face. 'Are you okay?'

Ji Won shook his head and snapped out of it. She placed her hand on his knee. 'Oppa, I asked if you want to stay in my room for tonight?' Ji Won was so touched that he felt his heartache. No one had ever cared about him so much but he didn't want to feel as though he owed her. “No thanks.'

Mina looked at him with her big sad eyes. 'Please oppa? I'm afraid of the dark.' Ji Won smiled. He knew she was lying so he would say yes. For the first time in his life, Ji Won felt warm inside because now he is wanted. He let out a sigh. 'Aigo Mina, okay. You talked me into it. But just for tonight though.' She giggled and nodded.
'Okay.'
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Part 7
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Silently, I led Ji Won into my room. My room was small and luckily, it was far away from my parents so they can't hear much. I let Ji Won have the bed while I take the floor.'Damn' I thought. 'Why does the floor have to be so cold and hard?'

Ji Won stared down at Mina who was trying to sleep on the cold stone floor. He picked her up easily and lifted her onto the bed.

'Oppa? What are you doing?' I whispered, as my eyes grew wide.

'Do you trust me?' he asked.

I nodded my head slowly.

'Good,' he said. 'This bed is small but it’ll fit both of us.'

My eyes grew wider at what Ji Won had just said. But I had just told him that I trust him. I couldn't take my words back so I had no choice but to sleep with him. We both got in my bed and slept side-by-side. I was so nervous, I couldn't sleep. Ji Won, on the other hand, had no problem. He fell asleep instantly.

I turned my head over to look at him. His face was so innocent like an angel when he was sleeping. Who would have thought he was such a devil when he's awake and moving?

An hour had passed and it was 3' in the morning. I still couldn't sleep. Suddenly something weird happen. Ji Won turned his entire body around and did a 360, kicking me. 'Ow!' I cried out but covered my mouth so my parents wouldn’t hear me. When he was done, he had this happy look on his face.

At first I thought he was just playing with me but he really did do a 360 in his sleep. Suddenly he reached over and held me tight. My entire body went tense and rigid. I could feel Ji Won's light breathing on my neck. I don't know why but now that Ji Won was this close (practically laying on top of me) made me feel better. It's probably cause I've never been this close to a person in a long time. Soon I began to fall asleep too..
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Part 8
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November 1, 1993

Ji Won opened his eyes and found himself laying partially on Mina's body. He blushed and slowly moved away from her. Then he just lay near her watching her sleep. Suddenly it caught his eyes. The sleeves and pant legs of her pajamas were lifted up and he got a good look at her arms and legs. Dark purple bruises cover her entire body. There were several scars on her legs and arms too. Red lines run across her legs and it made Ji Won wince because it looked so painful.

He didn't want to disturb Mina but he was really curious. She turned over and Ji Won lifted the back of her shirt. It was even worse than her legs. Ji Won opened his mouth lightly in shock and touched her bare back delicately, fearing that he might hurt her. Mina began to stir.

I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I saw Ji Won looking at me with this sad expression on his face. 'What’s wrong oppa?' I asked. 'Who did this to you?' Then he lifted the sleeve of my shirt. I opened my mouth in shock. I tried to hide it but I couldn’t believe he saw my bruises.

As I tried to answer him, I heard my step mom’s footsteps heading towards my room. 'Oppa!' I yelled, turning back to Ji Won, who was rubbing my bruises. 'You have to get out of here! My mom is coming!' Ji Won looked at me surprised but I opened my window for him to climb out. 'Climb down this tree. Goodbye Ji Wonee,' I said to him with tears in my eyes.

Ji Won remained silent the whole time as he left her room. But he didn’t leave though. He sat on the branch of her tree and looked through her window. He couldn't hear what Mina and her mom were talking about but he saw it. He saw Mina's mom bring out a small wooden stick and whack Mina with it several times. Ji Won couldn't take it anymore. He busted back into Mina's room.
to be cont.............
meiping || 11:44 PM

here to blog.. jz finish editin e skin for piggy n my blog..
cant think of wat to add.. bt in time to come think gt some to add de ba.. =]
sch was 'free' todae.. ms khai not here todae..
den we had lesson in e AVA.. cool hur.. bt after recess gotta go back to e stinky classroom.. yucks..
hmmm.. had listenin compr.. it sucks.. i felt aslp half way man..
as a result, i miss one whole chunk of it.. =x 1st time man..
anyway after sch went hm n change..
den went amk to mit sharon n pris..
studied awhile.. bt couldn't make it.. coz it was POA!
im havin POA paper tml.. n fancy mi bloggin n suftin e net..
sorrie cant help it..
well after studyin pei sharon go ntuc to stock up her goods..
reached hm 7 plus.. tts all for todae..
well found a reali nice story.. anyone wanna see?
its a long story.. so take ur time to read if u r interested..
i wil post it.. chapter by chapter..

