Alright. im finally back. =]
thank god.
went mia for almost 3 weeks.
actually was in malaysia la.
i was stucked there.
went there on the 13th of dec. supposed to be back on the 19th of dec.
but didn managed to do so, due to the flood.
those who read the newspaper or watch tv news should know about the big flood in malaysia.
my family was one of the thousand n millions ppl who were affected by the flood.
anyway some pictures i took during the flood.

pictures of the water lvl, after the flood subsided.
the yellowish color above the red paint is the water lvl.




some pictures of the flood before and after.

















although i am born in malaysia. but this the first time i encounted a flood.
somemore is one of the most serious flood in malaysia after 30 yrs.
is pretty sad man. sum of the city are totally or half covered by water/
can u image it out? its really scary. i was glad granny hus was consided high build.
but yet, it still cant escape the flood. lucky enough for us, by the time the water reached our hus, it was ard knee cap level.
oh btw my bro n jiefu caught a cobra. lols.


pretty sad tt i missed 2oo6's xmas n new yr countdown.
and real sry to darl, missed her bday! =s
so sry!
blog tml. pictures of my baobei wil be updated. enough pictures for today.
misses!
meiping || 1:08 AM

currently backed home.
i slept an hour or so only.
woke up by anto's cor ard 9am+
got the new of his 2nd sister in a accident.
lucky its not those super serious de. hope she recover soon. =D
supposed to meet darl today. but i cancel it! whahas. =x
coz i just remember tt i wont have enough time to buy her bday present by the time i am back from malaysia.
anyway, went over to anto's hus to nua.
around 3pm headed over to j8.
bought a super big brown teddy bear for darl's birthday. haha.
she like a small gal wor~~ =x
aftermath she collected her gift, she went to take neoprint with ken.
while anto n me went for a fag. met up again.
than we parted again.
wanted to meet for dinner.
but anto ................
so never meet. went home ard 8.15pm.
bought some stuff to bring back to malaysia.
i going back malaysia tml morning. =D
well rush back before kaisi birthday, as promised! =D
thats all i guess.
ciaos!
meiping || 9:02 PM

arghs i gt fed up with the spacing man. so pardon me for the spacing between the pic. i know its messy! super messy. but tell u all one thing. i dont have the mood to do it already. arghs!
not updating much about words.
just plain pictures.

random pictures.

ling's de new puppy, kopi













i just found this pictures cute. hen hen getting a new hair cut.














at void deck.



















at the void deck. a few day before genting trip.



























this baby here is fat! =D super chubby can! haha. my cousin 2nd child.

Genting Trip's Photos.


Highland Hotel













xmas tree!





















































meiping || 10:34 PM

fcuking idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~
i swear i blog a whole lot chuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fcuk!
everything just gone after i came back from a fag! damn it.
i hardly blog de lo! yet this kind of shit still happeneds to me. fcuk it.
meiping || 11:58 AM

alright, i am back to update this dusty blog of mine.
my last post like 13th of oct i guess.
so well, i don't have much to blog about anyway.
couple of ppl tot i am die or playing MIA.
but no la. i didn't. so no worries.
just tt, every single night i DID open this post page.
but my mind is blank.
totally blank. i have no idea wad i want to blog about and pin it down.
so well, every night i just close the window without updating any post.

things are pretty much the same.
only thing tt my O level is coming, next Monday.
BOOs!
i am sure i will fail.
i am sure, super duper sure about it.
i just dono wad i am doing man.
just give me a tight slap and wake me up. ha!
and i am still with anto. thats all.

today went out to meet laopo first.
went j8, hoping that the pasa malam was open.
but nope, its still close. -.-!
so we bought water and snack and head over to yl's hus void deck.
and the most funny thing was that, both ks and my $ add up to onli less than 5 bucks!
i am POOR! hahah.
played ard with ling's dog ; kopi! nice name right. haha.
around 5 plus, anto came. sat for awhile.
than cabbed over to thosom plaza with anto and ks for Pizza Hut.
anto's treat. =D
had a filling dinner there! 3 person and we ordered a LARGE pizza and 2 side orders.
godness! and we sort of manage to finish it.
aftermath, walked over to prata house' busstop.
took 41o over to anto's hus.
than slack. cabbed hm ard 1opm.
home bitter home. =D
meiping || 10:38 PM

missed blogging yst..
anyway, yst woke up ard noon.
prep-ed and met amy mummy first. =D *misses*
than cabbed down to amk to look for sharon n erika.
had my lunch at s-11.
sharon went to tirm her browns.
arcade aftermath.
went off ard 4 to look for ks at tpy.
slacked + dinnered.
home sweet home.

