Alright. im finally back. =]
thank god.
went mia for almost 3 weeks.
actually was in malaysia la.
i was stucked there.
went there on the 13th of dec. supposed to be back on the 19th of dec.
but didn managed to do so, due to the flood.
those who read the newspaper or watch tv news should know about the big flood in malaysia.
my family was one of the thousand n millions ppl who were affected by the flood.
anyway some pictures i took during the flood.

pictures of the water lvl, after the flood subsided.
the yellowish color above the red paint is the water lvl.




some pictures of the flood before and after.

















although i am born in malaysia. but this the first time i encounted a flood.
somemore is one of the most serious flood in malaysia after 30 yrs.
is pretty sad man. sum of the city are totally or half covered by water/
can u image it out? its really scary. i was glad granny hus was consided high build.
but yet, it still cant escape the flood. lucky enough for us, by the time the water reached our hus, it was ard knee cap level.
oh btw my bro n jiefu caught a cobra. lols.


pretty sad tt i missed 2oo6's xmas n new yr countdown.
and real sry to darl, missed her bday! =s
so sry!
blog tml. pictures of my baobei wil be updated. enough pictures for today.
misses!
meiping || 1:08 AM

currently backed home.
i slept an hour or so only.
woke up by anto's cor ard 9am+
got the new of his 2nd sister in a accident.
lucky its not those super serious de. hope she recover soon. =D
supposed to meet darl today. but i cancel it! whahas. =x
coz i just remember tt i wont have enough time to buy her bday present by the time i am back from malaysia.
anyway, went over to anto's hus to nua.
around 3pm headed over to j8.
bought a super big brown teddy bear for darl's birthday. haha.
she like a small gal wor~~ =x
aftermath she collected her gift, she went to take neoprint with ken.
while anto n me went for a fag. met up again.
than we parted again.
wanted to meet for dinner.
but anto ................
so never meet. went home ard 8.15pm.
bought some stuff to bring back to malaysia.
i going back malaysia tml morning. =D
well rush back before kaisi birthday, as promised! =D
thats all i guess.
ciaos!
meiping || 9:02 PM

arghs i gt fed up with the spacing man. so pardon me for the spacing between the pic. i know its messy! super messy. but tell u all one thing. i dont have the mood to do it already. arghs!
not updating much about words.
just plain pictures.

random pictures.

ling's de new puppy, kopi













i just found this pictures cute. hen hen getting a new hair cut.














at void deck.



















at the void deck. a few day before genting trip.



























this baby here is fat! =D super chubby can! haha. my cousin 2nd child.

Genting Trip's Photos.


Highland Hotel













xmas tree!





















































meiping || 10:34 PM

fcuking idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~
i swear i blog a whole lot chuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fcuk!
everything just gone after i came back from a fag! damn it.
i hardly blog de lo! yet this kind of shit still happeneds to me. fcuk it.
meiping || 11:58 AM

alright, i am back to update this dusty blog of mine.
my last post like 13th of oct i guess.
so well, i don't have much to blog about anyway.
couple of ppl tot i am die or playing MIA.
but no la. i didn't. so no worries.
just tt, every single night i DID open this post page.
but my mind is blank.
totally blank. i have no idea wad i want to blog about and pin it down.
so well, every night i just close the window without updating any post.

things are pretty much the same.
only thing tt my O level is coming, next Monday.
BOOs!
i am sure i will fail.
i am sure, super duper sure about it.
i just dono wad i am doing man.
just give me a tight slap and wake me up. ha!
and i am still with anto. thats all.

today went out to meet laopo first.
went j8, hoping that the pasa malam was open.
but nope, its still close. -.-!
so we bought water and snack and head over to yl's hus void deck.
and the most funny thing was that, both ks and my $ add up to onli less than 5 bucks!
i am POOR! hahah.
played ard with ling's dog ; kopi! nice name right. haha.
around 5 plus, anto came. sat for awhile.
than cabbed over to thosom plaza with anto and ks for Pizza Hut.
anto's treat. =D
had a filling dinner there! 3 person and we ordered a LARGE pizza and 2 side orders.
godness! and we sort of manage to finish it.
aftermath, walked over to prata house' busstop.
took 41o over to anto's hus.
than slack. cabbed hm ard 1opm.
home bitter home. =D
meiping || 10:38 PM

missed blogging yst..
anyway, yst woke up ard noon.
prep-ed and met amy mummy first. =D *misses*
than cabbed down to amk to look for sharon n erika.
had my lunch at s-11.
sharon went to tirm her browns.
arcade aftermath.
went off ard 4 to look for ks at tpy.
slacked + dinnered.
home sweet home.

as for today... woke up ard my usual time.
prep-ed and met anto.
went over to his hus. nua-ed.
5 plus cabbed down to woodland checkpoint.
went over jb ; city square to meet er jie and jie fu.
chilled at coffeebean. spent a total of 50 bucks! just chilling man. RM la. nt sg $$. hahas.
walked ard city sqaure, than back in sg.
went hm put my stuffs, than went out again.
met anto. today his mummy birthday.
rush over to cut cake. =D *happy birthday*
cabbed back to blk 120 to hab my lunch with tt notti boi dawson. hahas.
aftermath home sweet home. =D

微笑的背后是你=所看不见的泪水。。
meiping || 12:49 AM

i am back from malaysia.
went back on a last min decision.
granny wasn't feeling too well. and well, i just miss my family..
supposed to go back on wed, cherry supposed to drive me back.
but her mom met with a mishap. so she rush back without me. =[
so thur morning took a train back myself.
sis came to fetch me.
and here i am back in sg in a flash.
i bet some ppl didnt even know tt i went back malaysia hur.

but who cares, they don even bother abt my life. ha!
wad are friends for. this show it all.
only the true one will stay by u thru thick and thin..
those who used to call themself bestie or buddy to u will soon fade away as time goes by. =]
so in the end, those who was still standing by u are one the whom really means their words.
or maybe, time changes everything.. the once so close so happy friend....
will soon become a stranger i guess...
and after a few yr, they change, and than when they meet up, they find tt they no longer click anymore. ha! harsh fact of life.

anyway, took a 1150 train back to sg.
danny was nearby woodland when he called me on my cell. so being a good friend.
he came over to woodland check point to fetch me.
but he is only 1/2 good. coz he only sent me to tpy! bishan is so near can.
damn. =x
wadever la.
cabbed home. and here i am rotting. =s
meiping || 9:23 PM

alright. was feeling damn bad this morning! arghs. hate this feeling.
spoilt the day. supposed to go for interviews! but due to it, it was cancel.
sorry laopo! =S
supposed to meet at 9. but end up meeting at almost going 2pm. -.-!
had lunch at yoshi.
than walked ard j8 looking for present.
but found none. so instead we head over to tpy.
ks want buy cloths. so hang ard this fashion for a darn long time.
aftermath walk ard tpy.
took 88 back to bishan.
slacked at my hus void deck.
ard 8pm, walked over to the playground behind my blk.
and both me and laopo started our rubbish stuffs la. hahas. =x
not rubbish la. just kiddy.
play with lai zhu. =D

this the result. we used the wax and make shapes. <3
nice nice! i like the reds one. these are mine. laopo one didn't manage to take a pic of it.








this was the necklaces tt i was toking about. weets!

meiping || 12:57 AM

i am feeling fcuking unwell. =s

woke up ard 1045 today.
prep-ed and went out to meet laopo.
went j8, had kfc for lunch, went bits and pieces to buy some stuffs.
head over coffeebean to study.
ard 6 plus anto came to find us.
than laopo left for home.
while we went j8 to walk, with my heavy bag. -.-!!
wad so nice to walk at j8? been walking for 13yrs already!
somemore bag so heavy! well, saw xf n co.
she withdraw money and return sharon n me.
than contuine to walk around j8.
6 plus went over to the new open s-11.
anto had his dinner. aftermath accompany him to have a haircut.
head over to his hus.
wasn't in a good mood. and i guess dawson suffered. =s
sorry. =s
anto fell asleep as usual la. so i went home.
but halfway i found out tt my jacket at his hus.
so called him.
was feeling real bad.. =s for no reason.
he brought my jacket down.
cabbed home. dead*
giddy spells~~

如果有一天你走进我的心里，你一定会哭泣...
因为里面装满了你的点点滴滴...
如果有一天我走进你的心里，我也一定会哭泣...
因为在那里我找不到我的身影....