title: what i did for love

Part 1
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June 17, 1999

My name is Mina Nam. I'm 19, still very young, bt I'm dying. Nt right nw bt my life is slowly fading away as I'm writing my story. At this moment I'm sitting at 'our' spot. Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life.

The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a glance at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected the true me. Inside I'm still the same person.

I have done & given so much for love but never once, have I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that I've done for him and make him love me back. But I can't. Love is not selfish.

So I did what felt right. I keep giving Ji Won my love and I never asked for his love in return. Even though I'll leave this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain. My story begins when I first met Ji Won six years ago on this one fateful day. It all started out..
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Part 2
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October 31, 1993
'You better come back here you good for nothing brat!'

I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didn't want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. I'm afraid I can't take it anymore so I hid in my closet. I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my step mom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that stick that I'm always afraid of. I winced thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again. I'm just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though she'll be gone, her love is with me always.

Tears rolled down my cheeks. 'If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me?' So now when I had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my step mom today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.

My closet door suddenly opened. 'There you are you wicked girl!' My step mom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next.

*Whack whack whack.*

I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldn't breathe.

'Not again! Don’t you see how much you're costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasn’t for all these medical bills we wouldn't be so poor now!'

I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldn't breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they're not sure how much longer I'll be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.

He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my step mom's arm lightly and said, 'I think she had enough. You don't want her to have another attack. Calm down and let's have dinner.'

'That's why I'm hitting her!' she yelled. 'She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!'

'I didn't get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about-'

But I was cut off by the whack of my step mom's stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didn't want to look at her. My dad said, 'Well, dinner's just going to be a little late today. Mina, say sorry to your mom.'

Despite the pain, I managed to say,'Sorry mom. Please forgive me.'

My dad handed me some money. 'Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight.' My step mom's temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.

I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.

'That'll be $3.49.'

'What?' I asked. 'Umm…Mr. Choi. That's impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15.'

'I know Mina.' Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. 'The exact price is $14.32. Why don't you keep the change for yourself?'

I opened my mouth in shock. 'Mr. Choi…I..I can't do that,' I said as I handed him 20.

He only took five. 'No. Keep it. I know that step mom of yours don't give you any money.'

I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.

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Part 3
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I decided to take a shortcut home but as I passed the alley, a hand pulled me in. I was knocked to the ground and a shadow hovered over me. I began to scream but the same hand covered my mouth.

'Shut up or I'll kill you!'

I shut my mouth instantly. I didn't want to die yet. In the moon's reflection I got a good look of my attacker. It was a boy who looked a little bit older than me. His face and clothes were dirty but he had really good features so I could tell he was extremely good-looking. But this was not a time to think about such things.

He held a table knife at my throat and said, 'Give me all your money or i'll kill you.' I panicked but I knew what to do. I used the move I wanted to use on my step mom every time she pinned me down and hit me. I kicked him hard right into his family jewels. He gasped and fell to the floor, dropping the knife. I picked up my groceries and ran.

I guess you can call me the dumbest person alive. I was afraid I had kicked the boy too hard and permanently damaged him. Besides, since my life is hell already, I didn't want him to go through it too. So I turned back.

When I came back to the alley, the boy was still lying on the floor. He was moaning softly. I lifted him up gently. 'Are you okay?' I asked. He shook his head no. 'I'm sorry,' I said to him. I reached into my pocket and pulled the money Mr. Choi gave me. 'if you need money, then here. All I have is ten dollars.'

I placed the money in his hand and walked away. He looked at me with this weird expression that I couldn't read. I picked up my groceries and this time I left without turning back. I could tell the boy was watching me as I was walking away..

Part 4
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Ji Won stared at the girl who had just walked away. 'She must be the nicest or dumbest person in this world,' he thought. He began to stand up but had to use the wall for balance. That girl had kicked him a little too hard. Ji Won had just run away from home again. He had run away so many times that the alley was his second home. When he ran away he always stole his parents' money.

