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Myriad of untold truth.
Date : Sunday, December 28, 2008
belated merry xmas! =)
24th Dec
i wasnt in town, wasnt at zouk party, nor was i at any pub , club or ktv.
instead i was at sim ming prawning with hua and co.
that's how i spent this year xmas.
there isn't the usual pick lot and xmas gift kind of outing.
or shouting of last 10 sec of xmas eve.
i was watching them playing pool when 12 strike.
i didn't stay out till the wee hours.
i went home at 1am.

thanks ada for the earring
thanks jiewei for the candy and necklaces
thanks kristy for the 'glam' bag * i doubt i wil ever use it* =x
thanks hua for the chip and dale. =)
thanks bibi for the $50 buck Kino Cash Voc.
thanks jovan for the perfume. =D
these what i got for xmas. =)
not those kind of branded exp gift compare to others.
but i feel that its more exp then those gift. =)
wad matter is the tot.
thanks everyone. thanks for the xmas greeting. and sorry if i miss ur name out.

25th Dec
anyway, went to xiaoyun chalet at changi.
met up with hua at bpp, waited for ron to pick us up.
save on the cab fares! XD
thanks ron! lol.
had bbq food, waited for baby to come with the cake.
played card games. =) lota of laughter.
hmmm. ron sent use home ard 3am.
took a nap at baby house before sending him off for work.

hmmm the rest of the week went like a flash.
dont rem anything at all! >.<
but i do rem im having my BTT tml. wish me luck again.
nights... =)

meiping || 9:44 PM

Date : Tuesday, December 23, 2008
disappointments...
time after time, disappointments seems to be the only thing im getting.
fuck it. i hope it would ............
argh, nevermind forget it.
i hate myself.


It was nice to be alone,
not to have to smile and look pleased,
a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain
and let just a few tears escape.


edited =)

met kristy, dardar and kokwei on sunday.
went shopping for xmas present. =)
spent such a sum on it.
wander around in town. had dinner and kristy sent us home.
i actually forgot about what we did. ><
anyway, met milo on monday.
tried to sum up my xmas present asap.
hee. settled another 3 present. =)
after shopping around in j8. spent another 90 bucks ><
went down bpp to pass hua her present, aftermath head down to woodland for dinner and movie.
watch IP Man this time round... hmmm..
more of a guy show ya, lots of action. but its still nice! =)
met baby after the movie. slack awhile and he sent me home.

nice song..
thanks bibi for sharing.
陈嘉唯
我等的人会是谁

我的故事也许比较特别走过的路也许比较迂回
黑暗之中全凭着直觉 keep my faith watch my steps 一步步靠直觉
也许有天生命中会出现那一个谁走进我的心里面
他不必是个mr. perfect 只要他善良体贴 be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人会是谁何时才出现 make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁不急在眼前 i can wait i will pray
也许有天生命中会出现那一个谁走进我的心里面
他不必是个mr. perfect 只要他善良体贴 be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人会是谁何时才出现 make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁希望他了解不管迷惘或坚决都是我的某一面
我并不追求完美只要能用心体会每一天都是better day
我等的人会是谁何时才出现 make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁何时才出现陪着我一天一点让生命能变得更美

meiping || 2:15 AM

Date : Sunday, December 21, 2008
oh i forgot to thanks jie wei for the supar dupar early xmas present! =)
he sent me a box from new york 2 to 3 week ago, super early right!
anyway, thanks for the lovely hair pin and necklace!
not forgetting the big box of candy. but most of the candy melt already! most of it is out of shape. =( wanted to share with my friend... but cant.. ><
lots thanks for the effort!
do rem to study hard for ur mba over there. still waiting for NY air ticket hurhur!

anyway, had a maple guild outing today.
met hua, xiaoyun, ron , ami and ck.
the grp met earlier to have lunch.
skipped the lunch. hence i met hua at ps around 3.
then gather up with them. head down to Mind Cafe.
played 2 games, hmmm around an hr for each game.
awww! they guys cheated! LOL.
but nevertheless it is still fun. =)
aftermath had dinner at sakae and movie.
Yes Man!
always love the show by jim carrey!
aftermath home sweet home...
argh! the journey back home is sooooo boring!!! due to the fact that i split my ear piece into 2 part. lol.

xmas is coming, pocket is burning!

meiping || 1:36 AM

Twilight
Date : Friday, December 19, 2008
Tiring day~
slept at 6am in the morning and woke up at 12pm!
slept for 4hour only~
getting old le hurhur...
anyway, met baby for lunch, and he sent me home on his way to work.
was slacking all the way at home~ keke!
went out for movie at 6.
but i couldn't make it on time for woodland timing.
hence change to amk hub!
its like finally i get to watch twilight!
i completed all 4 vol of the series...
hmmm. like what most of the people say, if u like harry potter u will also like it.
and yes! i fell in love with the story. =)
waited very long for the movie, but the movie wasn't up to my expectation. >.<
but its okay la, coz they will be changing director for the next movie.
lets pray for the better!
before the show, the spoliter JIEWEI already told me not to expect too much.
lol!
thanks mr spoliter!

awww! jiewei! can u stop being such a pain in the ass?
i know u gets to watch movie before sg, but no big deal k!
HAOLIAN!


I gotta say what's on my mind
Something 'bout us Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try some how the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

meiping || 11:47 PM

Date : Thursday, December 18, 2008
it felt as if my heart was being soaked in lemon.
lol.
i doesnt knw what it really means. but the words jus flow out.
my heart kept having a funny feeling. and i wonder whats the cause to it.
totally have no idea at all.
the feeling cant be pen down in words.

anyway, yst went malaysia (jb) with xf, hua and baby.
didnt go to many places.
just hang around city square area.
had lunch, aftermath wanted to catch movie there, but the timing aint right.
so we went down to walk around. =/
intend to get some xmas present, but none caught my eyes. sian~
anyway, xf and baby did bought some stuffs. toys~ * young at heart*
had a nice filling dinner at the back alley.
and went back to sg.
=/ we missed the timing for another movie.
hence we decided to go partyworld.
hmmm... its like a weekly stuff? been going singing almost every week.
if not it would be prawning. lol.
sang till 1am. and cab home.
stayed over at baby's hus.
had lunch the next day and home sweet home.

ohya! just collected my dip cert. finally~!
now headache time, sigh.... decidsion time. sigh.... hate it...
hope i wont regret in time to come. =)

life just gets better hurhur.
time flies~ arh! this 2 words again. =x
soo fast 2008 gonna end already.
hmmm... =/
bad bad year for me... sigh......
must be really down on my luck i guess?
lets hope for a better yr in 2009!
*cheers*

meiping || 4:01 PM

Date : Sunday, December 14, 2008
L O S T F O R W O R D S...

meiping || 2:52 AM

Date : Tuesday, December 09, 2008
=)
im back from malaysia.
had a chaotic week there.
especially when u have gt like 3 kids sleeping in and another 2/3 kids popping in during the afternoon.
no peace in the house i can say.
the sound might distract the thinking, the slient.
but the emptness is always there......
the kids doesnt really related to the past and lost.
how i wish i was a kid again, having the ability to forget unhappiness so fast.
just in the flash of light.
how wonderful can life gets.
anyway, met a few friends. had a couple of drinks.
then aftermath attended a long distance cousin wedding.
in the hell when i dono even knw every single one there. -.-!
lol.
had to accompany aunt back home.
didnt really had any slp on the monday.
attended the wedding on sunday, reach home kinda of late.
slept at only going 4am.
and woosh! 6am im up. and on the bus back to sg.
intended to rest at home the rest of the day.
but on the way out to grab lunch i had the urge for book!
i went crazy somehow? i went J8, amk , TPY, thomson, yishun and finally liang count.
just to get the books.
<3

i must remind myself to get another 2 book i saw on the shelf at liang court.
=x
and i need a trip down to liang court badly ya..
i needa get a book shelf. sigh..
everything is about money.........................

meiping || 6:36 PM

Date : Tuesday, December 02, 2008
im going back malaysia tml. =)

im choosing to be blind.
everything i see , i heard, i know...
i am choosing to let it go slowly....
u are not gonna bother my life anymore..
slowly bit by bit, i feeling stronger.
am having a stronger feeling that i know for sure.
im letting it go.. slowly....
so that it wil bring drop the hurt n pain to the lowest points.
thanks u for hurting me..
thanks u for treat me this bad..
thanks u for doing all these craps to let me knw u are nt the right person.
thanks u for everything...
thanks u for putting up such an act..
thanks u...
i know, there will be better people out there...

god, often let us meet a couple of wrong people first, so that when the right person comes, we will be gratful. =)

Sometimes pain
becomes such a big part of your life
that you expect it to always be there.
Because you can't remember a time in your life
when it wasn't.
But then one day you feel something else.
Something that feels wrong only
because it's so unfamiliar.
And in that moment,
you realize you're happy.