忘不了与你走过的那一段路....

everything is changing.. thus, the same goes for human..
like wad i always fears, it always come true..
once i fear and pray tt my distance with my siaoster will not fade..
but as time goes by, the distance is getting bigger..
i guess we no longer understand each other like last time already.
due to laziness and studys.. we stop hanging out...
and slowly, the happy time tgt shall be forsake...
not even siaoster... even my brothers and sister...
the same goes for it i guess....
suddenly, the sadness just invade me... =s
like always. l0st-in-sadness =D

i used to believe that lords has his plan for us.
but after wad kor said, it made sense...
maybe human are just too lazy to think for themselves, hence they always use "lords plan" as an excuse..
meiping || 2:30 AM

backed home now. missed blog for a couple of days.
well, spent my last few days with my boy.
rotting at his hus. all i do was to sleep, eat, watch him play game tts all.
friday night quarrel.
sat night i cried.
sunday night i am home.
song bo!
when in the earth can u find a bf tt will play game from 11am to 7pm?!
and than all u can do is just watch him play?
fcuk up right. well, at least to me la.
fcuking pissed off la. damn!
what so ever la. godamnit.
supposed to go to karen's bbq at amk. but everything was spoilt. fcukit!
well, was damn sorry tt i cause laopo to worry so much and also made her quarrel with zai.. =[
glad tt made thing up already. so sorry! =S
sat went to the temple near my old sch there with anto, dawson and his dad.
aftermath head over to my hus area kpt to eat.
i went hm while anto and co went back to their home.
head over to anto hus later in the noon time.
and the same stuff. watch him play game.
today also same stuffs. watch him play game. damn. =S

anyway, daddy found my necklaces back. =D
happy happy~ been looking for this necklaces since long long ago..
but i guess i misplaced it. i gave up hope on finding back already.
but but, daddy found it somewhere at home. =D
so glad about it. it is so precious to me..
a necklaces that meant a lot to me...... hell lots...
i am glad it is back by myside.... a gift from someone special.....
i swear i gonna treasure it hell lots. =D
cheers!

Deep in my heart,
I'm suffering,
knowingthat I've lost you.
On the outside,
I'm living,
pretending that I've forgotten you..

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is,
no one really hears it,
except you....

as i reflect...i felt the pain once again...

meiping || 12:50 AM

Pros and Cons~!
i going back to PEIRCE secondary school for my GCE 'O' level science practical.
arghs.
Pros- i know the school well, in fact upside down.
- i know that the lab stuffs are in bad condition.
- i know the teachers.
- no need for me to wake up early too.
Cons- Got to see those bunch of people again.
- lab sucks and stinks!

arghs. wth! i am the last shift anyway. anyone else gg back peirce for their sci pract???

anyway, was out with ks today.
she cabbed over to my hus area, hit to kpt for lunch.
than went over prime area to buy milk tea. nice nice. =D
aftermath slack at the usual void deck under blk 284.
saw my parents too.
chilled all the way. than ard 730pm, went off to supermarket to buy my shampoo.
bought mooncake too.
than went back to kpt, coz laopo want to buy cute chicken(ke ai ji). hahas.
aftermath i finally got news from anto. XD happy happy~
send ks to busstop, waited for her bus.
than went straight home.
phone with anto, and also uploaded some new loops into my picture area.
but sucky la. something is wrong, so there is some prob.
load half up gif up. will try again tml.
click on the loop for more and bigger pictures.

ks and me ar mad la! hahas.
was sorting out my pictures folder in my desktop.
and to my suprise, there is a total of 300+ photo of me and ks. -.-! lots of stuipd pic hor! hahas.

weets~! tml meet anto le. =D
hopefully he won't be late again.
meiping || 10:29 PM

Okay, firstly a big thanks to laopo's mom to the treat at seoul garden earlier. =]
stayed at home till 5pm.
went out to meet laopo, her mum and zai at j8.
went man studio to change zai's birthday present.
aftermath, took mrt to amk. head over to seoul garden.
dine in. it was on laopo's mum treat. =D
she paid ard 70 bucks. weets~
had a full filling breakfast+lunch+dinner. hahas.
it save me alot, don u think so. lols.
anyway, after dinner, went to walk ard amk,
coz laopo's mum want get some stuffs.
and damn, kept wanting a fag. =x
so hid behind a wall and took a fag. hahas.
ard 8 plus, took bus and here i am home sweet home.
or should i say home bitter home.

he is sailing currently, and i have no idea when he will be back.
this feeling sucks.
well, dear, u might be wondering why this few weeks i am having super mood swing.
and it is so suddenly i mean. PMS? nahs. don think so.
finish my menses already. sighs.
all i know was tt everytime i'm kinda of down or sad, u don't seems to be there.
or even u r by myside, u are in ur own dreamland.
sighs. i don feel ur presence at all. why?
sorry, i have no idea too.
baby, hold on tight to me if u really love me.
don ever let me go, or i will never return....

like a always said, human changes.
and friendship faded....
meiping || 11:53 PM

weets! this is the 5o5th post of this blog!
yeah! managed to stick to this blog since 2oo4 of June.
hahas. i am good right. faithful girl hur. lols.
time really flies, still can remember so clearly tt my first blogskin was FF de.
well, guess this blog understand me the most ba. more than anyone else. =D

anyway, yst woke up ard 9am and went out to meet anto.
bought breakfast and went over to his hus.
had my breakfast, slack awhile. than dreamland. zzZzzZ...
while anto help me train maple. but, haiya.. he train for ard 30 mins only jiu tired liao.
rubbish man!
so he too went to slp. woke up ard 1pm.
than sneak out to meet laopo at the void deck.
head over to blk 12o for lunch cum dinner.
cor anto down too, in his mist of sleeping. =P
aftermath cabbed down to tpy with laopo.
coz it was on the way. she gg over to zai's hus.
while we head over to central.
the disc which anto want is still not in stock yet.
which mean he gotta wait for another week. so sad. =s
after window shopping, ard 7 went back to anto's hus.
than nua all the way. tv-ed.
ard 12, anto fell into his dreamland. such a pig!
ard mid night like 1 am, started to have mood swing.
but he was so soundly asleep. didn't bear to wake him up. sighs. =[
morning time he went off 1st. coz he got duty again.
so went home myself ard 11.
slept for a couple of hours, than prep-ed and went out again.
met up with laopo, baoyi and yuyun.
went ksl to eat. than head over to amk's k-pool.
after tt went to hab a hair cut. feel soooo good. XD
after tt baoyi and yuyun went off 1st, while laopo came over my hus void deck to slack.
cam-whored. total of 1oo++ pic in my phone. -.- omg!
went home ard 1030. yawns. wad a day!