They were the richest people in all of Hawaii but they were also the most messed up family. His dad would have a lot of women with him and would betray a friend if it would bring him money. His mom, on the other hand, was an exact duplicate of his dad. She always had these young men around her and spends money like crazy. His parents were divorced and lived on opposite ends of Hawaii. '*bleep* and bastard,' thought Ji Won.

When he ran away this time, he didn't have the chance to steal any money from his dad. So he had no choice but to rob somebody. When he saw the young girl walking out of the store, she seemed to be the perfect target. But things didn't turn out as planned.

Ji Won kept wondering why the girl gave him the money even though he could have killed her. Ji Won knew he couldn't take the money because she was the first person in his messed up life that was nice to him because she wanted to be, not because she wanted something from him. He wanted to give the money back. When he gained some of his strength back, he began to chase her...
to be cont.........
meiping || 9:56 PM

k.. just reachded hm not long ago.. =]
todae normal lesson.. boring man.. =x
after sch gt e aust sci quiz thing.. so suck nor.. hai wo cant mit piggy longer..
bt nvm.. at least i get to mit him todae..
hmm.. after e aust sci faster faster walk front gate wib yani..
den took 410.. den dear was already at my void deck.. =] so swit of him.. =x
went up n bath.. den went down to mit dear..
took 88 to change 83.. coz he teachin hw to go his hus by 88..
den on 83 i saw janice marmie~ =]bt scare see wrong person so nv cor her.. =x haha..
bt in fact it is her~
well.. slack at piggy's hus.. den went hm ard 8..
reached hm ard 9.. missing piggy*

sigh.. my poor sharon laogong..
if u see this do cheer up k.. =]
anything just cor or msg mi.. 24/7 free for u de..
just cheer up.. i wanna see e bubbly sharon..
but don act as if nth happen when u r with us..
u can throw ur temper vent ur anger on mie..
thats wat sista are for.. =] cheer up my gal..

to koven..
tootpig kor!! don u ever say u wan leave mi!
or i whack u upside down hor! no matter how troubled u are..
u are nv a burden to mi! =]
i wan to share ur sorrow ur happniess..
i want be ur sister for life.. n this promise stay..
i will stand by ur side with u and wait for tingy jie de..
the day will come when both of u walk in the church..
till that dae.. u can always count on mie..

to piggy..
i love u now.. n i will love u in time to come..
my love will grow for u.. deeper n stronger each dae..
i wil stand by u always.. i love u for who u r..
one5zero4zero5
meiping || 10:14 PM

here to blog.. last few daes didn blog coz too tired n lazy.. =x
anyway e past few dae went east coast, went piggy's hus, went bugis..
tts all i can rem.. =x
saw zai kor a few dae back.. n he stil sucks.. always commenting abt mi..
ever since e 1st dae i noe him, he commented abt my teeht n till todae he stil sayin mi~~
he suck! ars! when i save enuff $$ n get my braces it wil shut u up for gd! humpf! =x
gt.. english paper was okay.. but e weather was reali damn bad.. damn hot..
was sweatin lyk hell.. sweat soak thur my sch u man.. =x haha..
okay.. mr choy suck.. the same goes for tt vivan tan k..
such a old bytch* den tt mrs han something wrong.. suddenly wan spot check our bag..
wasted a whole 45 mins of my time man.. ars..
after e spot check went to roti hus with pris n erika..
had lunch n went hm.. tts all ba..
tml normal lesson.. yucks.. =x den after sch stil gt e aust sci qiuz.. =[
which mean onli mitting dear for awhile.. =S
who cares, at least i get to see him tml.. =] well..
mummy is insane dae.. she cooked shark fin soup n scooped a big bowl for mie..
guess wat.. she add lots of XO inside.. which mean i am more of drinkin XO den the soup..
gosh* my whole face is so red now.. =x haha..
missing dear..
one5zero4zero5
meiping || 9:30 PM

boo~ wo lai ye~ =]
yst chi paper was lyk hell man..
gone case for sure man.. failed for sure le.. bored* =[ sian 1/2 le..
who cares.. no one reali bother abt this yr mid yr..
everyone's mood was not in the seriour mode yet..
which is hell man~ wrong man.. =x
but guess everyone will be in the rite mood soon..
=] work hard my frens..
after chi paper went erika hus 1st..
slack awhile den off we went to j8..
walk walk.. slack slack.. eat eat.. =x
den we hang ard in the popular for hrs man~ read books~ =x books u noe.. whaha..
went hm ard 6 plus reachin 7.. den my nose bled yst.. again..
yucks man.. tts all for yst, i guess..