Strange, isn’t it?
How negative stuff all seems to happen at once.
One thing piles on top of another.
But we’re resilient.
We resolve whatever it is that’s weighing us down.
And in the end,
we’re stronger.

meiping || 3:36 PM

Date : Thursday, November 27, 2008
<3

meiping || 3:22 PM

Date :
我的心好痛好痛。。。
但愿它有一天会康复,不再痛了。。。

现在我才发现小时候读的童话故事,都是虚幻而已。
我不在相信了。
世上每有天长地久,也没有永远幸福的结局。
世上根没有所谓的幸福快乐或完美的家庭。
外表看来很幸福完美,可是一点也不是。
不然也不会有人常常说“家家有本难念的经”

可能是命中注定,也可能是我的命运。
所以才会在这些环境长大。
也可能是种福气,让我早点看到现实的残酷。
好让我有所准备。
我不会怨天怨地,我也不会怨任何人。
因为还有很多比我不幸的人。
我可不是在幸灾乐祸哦!
=P

人生需要经过很多的起伏才能真正的成长。
我还在学习,还在不断的从失败中爬起。。。。。。
我会坚强的。
=)

家附近有工人在唱着他们家乡的歌谣,虽然听不懂意思,可是很温馨。=)
忽然也想起了,小时候婆婆常唱的歌。=)

meiping || 2:23 PM

Date :
i feel that im losing foucs in lots of thing recently.
sort of like my soul always seems to be in another world.
foucs , confusion , illusion...
when all these 3 elements comes to together it does an bad impact on me.
big impact somehow i guess. =/
i get into my thoughts something tt i didn bother about whats the outside world is happening.
i ponder over it somehow, but i couldn't find any answer anywhere.
well i guess it is part of growing up ya?

We all have our time machines.
Some take us back,
they're called memories.
Some take us forward,
they're called dreams.


had a happy outing with my friends.
had prawning in the morning, even tot i have to be the nanny waking everyone. but the effort pays off. but but but.... =p
anyway, aftermath had lunch near my hus coffeeshop.
took a bus down to liang court partyworld.
foc singing rocks. lol.
then head down to chomp chomp for dinner.
hmmm.. intend to head home straight after dinner.
but decided to drop by 77th street to help baby get this zippo.
chit chat abit with xf¬
i must say im really very bless to have such a nice daddy.
<3
if only i could change my mom, i would have a perfect family!
but sad to say, nth in life is perfect...
why hope so much when u knw its nt gonna happen.
wishful thinking.

we find by losing.
we hold fast by letting go.
we become something new by ceasing to be something old.
there is nothing permanent
except change.


hmmm.. once again, im blogging back about the past.
i just couldnt get the tots away from my mind.
somehow, popo just kept stayin in my mind ever since the day she left us.
why why why...
the last time i went back malaysia was during popo's 49th day.
i moment i step in..
i feel like crying so badly. but if i cry everyone will follow suit.
=( i wont want it be like this. i ran to the room lock myself.
cried and cried til i fell aslp.
i wish i could lie in popo arms, feel her warmth.
and when my uncle ask the kids, u all knw whr is tai ma?
one of them answer this, tai ma is in our heart. =)
knw how sweet it actually sound? like a smoothing melody. =)
i really must move on and stop graving over the past. its nt healthy..

Behind every beautiful thing
there is some kind of pain.


kristy sissy, when will u ever be free?
jus a couple of hours? spare it out for me?
or put it this way? i be ur client and buy ur 2 hours?
ada mei busy with work + bf + family = no time for me le.
kristy with work + work + work + work = no time for me n dar.
jw far away in NY + miles n miles apart = got time also cannot spare le.
=(

*lights off, turning in for the nite*

meiping || 12:00 AM

Date : Monday, November 24, 2008
currently at home,
feeling sooo hungry!
im hungry, so hungry, so very hungry! =((
i smell food at home! nice smell! BUT!
sad to say, mom cooking curry fish head. ( i dont eat )

this morning went to work, as usual it ended around 1130.
aftermath met baby for lunch, bought lunch for mom.
and home sweet home.
after bathe and everything went down to FEP to meet kristy.
but, that busy woman got held up by her client!
wait an hour for her. >.hmm big sissy kristy treat me buffet at goodwood! =)
nicenice! love it! thanks sissy.
side note -
she actually bought a purple hdd casing for me , and even bling it with purple crystal~
but tt smart alex didnt even bother to ask me about the measurement.
she actually took of the old casing and threw it away!
then she found out that it doesn't fits at all!!
now i need spend another amount of money to get a new casing.. zzzz!
and my hdd is so kelian, nt wearing any clothes. lol.


meiping || 6:53 PM

Date : Thursday, November 20, 2008















i was this special place reading, then somehow i saw this rainbow reflection beening cast onto my book. =) nicenice!





























milo been in hosptial on the 31th oct. bought this along to cheer her up. =)
hopefully she is recovering soon le!
















oo i took home the wisdom tooth. but scolded by mom =(
she said i should , nono is i MUST throw it away.
if not i wont have healthy teeth!
didnt knw there such kind of rule. =.=

anyway, was having a real bad headache earlier on.
=/
it felt like those kinda of very serious hang over.
as if i drank the whole bottle of big canon down yesterday.
but i haven touch it for quite sometime.
i couldnt find the reason to the headache..
but after taking the usual medic and have a long long nap, i felt so much better.
=(
mom didn cook my share of dinner, by the time i wake up , only left white rice..
awww. in the end had maggi for my late dinner.
then i suddenly remembered actually today i was supposed to bring dar to the clinic.
but i forgot about it! im so so so sorry kristy!

currently on the webcam with jiewei.
i miss u so much my sissy jiewei~!
hurry get a job! i want go NY!
and btw rem the LV wallet u promised k!
LOL! i will be waiting~ lalalas~

meiping || 11:31 PM

Date : Saturday, November 15, 2008
everyday been pretty much the same as the day before yesterday and the day before.
in short, life seens to be a routie i guess?
been sometime am i able to find such a nice book that would keep me company.
two thumbs up for nicholas sparks~
awww! it really makes me miss those carefree day!
those days when i could somehow find somewhere quiet, be it in crowded place.
as long as i have my mp3 with me, to really sit down and fed on a good book.
awww~ where have those day gone to?
come on baby, come back soon k!
and i really do need a trip to ikea soon. =/ messy room.

btw kristy dont ask me out unless u can have 101% comfirm tt u wil be free on the actul day.
its ok to put me plane, but hw u think about what dardar will think and feel?
poor baby boy... =/ gan ma heartpain ~

am jus feeling an extra tiny bit of being more on the emotional side tonight.
might be the cause of music? or maybe not jus myself feelin kinda of lonely tonight..
maybe i starting to miss the people i had lost in my life.
sweet bitter feeling i guess.
be it friends or family member,
it all adds up together and kind of left me with an emptiness which i know would never fill completely.
even though time had lessened the pain, the memories still stays.
all my dearly ones are been miss by me.. =)
i would nv find a person sweeter then any of u.
the loving memories...... =)

meiping || 9:54 PM

Date : Friday, November 14, 2008
hmmm
why do humans like to force an answer out of nothing / or someone?
i always thought if one want to say they wil say.
forcing an answer out is wrong?
but why am i always being force for an answer? =.=!
if i want i would tell u every single shit.
weirdo!

days been the same for me i guess.
work - lunch - home - comp - tv - dinner - psp - slp
these is boring the gemini people out!
ANYWAY!
kristy n dardar has been such a pain in the ass! =/
jiewei too as been a pain in the ass! BTH!
u guys SUCKS! muhaha!
no more tag board cannot fight back. lalalalas~

once again - quotes!
truth is everybodys going to hurt you,
find the ones worth suffering for.


You could have a smile on your face
and a twinkle in your eye,
but only a true best friend
knows that you're really about to cry.


You're alive and you're here
but it's not what it seems.
Shattered and broken,
you're barely hanging on.
And the one that could help you
was a stranger all along.


just because her eye's dont tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.
and just because she comes off strong,
that doesn't mean
there's nothing wrong.


Someday everything will all make perfect sense.
so for now,
laugh at the confusion,
smile through the tears,
and keep reminding yourself
that everything happens for a reason.


giving up doesn’t always mean that you are weak
but sometimes it means
that you are strong enough to let go.


you know someone is a true friend
when you are about to break down and cry,
but they will say the stupidest,
most random thing
just to see you smile.


so what if there were questions left unanswered,
life went on.
we knew that better than anyone.
train yourself to let go of
everything you fear to lose.


side kick -
gay sissy jw, im missing all ur craps so badly u knw?
all those lame craps tt crack up my days and put a smile on my face.
i miss meeting u, miss u fetching me after school or outing.
i miss chatting with u face to face =(
i miss the random hugs we give each other for support or console.
i miss everything about u!
i miss ur family too!

and am missing everyone so badly suddenly.
was wishing everyone would appear out of no where to give me a big hug and tell me everything gonna be ok, they will be there for me. =)
all these yrs, thanks for the company, the care , the love , the understanding, just thanks for everything! =)

meiping || 1:35 AM

Date : Sunday, November 09, 2008
supposed to have an mini outing with dardar n kristy.
but dardar is down with a bad cough and flu..
weather been bad, lots of people falling sick. =(
even milo is sick, and worst she in admited to the hosp!
let hope everyone have a speedy recovery! =)

right now rotting at home. wad a sunday!

jus finish watching ai qing mo fa shi on chl U.
no more drama le sia. boring!
loading show now, but its taking such a long time!
maybe bcoz im also downloading psp game at the same time.
hee! found lots of new game.. woots!

friday nite went out to collect hua's present.
finally it is done! =D
godness so heavy sia. and i kept walking in j8 for rounds carrying the gift!
hmmm bought the stuff, and went down to the hosp to find milo.
ohh she is lookin so much better! =D
good good. lolx.
anyway, milo's mom help us wrap the gift up.
aftermath went down to town to meet hua and tgt we went laoeh hus for mj.
met xf at woodland.
won $3.7! keke! xian yu fan shen k! WHAHA!