tml gg studying. 19th of Oct sci pract le~!
meiping || 11:12 PM

boos!
woke up damn early yst. around 8am.
but slack on my bed till 830am.
than went to prepare.....
went out ard 915. took bus to j8.
than follow by mrt to woodland.
tts nt the end k. from woodland take bus to woodland checkpoint.
walked to the nearby coffeeshop. met up with my real daddy. XD
ate roti prata. than walked all the way to woodland checkpoint again.
went malaysia. =D
last minute plan la. so we reach malaysia ard 11.
daddy called mummy down for her breakfast.
aftermath we went city square to jalan jalan.
walk the whole building, bt end up empty handed.
well, as long as the time is spent with them, no matter hw tiring it is.
it is all worth it.
after all the walking, walked again to mummy's hostel.
took a short nap. ard 4pm, mummy need to work le.
hence we left again. daddy stay behind.
all the yearning and pinning was all worth it.
the tears i shed. the bloods that i bled was worth it.
hahas. dumbass right.
wad so ever it is la.

slit*
meiping || 2:21 AM

well, lots of stuffs happened...
no need to go into depth...
wadever it is... guys words can only be taken in the half of wad they say la.
=s
nt tt i aint serious in this relationship..
just tt, untill i see an effort he put in..
than maybe the trust can be gain back.
but well, that's gonna take a long time to do it.
hence i wonder if i have the time to wait..

well, i am back home.
kinda of early right, aint used to this timing too.
anyway, yst went out for movie w anto and his crewsmates for moive.
watched 'the host'. this show totally have no pt to watch la.
such a waste of money i guess.

and for today, met laopo after god knows hw mani days la.
went j8. coz she wants to hunt for zai's birthday present.
in between, we saw alfie, so pei him for his break.
than yl and shawn came.. not long later we went different ways.
alfie went back to work, yl and shawn went tpy.
than baoyi came. accompany baoyi..
mean time shop around j8.
in the end, laopo end up buying a cake from coffeebean only. -.-!
aftermath, home sweet home.

and sucks stuffs! i lost my pinky ring. arghs! damnit.
meiping || 6:13 PM

well, lots of stuffs happened...
no need to go into depth...
wadever it is... guys words can only be taken in the half of wad they say la.
=s
nt tt i aint serious in this relationship..
just tt, untill i see an effort he put in..
than maybe the trust can be gain back.
but well, that's gonna take a long time to do it.
hence i wonder if i have the time to wait..

well, i am back home.
kinda of early right, aint used to this timing too.
anyway, yst went out for movie w anto and his crewsmates for moive.
watched 'the host'. this show totally have no pt to watch la.
such a waste of money i guess.

and for today, met laopo after god knows hw mani days la.
went j8. coz she wants to hunt for zai's birthday present.
in between, we saw alfie, so pei him for his break.
than yl and shawn came.. not long later we went different ways.
alfie went back to work, yl and shawn went tpy.
than baoyi came. accompany baoyi..
mean time shop around j8.
in the end, laopo end up buying a cake from coffeebean only. -.-!
aftermath, home sweet home.

and sucks stuffs! i lost my pinky ring. arghs! damnit.
meiping || 6:13 PM

back for updates.
everything happened like a flash only...
lighting and thunder..
sunshine after rain...
rainbow after rain....
love is just a curse.
a curse that has been put on almost every single human in this world.
but only a handful of them manage to break the curse.
and will u be able to do so?
i doubt i can break this curse.......

we are back tgt.
but the trust aint there.....
without trust how long can a relationship last....
but how are u gonna gain back my trust?
it won't be easy.....

everytime i say last time i will blog able tt special someone, i always fail to do so.
just a failure i guess. friday quarreling has brought back memories of us.
the past us. the impossible. i cant help but comparing the both of them.
i'm sorry for doing it. well, kill me k.
i wish i can wish myself away..........

NOTE! Anyone have the song by Jaci Velasquez - Imagine me without u.
Please help me find. it is a song so imt to me... the reformation of comp has caused me to lose it.
just help me find this song ppl~! sighs.
If anyone happens to have please send me thru msn. thanks.
meiping || 9:27 PM

Trust! u want trust, i gave u.
u wan forgiveness i gave u too. not once not twice.
this is god know how many time u made me feel so disappointed?
have u ever put urself in my shoes?
have u ever feel the way i feel?
have u ever put me in ur heart?
have u ever treated me as ur gf?
have u ever tot of me even u said those to the gals?
have u ever?
i wonder and ponder. have u ever treat me as ur gf?
if u did, why are u always giving me so much disappointment?
why are all the thing u doing aint wad u said?
action speak louder than words. and ur action show it once after once.
or maybe i am just too petty and wildful hur.
but who cares now.
fcuking godamnit.
disappointment once after once.
pain time after pain.
wad the fcuk man. __

anyway, GUYS! don be bothered abt tt passerby in my tag.
don give a damn abt it k. since she like to bark in my tag, so be it.
also not bad mah, gt ppl make noise in my tag. good.
don be like the childish little gal.
=D
meiping || 9:53 PM

Pouring of every little small tots to him makes me feel so much better.
same as dar, as the night falls, and the weather become rainy, my mood follow suit.
moody mood... sadness fills me... emptiness is my soul....
anyway, wont't be able to meet him for quite some day this month.
he will be have duty on this wed, fri and sat. free on a sun.
than next week he wil be sailing from monday till sat.. free on a sun too.
than the next next week he will be having quite a no. of duty...
the sames goes for next next next week when he have sailing again.
BIG BOOs!

whatever might happen in time to come, and just in case u do read my blog on and off.
just want tell u i am happy enough tt once in my fucking life u entered and showered me with love, care and concern.
baby, if the day come tt i have to leave u, promise me don't me sad.
don shed any tears. just smile from the bottom of ur heart.. just smile like nothing has happen.
just smile for me.... smile for the happy memorise tt belong to us only......
every sec spent with u is a extra happniess for me... =D

life is boring man! arghs! so fast sept le~!! damn! hate it. =x
hahas.
guys sucks!!!!!!!! =XxXxXx
i know this sound so irony. but it's a fact la. hahas.
they always know wad the girls dislike yet they still do it.
damn! and when we throw temper, they say it's our fault, we are too petty. WTH right!
but damn.. no more comments la. hahas.
meiping || 11:57 PM

Here once again to update my blog. =D
well, currently at anto's hus. it is 1am already.
anto is playing puzzel bubble with dawson beside him.
so i took this chance to blog. since i have been missing my update. like always ; lazy.
well, morning cabbed home. than rest awhile.
till i fell alseep on my cosy bed. woke up at 3pm.
suddenly remember tt i was supposed to buy lunch for anto.
so rushed thru, prep-ed and went to taobao food for him.
cabbed over to his hus. but who know he had eaten. =x
too hungry i guess, but at least he still finish everything. hahas. good~!
evening time went j8 for a movie "monster house"
don't think a child below the age of 7 is suitable for watching it. hahas.
but overall the show is rated 3 over 5 stars i guess.
after the show, walked around j8. bought a mug. XD
nice nice! like it lots. will leave the mug at anto's hus i guess. whahas.
supposed to get a couple de. but the blue color de only left one and the side is chipped.
so gotta wait till there is stock. well, too bad too sad. hahas.
bought some tibits and went back to anto's hus.
nua-ing time i guess. yawns~ meeting laopo tml morning..
meiping || 1:33 AM