as for today... woke up ard my usual time.
prep-ed and met anto.
went over to his hus. nua-ed.
5 plus cabbed down to woodland checkpoint.
went over jb ; city square to meet er jie and jie fu.
chilled at coffeebean. spent a total of 50 bucks! just chilling man. RM la. nt sg $$. hahas.
walked ard city sqaure, than back in sg.
went hm put my stuffs, than went out again.
met anto. today his mummy birthday.
rush over to cut cake. =D *happy birthday*
cabbed back to blk 120 to hab my lunch with tt notti boi dawson. hahas.
aftermath home sweet home. =D

微笑的背后是你=所看不见的泪水。。
meiping || 12:49 AM

i am back from malaysia.
went back on a last min decision.
granny wasn't feeling too well. and well, i just miss my family..
supposed to go back on wed, cherry supposed to drive me back.
but her mom met with a mishap. so she rush back without me. =[
so thur morning took a train back myself.
sis came to fetch me.
and here i am back in sg in a flash.
i bet some ppl didnt even know tt i went back malaysia hur.

but who cares, they don even bother abt my life. ha!
wad are friends for. this show it all.
only the true one will stay by u thru thick and thin..
those who used to call themself bestie or buddy to u will soon fade away as time goes by. =]
so in the end, those who was still standing by u are one the whom really means their words.
or maybe, time changes everything.. the once so close so happy friend....
will soon become a stranger i guess...
and after a few yr, they change, and than when they meet up, they find tt they no longer click anymore. ha! harsh fact of life.

anyway, took a 1150 train back to sg.
danny was nearby woodland when he called me on my cell. so being a good friend.
he came over to woodland check point to fetch me.
but he is only 1/2 good. coz he only sent me to tpy! bishan is so near can.
damn. =x
wadever la.
cabbed home. and here i am rotting. =s
meiping || 9:23 PM

alright. was feeling damn bad this morning! arghs. hate this feeling.
spoilt the day. supposed to go for interviews! but due to it, it was cancel.
sorry laopo! =S
supposed to meet at 9. but end up meeting at almost going 2pm. -.-!
had lunch at yoshi.
than walked ard j8 looking for present.
but found none. so instead we head over to tpy.
ks want buy cloths. so hang ard this fashion for a darn long time.
aftermath walk ard tpy.
took 88 back to bishan.
slacked at my hus void deck.
ard 8pm, walked over to the playground behind my blk.
and both me and laopo started our rubbish stuffs la. hahas. =x
not rubbish la. just kiddy.
play with lai zhu. =D

this the result. we used the wax and make shapes. <3
nice nice! i like the reds one. these are mine. laopo one didn't manage to take a pic of it.








this was the necklaces tt i was toking about. weets!

meiping || 12:57 AM

i am feeling fcuking unwell. =s

woke up ard 1045 today.
prep-ed and went out to meet laopo.
went j8, had kfc for lunch, went bits and pieces to buy some stuffs.
head over coffeebean to study.
ard 6 plus anto came to find us.
than laopo left for home.
while we went j8 to walk, with my heavy bag. -.-!!
wad so nice to walk at j8? been walking for 13yrs already!
somemore bag so heavy! well, saw xf n co.
she withdraw money and return sharon n me.
than contuine to walk around j8.
6 plus went over to the new open s-11.
anto had his dinner. aftermath accompany him to have a haircut.
head over to his hus.
wasn't in a good mood. and i guess dawson suffered. =s
sorry. =s
anto fell asleep as usual la. so i went home.
but halfway i found out tt my jacket at his hus.
so called him.
was feeling real bad.. =s for no reason.
he brought my jacket down.
cabbed home. dead*
giddy spells~~

如果有一天你走进我的心里，你一定会哭泣...
因为里面装满了你的点点滴滴...
如果有一天我走进你的心里，我也一定会哭泣...
因为在那里我找不到我的身影....