sat morning went home have a short nap.
and off i went to meet xf once again.
went partyworld. sang til 8. went back j8.
ate some finger food. and home sweet home!

time flies~~~~
hmmm been saying this phrash for many many many time in my blog. =P
been thinkin of getting NDS sia. =/
but like a waste of money.. >.<

ohya! i also remove one of my wisdom tooth. =,(
so painful~!

i recalled on popo's wake, mama cried till so sad. that it makes everyone teared too.
her every words spoke her heart and feeling. the kind of heartbreaks and disappointment she get from da ge and er jie. i mean i do hate them for making mama so sad, but they are still my sibling, hence i stil love them.. but how come they wont put themself in mama shoes to think and feel? always not keeping their words?
i really wish i can know whats on their mind. beside money. =/
im like a money tree to them. last time i spent almost every cent on them.
but now, im not so naive anymore, i wont believe all the tricks and lies.
i seen thru it. but i stil dont say NO to them. =/
im so stupid! hmmm.. enough of complainin i guess. =)
i feel so much better now.

i have so so so much plans for the future!
but i knw the more i have in mind, the more disappointment i might get.
but without a plan, life seem so aimless?
i know myself tt, no matter what, i want to provide the best of everything to cater to my family.
and only the best for them! =)
just like what daddy is doing now. i really look up to daddy when it comes to been the solo breadwinner for the family.
he can totally put aside himself, and think the best for everyone in the family.
but one bad thing i learnt from him is never say no to other people request! i wish i can change the habit.
i really hope i can be succeful like daddy! XD
if daddy can do it, so can i right?
i love daddy and my family so much.... must really treasure everyone around me.
becoz i know they care for me, and they love me as much as i love them. =)
i love you , you love me, we are happy family!
hmmm happy family? never really know or felt before. i mean in my real family.
but in time to get if i really do set up my own family, i swear i will never treat my kids the way im been treated. and i really do mean my word.

Ooh, I've got to let it go.
Start protecting my heart and soul.
Cause I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again.
Not again!


When one door of happiness closes,
another open.
but often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one
which has been open for us.


so what if there were questions left unanswered,
life went on.
we knew that better than anyone


train yourself to let go of
everything you fear to lose.


dont rethink things
because usually your first thought
is what you really want,
so just follow it through


giving up doesn’t always mean that you are weak
but sometimes it means
that you are strong enough to let go.


life doesn't hurt until you realize
how much things have changed,
who you've lost,
and how much of it was your own fault.


Someone will always catch you when you fall
& it won't always be who you thought it would.
The people you think love you most might watch you fall,
wait,
& then congratulate you when you find your own way back up.
This doesn't mean they love you less,
they just know that you're stronger
than you give yourself credit for.

meiping || 5:13 PM

Date : Thursday, November 06, 2008
=(

in pain.....
hungry....

slp.......

meiping || 6:55 PM

Date : Wednesday, October 29, 2008
toothing sucks.. =(
feeling so sucky..
having fever on and off.. =/
i tot the toothing has stop last 2 mths coz i stop feeling pain.
but who knw i started feeling the tear of the gum these few dae..
so uncomfy.. sigh..........
i just pop 2 painkiller 2 hr ago.. it doesnt seems to be working..!

anyway, been busy with work + games + outing.
oh, happy birthday to kristy, dardar and huahua.
many more people to wish... but i lazy...
im so sorry that im unable to turn up for dar's bday.
but glad enough tt he understand gan ma so well! <3~
oh, krisy, another yr older le, try to meet ur target soon and spend more time with dardar k. i love u too my big sissy!
huahua~ happy sweet 16 bdae wor! LOL! stay hapi always, and hope u wil find ur true love one dae.. =) with loves to everyone...

maybe, i really need to fall down a few more time,
so that i wil be able to learn more...
yea, maybe its alright to keep falling down.
as long as i will be able to stand up once again...

Maybe,
sometimes,
it's easier to be mad at the people you trust
because you know they'll always love you,
no matter what.

F.R.I.E.N.DS.

just because her eye's dont tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.
and just because she comes off strong,
that doesn't mean
there's nothing wrong

meiping || 6:54 PM

Date : Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Funny how a photograph can take you back in time to places
and embraces that you thought you left behind.
Life flies by so you have to embrace it,
forget the past cause you cannot erase it.
So live the dream, and learn to chase it,
and when you can almost taste it.
it's all come alive.
It`s sad how some of us live so far in the past & refuse to move on.
It`s sad how so many of us try to move on
but can`t & just go back to the past.
It`s sad how many of us finally do move on,
get hurt & go right back into the past.
There's no doubt about it breakups suck.
But in the first few hours or days or weeks that follow,
there's one important truth you need to recognize.
some things can't and shouldn't be fixed,
especially that person who dumped you or forced you to dump him.
It's over for a reason,
and deep down inside you probably know
what that reason is.
awww~ so fast, time flies~~~~ poof~
it gonna be popo's 49 day...
sucky feeling........ i feeling so out of mood sia.. =/
someone save me~
future plans...
Adviceis what we ask for when we already know the answer,but wish we didn't.
very true.... stop asking. stop thinking.
a dream is just a dream.
yea! a dream is just a dream!
oh i just rem i spent tt 161.15 buck on the enrollment for car lic.
~>.<~
i don't know what the heck im thinking of anyway..
just some bits n pieces here and there.
abit about family, abit about studies, abit about work, abit about money, abit about love, abit about friends, abit about life, abit about dreams.
therefore, it is really abit here and abit there.
which add to alot ~
LOL!
okie nites all!
reporting to work tml at 645AM!
ps - nt gonna put up tag le ba. =)
u guys always tag and i dont reply the tags at all.
therefore wads the tag for? lol...

meiping || 11:57 PM

Date : Thursday, October 09, 2008
=(
something trigger some sad tots suddenly.
i guess the pms n av is making me feeling so moody.

the past few dae was good i supposed?
nth much happened too.
watch-ed movie, bbq at dear's work place.
slacking and chilling sessions.
oh, i miss drinking sia. lolx
=p
btw im nt addicted to drinking k.
and i have yet to get my pay yet =(

on another hand, i finally bought my ROUTER. keke
i forgot i spent like another 100 over on wad stuff already ><><
forget it. lolx

meiping || 3:39 PM

Date : Friday, October 03, 2008
i no longer feel the love...
i no longer feel the needs...
i no longer feel the cares...
i no longer feel that i need you that much already..
good sign i think?

but one thing for sure,
i know it will still hurts.

in three words i can sum up everything about life:
it goes on.

meiping || 12:38 AM

Date : Monday, September 29, 2008
somehow it seems that my life is stuck in the middle of everything ya?
don't really know how to pin it down into words.
but these few day been meeting up with some good old friends of mine.
talking about futures.
then we started recalling back.
had a hard laugh on ourself.
last time when we were young our topic will always be , whr wil we be going to play.
who we going to meet all these stuffs.
so carefree.
but these past few yrs had changed, we started talking about jobs, pays , studies and future. =/
we are all ageing fast. growing up fast.
a few yrs down the road and some of us wil become the breadwinner of the house,
get married have kids all these stuffs.
i do really miss childhood life ya?
i mean who don't?!
slowly slowly, we are all growing up, becoming more mature (hopefully?)
gotta to learn and accept even though this has always been part of life.
seriously i need get settle down with my studies.
bang wall sia!
faster make up my mind la! ><><~ alright alright, no more dream, im nt allow to dream so high so far. be more practical! =D cont with my tourism/hotel degree! =) this should be the way ba. get it done and over! i can do it! yes i can! ( i guess so?) LOL oh crap! its raining..... slpy..... hmmm not slpy ba.. just nua nua le. =p wad will be will be. wad nv will be will nv be. everything happens for a reason..

meiping || 2:54 PM

Date : Friday, September 26, 2008
i look up,
the summer air breezing against me
and see the stars,
the stellar sky.
it reminds me of a past
that never was truly mine.

some pursue happiness,
others create it.

The sooner you know
who you are and what you want,
the less you'll let things upset you.

Don`t ever let anyone tell you that you can`t do something,
especially yourself,
if you tell yourself that you can`t do it,
you never will be able to.
But as long as you,
in your heart,
believe that anything is possible,
your boundaries are endless.

love when you can,
cry when you have to,
be who you must,
that's a part of the plan.
await your arrival with simple survival
and one day we will all understand.

life is the art of drawing,
without the eraser.