SHAG*
Been feeling kinda of shag out these few days.
Even tot i have the full 8 hours of sleeping time. arghs!
Everytime go out slack or study with my shagness very irrating man.
Beside tt, i guess my stomach is having a flu. haha. =x
Been running to the toliet quite often. hahas.
But lucky it always happen when i am home =x
Anyway, went woodland today with laopo. got my hp sofeware updated.
waited for bloody whole four hours for it.
such a waste of my time and laopo's.
bought a handband and comb, the old one guess i threw it some where in my hus, but i have no idea where i threw it. =x
after collection of our hp, took mrt back to bishan.
reached home ard 9. early hur.

anto is back from sailing tonight i guess. =D
*cheers*

Hey, wonder if ever there some people reading my blog.
But nevermind la.
i got a song here. nice song, to recommend to u guys.
if u all want, find me in msn. i will send to u. =D

BY : No Secrets TITLE : I'll Remember You
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we
cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you


meiping || 10:21 PM

well. its 4am in the morning. and i guess most of u are snoring like a piggy.
yet i cant sleep at all! =[
bad habit hur. sighs. trying so hard to change already.
still fail. wth!
oh well, nvm.
yst met laopo at j8.
accompany her to buy her stuffs.
than head off for dinner.
after tt went back j8 to buy food for zai.
waited for 88. head over to tpy lor 8.
slacked. waited for anto to come.
had dinner. cabbed back to bishan.
anto cut his hair, went over to his hus.
10 plus cabbed home.

oh well. wad can i say.
treat me good. love me deep.
be faithful. be truthful.
trust me, understand me.
dote me, pamper me.
give me care, give me concern.
accept my flaws, like the way u love my goods.
hold on to me. coz if u let me go, i will never turn back.....
meiping || 4:10 AM

back to update my blog once again.
haven been feeding my blog with my boring life..
well, currently at anto's hus.
just woke up not long. yawns.
well, yst woke up prep-ed and off to meet anto at ksl.
supposed to meet yl. but she need to rush off for her work.
so didn. my poor gal. do cheer up ya. =D everything will be fine de.
so nua at anto's hus. than night time went out to meet alfie w his gf.
cabbed over to prata's hus. than cabbed back to bishan again.
went back to anto's hus. slp! couldnt really slp due to his snores! ~!#$%^&*()_+
woke up ard 5 plus. got his stuffs for him.
coz he need to return to camp for duty.
than i fell back to slp alone. woke up by his msg. than nua till nw.
later meeting laopo for lunch i guess.
she at zai's hus nw.

happy 3rd month ann darling. =D
another ann which is left uncelebrated.
we missed the 1st month. than we missed the second month. so as usual, we missed the 3rd month ann celebration. hahas. nice right. =x
first time sia. hmmm. wadever it is. =X

sometime i wonder and ponder.
i let my mind wander around thinking of other stuffs.
and well, sometime some stuff should just be kept in the heart.
like the old memories of happiness with other guys.
like the stuff the other gave.
well, i did. i kept all the stuffs in a box, taped it and threw inside my storeroom.
hoping tt i won't have to take it out again.
but maybe 10 or 20 yrs down the road i might take out and let the old memories flash thru.
sound kinda of sweet hur. hahas.
forgetthing is hard, letting go is easy.
the prettiest memories are kept well, at a small cornder of my heart.
and it will always have a place there..
they belong there. for now till forever......

the last time for me to blog about him out here i guess. after this, no more of him is to be said or asked.
after playing 4 long yrs of fate, i resign to it.
i once believe that we can change the fate of our own life. but after trying out for 4 yrs. maybe human aint tt strong yet? hmmm, or maybe I am not tt strong yet. hahas.
i am weak ya. i always is weak. hmm, in the 1st place did i say i am strong? hahas.
no idea. cant rem too. boo!
but the 4 yrs has been a great one. all the bitterness sweetness and sourness.
its something i can never really go thru in life if i haven meet till him.
i really thanks him for letting me grow up. let me know wad true frens is.
and tt, love never fade. if love can fade, its not love than.
tts the feeling tt fade. if u have feeling for tt guy, it doesn mean tt u truly love him.
u are just having a crush on him for tt short period of time. but if u truly love him,
no matter how long it is. the love will always be there. it cant be faded away just like tt.
for u will never be replace. someone whom was once so imt to me. someone whom i once willing to die for.
but everything isn't the same now. =D

for once i was close to death, it is enough.
don't get mistaken. i didn't do it for him.
ppl whom are close to me will know the real reason. i don care wad other ppl think.
they might think i cut myself for love. NO. love aint worth my blood.
but, i am glad at least, i now know who are the ones whom are really my true fren.
whom are the who will be willing to stay by me till the end of time.
and i know whom are the ones i can really rely on and count on. =]
u know who u r. =] love u guys. stay by me alright. i always need a shoulder to lend on.
and no worries i willl stay by u guys too. =D

well, i shall not say much already. cause i will never know wad will happen 10 yrs down the road.
so be it. at least i am still happy with my life now.
simple and normal. sweet and happy. =D

time can heal everything, but time can also deepen everything.

guys always forget but never forgive.
girls always forgive but never forget.

anyway, life has been the same for the. the same ppl, the some routie.
nothing special... boring life of mine.
*hungry* dear ate all the snacks yst already. nth left for me to munch on!
arghs. fat pig he is!
meiping || 12:55 PM

BOO!
i am STILL sick. arghs!
still having cough and flu. damn.
seems tt quite a no. of ppl around me is sick too hur.
hmmm.. get well soon everyone. =D
supposed to go woodland today to service my phone de.
but laopo say too tired so go other day!
~!#$%`-=/.,[]\';^&*()_+
end up went out to slack.
went j8 walked.
than makan.
than found one void deck and sat down.
cam whored again. =x
hmmm. sudden decision, went off to tpy.
got some photo washed.
bought a belt at 5 bucks. than home sweet home. =D

anto sailing off tml le. =S
miss him*
meiping || 12:01 AM

what a night i had man. =s
well, he had mood swing. which mean i am the one whom will kana it. =s
and i did. sighs.
after all that i had done, he is stil doubting me?
it is so saddening and disappointing man..............................
why else can i really do to let him trust me totally?
i realli have no idea le... damnit. =.[
as the tear began to flow, how i wish my blood could flow with it tgt as it..........
torn like the start, broken still in the end.

shag*
meiping || 12:14 PM

early post hur...
i am so damn bored now. =S
anto has got duty today. so he is back on ship.
and i am still sick. so didn go out. stayed at home the whole day.
worst thing was that, my tbvee spoilt. totally bore man. arghs.
tot of gg ikea. but, wash tt tot off. wanted to get a small table and some stuffs.
arghs. guess next time ba. bored la.

sighs.. sixth sense sucks.
well, antonio lim tengyao.
u better be faithful to me. don't do wrong thing behind my back.
cause if u ever do it, i will know when time comes.
be faithful or i will skin u alive.
sighs..