忘不了与你走过的那一段路....

everything is changing.. thus, the same goes for human..
like wad i always fears, it always come true..
once i fear and pray tt my distance with my siaoster will not fade..
but as time goes by, the distance is getting bigger..
i guess we no longer understand each other like last time already.
due to laziness and studys.. we stop hanging out...
and slowly, the happy time tgt shall be forsake...
not even siaoster... even my brothers and sister...
the same goes for it i guess....
suddenly, the sadness just invade me... =s
like always. l0st-in-sadness =D

i used to believe that lords has his plan for us.
but after wad kor said, it made sense...
maybe human are just too lazy to think for themselves, hence they always use "lords plan" as an excuse..
meiping || 2:30 AM

backed home now. missed blog for a couple of days.
well, spent my last few days with my boy.
rotting at his hus. all i do was to sleep, eat, watch him play game tts all.
friday night quarrel.
sat night i cried.
sunday night i am home.
song bo!
when in the earth can u find a bf tt will play game from 11am to 7pm?!
and than all u can do is just watch him play?
fcuk up right. well, at least to me la.
fcuking pissed off la. damn!
what so ever la. godamnit.
supposed to go to karen's bbq at amk. but everything was spoilt. fcukit!
well, was damn sorry tt i cause laopo to worry so much and also made her quarrel with zai.. =[
glad tt made thing up already. so sorry! =S
sat went to the temple near my old sch there with anto, dawson and his dad.
aftermath head over to my hus area kpt to eat.
i went hm while anto and co went back to their home.
head over to anto hus later in the noon time.
and the same stuff. watch him play game.
today also same stuffs. watch him play game. damn. =S

anyway, daddy found my necklaces back. =D
happy happy~ been looking for this necklaces since long long ago..
but i guess i misplaced it. i gave up hope on finding back already.
but but, daddy found it somewhere at home. =D
so glad about it. it is so precious to me..
a necklaces that meant a lot to me...... hell lots...
i am glad it is back by myside.... a gift from someone special.....
i swear i gonna treasure it hell lots. =D
cheers!

Deep in my heart,
I'm suffering,
knowingthat I've lost you.
On the outside,
I'm living,
pretending that I've forgotten you..

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is,
no one really hears it,
except you....

as i reflect...i felt the pain once again...

meiping || 12:50 AM

Pros and Cons~!
i going back to PEIRCE secondary school for my GCE 'O' level science practical.
arghs.
Pros- i know the school well, in fact upside down.
- i know that the lab stuffs are in bad condition.
- i know the teachers.
- no need for me to wake up early too.
Cons- Got to see those bunch of people again.
- lab sucks and stinks!

arghs. wth! i am the last shift anyway. anyone else gg back peirce for their sci pract???

anyway, was out with ks today.
she cabbed over to my hus area, hit to kpt for lunch.
than went over prime area to buy milk tea. nice nice. =D
aftermath slack at the usual void deck under blk 284.
saw my parents too.
chilled all the way. than ard 730pm, went off to supermarket to buy my shampoo.
bought mooncake too.
than went back to kpt, coz laopo want to buy cute chicken(ke ai ji). hahas.
aftermath i finally got news from anto. XD happy happy~
send ks to busstop, waited for her bus.
than went straight home.
phone with anto, and also uploaded some new loops into my picture area.
but sucky la. something is wrong, so there is some prob.
load half up gif up. will try again tml.
click on the loop for more and bigger pictures.

ks and me ar mad la! hahas.
was sorting out my pictures folder in my desktop.
and to my suprise, there is a total of 300+ photo of me and ks. -.-! lots of stuipd pic hor! hahas.

weets~! tml meet anto le. =D
hopefully he won't be late again.
meiping || 10:29 PM

Okay, firstly a big thanks to laopo's mom to the treat at seoul garden earlier. =]
stayed at home till 5pm.
went out to meet laopo, her mum and zai at j8.
went man studio to change zai's birthday present.
aftermath, took mrt to amk. head over to seoul garden.
dine in. it was on laopo's mum treat. =D
she paid ard 70 bucks. weets~
had a full filling breakfast+lunch+dinner. hahas.
it save me alot, don u think so. lols.
anyway, after dinner, went to walk ard amk,
coz laopo's mum want get some stuffs.
and damn, kept wanting a fag. =x
so hid behind a wall and took a fag. hahas.
ard 8 plus, took bus and here i am home sweet home.
or should i say home bitter home.

he is sailing currently, and i have no idea when he will be back.
this feeling sucks.
well, dear, u might be wondering why this few weeks i am having super mood swing.
and it is so suddenly i mean. PMS? nahs. don think so.
finish my menses already. sighs.
all i know was tt everytime i'm kinda of down or sad, u don't seems to be there.
or even u r by myside, u are in ur own dreamland.
sighs. i don feel ur presence at all. why?
sorry, i have no idea too.
baby, hold on tight to me if u really love me.
don ever let me go, or i will never return....