=)

life been like a haste to me.
everything tt happened seems to only be yesterday's thing..
awwwwwwww~ i dislike the feeling. =/
been getting kinda of emo and moody here and there. =(
and i don't knw why. LOL
recently, i kept having a statment going through my mind.
and whenever i think/recall it, the tear will just flow.. =/

aunt : 来,去看阿婆最后一次 ( crys )

来,去看阿婆最后一次
these word make me tear even to today..

and recently these words keep flashing through my mind..
and each time it appear the tears will also flow....
fk, hw can i get over it... =/

我不想再这样下去了。。。
我觉得我还没长大,思想还很幼稚。
我还不懂得面对人生的生于死。
我还没学会接受。。。

meiping || 12:23 AM

Date : Wednesday, September 17, 2008
boy this if for u. =)
Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other.
This person is the one you could forever talk to.
They understand you in a way that no one else does or ever could.
This person is your soul mate and best friend.
Don't ever let him go .

wad wil be wil be,
wad wil nt be wil never be.

oh kelian de dardar! =.=!
hope he is alright...
deciding if im free on all the weekedns shall go back babysit dardar..
nowaday maids are getting from bad to worst.
=)
gan ma miss u lots!

this r.s seem so hopeless.
you demand to be chased for your love.
my desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
but you don't care at all.
there's nothing i can do to draw you close to me.

popo, i miss u...
i dread gg back to there.
i dread seeing a empty bed.
i dread not able to hear ur voice, see ur smile, feel ur touch.
i didnt knw it would hurt so much compare to gongong's death.
u meant so much to me......
the whole family, i could only tok to u.
even u dont understand.. at least u listen...
u listen with so much care, concern and love tt language isnt a prob between us.
im slowly healing, accepting the truth..
but it still hurts..
The hardest part about growing up
is letting go of
what you were used to,
And moving on with
something you're not.

i only knw, now in my life i only need my daily dose of vitMoney and vitFriends.
i want to quit vitLove. coz it is doing harm to me.
slowly, step by step..
everything must go....

ps- jw i hate webcaming with u, but i love watchin u webcam. lolx
faster settle down find a part-time job!
so tt u can affort my air ticket to NY!
i wan go NY! miss u so much my sister~ lolx
wo men shi hao jie mei!

meiping || 1:09 AM

Date : Wednesday, September 10, 2008
oh gosh. started working todae.
workin for seab again but different dept.
doing different stuffs too.
ah... would be better if im back with the other team.
no need to stare at the comp for hrs n hrs.
ok enough of whining.
at least im gettin paid! <3 <3
the other hotel still hasnt call me back.
i guess there wont be any call ba.
NVM! i wil find another hotel! ^.^v
wait for me k~
$_$

hmmm
why do sometime i feel that, even a friend cares for me more then u..

meiping || 9:53 PM

Date :
sometimes to keep it together,
you have to leave it alone.

When something unexpected comes,
You just have to pick it up
and run with it.
Logic cannot convince the heart.

A memory is a way of holding onto something you once were,
the things you are
& the things you never want to lose.

sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,
we must fail in order to know.
sometimes our vision clears
only after our eyes are washed away with tears.
There are some people in life that make
you laugh a little louder,
smile a little bigger,
and just live a little better.

Things will get worse before they get better.
But when they do,
remember who put you down
and who helped you up.
I guess I just want you to know that
I'm not holding you to anything we may have said in the past.
I want you to live your life
and be happy and enjoy everything that goes along with that.
Sometimes you make a promise
and you mean it at the time,
but then life gets in the way
and makes it impossibly to keep.

quoted from a senior blog. =)
love her quotes.. <3

meiping || 2:04 AM

Date : Friday, September 05, 2008
Sometimes you need to step outside,
clear your head
and remind yourself of who you are
and where you wanna be.
Sometimes all you can do is not think.
Not wonder.
Not obsess.
Not imagine.
Just breathe.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Everything works out in the end
and the more you worry about it,
the longer it's going to take for things to end perfectly,
just the way they should.

Maybe crying
is a means of cleaning yourself out emotionally.
Or maybe it's your communication of last resort,
the only way to express yourself when words fail.
The same as when you were a baby
and had no words.

And even though it's cloudy outside,
you have to remember,
the sun is always shining.
You just can't see the light yet.

and i know it sounds confusing,
but at that moment,
i just wanted to walk out of the room i was in,
sit down in the middle of the hall way,
and cry. just cry.

we all are a little damaged.
some of us hide it better than others,
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all,
and we will end up damaging someone else.
and most of the time we won't even notice or bother to care,
because we are busy with our own little disaster.

meiping || 6:15 PM

Date : Thursday, September 04, 2008
gone gone gone....
gone forever and ever... =/
mp don't like this year.
so many shit kept happening non-stop.
when can my life be peaceful..

just came back from malaysia.
popo passed away on thur morning, 2.45am.
the wake was held for 3 day.
end on saturday.

i know in life they are bounds have regrets.
and i know in my life they biggest regrets wasn't not being the best student, friend, family, girlfriend. but i keep on trying, cause i won't want popo to be sad.
but now
the regret i carry,i couldn't be there for popo.
=/ everyone got to see popo for the last time, but i didn't get the chance.

i kept praying and praying. i kept telling myself, ' don't worry, popo wil be fine!' , ' popo is strong, she wil be okie!'
till today, this moment, these words still linger in my mind and thoughts.
i still couldn't believe it. =/
im nt avoiding it, i just couldn't accept it.

i miss the way i can look at popo when she sleep.
so peaceful.
i miss the way she pats me to sleep.
so secure.
i miss the way she nags and scold.
so concern for me.
i miss the warmth of her body and hand.
so comfty.
i miss the smile on her face.
so contented.
i miss the smell of her.
it lingers.
i just miss her so so so much...
i really miss her alot...

it hurts.
it really does hurts.
each and everyone the family are hurt...
bleeding hearts for the lost of our belove grandmother.
slient tears we shed for her.....
the scars encraved into our hearts and souls is a painful stage in life.

RIP

meiping || 3:01 AM

Date : Friday, August 29, 2008
all i wanna do now is put my head into my pillow and scream.

i never knew i could hurt like this.

gone forever...

i had a nightmare this morning.
a bad one i guess.
and it woke me up far before my alarm time.
i wonder is it meant to be this way.
coz the moment i open my eyes,
my phone starting ringing.
i saw big cousin, meiling's sms.
she going back tml tgt with me. =S
its good to have company, but not really that good when it is big cousin.
once i saw the sms
" meiping, ah por had passed away. we are taking the 3pm express train back tml. u wan join us? i'l get the tickets"
my mind shut off, i went blank...
it tooks me very very long to absorb the news in.
till now, this moment i still cant believe it.
pls tell me its a joke alright. a bad joke.
i shouldnt came out tt fast last week. =/
i didnt get to see popo for the last time.
i knew it was coming..... but i doesnt want face it...
last week, when i held her hand i felt some bad......
sigh.... all along i thought i was thinking too much..
popo, why u nv wait for me?
u said u wanna watch me grad, get married and have childrens.
i told anto before, if one day we really end up tgt and get married.
i want my children to go back malaysia. i want them to spend time with my popo. =(
but it will never come true anymore. its so unfair tt da jie n er jie manage to do so.
popo even went for their wedding.
from now onwards i dont look forwards going back malaysia anymore....
popo, i miss you..
just one more day only, why dont wait for me? WHY?!
i hate everyone in the family!
they kept everything from me.
so what if im having exam on fri? i do have the rights to know everything.
why do the adult like to do thing their way?
they always, yes always thing they are doing the best for me.
but have they stand in my shoe and think?
keeping the truth doesnt helps at all..
please, i beg anyone. just tell me its all a joke. =,(







all your life, u devoted urself to the family.
never a single time giving up on us. no matter what mistake we had made.
u always accept and gave it.
all ur nagging and scolding, its all for our own good.
u always gave the best to us.
and i always hope i can give the best to u too.
thats why i kept studying hoping to get a good job, so that i can provide the best for u.
u already overcome so many things, why this time u didnt?
why why why?
popo, i miss you....

meiping || 2:39 AM

Date : Thursday, August 28, 2008
and i know it sounds confusing,
but at that moment,
i just wanted to walk out of the room i was in,
sit down in the middle of the hall way,
and cry. just cry.

I Know How It Feels
to be on the edge of your bed
your head buried in your hands
tears running down your face
wishing everything would just end.

we all are a little damaged.
some of us hide it better than others,
but on some level we are all torn up.
we take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all,
and we will end up damaging someone else.
and most of the time we won't even notice or bother to care,
because we are busy with our own little disaster.

meiping || 9:05 AM

Date : Wednesday, August 27, 2008
im down with HFMD la!
of all time why now?!
WTF LA!
WHY NOW THIS TIMING!

=(
another issue..
i dont bear to say it at all..
sigh...
popo, must wait for me alright!
u must!

meiping || 10:48 PM

Date : Monday, August 25, 2008
POPO!
u haven see me get married and have children yet u knw?
u said before want to see me get married and have children de, u cannot break ur promise ok?
must get well! don't give up!
jiayou! u can overcome this de!

meiping || 11:22 PM

Date :
oh! i reached my 600th post.
wad a long way i have come.

just came back from malaysia not long ago.
i have gt so much to rant about.
but i don't know where to start from.
there is so much emotion running through me these few days.
=(
feeling moody......
edited post. =)
fancy me blogging now, guess where am i? muhaha. im at the lib nw, using my phone to blog. xD
back in my, there is so much thing happening.. sigh. when will all this stop? it seems non-stop happening.
i have always been reminded that everything happens for a reason. i search in vain for those reasons...
u guys knw wad? stuffs that been show in money nt enough two seems to be happening right nw at home. =( and i cant seems to do anything abt it. feeling helpless.
i feel like voicing it out, but i also knw the seriousness. hence i kept mute. =s
i had the urge to go back "there" and work. well, no risk no gain. tts the fastest way to get soild hard cold cash. but... sigh..
er jie there is hopeless... the faster the divorce is set the better it will be for both families and the childrens.
negative thoughs...... im scare...
i feel so alone.. and will be even more lonely soon. jw leaving sg soon. =(
we all knew this day will come, bt have been avoiding it for the past two yr. now the date has come, we cant deny nor avoid it anymore. jw rem to tc of urself over there k. rem to come bk sg more often. rem to call us every week! even we will be world apart u will still be my best fren! =) i wil nt send u off next week k. i don bear to see u walk through the airport gate..... jiayo!! there sure gt alot blones babes waiting for u de k. love u always bro!

meiping || 3:28 AM

Date : Friday, August 15, 2008
whats the point of holding on?
stubborn?
really whats the point of holding on to the past?
over is over.
its already a history, a past.
i know it is easier said than done ya?

sweetie baby called me again. =)
my xiao gua are so so so cute!

meiping || 12:08 PM

Date : Saturday, August 09, 2008
a big haha to myself.
i fine myself so amusing sia.
i went read thru some of my past entries.
it seems tt this yr almost all of my blog entries are full of saddness, unhappiness.
why is my life so full of shit?
when did i really really blog about something tt makes me rem?
instead i kept blogging about stuffs tt causes me pains and hurts.
im so sick of myself..
so tired of being label by family, friends and even lover..
im so tensed up nowaday.
im like at the verge of breaking out now and then.
be it outside or home.
be it with who or alone...
i dont like it. dont like the sudden mood swing.
sigh. im so useless. such a failure.