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up

*pms*
meiping || 4:13 PM

weets.. just change my blogskin.
its ugly. but bear with it ppl.
there will be newer and better skins. sorry.
in rush. so just put up with this skins 1st. and i just cant get the size right la.
fed-up with it. whatever it is. its late. so do it again next time.
COMMENTS PLEASE!

well, i am back from malaysia once again.
and my oral is coming near too.
less than a week. omg! and i am seriously sick.
down with coguh, sora throat and flu. fcuk!
why at this time, how am i gonna go for my oral man.
idiotic! =x
anyway, went over to stay at anto's hus.
thanks for taking care of me. =D muacks.
slack at anto's hus.
than evening time went out for dinner and he sent me home.
reached home bathed, took my medic.
msn for awhile. than ard 10, went out to look for dear again.
went home ard 1130.
anto tml got duty. so sad. =s
but nvm, take this day rest and pack my room than.

boring day....
meiping || 2:39 AM

alright i am back home.
woke up early just for him today. ard 9 going 10.
got prepared by 1215, and waited for almost an hours going 2 man. =S
nevermind about it.
met him at ksl and had my lunch.
than head over to his house and nua. ard 6 went out for dinner at 120.
headed back to his house. nua again.
till ard 9.
and this is where my anger was really tested man.
arghs! hate it hate it hate it la!
told him at 9 30 tt i need to leave already.
but he told me to stay longer to wait for alfie.
thus, i stayed, but! he fell alseep la.
and when i try to wake him up it took damn 20 god minutes to do so lo.
and i cabbed home. met up with kor for awhile.
poured my complains and stuffs to him, off i headed for home.

arghs! if u jolly well know u will fall asleep next time, just let me go home.
i don't like the feeling of keeping to need to ask u wake up to open the door for me.
and i don't like the feeling of leaving ur keys behind the door.
i don't like the feeling of waiting for cab ALONE!
i also don't like the feeling i am feeling now.

maybe i am just not a good girlfriend i guess.
maybe i am just not understanding towards ur tiredness ba.
maybe i am just unreasonable.
maybe i am just to wildful.
maybe i am just not good enough to be ur girlfriend.
maybe i am just the worst girlfriend u ever had.
maybe i am just lousy.
maybe i am just to pampered by my other boys tt i don't get used to how u treat me.
maybe i am just asking too much.

sighs.... but aftermaths, i am not saying tt u are not good.
not a good boyfriend or wad. i do love u, yes i do.
sighs.... for all the maybe just take it as rubbish.
but its okays, cause u never bother to read my blog anyway.

hey guys, will be gg back malaysia tml for a week. misses!
meiping || 11:53 PM

woke up around 2, and slacked infront of the comp till, my stomach start to goans.
went downstairs hunt for food, wash my stuffs.
than prep and off to bishan, j8.
went arcade to find anto, lance and alfie.
and just nua there till almost 8.
than off to partyworld.
due to my daddy, i went off 1st. at ard 10pm.
cabbed home. sians.

i have no ideas wad is running thru my mind nw.
can someone just hammer me so i can go blank?
meiping || 1:07 AM

weets. i am back in singapore already. since last friday afternoon.
took train back myself, anto and alfie came to fetch me. =D thanks dear.
nth much la.
boring life, O level is drawing near.
having my english oral on the 24th of aug. OMG!
anyway, guess, a couple of days ago, i slept over at anto's hus.
so managed to meet jeffrey and also ason.
ason...... someone whom i used to love so much. someone whom was so close to me before. but suddenly, he seems so distance from me.......
totally speechless.......
i don deny tt after seeing him, i started to let my tots run wild.
but so wad? its just a far and unreachable and untrue tot.
while, i know being with anto, will be something real and true.
i do love anto for who he is. and i don't wish to be turning rounds and rounds again. =D
antonio lim! i love u! trust me alright.

well, as for today, woke up real late alright. ard 3pm.
than went down to search for foods.
but there was nth! arghs. so end up with maggi mee.
aftermath, ard 5, fell asleep again. PIG! whahas.
supposed to meet ling for dinner de, bt her bf driving her to work, so cancel the meeting.
woke up ard 7, bath + prep and went out to meet laopo.
waited for the bloody 88 for abt 20 min, i almost tt 88 was out of service. =X
met laopo at the interchange, walk ard tpy.
than went back to bishan j8's seiyu.
bought our *stuffs* hahas. inside stuffs.
suddenly had the craving for baked chesse dumpling.
but by the time we went there, the shop is close already!
so went ksl. had satay. and alifie came.
cab home with laopo at 11.

i miss him. so sad, he wasn't able to book out today~
nvm, still gt tml.
meiping || 11:23 PM

alright, here to post a last post before i leave for malaysia. =]
anyway, blogging has been out of my life already i guess.
everyday i open this webbie, and yet i dono how to pen everything about my daily life down.
i dono wad happened, or wads the sudden changed tt made me feel this way.
bad hur! but i just don't bear to just throw this blog aside and let it rot.
after all, this blog been with me for more than 2 yrs i guess.
gt feeling de alright! =S
thus, i will try to blog more often.
this is my no. 489 post already! =]
hopefully i can make it to 1000 posts! whahas. =x
but its kinda of weird hur, been using it for 2 yr, yet i onli manage to post 400++ nia.
one yr 365 days lei, two yrs is 800++ days. this show tt i am lazy! =x
whahas. whatever it is la. i am gg crazy soon. pardon me.

well, was running a fever AGAIN la. damn it.
slept ard 6 this morning, and woke up ard 4 by my hungry stomach.
been moaning for food since 12. but was lazy to get out to cook stuffs.
so rot till 6, mummy, cooked some food, ate abit.
bath and went out to meet my dearest laopo at j8.
bought some sweets and chocolate for my baobei.
than head off for dinner at some shop at bishan.
went back interchange and took bus over to my hus area.
sat at the same void deck we went yst. and laopo started to cam whore.
hahas. =p
lets see when i am free and bored, share edit and post all the ugly pic here.
whahas! watch out laopo~! gee.

anyway, i will gg malaysia in the morning tml ard 7? omg, so early. arghs.
will be back ard next week or so? it all depends on me la.
gonna miss everyone~!!! my laopo! wait for me to come back alright~
ling also! hahas.
not forgetting my kors and mei. =D
last but not least anto. i will miss ya badly too.
muacks.
meiping || 11:31 PM

sucky week for me man.
arghs. the cough is getting more and more serious.
and for goodness i was running a high fever or 38.6D yst night.
took some medic and went to slp.
oh well, yst went over to yl's hus.
they order KFC. omg! with my cough like tt, no wonder i got fever last night. =S
anyway, went off ard 6. took bus over to zai's hus.
talked awhile with him, and he drove me home.
than just rot infront of my comp till i realise tt i was having a fever.

bored.

feeling weak and lousy this week man! =[
sigh. the news of him came by just not the right week man.
the news of him brought back memorise; sad and happy one.
whatever it is man. sighs.

i miss u anto... badly.....
meiping || 5:27 PM

i am here trying to post a entry before gg out. boring day. woke up ard 11, and saw 5 msg. i was wth. -.-! 3 from anto, 1 from laopo another from er jie. so sweet to hab saw his msg. laopo not working. so meeting her lata. but my idiotic fosther mum is in the toilet! i cant bath or prep man. damn it! think she is stuck in the bowl la. ars. =x been coughing alot lately. wonder this time who did i get the cough from? damn. i hate it when i starts to cough. it nv stops man. anyway, anto went sailing already. and will onli be back on this sat. but by this sat i am already not in sg le. wth. -.-! wad so ever it is man. i don't deny tt there will be a black mark in our r/s after the last tiff. it will be far deeper encraved than the tiff over maple or wadsoever. sighs. i just wish i had not saw those msg. =[ if i didn see it, nth will happened. i wun be feeling this way, and so he wun feel bad too. but damn. i hate it la. sighs...
i just hate this kind of feeling. so insecured.
its not tt i am comparing man. but it was the basic. just the basic stuff and he didnt do it.
wad else can i say.......................
and i aint having a good mood here with my cough making it worst.
meiping || 4:22 PM