well.. for todae.. XD~
woke up quite early.. ard 7 plus..
den went to piggy's hus.. den pei him from his hus to his work place..
den waited for pris n fel for an hr.. bored to death man.. but nvm.. its not their fault..=]
well, went to eat pasta mania den walk ard bugis area til ard 3 pm.. den finally settle down at kfc..
bt didn manage to reali study.. =x bad hur.. lalala.. den 5 pm le piggy come find mie..
den he had dinner at der le.. jiu walk him back to his workplace.. den parted.. =]
6 plus leave kfc den fel went off to mit her parents..
den pris n mi went arcarde to play.. =x walked ard..
pris had her dinner n off we went hm.. reached hm ard 9.30pm..
tts all...
tml shoppin spead?? =x
morning go mit piggy again..
missing my swit pie; laogong; laopo; piggy; zhezhe; darling and more.. =] missin them to bits n pieces~
meiping || 11:53 PM

here to blog.. =]
in sch now.. =x sucky rite.. haha..
mr choy suck man.. waste so much of out time man..
tok so much.. ars hole.. mr J is so much beta than him nor.. tot he is so fierce..
anyway tml is mid yr le..
1st paper hur~ goodness.. i haven study yet..
den tml stil nid to stay back after chinese paper for english.. yucks~
wong suck man.. alway vent anger on us.. wat kind of teacher is this man..
sucky ars..
tootpid piggy~ anyhow write in blog~ rubbish.. haha..
u r e one who is shy man.. =x
guess sat goin down seiyu pei piggy hab dinner.. =D
wun be blogging everydae i guess..
tml suck~! no online for mi man!
gt chi paper.. den nite time gt tuition from 7 to 9 pm..=[
bored.. missing piggy now*
one5zero4zero5
meiping || 3:21 PM

k.. i am hm nw.. =]
wed todae~ n dear is off todae.. =D
had maths, which is boring.. bt nvm..
chem was so so lar.. manage to understand some stuffs..
poa was sucky.. tt tootpid ernest came to hit mi..
ars! anyhow hit.. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ but nvm.. i gt it back on him too.. haha.. =x
n had CME test todae.. gt 17/20.. not tt bad after all..
after sch, walked e front gate wib xf..
den pei her mit her dear le, jiu go hm bath n change..
den went down to mit piggy at ard 3 plus..
went j8.. watch infection.. nt reali v nice... =[
saw shufang n john they all too.. den they make mi kind of pai seh.. =x haha..
keep makin mi luff..
.
well.. after movie pei piggy eat dinner le piggy jiu send mi hm..
=] thank piggy.. ilu*
also gt a v special gift from piggy.. a dustbin he made himself~ =]
so swit of them~ muacks.. thank dearie.. i lyk it lots lots.. =]
.
gosh.. mid yr is this fri! chi wil be e 1st paper..
mid yr i so slack! which is bad! a BIG NO NO MAN! =x
so notti of mie.. =x okay! i will buck on my premlim!!!!
n i wil strive hard for my O level.. =]
my aims aint tt high anymore.. just get into a poly will do.. =]
miss piggy*
meiping || 9:11 PM

well.. lazy to blog todae.. =x
but i hab gt some pic to upload.. haha..
enjoy.. =D


sharon n jelly de birthdae.. XD


my shoes~ =D tot its not e purple i wan.. bt nvm..i stil lyk it anyway..


guess who.. haha.. =x


took it at east coast on sundae.. with fel n pris.. =]


sharon lee.. when havin chem.. look at her face.. suck right.. she was so scare tt e test tube will break...

tot of bloggin de.. but piggy keep ka jiao mie..
hai wo hen nan blog~! tootpid piggy~
tml mittin piggy.. =D
ciaos*
meiping || 10:54 PM

firstly one BIG HAPPY BIRTHDDAY TO SHARON ; LAOGONG N JELLY!!!
older le huh gals.. haha.. rawkz on.. =]
may ur wish come true.. muacks.. =D

todae bought a cake for sharon.. celebrated it during recess time..
jelly joined us coz she same dae as sharon.. we don mind it.. in fact we enjoy.. haha..
had a short cake n cream war.. i didn kana.. phew*
i did make sharon n jelly wib e cream, in fact i started it 1st.. haha..
but i went back class nice n clean.. haha.. poor hx..
as if her bday lyk tt.. haha.. =x lalalala..