Palm trees,
Ocean breeze,
Standing by the clear blue sea.
Hot air,
sunkissed hair.
Endless summer,
take me there.

"i can't judge any of you.
i have no malice against you & no ribbons for you
but i think it's high time
you all start looking at yourselves,
& judging the lie that you live in."


是不是见到了,接触到的越多, 就越容易迷失掉那个最单纯,最简单的自我.


l.o.s.t

meiping || 9:26 PM

Date : Friday, August 08, 2008
累了。。 好累啊。。
不想再想,不想再被压力捆住。
我要自由。我要我的生活。像同龄的人一样!
什么也不想,什么也不烦。
渐渐的放开,放下。
对了,就是要这样!
要开心。

我要去喝酒,唱歌,看电影,兜风,吃吃喝喝!
我要去happy!

要开开心心的过每天!
因为明天可能就是最后一天。

晚安!
<3

meiping || 2:28 AM

Date : Tuesday, August 05, 2008
seriously enough is enough.
why do people like to assume thing.
once they think they are right, other will always be in the wrong.
what does this prove?
selfish? living in their own world? own thinking?
different thinking? different world?
different growing up? different family?
for goodness.. ENOUGH!
i hate the feeling of those ppl who think they are always right.
i hate the feeling that they think they are right, and im in the wrong.
without even asking, comfirming, understanding.
u might nt have a reason to do thing.
but i have my own reason to do my thing.
not that one is more imt to another.
is just the matter of seriousness between both issue.
ARGH!

jiewei
both of us has been friends for so long.
i don't wish this kind of thing to put our relationship/ friendship down.
the kind of sisterhood, brotherhood, friends, and family links between us.
i would really wish us to be back like the back.
laughing, joking and playing around.
sharing, listening and understand each other.
dont because of drank then throw temper on me.
not the first time. not the second time.
but do let it be the last time.
lets us put down the thing. i dont wish to think abt it anymore.
let it be at peace.

nowaday i really been changing. small small thing...
i even began going to the k n sing alone.
last time in the past i would never ever do that.
never... but i did it. alone. =)
yeaa~~ alone! alone!
i should be happier for the chances, coz i wouldn have to depend on others.
i also stop asking friends out, coz i wil stop the effort...
all the replys i get most of the time would be sorry, im with my bf/gf.
im lazy to go out. im tired, too far, no money, no mood.
blah blah blah~ so on n so on. tons n tons of excuses.
but wadever it is.
nothing is forever, only death is forever.
something is beginning to chance..
i would sit down, listen to songs....
then something wil flash thru my mind...
something, just i dono wad..
but it will just make tears well up my eyes...
unknowingly... i wil jus tear.. ?
lolx so werid... i hope things will get better...
around me.. my family, my friends, relationship.

i heard from jie tt ahpa has completed his first chemo session.
the next session will be at sept. =)
hopefully things wil go well for him!

No, I don't hate you,
i don't want to fight.
you know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
cause you took this too far.

i wish in life there is a delete button..

meiping || 3:20 AM

Date : Friday, August 01, 2008
做李美萍很难。做李宗花不容易。
伤心,伤害,受伤,欺骗,遗弃,遗忘。

recently, i learnt to be more dependble on myself.
shop , eat , study , travel all alone.
baby has change to a new outlet, therefore different working timing.
=) which is gd i guess.
good for both of us.
i changed..
i began to stop minding so much abt friends.
i began to stop minding abt how my family treats me.
i began to stop caring abt how my friends thinks of me or wad so ever.
i began to stop taking the words my mom comments abt me.
i began to shop alone, buy stuff all these.
i began to eat lunch and dinner alone.
i began watching movie alone.
i began going to the libray and study alone.
i began travel to and fro alone too.
i began to cry alone.
i began to talk to myself, sharing stuff with myself. consoling myself.
i began gaming myself.
which normally i don't.
i fear loney, i dislike the feeling.
but i know,
i should nt depend so much on others.
when i know, no matter how close , how good ones can be.
i will still be hurt by the words and action.
it is undenible.
fact it, accept it.
i want to close myself up....
shut myself completely...

and the limited time with baby is a gd chance for me to slow thing down between us.
the river between us seems to have grown.
is the feeling slowly ......................
i don't knw, shall see in time to come.

i really really really wish i was like 4yr old?
skinned knee caps is so much easy to heal then skinned soul.

i was having such a super stupid idea and thinking last week.
i had those kind of thinking again.
which i knw i must not have.
its not right. it is sinful.
i must not repeat it.
i cannot allow people to tear for me.
i cannot hurt people.
i cannot hurt family.
i cannot hurt dear.
i cannot hurt friends.
i cannot, i cannot , i really cannot...

therefore i think it is better i stay clear of mind,
buy a couple of nice books, charge my mp4 everyday.
cannot affort to have an mintues to idles.
cause i dont want to think, i dont want tt idea back...

im so tired.......of life.......
really really really very tired......................

meiping || 2:56 AM

Date : Monday, July 28, 2008
Not gonna put in any more effort.
i guess enough is enough.
there is a limit to everything.
appreciate it or fuck it.

One after another one.
Do Re Mi is it.

what said is said.
what done is done.
accept it, fact it.
even if u cant accept it, suck thumb and face the fact.

dont assume thing..
assumstion cause misunderstanding,
which will result in unhappiness.

two word - holy shit

anyway, nothing much happen recently.
only that, one down makes one even more down.
don understand? nvm, its nt important.
not one of my best year ya.
result of this year so far,
i see my dip cert coming in.
i guess thats the only result so far.

drinking this coming tue and wed i guess.
好想不醉不归,什么也忘了。。。
time after time.

called back to MY, arh~ xiao gua are so cute. =)
宝贝哲哲,恒恒和明明~
阿姨好想你们! =)
有空我会回去的!
会买好吃好玩的给你们!
宝贝宝贝~ 要乖。

meiping || 4:07 AM

Date : Monday, July 21, 2008
The funny thing is,
nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting.
we could be standing next to somebody
who is completely broken,
and we wouldn't even know.

i wish i can feel the hurt daddy is going thru..
the usual laugher has fade away, no longer seeing the smiles on his face..
no longer able to see him enjoy himself with the three xiaogua.

im back from malaysia. a short trip back.
wishing i didnt go back...
dont ask me why... just dont feel like...
dont like the feeling im getting...
dont like the feeling of holding back...
dont like the feeling of lonliness...
dont like alot of thing...
i hate everything...

meiping || 2:45 AM

Date : Wednesday, July 16, 2008
there are jus some classmates who are full of shit... =.=!
rather be loner and do everything myself then to group works.
not saying all, but just some of them..
there is always a black sheep yea?
this gal, kept bugging for group work, fine, group work then.
6week before say group tgt do the assignment tgt with another 2 gals.
fine, waited n waited n waited for her sms to let me knw when meeting to do.
until 2 day before the deadline she sms-ed.
last min sms and say meet at 2pm. -.-! pls la.
think everyone like u everyday camp sch?! zzzzzz
heng i already done most of my assignment stuffs.
if not i gonna curse and swear instead of just typing it like this.

No matter wad u say, it not gonna affect me at all. =)

meiping || 11:32 PM

Date : Monday, July 14, 2008
人家说女人被骗
第一次是纯真,
第二次是无知,
第三次就是愚蠢.