like a always said, human changes.
and friendship faded....
meiping || 11:53 PM

weets! this is the 5o5th post of this blog!
yeah! managed to stick to this blog since 2oo4 of June.
hahas. i am good right. faithful girl hur. lols.
time really flies, still can remember so clearly tt my first blogskin was FF de.
well, guess this blog understand me the most ba. more than anyone else. =D

anyway, yst woke up ard 9am and went out to meet anto.
bought breakfast and went over to his hus.
had my breakfast, slack awhile. than dreamland. zzZzzZ...
while anto help me train maple. but, haiya.. he train for ard 30 mins only jiu tired liao.
rubbish man!
so he too went to slp. woke up ard 1pm.
than sneak out to meet laopo at the void deck.
head over to blk 12o for lunch cum dinner.
cor anto down too, in his mist of sleeping. =P
aftermath cabbed down to tpy with laopo.
coz it was on the way. she gg over to zai's hus.
while we head over to central.
the disc which anto want is still not in stock yet.
which mean he gotta wait for another week. so sad. =s
after window shopping, ard 7 went back to anto's hus.
than nua all the way. tv-ed.
ard 12, anto fell into his dreamland. such a pig!
ard mid night like 1 am, started to have mood swing.
but he was so soundly asleep. didn't bear to wake him up. sighs. =[
morning time he went off 1st. coz he got duty again.
so went home myself ard 11.
slept for a couple of hours, than prep-ed and went out again.
met up with laopo, baoyi and yuyun.
went ksl to eat. than head over to amk's k-pool.
after tt went to hab a hair cut. feel soooo good. XD
after tt baoyi and yuyun went off 1st, while laopo came over my hus void deck to slack.
cam-whored. total of 1oo++ pic in my phone. -.- omg!
went home ard 1030. yawns. wad a day!

tml gg studying. 19th of Oct sci pract le~!
meiping || 11:12 PM

boos!
woke up damn early yst. around 8am.
but slack on my bed till 830am.
than went to prepare.....
went out ard 915. took bus to j8.
than follow by mrt to woodland.
tts nt the end k. from woodland take bus to woodland checkpoint.
walked to the nearby coffeeshop. met up with my real daddy. XD
ate roti prata. than walked all the way to woodland checkpoint again.
went malaysia. =D
last minute plan la. so we reach malaysia ard 11.
daddy called mummy down for her breakfast.
aftermath we went city square to jalan jalan.
walk the whole building, bt end up empty handed.
well, as long as the time is spent with them, no matter hw tiring it is.
it is all worth it.
after all the walking, walked again to mummy's hostel.
took a short nap. ard 4pm, mummy need to work le.
hence we left again. daddy stay behind.
all the yearning and pinning was all worth it.
the tears i shed. the bloods that i bled was worth it.
hahas. dumbass right.
wad so ever it is la.

slit*
meiping || 2:21 AM

well, lots of stuffs happened...
no need to go into depth...
wadever it is... guys words can only be taken in the half of wad they say la.
=s
nt tt i aint serious in this relationship..
just tt, untill i see an effort he put in..
than maybe the trust can be gain back.
but well, that's gonna take a long time to do it.
hence i wonder if i have the time to wait..

well, i am back home.
kinda of early right, aint used to this timing too.
anyway, yst went out for movie w anto and his crewsmates for moive.
watched 'the host'. this show totally have no pt to watch la.
such a waste of money i guess.

and for today, met laopo after god knows hw mani days la.
went j8. coz she wants to hunt for zai's birthday present.
in between, we saw alfie, so pei him for his break.
than yl and shawn came.. not long later we went different ways.
alfie went back to work, yl and shawn went tpy.
than baoyi came. accompany baoyi..
mean time shop around j8.
in the end, laopo end up buying a cake from coffeebean only. -.-!
aftermath, home sweet home.

and sucks stuffs! i lost my pinky ring. arghs! damnit.
meiping || 6:13 PM

well, lots of stuffs happened...
no need to go into depth...
wadever it is... guys words can only be taken in the half of wad they say la.
=s
nt tt i aint serious in this relationship..
just tt, untill i see an effort he put in..
than maybe the trust can be gain back.
but well, that's gonna take a long time to do it.
hence i wonder if i have the time to wait..

well, i am back home.
kinda of early right, aint used to this timing too.
anyway, yst went out for movie w anto and his crewsmates for moive.
watched 'the host'. this show totally have no pt to watch la.
such a waste of money i guess.

and for today, met laopo after god knows hw mani days la.
went j8. coz she wants to hunt for zai's birthday present.
in between, we saw alfie, so pei him for his break.
than yl and shawn came.. not long later we went different ways.
alfie went back to work, yl and shawn went tpy.
than baoyi came. accompany baoyi..
mean time shop around j8.
in the end, laopo end up buying a cake from coffeebean only. -.-!
aftermath, home sweet home.