mrs chang didn come todae.. boo~
i miss her lesson.. hope she get well soon!
n ms wong is realli out of her mind man.. well.. gtg soon..
habin two test.. maths n fnn..yucks..
after sch went town wib jas erika fel n pris..
went far east 1st.. didn spot any shoe tts nice..
den went to heeren.. bought a nike shoe.. cost me a bomb man.. 100++
i am broke.. haha.. =x didn manage to mit ms tan n jac they all..
well.. sad.. but sure gt other chance de.. =]

sundae went east coast with fel n pris..
studied at e mc cafe..
den went cycling.. dead tired man.. =x
i love the waves.. love the wind..
blew my sins away.. let mi go..
let mi feel refresh..

love my piggy.. =]
meiping || 8:58 PM

here to blog.. wee wee wee... =x insane*
well.. last nite fone wib piggy til 1..
den go slp norz.. =x had a nice long slp..
haha.. slp till 12 plus den i finally get out my bed..
well.. wash up n went to mit fel n pris at j8..
had my lunch.. den slack ard j8 till 4 plus.. wait for fad..
help her wib e axs machine le jiu go tp..
studied awhile.. den erika came down to find us..
left bk ard 7 plus.. bought sharon's cake..
erika wil be in charge.. =]
hmmm.. fel n pris came over to my hus area der to hab dinner..
tok alot.. lols..
den sent pris off..
now i am back home.. on the fone wib piggy..
bored*
*miss piggy*
meiping || 10:54 PM

boo.. here to blog hur.. after all mani dae..
was kind of busy n tired..
e medic is always making mi restless.. but nvm i'l get use to it de.. =]
okay.. i cant reali rem wat happened.. so mani dae already hur..
well.. i rem i lost my pinky ring.. den maths lesson sucks!
oh ya.. i rem tt sharon;s birthdae is coming! 3 more daes!!!

no tuition todae n tml.. teacher not free..
so next week den free norz.. yucky teacher.. haha.. =x
well..
cant rem anything le.. agrhz.. forgetful!

well.. fridae today.. nv go for maths after sch..
=x notti hur.. but alot ppl also nv go.. haha..
oh ya.. PEIRCE SUCK!! arghz.. hate it to the core man!
went hm changed.. den went out to mit pris n fel..
went to study at j8 de delifrance? did i get it rite? no ba.. haha =x
who cares.. haha..
study till 8? went off to walk ard j8..
didn do much todae..!wasted! humpf! haha.. =x
rubbish mie..

missing piggy*
bored.. didn hab e time to mit up wib piggy..
either he is workin.. or i am studying..
if he off, i not free.. if he nt free, i free..
wat a luck.. but whatever it is.. wan find time out juz for my piggy.. =]
oink oink.. lols..
15o4o5
meiping || 11:38 PM

yea! hie bloggie..
fancy mie bloggin now..
i'm in sch again.. =]
since mr ong not here jiu blog 1st..
todae something wrong sia.. damn tired n sleepy..
slp at phy n poa class.. sorrie.. i noe its wrong..
but i juz cant stay awake.. argh.. sucky mie.. =[
whatever it is la.. well.. history gt 8.5/11
suprised man.. coz i didn noe hw to do.. thx to mj n pris.. =]
bored.. lata gonna cut my hair den get thingys from jac jac..

piggy is workin now.. work hard piggy..