我只知道
第一次是偶然,
第二次是必然,
第三次是命中注定.

quote it from 命中注定,我爱你.

meiping || 12:09 AM

Date : Tuesday, July 08, 2008
無法忘懷的是往事
青春原是會凋零的
曾經共同擁有的往事
被歲月漸漸蝕去
別說我不在乎往事
它,使我難忘…

揮不去的是情愛
擇你所愛
愛你所選
情與愛是一生
最美又最深的回憶
無法從記憶中揮去
讓你我珍藏…

躲不掉的是那份緣
一生只有一回
幾番欲死欲生的愁悵
也不過是短暫心事的糾纏
因為緣 才編織了
無數人與人之間的邂逅
讓我們擁有這份緣…

=)
thanks for ur stealing the star from the sky for me.
lolx!
thanks for making such a big xi shen! hee
but dam cute can~ would be better if u would let me take a picture of it..
><
i gonna bother u till u let me take picutre~
always my sister cum bother! <3~

hmm...
why would two people whom use to be so close can get so distance suddenly?
avoiding each other calls and msg..
and even treatin each other as stranger..
not saying hi or bye...
werid... why is it so sia?

meiping || 3:58 AM

something is wrong...
Date : Sunday, July 06, 2008
u knw u knw u knw, there is so so so much going thru my mind right now....

i so so so worry abt papa!
wonder how the chemo goes for him..
was it good or bad?
hows the result..
i so so so wish tt i could be by his side..
going thru everything with him.
i knw its painful and depressing for him..
but papa always never say out. which hurt me more.
=(

papa u must get well...
i dont care, i want u to get well, i demand it..
because....
i want u to see me grad from school,
i want u to watch me walk down the red carpet,
i want u take care of my future children,
i want u to be there when all of these happen...
promise me another 50 yrs of ur life can?
promise me u wil be with me going thru everything...
i love you papa.
i do love you...

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u are suppose to be out of my life long ago....
why are u always popping out of no where...
dono why suddenly when u pop out once again,
i feel so uneasy.... =S

--------------------------------------------------------------

am feeling so far and distance from you....

--------------------------------------------------------------

i dono wad future has hold for me...
i feel so scare suddenly............

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will friends be forever?
or is there such thing call forever...
okay there is no forever......

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遗憾是会呼吸的痛

meiping || 3:29 AM

Date : Tuesday, July 01, 2008
lalalas~
the sky is so high the sea is so blue....
muahah im mad la... XD

Saying nothing,
sometimes says the most.

you have to learn from your mistakes,
and grow.
and know that if it can happen once,
it can happen twice.

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain.

through humor,
you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers.
and once you've found laughter,
no matter how painful your situation might be,
you can survive it.

through humor,
you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers.
and once you've found laughter,
no matter how painful your situation might be,
you can survive it.

there's never an ending,
just new beginnings.
the past makes you who you are,
but won't predict who you'll be.
you choose who you'll become.

in the end it doesnt matter
how many friends you had,
all that really matters is
how many stayed with you.

everyone's going to hurt you sooner or later
you just have to decide
who's worth going through the pain.

hate is baggage.
life's too short to be pissed off all the time.
it's just not worth it.

lots of people want to ride with me in the limo,
but what i want is someone
who will take the bus with me
when the limo breaks down.

Sometimes someone comes into your life
that changes everything.
Raises your standards,
makes you laugh
and makes you feel like you.
There's something about that person
thatyou cant put into words
and even though you're not with them,
you dont want to let them go.
thats friends.

here's going to be a lot of change in your life.
It's not the changes that matter,
it's how you react to the changes.
That's what makes you who you are.

One of the hardest moments in life is
deciding whether you should give up or try harder.

you don't get to choose how you are going to die or when.
you can only decide
how you're going to live now.

sometimes it's easier to say you don't care.
than to explain all the reasons why you do.
Stop worrying about what might hold you down,
and pay attention to why you're standing up.

numbring the pain for a while
makes it worse when you finally feel it.

Faith is taking the first step even
when you don't see the whole staircase.

Even if your hands are shaking and your faith is broken,
even as your eyes are closing do it with a heart wide open.
Say what you need to say.

Friends ask why you're crying.
Best friends already have a shovel
ready to bury the loser who made you cry.

Never bend your head.
Always hold it high.
Don't be afraid to look the world straight in the eye.

Smile,
even if you aren't happy,
becuase if your wear a smile on your face
it might spread to your heart.

Live life how you would want to live it.
Don't follow examples,
make them.

keep your head up.
keep your chin up and most importantly,
keep smiling.
because life's a beautiful thing and
there's so much to smile about.

here’s to the nights we felt alive,
here’s to the tears you knew you’d cry.
here’s to goodbye,
tomorrow’s gonna come too soon.

Bad things are always going to happen in life.
People will hurt you.
But you can`t use that as an excuse to hurt someone back.
You`ll only hurt yourself.

Like a rainbow after the rain,
there's always good that follows the pain.

Life has only three guarantees.
Smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes,
and falling in love will change your life.

some things can't and shouldn't be fixed.
it's over for a reason,
and deep down inside,
you probably know what that reason is.

the best and most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or touched,
but are felt in the heart.

obstacles are olaced in our way to determine
whether we truly want something
or just think we do.

feelings never change,
you just learn how to hide them.

we all have obligations in life that go beyond boundaries.

There are two ways to be happy,
improve your reality or lower your expectations.

I believe we write our own stories
and each time we think we know the ending - we don't.
Perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning,
the world of chance and in peace that comes from
knowing you just can't know it all.
You know,
life's funny that way.
Once you let go of the wheel,
you might end up right where you belong.

It started out like any other summer.
every single joy and fear,
that's how we found each other and
we found ourselves.
So I stand here in the rain,
waiting for it to cleanse me,
waiting for it to wash me away.

It's the beauty in the tales we tell.
It's the pushing through and ending well,
And finding strength to give ourselves away.
In the midst of passing bravery,
In the face of our own injury,
It's the constant generosity of grace.

Ride the winds and climb,
Spread your wings and fly,
'Cause it's all a state of mind.

At the end of the day,
you can either focus On what's tearing you apart,
or what's Holding you together.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know
what we've been missing until it arrives.

It is better to sleep on things beforehand
than lie awake about them afterwards.

In the long run,
the pessimist may be right,
but the optimist has a better time on the trip.

Act as if what you do makes a difference.
It does.

"I have put my heart and soul into my work,
and have lost my mind in the process."

If you don't go after what you want,
you'll never get it.
If you don't ask,
the answer is always no.
If you don't step forward,
you're always in the same place.

You just don't understand do you?
Everytime i talk to you it gets worse.
The little butterflies, my stomach dropping,
the spinning, the feeling like everything
is all right in the world.
These never stop. They keep coming back.

You change for two reasons
either you learn enough that you want to,
or you've been hurt enough that you have to.

oops.. longlong post..
keke~ copy paste de la!
but i <3 <3 the words words.

meiping || 10:05 AM

Date : Sunday, June 29, 2008
=)
i added another new baby to my collection. =x
SAMSUNG OMNIA
with the big support from aunty n cousin..
thanks to huahua de info..
both of us are happy girls? women? lady? arh wadever..

hence i wil stop using 90122948.
and wil be passing down my k810i to daddy.

meiping || 4:27 AM

Date : Thursday, June 26, 2008
好烦啊!!!
烦死了啦!!
相通了一件又来一件!
气死了!

meiping || 12:41 AM

Date : Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Bachelor of Business in Convention and Event Management
(Awarded by Southern Cross University, AUS)

Objectives

Specially designed for the fast growing Business Events industry
Designed to give students the skills and knowledge required to build a career in the management, planning and marketing of corporate events, conventions and meetings, festivals and special events

Sepcialisation Units

Project Management for Conventions, Events and Festivals
Theming and Staging for Convention and Event Tourism
Events Management

Bachelor of Business in Hotel and Resort Management
(Awarded by Southern Cross University, AUS)

Objectives

Designed to give students the skills to become hospitality industry leaders capable of managing international hotel and resort operations or to succeed in running hospitality enterprises of their own
Provide a strong focus on management skills relating to the operations of hotels and resorts
Allow students to become familiar with the practical aspects of the hospitality industry and the strategic management issues involved in operating international resorts and hotels
Prepare graduates for management careers in industry sectors such as hotels, resorts, cruise liners, restaurants, catering organisations, clubs and casinos

Specialisation Units

Foodservice Operations
Managing Rooms Division Operations
Contemporary Workplace Relations Issues for Tourism and Hospitality

hmmmm... after so much tots, another question pops up..
2 courses to choose from... hmmmm.....
another round of confusion....
both intakes at feb and july....
hmmmm....

meiping || 11:36 PM

Date : Monday, June 23, 2008
=)
was kinda of tied up last few days.
fri went zoo with hua, laoeh and hua de fren (ling).
after the zoo, went shopping for xf's bdae present.
bought adidas watch, daisy and a white tiger for her..
sat had an early celebration for her at newyork newyork.
woots, the price was ex! >aftermath sunday met xf and co again..
her actual day.. =)
sorry gals tt i overslept!
been kinda of long since i had so much miss call!
they called till my hp went flat!!! =x
keke!
met them at amk hub for movie..
this month has been movie movie movie!!
lots of nice shows coming up too.. waiting for wall-e~~~~
still kinda of long sia... boreddd...

hmmm............
i think........ i have sort of decided to cont with my studies...
im taking up degree after i have make sure i completed my dip...
its kinda of a burden to both my dad and me... =/
tts why i have been thinking for a long time...
the medic fees he has to bear and also my studies fee..
i have used up all my saving... the course will cost another 30k at least...
><
i seriously dono how to open up to dad and tell him... sigh...