and sucks stuffs! i lost my pinky ring. arghs! damnit.
meiping || 6:13 PM

back for updates.
everything happened like a flash only...
lighting and thunder..
sunshine after rain...
rainbow after rain....
love is just a curse.
a curse that has been put on almost every single human in this world.
but only a handful of them manage to break the curse.
and will u be able to do so?
i doubt i can break this curse.......

we are back tgt.
but the trust aint there.....
without trust how long can a relationship last....
but how are u gonna gain back my trust?
it won't be easy.....

everytime i say last time i will blog able tt special someone, i always fail to do so.
just a failure i guess. friday quarreling has brought back memories of us.
the past us. the impossible. i cant help but comparing the both of them.
i'm sorry for doing it. well, kill me k.
i wish i can wish myself away..........

NOTE! Anyone have the song by Jaci Velasquez - Imagine me without u.
Please help me find. it is a song so imt to me... the reformation of comp has caused me to lose it.
just help me find this song ppl~! sighs.
If anyone happens to have please send me thru msn. thanks.
meiping || 9:27 PM

Trust! u want trust, i gave u.
u wan forgiveness i gave u too. not once not twice.
this is god know how many time u made me feel so disappointed?
have u ever put urself in my shoes?
have u ever feel the way i feel?
have u ever put me in ur heart?
have u ever treated me as ur gf?
have u ever tot of me even u said those to the gals?
have u ever?
i wonder and ponder. have u ever treat me as ur gf?
if u did, why are u always giving me so much disappointment?
why are all the thing u doing aint wad u said?
action speak louder than words. and ur action show it once after once.
or maybe i am just too petty and wildful hur.
but who cares now.
fcuking godamnit.
disappointment once after once.
pain time after pain.
wad the fcuk man. __

anyway, GUYS! don be bothered abt tt passerby in my tag.
don give a damn abt it k. since she like to bark in my tag, so be it.
also not bad mah, gt ppl make noise in my tag. good.
don be like the childish little gal.
=D
meiping || 9:53 PM

Pouring of every little small tots to him makes me feel so much better.
same as dar, as the night falls, and the weather become rainy, my mood follow suit.
moody mood... sadness fills me... emptiness is my soul....
anyway, wont't be able to meet him for quite some day this month.
he will be have duty on this wed, fri and sat. free on a sun.
than next week he wil be sailing from monday till sat.. free on a sun too.
than the next next week he will be having quite a no. of duty...
the sames goes for next next next week when he have sailing again.
BIG BOOs!

whatever might happen in time to come, and just in case u do read my blog on and off.
just want tell u i am happy enough tt once in my fucking life u entered and showered me with love, care and concern.
baby, if the day come tt i have to leave u, promise me don't me sad.
don shed any tears. just smile from the bottom of ur heart.. just smile like nothing has happen.
just smile for me.... smile for the happy memorise tt belong to us only......
every sec spent with u is a extra happniess for me... =D

life is boring man! arghs! so fast sept le~!! damn! hate it. =x
hahas.
guys sucks!!!!!!!! =XxXxXx
i know this sound so irony. but it's a fact la. hahas.
they always know wad the girls dislike yet they still do it.
damn! and when we throw temper, they say it's our fault, we are too petty. WTH right!
but damn.. no more comments la. hahas.
meiping || 11:57 PM

Here once again to update my blog. =D
well, currently at anto's hus. it is 1am already.
anto is playing puzzel bubble with dawson beside him.
so i took this chance to blog. since i have been missing my update. like always ; lazy.
well, morning cabbed home. than rest awhile.
till i fell alseep on my cosy bed. woke up at 3pm.
suddenly remember tt i was supposed to buy lunch for anto.
so rushed thru, prep-ed and went to taobao food for him.
cabbed over to his hus. but who know he had eaten. =x
too hungry i guess, but at least he still finish everything. hahas. good~!
evening time went j8 for a movie "monster house"
don't think a child below the age of 7 is suitable for watching it. hahas.
but overall the show is rated 3 over 5 stars i guess.
after the show, walked around j8. bought a mug. XD
nice nice! like it lots. will leave the mug at anto's hus i guess. whahas.
supposed to get a couple de. but the blue color de only left one and the side is chipped.
so gotta wait till there is stock. well, too bad too sad. hahas.
bought some tibits and went back to anto's hus.
nua-ing time i guess. yawns~ meeting laopo tml morning..
meiping || 1:33 AM

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