missing zhe zhe now..hope june holdays can go back malaysia..
he is my baby.. my baobei.. =]
meiping || 1:44 PM

second entries for todae..
finished tuition at 5.. boring man..
couldnt understand wat he was saying.. =x he repeat 3 time den i understand..
after tuition msg n fone with piggy le jiu go pei ks..
my laopo.. walk ard my hus area.. den sat down tok tok..
den i send her off to busstop.. reached hm ard 9..
den rush my fnn.. yucks.. fnn suck!
i just dono how to do la.. arshole!
humpf! fed-up man! tml is e deadline for research..
mondae is the deadline for suvery de thing..wth*
where gt time.. den thu gt phy test.. fark sia.. =x
time is running out.. woots.. sigh..
stress out*

missing piggy*
meiping || 10:03 PM

boo~ notti mi..
blog at this time.. haha.. guess where i am?
well.. in sch now.. havin fnn..
gosh.. mr ong is venting his anger on us as usual..
somethings wrong with him i guess? =x
bored.. stucked with my research now man.. sucky ars..
well.. guess piggy stil in dreamland.. slp tight piggy.. =]
tuition at 3.. think gonna be late.. =x but who cares..
that teacher also late b4.. haha.. =x
yucks arshole.. i wanna slp man..
sch is stil so boring man..
poa lesson was hell.. VP came in.. hab to buy 5 yr ser.. yucks..
waste my money man..
meiping || 1:34 PM

yea! finally.. i gt new skin for my blog..
hmm.. its kind of plain.. but its nice..
simple n swit.. haha.. =x
uploaded the song love me my colin raye..
its a nice old country song.. =]
comments pls.. =]
meiping || 9:55 PM

boo.. here to blog.. sian.. stil cant find a new skin for my bloggie..
mondae dae.. usual stuffs.. mondae blues..
sch is boring todae.. my brain cant seems to function well..
wonderin y.. history lesson was totally blank, didn noe how to do e source base qns at all..
den maths also.. cant get anything inside.. worst come to worst was chi lesson..
goodness~ so restless todae..
whatever k.. didn go for 5 item todae.. same for e make up session for e sport dae..
coz i gt parents letter.. woots.. lucky us..
reached hm 2 plus.. bathed n had a nap..
5 plus woke up by piggy msg.. den had mua dinner..
n here i am to blog..

tml gt tuition.. boring.. hope e teacher not free.. =x
haha.. =x
meiping || 9:05 PM

here to blog.. finally hur? haha..
was kind of held up by some stuff.. so wasnt able to come online..
well.. =]
tot of changing a new skin.. but i cant find a nice one.. but i also don hab time to make my own..
guess.. changing of the blog skin gotta wait hur..
fri went bugis.. bought sharon;s present..
den went arcade.. saw xiao liang.. haha.. didn say hi.. coz he was wib a bunch of bengs..
cant be bothered.. so played some games.. den went home le..
tot of catching a peek at piggy.. bt too bad.. wrong timing..
reached hm b4 9.. i'm a good girl~

sat.. suppose to go east coast de..
but end up cancel.. why? because of mie~ wat else.. haha..
gt a cor from god father.. he said i gotta to go to e hosp for my report..
so sorrie gals.. but i;m sure we wil go one dae to cycle.. =]
doc said it wun be serious.. bt wil be on medication for ard 2 mth..
it sucks! hate eatin medic.. yucks* haha.. soundin lyk a small kid hur..=x
who cares.. haha.. afternoon come hm, gt a new bed,, yea..
its big n nice n comfy.. bad thing was tt it stink.. =x
hope e smell goes away soon..

sundae.. boo~ sucky dae as always.. didn go out..
had tuition.. hmm.. manage to catch wat e teacher was sayin..
not bad after all..

love my piggy to bacon bits.. =]
piggy* the pact we hab will least..
tot it seem impossible.. but i'm sure we will be able to make it possible..
glad to hab u by my side now..
ilu*
meiping || 10:07 PM

okay... my mood had changed 360 D.. =]
i feel lyk a total new gal now.. =D
=D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

my pact for u will stand..
as strong as metal.. no matter wat it stand always.. =]
piggy i love yew..
meiping || 10:36 PM

+ eu made miee cry onee nite ;

whenn eu walked awayy

miee wishing eu were by miee syde

budd eu dynt stayy.



i sitt in mahh room ;

remembering all de swit nutinks eu used to tell miee.

silently tears greeted my cheeks

recalling all yor promises;

dat were made to miee.

and how eu told miee

# we'll nvr say goodbye baby.



budd now i guess its all overr ;

wen eu told miee im sowie

hyding under de covers

i wish you all de best, take care of yor new
baby

and i'll be here
dreaming off
eu and miee

________


meiping || 11:04 PM

sucks sucks sucks sucks!
are guys are all jerk..
one moment they gif u plenty of promise, the next moment they ask u to forget all tt they said..
don play with my heart... it cant break another time..
if u r back to break my heart den plz jz let mi go..
don hold my heart high up into the skies.. den let it fall and break into pieces..
every words of urs matter to mie.. no matter wat it is..
i actually already gif up on waiting for u..
but u gave mi hope.. but u destroyed it too.. sigh..
sob.. slient tears.. i shed my tears alone...
i hab long gotten used to it.. long long ago.. sigh..