PS- HUA! i cfm 29th is ur bday le! MUHAHA! i not gonna tell u how i did. but i just did!! =XXX

meiping || 11:42 PM

Date : Wednesday, June 18, 2008
firstly belated happi birthday to junwei, lionel and joseph. =)
had a mini BBQ session for my bday with boi, xf, hua , milo, yl, alfie and lance.
had lots of suprises. thanks alot guys. ^.^v
love the presents lot~
after the BBQ, went back to boi's hus to wash up.
had mj session, longest in my life.. >.<
we started around 3am and ended ard 5pm?
its realli omg can! butt hurts!
aftermaths milo left, and the rest of us went of dinner.
wanted to catch the hulk.. but i guess most of us haven slp for more then 24hr..
so gave it a miss and boi need to buy food for his mom.
sooo back at boi's hus and rest! KO the moment i was on the bed.
and slp thru till 3pm... goodness... butt hurt after the long hours of mj-ing.
i think i won 50cents? lolx

anyway.... went home after 4pm... and im out of the hus at 630pm!
went party world with hua and laoeh..
boi and xf joined us after work..
ended at 12, and im home now...

turning in for the nite...

PS: i know boi wont see this la.. but nevermind.. =)
thanks boi for the diamond ring, 1st one in my life.. <3
thanks to hua, lance n xf for the o.d.m watch.. =)
to milo also, thanks for the pink sotong, its ok if u cant find purple sotong. lolx!
and also for the upcoming birthday present..
ohya! jiewei, ada, bb~ for the big canon can i don accept the present? abit scary u knw?
5ppl drinkin one bottle of big canon!!!!!! or arbo i just bring the canon home and keep. its impossible to finish it la!!!!!!
thanks to kristy, joan, jovan, dardar, ganma, ganpa and weilun for the present.. haven had the time to meet up and collect it. but its okae.. =)
thanks to everyone whom made an effort to rem my birthday...
hai ni men po fei le... ^^

meiping || 12:46 AM

Date : Sunday, June 15, 2008
alright~ shit, im disappointed in james frey book.
his new book kinda of give me the feeling of after reading the first 3 page i wont want read anymore. =x
oh! i saw nic sparks havin a new book, "The Choice"
but i couldnt find it, the store helper said it was sold out.. =(
nvm i wil get it another day...

i almost almost almost paid money for mars vs venus,
but i didnt, cause i still have another 2 book abt the same title mars vs venus
but i didn complete it. =x


家的定义是什么?
什么是家?

turnin in for the nite...
kinda of early, but tml has got lots of thing to do... need the enegry.. =)
hopefully tml will be a happy small bbq gathering..
and i hope dear wont make me have black face, that i knw comfirm wil result to quarreling...

meiping || 12:44 AM

Date : Saturday, June 14, 2008
hmmm.. adding a couple more of books to my messy floor i guess..
i dont have a drawer or wadever shit in my room,
hence all my books are thrown onto the floor....
the same goes for my clothes, folding and stacking on chairs..
okok, i do have a bed and table...

anyway, was reading thru some review, and

A Thousand Splendid Sun and The Kite Runner
both by Khaled Hosseini seem pretty good. =)
and also
Twilight by stephenie meyer
and also
Devil May Care by Sebastian Faulks
and also

James Frey seems to have a new book too.
might be popping by bugis's kinokuniya .tml for the books, or should i go orchard's borders?
hmmmmmm

new collection on the way baby~

hmmm.. i kinda of miss aussis.. ><
sitting at the cafe by the sea, enjoying the wind and do my reading...
its so relaxing.. =)
but sad to say, in sg, i dont think there is such nice place?
sentosa is far too noisy and exp,
let alone east coast nor west coast.
sg is so so so.......

meiping || 12:54 AM

Date : Thursday, June 12, 2008
when then my birthday wish will come true?
when? asap can?
chinese always have a saying, u can have 3 birthday wish right?
this yr all my 3 bday wish will be the same...
health and safety to my family and friends....
most importantly my dad........
=(
im so =( today.... very...................
i can picture myself sobbing in tears to sleep tonight....
i need a shoulder to dry my tears tonight...
i dont wish to be alone in night like this..
i know i cannot accept and face it..
and i know i cannot face it alone, even tot dear is there in moral support...
tonight what i need will be physical support.....

please let me recieve good news the next time i answer bro phone....
please tell me that dad will be fine.....
please tell me that dad will recover...
please, i beg...........................................

=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

but i will be strong...


我会坚强的。。。

meiping || 10:11 PM

Date : Tuesday, June 10, 2008
GREAT! *CLAPS* ANOTHER FAMILY WAR WITH MY FOSTHER MOTHER!
NICE ONE! STEPPING ON MY TAILS AGAIN AND AGAIN!
ONE MORE TIME OF THESE SHIT IM MOVING OUT AGAIN FOR SURE.
AND THIS TIME I WONT BE GOING BACK ANYMORE!

SO WHAT IF MY BIRTHCERT HAVE UR NAME?
IT JUST A TITLE TO ME. U WANT MY RESPECT EARN IT.
BUT SAD TO SAY U NEVER DID EARN MY RESPECT BEFORE.
NO MATTER YESTERDAY, TODAY, OR TOMMOROW.
YOU CAN NEVER HAVE MY RESPECT! NEVER EVER!
DONT COME TELLING ME THIS N THAT.
WHAT SHE BROUGHT U UP ALL THESE YEARS, COOK FOR YOU, WASH FOR YOU.
TOTAL SHIT K!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, THERE IS A LIMIT TO EVERYTHING.
ONCE U REACH MY LIMIT, THATS IT.

MOTHERFUCKER FUCK IT!
PHUA CHEE BYE
CHAO CHEE BYE
NINAMA
~!#$%^&*()_+

meiping || 1:47 AM

Date : Tuesday, June 03, 2008
im back from malaysia.
made a trip back on last fri, came back on mon.
am starting sch tml.

sometime it is nice just to stay at home doing nothing.
stock up lots of cup noodles, bring a mini reg into the room.
hot water boiler.
lock up the door and stay in the room... =)

meiping || 11:25 PM

Date : Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Is it possible to have a early bday wish? =)
i wish , i wish, i wish... good health for everyone around me....
i pray to my lord for everyone's health and safety...

the new was so suddenly. so shocking.
the moment i recieve the call, i totally went blank...
speechless..........................
anyway.......
i wish my dad with be in the pink of health...
i fear the news of losting him..
i fear picturing him lying in hosptial bed..
i fear the life without him..
i fear the days knowing that he has change..
i know i cannot live without him..

the worst fear in my life is losing any of my close ones.

just one plain simple wish.....
i would give everything up just for the wish to come true..
am serious about it. anything.... really... anything....

The Father always says, believe in him, and he will be there for you...
i always believe in him...
Therefore, i hope Lord has heard my prayers..
May The Lord Be With Me.... =)

PS : xiaogua is so sweet can.. hearts him lots... i love you too.. =)
i promise to buy lots of toys and bring u all go gaigai when im back . =D

meiping || 10:02 PM

Date : Monday, May 26, 2008
did lots of stuff the past one month..
sentosa outing(s) both dae n nite..
prawn-ing
badmintion
drinking
supper
movie
singing
pubbing
buffet
chalet
majong
slacking....
im sure there is more, but at the moments onli these comes into mind..
back with my old co.
drinkin sessions.. =)
first time winning in majong session too.
seems like alot of first time ya..
anyway spread everything out, did everything with different group of people.
and suddenly i am missing my family.. very much.... missing them...
i guess i will do a short and fast trip back to malaysia soon... =)

sat had claypot rice at tpy lor4 with his family too.
sun had buffet at orchard hotel with boi and his family. his dad's bdae..
tts all i can remember...

and for one moment, just now.. not now...
suddenly emo.. didn want be home so early...
had a sit at my hus area playground for like an hour and more...
untill my phone rings for me to be home....

at the moment a tot went thru my mind...
will there be really such thing call friends forever?
or at least till death bed...
am turning 20 this coming june... and i found out that, actually there have been alot changes..
for example friends, used to have such a nice big group of sista.. than slowly, gone...
than working friends... slowly losting contact... childhood friend... slowly fading out...
online friends... slowly not contact anymore... so many people has been in and out of my life..
hence i wonder, who gonna be the longest...
thats gonna be a big question mark for me.. =)
anyway i really wish tingy to be back ya...
to be there sitting by me... listening.
to be there, just there to make sure im okay..
to be there, just sitting there keeping quiet for the whole day.. knowing that each of us is there..

tml will be.. okie to be extact its already 12:55 so today
is our 2nd yr ann... so much thing has been during the past 2 yr..
wadever wil be wil be, wadever will nt be will nv be..
lets the wind guide us by... and stop when its right....

would like to thank a special someone. =)
lots of thanks to you, for standin by me the past 2yr ++ =)
please conutine to so, as a friend.. my selfish request..
=)

im turning in for the day.... nites people...
hearts everyone thats in my life....

meiping || 12:27 AM

Date : Friday, May 09, 2008
拥有一个会让你痛苦的人,最好是放弃。。。
因为放弃将会带给你一万个不同的幸福。。。
=)

meiping || 6:19 PM

Date : Monday, April 28, 2008
Muhaha! updates right? here it is! =D
enough hurhur~
tsk tsk~

Dry your eyes, clear your mind, you just gotta take it one day at a time. Dust off your heart, take it off the shelf, you gotta remember to love yourself

I'm not sure,
but I think it's becoming more than I can take,
but I'm still tryingto be brave about this.


she looked back on her life and realized everything that happened had only made her that much stronger.


people always say be yourself;
but how can you do that if you
dont even know who you are?

A best friend is there when you have nothing
& more importantly when you feel like nothing.


be strong now,
because things will get better.
it might be stormy now,
but it can't rain forever.


on the bright side,
a horrible tragedy really shows
who your true friends are.


Tears are unspoken words that the heart can't bare to say!