i am back home. went to meet ling for dinner.
didn hab my meal since yst dinner till ard 9 jus nw?
boo! didn manage to finish my noodless anyway.
waste of money. damn.
waited for ling's fren to pick her up.
than waited alone for anto to come.
during the period of time i tot alot.
i don deny tt i wasn't bother or hurt by those tiny thing.
its beyond my control ya. it realli is. sighs.
anto came. talked, teared and home.
and i aint still feeling very good about it. sigh.
why after it, it all seems to be my fault?
tt i hab to be the one whom say sorry?
wasn't i should be the one being hurt?
dont i hab a past to think and haunt too? sighs.
u can never understand all the stuffs tt are flashing thru my mind now.
just hope u do love me wholeheartly without anyone beside me.
just hope there will be no such thing already.
sighs. wad a day for me.....
as i teared myself to bed once again.......................
meiping || 12:57 AM

i am back home now.
has been spending my past few day with anto.
staying over at his hus. accompanying him.
aint feeling very good right now.
and due to this, my mind cant function at all.
so i hab not much memories of wad happened the past few days.
the aint feeling very good cant be pen down by these thousand words.
i am lost for words for this post at this every moment.
maybe i was too busybody...
maybe i was just to foolish...
i really have no idea man.....
sighs....
and my gastirc pain is acting up once again.
haven taken any solid food today.
just water and sweet~ omg!
hw did i manage to go thru it just now man..
i am strong? hahas. yes i am!
meiping || 7:56 PM

haven been updating for a couple of days already.
and well, as u know, i am always having STM, so shall not blog much.
just some details here and there.

thursday-
went out to study with laopo.
went tpy lorong 8 to meet her and zai for lunch first.
than went mac to study. but didn manage to study.
all thanks to laopo's sudden urge to cycle.
so took a cab to my hus. put our stuffs at my hus.
took my bike and off we went to dear's hus. intend to borrow his bike for laopo.
but who knows laopo find it too big!
so took a cab with my bike back to her hus. -.-
than cycled all the way to tpy. omfg!
can kill alright.
my leg just went JELLY!
evening time cycled back home.
met up with dear. tts my day.

friday.
went to meet laopo again. went amk for a munch.
laopo intend to cut her hair, in the end also never cut.
so went back laopo's hus coz there was a resume to send.
after tt evening time went j8 to meet laopo's friend- kelvin.
went NTUC to help laopo's mum get the stuffs she need for steamboat.
had steamboat at laopo's hus.
night time 10 plus took cabby over to dear's hus.
than ton......

saturday.....
woke up and home i went. took a nap at home and i went out again at 4 to meet dear.
went for lunch. after tt head back to dear's hus.
slack and nua the day.
night time out for supper at ksl.
than sweet dreamys.

sunday...
woke up in the morning.
but nua with dear in bed till 1.
woke up. nua again. had lunch.
than mapled. and i went home ard evening time.
had dinner and off i go into mapling again.
bored~

gonna miss dear like crazy.
3rd week of this selection already!
which is the toughest of all.
hope he can make it thru safe and sound........
*pray*
meiping || 12:58 AM

missed blogging yst.
all thanks to my mum.. -.-!!
woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, like 3am?
all just to see wad i was doing man.
so she nagged me all the way till i finally off my comp and head for bed.
long winded man! good lungs she have i guess.. lols.
but couldn't really sleep. so toss and turn till 4 plus.
and i finally slept.

woke up ard 12 today. slack infront of my comppy for awhile.
chatted with laopo on msn. and she was feeling damn lousy.
so i changed, packed my lunch and took a cabby over to her house.
kept her company till about 7. left her house and went over to old bishan to find dear.
i drop at the wrong stop. but i tot i was right man! arghs.
and due to this dear kept calling me 'toot'! damne it!
whatever it is la.
as usual nors. nua at dear's hus till 930.
headed for hm, went prime market before heading home.
saw shuhui(lee). what a coincidence. hahas.

my future is at sake.
i gotta buck up and study. been 'fooling' around with GCE 'O' level since last yr.
really want shake it off man!

i know all my doing had hurt daddy.
i am sorry.
but please understand wad i am gg thru before u blow ur head off before me.
its unfair to me alright.

written in our hearts, sealed with our kiss.
- the vows -
meiping || 12:38 AM

shag~
and my butt hurts~ arghs. blog abt it lata.
friday.
met up with laopo, supposed to go for interview at woodland de. but i guess both of us of kinda of late.
hence just had lunched at the big s-11.
went popular coz laopo wanted to get her stuff.
than my turn to get my stuffs.
after tt went back bishan to slack.
managed to rush finish the bottle of stars for dear. =D
laopo jiayou k! i'm sure u can do it too. lols.
dear came ard 7. than laopo went off.
had dinner, than went over to dear's hus.
nua and slp.

saturday.
woke up ard 9 and nua till 10.
took cabby home. took a nap at home and went over to dear's hus at 4 again.
went over with his family for dinner. than headed back home.
ard midnight went over to meet dear's god bro and god sis.
aftermath went back to dear's hus again.
watched tvbee and slp again.....

sunday.
supposed to woke up at 9 to go home de.
but overslept, due to the weather. its raining~
so nice to sleep. hahas.
slept till almost 12. went home bathed and changed.
than waited for dear to come over to my hus area.
took my bicycle to old bishan to repair. thanks dear for coming all the way to push my bike there. =D
aftermath went back to dear's hus.
than cycle out to pay his bill and hab my breakfast and lunch.
cycle back to dear's hus. nua at his hus again.
than pei dear repair his bicycle too.
evening time cycle out to help dear's mum to buy stuff for dinner.
had dinner at dear's hus. 8 plus leave for home.
cycle all the way back from his hus alone....
shag! my butt hurts alot due to cycling and dear la! arghs~!
got blueblacks on my arms too. damn! its so ugly can!

well, time really pass sooo fast..
so fast its already sunday.
parted with dear......
hope everything goes smooth for his selection~!
meeting yl tml.

*shag*
meiping || 11:34 PM

back home once again.
oh well, supposed to meet laopo today.
but we didn set a time. so i didn noe wat time to wake up.
sleep all the way thru 3.
woke up and stone infront of my comp till 430.
went to prep-ed. took bus down to ksl to meet yl and co.
7 plus ks and yanfen left, leaving me and yl.
chatted with the uncle for awhile den dear came.
dear booked out today. tot he wun be booking out de.
idiotic him~ waste money. =X
should give me the money for cab mahs~ book out for 1 hr also song. =x
lols.
anyway, dear came over ksl to find us.
had a bite and accompany dear back home to change and bath.
den took cabby home. wanted to meet jo, but some prob. so didn.
the moment i reach home my foster parents was quarreling.
hence went out for some fresh air.
met zai for coffee~
came home ard 11 plus. and help dear train his maple for awhile.
hopefully dear is able to book out tml man! miss u dear~
meiping || 12:22 AM

home early today. =D
woke up early today. ard 11.
prep-ed and went amk to meet laopo. had lunch den walked to amk mrt station.
filled in some forms and off we back to my hus area.
coz i need to get some stuffs.
bought the stuff and we hunt almost the new bishan for a void deck to sit la.
took us more than 20 mins to reali find a place to settle down.
in between i went home to take some stuffs.
hmmm. slack at e void deck and do our stuffs till ard 6 when dear msg me.
so send laopo off, went home put down my stuff and took bus over to bishan interchange.
waited for dear. walked to his hus.
accompany him for awhile and as usual ard 945 prep and leave for him.
today his dad drove me home again. thanks! =D
bought my dinner and head home. damn.
this yr's june and july dont seems to be a good period for our grp.
kept falling sick for no reason man.
and i hab this stuipd feeling that a fever is coming again..
is AGAIN can~ arghs.
whatever it is.