don ask mie wat happpened.. i jus hate everything now..
my mood wun be too good tml in sch.. watch out for mie..
n if i offened u.. sorrie.. just leave mi out.. alone..
let mie clear my mind.. my soul..
meiping || 10:26 PM

my hi fi set! keeps my company thur my up n down.. =]


cool hur.. my guitar!!!! love it to bacon bits.. <3


my darling baobei zhe zhe.. he is e onli reasons to my smiles..

well.. feeling beta todae..
morning woke up ard 6 by my dad.. coz he tot i goin sch.. but no.. i am not..
so went back to slp.. woke up ard 11 by pris n mq cor..
woke up n washed up.. ate my medic n copied history notes..
den ard 2.. off i went to mit pris.. studied for awhile jiu go hm le..
sian.. whole dae till now haven eat.. don hab the mood to eat sia.. wth*
n the worst thing is tt i don feel hungry at all man! haha.. someting is wrong man..
whatever.. i don gif a damn abt it..
gosh.. being hm is so bored! fridae is engilsh oral.. gonna get hell man~!
my english suck lyk nobody business man.. whaha..=x
well well well.. nth else i guess..

clean mi off.. let mie die...
i wan to go to the beach.. cry everything out.. let everything out..
let the wind carry my sorrow and sins away...
i wan to feel clean.. i miss the beach.. well.. hope can get to the beach one dae.. =[
sigh...
meiping || 9:03 PM

yucky k! its so yucky..
im stil sick! wth* hate it! arghz!
okay.. todae sch suck totally for mi.. coz of my sickness.. i jus seems so weak and restless in doing almost everything k!
i even fell aslp during maths and phy? omg* its bad man! but cant blame mie.. its e medic fault k!
whatever..

after sch went j8, did some history notes.. den went sakae to eat..
haha.. hell mie right! fancy a sick person eating such good food.. haha..
but i cant help it anyway.. went home ard 5..
slept thur the evening.. woke up by someone sms.. den went to change and bath..
was coughing lyk hell.. so went to c the doc.. gosh! it took mie hours to c the doc man!
just my luck man! gt a dae of mc.. which means tml no sch~
sucky! yucky!

hmmm.. who is somebody sia.. manage to score 70 for my qiuz.. werido..
who is tt someone! please tag my bloggie.. =]
meiping || 10:40 PM

arghz! i am freaking sick now k! ars!
hate it man! down with a bad flu n cough..
okay.. some ans to the qiz.. k..
bought two rings a few dae back..
a pinky ring and a ring for the fourth finger.. answer is here already k!
haha..
whatever it is larz..

yst went out.. with pris.. seems to be out with pris very often now adays..
hmm.. i guess after all i was the one whom didn not fit into their topic..
everytime they tok i dono wat they are toking abt.. guess i shall complain tt they are drifting..
should be mie i guess.. wat i do? guess even if i try to smaller the gap it will be hard.. the gap is so big..
hais.. maybe i am beta off alone..

after sch stayed back for chem.. den rush hm n changed..
app wat 4 pm.. n i reached hm ard 3 20pm.. which mean i might be late..
so cor kor come fetch mie.. ars.. todae the nurse seem untrained or wat..
hab to poke THREE TIME in order to get my blood.. so damnfreaking pain..
sian.. when i reached hm.. my nose bled for ages man..
hate it..
thank for todae kor.. =] glad to hab u by my side..
when my world are falling apart, u r always der for mi to shoulder with mi the burden..
there is no words in this world to say abt u.. i just love u.. =] hoping u n tingy can be together soon!
don ya gif ya k! rem e tears u cried todae must be worth it! work hard towards ur goal.. u can do it de..
sigh.. this few daes mood seem so out of place.. just not myself..
=[
the world is changing, the earth is moving, it wont stop for anyone..
work towards my goal..
meiping || 9:09 PM

nice song!