A best friend like a sister that destiny forgot to give you.


"The most important thing in life is to stop saying 'I wish' and start saying 'I will'.


she swears theres nothing wrong but i hear her playing the same old song.


She stopped at every single set of traffic lights she met, and all she wanted to do was go home and throw a tantrum in the privacy of her own home.


Music does something that is indescribable
but able to be felt deep inside you.


We spend our whole lives telling ourselves
that everything happens for a reason.
When in reality,
it's just that we give reasons
for everything that happens.


And after a while,
You learn that you don't need anyone else in order to survive.
No one is ever going to always be there,
No matter what they say or what they promise you.
You just have to suck it up,
and accept it.


I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes Tell me everything is wonderful now.


She just smiles because she knows the world will never really understand her, but she doesn't mind; it doesn't matter. She's happy anyway.


its funny how one group of people can change your life forever.
in this world,
people are going to say
don’t do this,
don’t do this,
don’t do this.
You know what you’re going to end up with?
Nothing to do.


She has everything and more,
yet she still breaks down in tears at night.
I guess there really is more than meets the eye.


Most of the time we cant tell whats wrong with
Somebody by just looking at them.
After all, they
Can look perfectly fine on the outside while their
Insides tell us a different story.


Love hurts. Boys lie. Friends cry. People die. Parents yell. You always try. You're never good enough, And you don't know why.

meiping || 1:37 PM

Date : Monday, April 21, 2008
欢乐通宵~!

meiping || 2:36 PM

Date : Saturday, April 19, 2008
i guess i gonna give up blogging very soon..
sooo mean time cares ppls...

meiping || 9:53 PM

Date : Tuesday, April 15, 2008
arhh~ 我们家的milo让我想起了tingy jiejie~ <3
ever since tingy jie left le never really recieve this kind of small small hand make thing le.. =D
*happy*
hor bb and mei~ miss tingy hor~ ~><~

meiping || 10:12 AM

Date : Monday, April 14, 2008
Please treasure and cherish what you have.. nOt hurtIng her n others even urself.. Its not easy to have what u got now..i think she's really a very nice gal.. and i can feel that actually u still loves her alot.. u with her is nt bcos of responsiblity but u love her and she's part of your life.. although i hate to have this as our ending but i think this will do good for nt just me and u but also her.. i hope i have make the right choice.. more or less of cos i'll still miss you.. but i rather keep all this feeling deep in my heart.. so i hope u too will keep me deep in ur heart and never tries to take it out again.. If one day, we ever see each other pls just pretend that we are just stanger to one another.. Just do this small little request i have.. Thanks..

- bitch - ^^

meiping || 9:43 PM

Date : Sunday, April 13, 2008
argh~ 好不顺心~!
er jie hasn't been home for more than a week... no news... nothing... zzzz
i ponder am i the oldest in the family? or am i the youngest.
goodness la...
er jie gone - faults me.. ><
fk up! fk it!

moving on is easy -- it's what we leave behind that's hard

- 当眼泪流下来,才知道,分开也是另一种明白.

- 脸上的快乐,别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到.  

- 分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人.

- 有时,爱也是种伤害.残忍的人,选择伤害别人,善良的人,选择伤害自己

- 如果,不幸福,如果,不快乐,那就放手吧;如果,舍不得、放不下,那就痛苦吧

meiping || 11:03 PM

Date : Thursday, April 10, 2008
wo men jia de milo angry mp le.. =/
one after another....
i just really hope tt i wont make her mom thinks tt im a bad influces to her..
whenever goes out with mp come home so late all these.. ><
thats why i didn wan meet her for dinner...
i knw if i meet, she will come all the way from sk, which is like so far...
she has been going out late almost everyday. and tml we going out again...
might go home late again... -.-!

maybe my ways of doing thing for friends isnt wad milo likes ba...
i knw milo reads, just wanna say i wont be like monkie whom only calls u when i need u.
and throw u aside when i dont need u...
i said my piece....
sorry milo if i let u felt wads monkie had let u felt..
i didnt means thing to goes this way..
its ur choice nt reply me.. wont force u.....




its gonna be my first time and last time doing such thing for the relationship.
i wish, my feeling and habit would die off fast..................................

meiping || 11:27 PM

Date : Wednesday, April 09, 2008
nice quotes............

& as you look back on all the memories,
it makes you start to cry.
You realize you may never see these people again

Best friends hang TOUGH.
they don't come with fragile stickers and aren't easily scared off,
or ticked off.
best friends help you out WHENEVER they can,
and make time for you even when they don't have any.
Best friends are cross-your-heartand hope-to-die,
good-times-and-BAD-TIMES,borrow-anything,
tell-you-everything,trust-you-with-their DEEPEST-DARKEST-SECRETS,
always & FOREVER.

When no ones around to see her pain,
she breaksdown.
They say she's so strong,
but they've never seen her cry.
She's got everyone fooled.

I think everybody needs a place to go when things become too much,
a place where the world is the way you want it to be,
& if you had a choice,
it's how you would have created.

Leaving her standing
Alone in the dust
Crying her eyes outBroken her trust
Bickering and fighting
Swarmed in the crowd
Trying to scream
Silent but loud

I’ve learned a lot these past few years through my fake smiles & unseen tears that friends sometimes are not forever & true love does not always last.

It's amazing how you can keep so much bottled up inside of you and walk around and no one has any idea.

I just realized I don't even know who I am;
I don't even know why I'm here.
All my life I've been treated like a caged bird.
Everyone tells me what to do,
what I should act like,
what I should look like,
until I don't even know what I want,
how I want to act,
or what I should look like.
All my life I've gotten pushed down by everyone around me,
but what did I do to deserve it?

=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

nights all.

meiping || 9:37 PM

Date : Tuesday, April 08, 2008
我是着世界上最笨的女孩!!

本小姐认第一,没人能认第二!!

一次的错误决定.... 害了我自己...
我真聪明.. =)

我的心理很不好受。。你知道吗?
我的付出你一点都看不到。
我很努力了,可是你的心却是盲目的。
可是有些事情你在瞒着我~
不如你的告诉我你心里真正要的是什么?

Everything must come under control, its getting out of hand, out of our limit....
its hard for me to stop depending of you... i dont deny that..
But with so much bad memories will we be able to survive thru it?

meiping || 11:20 PM

Date :
could someone kind enough care to teach me hw am i suppose to put it down?
in someway or some form.
its unbearable this way.
and i guess i will break down anytime, any moment, any place............
i don't like this kind of feeling....
it's so suckyyyyyyyyyyyy.

=(

meiping || 12:15 AM

Date : Sunday, April 06, 2008
结束了吗? 真的结束了吗?
其实, 我一直在努力了.
努力成为你想要的女孩.
可是.. 没有人是完美的..
对不起.

meiping || 11:05 PM

Date : Saturday, April 05, 2008
其实你真正了解我多少?
对你来说,我永远都是那个不讲里的.
你说我很难猜测,有那末难吗?
其实那天你生日我根本不想出席....
因为我有没有去都是一样的.
就如以前一样,我会被...........遗忘........
你知道吗,那天我的心情真的很不好.....
家里出了事,可是我还是要带着微笑面对你和你的朋友......
你知到是多难受的吗?
对你来说你生日你最大, 你的生日最重要.
好累... =)
我好想离开你着个坏习惯.
我好想戒掉............ 好让我不用明明两个人,却一人哭泣....
要如何才能把你戒了.........

一波为停,一波又起.....

永远都要我担心吗?
永远都要我操心吗?
永远都要我心痛吗?
永远都要我哭泣吗?
到底要我怎么办?

是你们让我一次又一次的放弃了前途,放弃了留学的机会..
因为我放心不下你们...
到底要我放弃多少? 要我失去多少?

明明绿灯转眼变成红灯,假使相当勇敢怎可挽回自身,若要冲损伤怎可以不留痕.

我没事了... 舒服多了...
=)

谢谢桦桦,贝壳,雪芬和玲玲的陪伴. ^^
有朋友真好,有真心诚意对带对方的朋友更好!

meiping || 6:10 PM

Date : Wednesday, March 19, 2008
曾有过个傻瓜在我的生命留下了他的脚印,牢牢的印在心里。
他在我最需要的时候一直守候着,陪着我。
和他谈话时很开心。 =)
但发生了一些事。 他不在是我的傻瓜了。
心里对他真的有很深的亏欠。
但不知道要如何对他说‘对不起’

今天傻瓜问了我一个很难但很简单的问题。
‘你还爱他吗?’
哈哈!
我当场傻去了,我没有答案,我也不知道要如何回答。

我也不敢期待太多,也不敢想将多。。。

我不开心。。。 =)

meiping || 9:38 PM

Date : Thursday, March 13, 2008
once again im back from malaysia.
my real dad is down for tibi.
so had to rush back. simliar illness to ahgong. -.-!
smk n smk drink n drink. -.-!
now the whole family have to go for injection and checkup.
hopfully i was fine. =) but..... for some reason i had to do a full checkup.
no idea for wad, coz the nurse n doc was talkin in malay. how would i knw wad they were talking!
anyway, i got my result. pass 2 fail 2. gotta to resit for it..
history for toursim -.-! its worst than secondary school history........
arh!

left ankle hurts.. i think is feng shi ping le ba? =x
im old already~ ><
i have tons of pictures. but fail to upload it.. ~><~
dono wads wrong also....
sians.....

meiping || 9:49 PM

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