tml will be a tough day for dear during this sign on.
sigh. hope things goes well for him.
and dear wun be booking out tml i guess.
well, free day~~ got my stuff to rush now.
update tml. misses.
meiping || 11:03 PM

as for today...
woke up ard 1. and slacked infront of my comp for hours due to the prob my hp is giving me. idiot man! arghs.
supposed to mit laopo at 2 de, but in the drag till 3.
mit at amk, had lunch. den bought some stuff and went over to bishan to find yl.
toked.
lance came over for awhile, den yl went hm.
while i head to j8 with laopo as she wan get some stuff.
mit up with dear.
laopo went home. than head over to funland to look for lance.
went coffee shop and sit for awhile. after tt went back to dear's hus.
accompanied him for awhile, ard 945, his dad drove me to ksl to mit yl.
talked for awhile and home sweet home.
but on e way saw lance again, hence he accompanied me to wait for bus.
went home, cooked my dinner.

was so heart pain to see dear so shag... =s

*bless*
meiping || 11:52 PM

Monday~ Monday blues.............
supposed to meet yl and co at bishan mrt at 1130.
but was too shag, so i gave a miss to the interview.
sorry dude.
i slept till 2, and rot on my bed till 4.
was lazy to go town with bird too. so just rot my afternoon away.
tot that i will not be going out today and just stay at hm and be a good gal.
but who knows tt dear is able to book out. =D
so hurry and prep-ed. bought bubble teas and took cabby over to his hus.
accompanied him for a short nap.
ard 10, woke dear up, prep-ed coz he hab to report back camp at 2300 hour.
so on the way his dad drove me home 1st. *thanks*
damn idiot with the car plate no. 1701!
its zebra crossing cant u see~!? u this blind man!
he almost ran into me can! and i was like wth. he stil can smile at me and drive off.
damn him nors! arghs. didn manage to rem the whole no. plate if not i gonna report u to the police! =x
don let me catch u doing this again! idiotic guy. yucks. =x
anyway, went prime market and bought some stuff, went home and cooked my dinner.

seeing him so shag, really pains my heart..
i wonder and i ponder...
which road am i taking this time round.....
well, let natural takes it course. at least i am happy now with him by my side.....
meiping || 11:41 PM

back home finally.
as usual toning night now and than.
yst mit dear 1 plus, its like i been home for less than 5 hours and i am out already.
haha.
had lunch at ksl with anto. than head over to yl's hus.
ah toot's fren drove us to blk 140++
slacked awhile, yl came also. eh. late afternoon like tt, yl rush to malaysia to pei stella.
so i went back anto's hus. than evening time went tan tock seng hosp with anto's family to visit his granny.
after tt went for dinner. head back anto's hus. prep-ed and went down cuppage to meet lance.
the guys dota for almost 2 hr can. and i just sat there like a wooden block~ arghs. hahas.
nvm. forget it. than last min decision, went down to MU.
left 3 plus. england and braz lost man! wth!!! WC is so shitty this yr can.
whatever it is.
went back anto's hus again. slept.
11 plus went sakae with his family. than anto went hunting for his sport shoe.
after tt, his dad drove us to beach road, army market there.
dear did his shopping there for his sign on stuff. than went back to his hus once again.
dear packed his stuff for tml sign on. had a bite at his hus too. his mum did the cooking.
after tt his dad drove us back to beach road once again to collect his No. 4. coz he sent it for sewing.
went back bishan, dear went for a hair cut and took photo for his sign on.
8 plus reaching 9, went home alone. didn want to trouble dear too much also. rather let him rest more. =D

dear gg for his sign on tml already. its not cfm if he is able to book out anot.
if he is unable to book out, it means tt i wun be meeting him for like 3 whole weeks? hahas.
no idea yet. and after his sign on, if he manage to pass, he wil be out on 21th of july.
but bad nice is tt 24th of july he is gonna go for a 7 day sailling? omg!
sigh. real worried for dear. really hope he can stay in focus thru out the selection, be it physcially or mentally. wasnt tt worried in the 1st place. but after chatting with his old officer, i was real worried.... hope everything go smoothing for dear.
dear! if manage to sign on we go celebrate k! hee.. hopefully la k.
meiping || 10:09 PM

i'm back from malaysia.
short week for me right. tot of staying for 3 to 4 weeks.
but made the trip short and came back sg to accompany anto; coz he is gg for selection on the 3rd of july. i am good. whahas. =x
okay la. came back on wed. anto came to fetch me.
head over to his hus. than out to mit yl again.
slack at bishan mac. den night time some stuff happened la.
well, whatever it is la.
than went over to anto's hus. den went out again to meet anto's fren.
slacked, than yl joined us. 6 plus in e morning yl went home.
and we head back to anto's hus. slp......
and i cant reali rem wat happened for the pass few days la.
i guess is just ton and ton and ton? if not is just slack and slack and slack.
coz anto took leave, so accompanied him these few days.

well, just came home from anto's hus.
as usual, ton last night.
yawns... gonna rest for awhile before meeting anto and yl lata le. =D
misses ppl~~~
meiping || 11:29 AM

yea. back home real early today. =D
i am good right. i am a good gal.
whahas.
anyway, woke up ard 3.
prep-ed and off i went to chinatown alone. =]
pass my dig cam to my cousin, than took mrt all e way back to bishan.
went j8 and bought some sweets for my baobei. =D
going back malaysia tml already. yea!
whahas. hmm. was planning a suprise for anto. =x
gee..
let see how things goes la. hahas.
hope my plan can be carried out smoothly.
well, miss u ppl.
=D
gonna miss everyone!
especially my laopo, baobei and kors!
not forgetting my darling anto. =D
anyway, ppl! if u hab any imt stuff cor me on my hi card no.
gt roamming for tt no. , but! don cor for fun k! =D
meiping || 9:43 PM

=]
nice weather man.
it rain-ed for almost the whole afternoon making it so comfty to slp.
woke up ard 11. but slack in my bed till 4. =x
hahas.
was sms-ing and phon-ing with anto.
than prep-ed and off i went to meet anto for dinner.
he came over to my hus area for dinner.
than took cabby over to his hus.
slacked. took bus home ard 1030.
anto got duty tml~ =/
and i leaving on thur for malaysia. =s
so which onli can mit him onli when i am back from malaysia.
well well well, this is it la.
whatever it is. i am bored now. hahas.
meiping || 12:01 AM

8backed home. =D
well, woke up damn early today, like 8.30 by anto's cor.
so drag myself out bed, prep-ed and off i went.
mit anto at kimsanleng.
had breakfast, than arcade than off to anto's hus.
hmm. what a day lo! i dono whats wrong alrigh!
something special today la. hahas.
but its top mimi lai de. whahas. =x
am i dreaming? wat i'm doing man. lols.
anyway, slack at anto's hus till 8. went out for a walk and he sent me home.
big boo! unable to mit laopo this few days.
gt so much to share with her. hahas.
somemore i gonna be leaving sg for a couple of weeks.
and she is tied down by her work. hence, the time clashes!
nvm!
meiping || 12:55 AM