LOST IN YOUR EYES (Debbie Gibson)

I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
Cause when I'm lost
I can't let go

(Chorus)
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When (and) I'm lost in your eyes

I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can't find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus)

I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance
Oh, I'll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes
meiping || 11:48 PM

didn manage to study todae.. wasted.. gosh..
so slack.. no no.. cannot lyk tt man..
arghz.. bored.. well.. quiz time..

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meiping || 11:29 PM

forgot to blog yst..
yst went k-box with sharon.l pris fel yk pck n tt arshole liangzhaoming..
yucks! i hate him man.. a guy with no pride de.. don hab his own decision de.. i hate this kind of guys man..*look down on him man*
anyway.. tot so lil ppl.. stil manage to hab some fun.. n lots of luffer..
pck n gang left at 6.. den left the gals n mie.. sang til 7..
den went j8 with pris to pei her eat her dinner..
after dinner jiu go hm le..
but sigh..when i reached hm.. officer cor..
said something wrong with e paper work..
so, i stil owe them 6 hour of cip! wth!
no way man! I already complete my cip hr long ago..
ars! which means next week must go to e hq again.. hate it man!
but well well well.. i do miss my officer n also the ppl there..
they are great man! i reali mean wat i said.. thank for them,.
i not i guess i will be in girls home already.. =] big thank.. =D
had a fever last nite.. not suppose to go out todae de.. but who cares!~
I DON GIF A DARMHELL ABT IT! whaha.. i live my own life!
now is 11.30.. n i mitting fel n pris at amk lib lata at 11.45
which mean? i will be LATE.. =x oops..
haha.. but i guess i will not be the onli one to be late haha...
=x

u were a dreams nv suppose to come true.. but it did..
but the dream come true ended so fast.. so faster tt i tot it had nv happened..
all the memories u gave mi was so swit.. so bitter..
why all along is u? why?
blame mi on foolish n naive thinkin mie..
jus too silly..
koven is rite.. i shouldn waste so much time on him..
but sigh.. if kor can wait for tingy tingy jie for yrs..y cant i?
but i noe it is impossible..
i am tired of all these waiting..n waiting..
its so tiring..
let him go*
meiping || 11:25 AM

finally! it thurdae le man..
waited for this dae v long le..
coz tml not going sch..
tml my sch is havin sports dae.. yucks.. boring~!
so not going.. instead going k-box with my frens.. =]
oh.. i miss them man...

after sch wait for pris in sch..
coz i gt dimiss earlier.. as i nv go for fnn! =x
went j8... transfer e money to yl le..
jiu go study for awhile..
after tt watch 'the pacifier' nice show!
funni.. luffer.. haha.. jus so funni man.. =x
reached hm ard 7? kinda of late..
anyway thing larz..
jus so glad tt i don hab to go to sch tml~ yea..
3 cheers*

a tRuE fAiRyTaLe tHaT lAsT fOr a lIfEtImE :: a NeVeR eNdInG soUrCe oF lOvE :: tHaT tEaChEs mE tO bE sTrOng :: aNd tO dEpEnd oN mYsElF tO mAke mE haPpy:: aNd tO mAkE yoU AlL tHe SaMe

party with me till the wee nites*
meiping || 11:12 PM

boo~!
fnn is driving mie nuts k..
no matter hw hard i think i just donoe how to do my reflection man!
arghz.. kaox..
whatever lars.. sucky fnn~! cb..

after sch is so boring can..
for the 1st time i fell aslp in s.s class..
lucky tt khai didn catch mie.. sucky man..
english lesson suck.. ms wong sucks~!
anyway i going for the relc thing during the june holidaes..
to brush my english.. aimming for a b4.. =x
after sch went town with hx sharon.l and esther..
saw fel fel on e bus.. so lucky wor..
but saw sh also.. yucks~! hate her fren man.. so bitchy..yucks yucks..
cant stand her man.. act as if she damn pretty.. gosh~!
walked ard.. saw e brown colour dunk.. pretty~
but i guess.. nid to push the goal of buying my shoes n sunglass to the back..
coz my gals in nids of $.. but doesn matter.. i can always get the shoes anytime lata..
but hope it wun sold out can le..

boo! i wan to change PHONE can! =x
sell away my 7270.. get the cash save n get tt fone..
i dono wats the model.. =x but its not out yet in the asia market.. expect for japan..
bored!
fnn fnn fnn fnn fnn fnn suck~!
meiping || 9:26 PM