8backed home. =D
well, woke up damn early today, like 8.30 by anto's cor.
so drag myself out bed, prep-ed and off i went.
mit anto at kimsanleng.
had breakfast, than arcade than off to anto's hus.
hmm. what a day lo! i dono whats wrong alrigh!
something special today la. hahas.
but its top mimi lai de. whahas. =x
am i dreaming? wat i'm doing man. lols.
anyway, slack at anto's hus till 8. went out for a walk and he sent me home.
big boo! unable to mit laopo this few days.
gt so much to share with her. hahas.
somemore i gonna be leaving sg for a couple of weeks.
and she is tied down by her work. hence, the time clashes!
nvm!
meiping || 12:55 AM

yawns. 1stly happy bday to myself, lionel, junwei and joseph! =D
anyway, yst woke up ard 3. went online. slacked.
than prep-ed and went to mit yl, joan and leo.
went j8. bought the presents for lionel and junwei.
bought something for joan and ling too.
than took cabby down to dte for lionel's chalet.
just sat there and craps ard.
thanks for the present ppls! =D
love it alot. +D
anyway, anto came ard 10. than sat there till 1.
took cabby back to bishan mac and pei ling wait for kelvin to knock off.
ard 3 ling went rounding with kelvin while i head over to anto's hus.
slp.....
than went home ard noon time today.
back home now.. trying to settle my phone now!
arghs. driving me mad man!
damn it! okays.
i'm late. suppose to meet anto now de.
but i'm still home blogging and settling my phone.
sorrie dear~ =x
meiping || 6:22 PM

back to feed my blog.
its craving for post. whaha. =x i noe i am mad la.
weet u weets~!
an hour more to my 18th bday! arghs. so fast so old already. wth!
nvm abt it.
oh well, supposed to meet laopo, but due to her sickness cancel e date with her.
than supposed to meet james for movie, but due to my menses cramps, i gave it a miss.
well sorrie. the cramp is like hell for me can! arghs~!
anyway, sms-ed ling. told her to meet at 3. but she felt aslp la. idiot. =x
so, intend to stay at home and wait for zai to wake up. but who noe he is stil slping.
arghs! bad day. =x
anyway, in the end still meet up with ling.
went j8. bought my phone. nokia 3250. =D
happy happy~~ lols. *claps*
than went 77th street and bought my playboy necklaces.
head over to arcade for a couple of games.
ling went home and i went to buy my slipper alone. =s
went home and changed. went to meet ada, zai, kovan, alan and jiewei.
celebrated my bday with them today.
everything was on kor's bill. =x
had dinner. crapped ard.
recieve 500bucks from zai from scoccer bet. =x and it was spent already.
on the phone la.
than, kovan got me 2 set of 1ooo piece puzzle with fame.
ada got me chip and dale soft toy.
alan gt me 3 pair of stuipd looking ear-ing. =x bt nvm. guys are guys.
jiewei gt me a zippo. best buddie man. =D
thanks for all the present dudes.. =D
meiping || 10:37 PM

back home. sorrie for e late update. was hook onto maple.
lols. did something bad la. =x bt nvm i love it. whahas!
oh well, missed my appointment at sgh today.
over slept. =x well. changed e appointment to july. =s
wth.
nvm. slacked infront of the tvbee till 5. than comp till 7.
prep-ed and head over to chinatown to look for sis.
waited for her to knock off.
gt a free trim and alsy layered my hair. feel so much beta with layered hair.
lols.
went off to eat kolo mee. damn ex man. 20 over bucks.
lucky sis treat me. hahas.
anyway, chit chatted with her. i love her man! MUACKS!
always so understanding. no age gap. =D
reached hm ard 11 reaching 12.
got my dig cam backed too! yeah~~ its like finally man.
2 more days man~! miss anto.......
meiping || 1:06 AM

backed home now.
i was gd! didn go out yst for the whole day k. i am good right.
whahas.
anyway, during dawn time went out to meet zai.
poor kor. feeling down~ well, don be too bother by those stuff bro! rem world cup is here!
win more money k~!!!
anyway, came hm ard 4 am and phoned with anto till 6.
off i head to dreamland after that. anto is sailing already.. misses~!!! =S
well, woke up due to my hungry-ness! woke up ard 4.
tot of staying at home for the day again de.
but in the end stil went out. mit up with james and ah fu at interchange mac.
took cabby down. head over to kim san leng for lunch cum dinner.
than went back to interchange mac to wait for yl.
slack till ard 10. went home........ bored man~!
anyway, was so blured tt i drop at e wrong stop la.
coz i was suppose to drop off at e prime der to buy some stuffs.
but i forgot abt it! arghs. so had to walk all the way from my hus back to prime there.
bought my stuff and off i head for home.
3 more days to my bday~! and i am finally 18! whahas.

missing dear lots lots.
meiping || 11:50 PM

here to blog tgt with my new blogskin.
so how is it? arghs. the html codes is driving me nuts can.
i tried and tried and tried for like tons of time? and i finally get this.
big bOO! well. forget abt it.
just stick with this blogskin for the time being.
at least i did everything myself can! =D
boring day. stay stucked at home the whole day.
anyway, was kind of sleepy too. was on phone with anto till e morning light shines.
anto is having duty today and 13th of june he is gg sailing already~
he is coming back onli on 16th of june. nice date hur!
just nice to celebrate my bday.
anyway, was wondering how laopo is now man. =s

let me set aside the memorises i once had with u....
let the new set of memorises fill me up....
ason will be the past. just the past..............................
26o5o6
meiping || 10:12 PM

back to blog.
well, ppl was complaining that i haven been blogging for like weeks?
well. having STM. so pardon me.
anyway, i cant rem wat i did the past few days la.
so that is it la.
at anto's hus now. so take this chance to blog.
i am bore!
he has been playing maple for like HOURS?
gosh!
anyway, woke up very early today.
met up with laopo and anto at interchange mac.
had breakfast. its like finally man!
than head over to the arcade.
went off ard 12.
and ever since than slacking at anto hus nor~ =S
meiping || 6:53 PM

was having stm this few days.
kept forgotting to blog. =x
arghs! nvm.
i cant reali rem what i did for the past few days.
anyway, i was good.
didn go out today!
no la. actually suppose to meet bird for a shopping spread.
but she had something on. so had to cancel it. =s
and i rotted at home the whole day can!
was wondering how i manage to pass my day man. lols.
oh well. got to wake up early tml. =D
meeting my laopo and dear tml.

*26o5o6*
meiping || 12:11 AM

haven been updating for days right?
oh well, due to my sickness la.
was having high fever for the past few days man!
down with soar throat too. =[
sad man. its like omg nor!
cant smoke, eat OR drink can!
wat a luck. *may lord bless me to get well soon* =D
lazy to update abt last few days la.
anyway, today went out to meet pris, jocelyn and mq at bishan interchange mac.
than went off to tpy. wth! wanted to reg for tuition!
but the tuition center was close. BOO!
suppose to meet lance. bt arghs! dulan la. he was slping.
so well! don meet beta la! damn.
went tpy interchange to meet laopo.
than pei her go tpy 6oo.
watched her friend pooled.
went off ard 6 to bishan. slack at coffeebean.
waited for anto and yl to come.
followed by joan. went off to 120 there to makan.
went arcade for awhile, than pei anto back to back his stuff.
went bishan park for awhile. coz i need to go home early.
so james sent me home instead. well, thanks james.

i dono if u will be able to read this la james.
but i want to thanks you for everything u had done for me.
=]
thanks for all ur care and concern! i hope u will be able to find a beta gal than me.
and well, to anto my dear.
thanks for everything u had done. =]
being with u is happy. hope u wun misuse the trust u had from me. =]
misses~!
meiping || 11:48 PM

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