y0z!
finally gt to blog after so mani daes!
imaa still in malaysia.. hmm.. kinda of miss mua frens in sg man!
i miss u guys!
wonder how is life in sg man..
haha..
anyway is wed go back sg de..
but who noes.. no ticket..
so mua dad say wait till sunday den go back sg norz..
sian.. must to rot fer so mani daes man!

hmm.. these few days did nth much la..
onli play wib mua nieces n nephew..
lalalala..
try to blog again ba.. missing everyone!


meiping || 11:42 PM

let see..
today 25th of nov le...
time flies...
haha..
yst sick sia.. so didn blog..
was on mua bed since 3pm till 11 lyk tt.. haha
den chat chat awhile on e fone jiu go dreamland again..
recovering from mua sickness le.. shoo happi..
ohya.. tml i will be going malaysia le!
gonna miss yew guys manz!

went out wib sharon today..
went hereen.. ohya.. gt one idiotic guy came to mi den say wat
he is from wat health de thing de lar.. den say wat u underage right!
why u smoking.. all these..
wtf man! haha
bought a cd n some stuffs for mua niece..
hope she lyk it..
=]

mua ear hurts manz!
='[
meiping || 8:13 PM

sigh
imma still waitin fer u..
right here waitin since e dae we part..
i stil cherish ur every single promise..
sigh
i tot i long forgotten abt ya n had move on..
but from wat mua mood was now..
it doesn seem so..
boi.. i reali hope we can be lyk last time..
best of fren.. share stuffs..
sigh
imma not feelin gd right now..
sigh
how i wish someone was here wib mi to learn to all mua sorrow..
jie.. i miss u more everydae..
sigh
forget it..
imma all used to it..
alone..
crying inside mua heart..
bleadding inside mua heart..
but who will ever noe?
imma sho tired..
=[

meiping || 10:14 PM

here to blog once again..
today 23rd of nov le...
time reali flies manz!
stil can rem e nite i studied v hard for mua s.s paper..
but onli disappointment e next dae... haha
gettin mua result in dec time..
think i gonna fail lar..
sigh..
=[
dono wat to do..
anyway after work went to k-b0x AGAIN!
haha..
tts all ba.. tml will be mua last dae of work..
den friday i will be going back malaysia fer a few daes wib mua aunty..
gonna miss everyone in sg manz!

wat life will be will be..
no matter wat was done was already done..
it is in the past..
but letting go of e past is reali tt easy mahz?
sigh

[.[ love is confusion ].]

meiping || 9:04 PM

b0o!
sorrie fer not bloggin last few dae..
kinda of busy..
no lappy to use also..
=]
anyway.. i finally g0t mua pay manz!
300 bucks..
gee..
but cant spend.. savin fer mua fone n genting trip..
now waiting fer second pay.. =]
wed is mua last dae of work le..
sigh.. after wed imma jobless again!
anyone gt job t0 intr0??? haha

after work went to k-b0x t0day..
reached home ard 7 plus.. saw ah zai.kor on e bus..
haha..
so lucky to mit him der.. gt ppl accompany take bus home..
=]
tts all ba..
missing everyone!!!

meiping || 9:08 PM

Is this what you call love For I've never known how sweet a love can be,
Come in my dreams and love me again,
For days to come no more, Rescue me from torture of absence,
Relieve me with your loving presence, Embrace this flower,
never let it wither, Join me in heavens, flowers in summer,
My memories you live, the love that I give.
Death never does us part

I think I had a dream,A dream of being alone.I wanted someone--anyone,
beside me,so I didn't have to feel alone anymore.....

life is nv e same again..everyone & everything around me had change..
i realised nth last.. even e best of fren..

i dono wats wrong wib mi..
it jz seems tt imma walking back into mua past..
i donno wanna..
i realli don wann..
but i dono how to..
sigh..
i hate it..
tt stupid big hole is pullin mi back..
imma reali v tired le..
i knew i walked out!
i juz knew it!
bt y does it hab to pull mi back!
i don wannA!
goddamnit..
sigh..
i feel as if imma fightin this war alone..
last time i used to hab weilun.kor n tingy.jie to fight wib mi..
but now..
gone gone gone!
they r gone..

[.[ imma reali lost this time ].]
[.[ jie i nid u.. badly.. ].]
[.[ fighting this war all alone ].]

meiping || 10:55 PM

b0o~!
as usual..
went to work norz..
tiring man..
maybe because imma sick ba..
after work jz go home le..
decided to blog 1st den go dreamland norz..

omg!
guess wat? haha..
nth actualli!
imma jz too sick.. =x
till mua brain r abit cranky le..
phwee..
everyone is sick man..
hahaz..
l0ts of ppl..
ah wei, zai, k0ven , sharon, ada, daddie,marmie
n m0re manz!
everryone be careful ar!!
must take care of ur health!

arghz..
jz when il be able to get hold of my pay!
its jz drivin mi crazy..
haha..
short of money..

i miss mua nieces n nephew..

[.[ missing yew ].]
[.[ .aahgall.].]
meiping || 8:54 PM

hey~!
watsupp pplz..
i miss *yew* guys manz!
when is e next class outing?! arghz..
haha..
t0day after work went k-b0x wib mq, sharon n xf norz..
XD
it was fun at k-b0x..
haha.. l0ts of luffer..=]
we even gt a plate of free fruits manz!
1st time.. haha.. =]

sang till ard 7 30 jiu go home le..
den on 88 saw ah wei! haha
s0 shuai! =pPpP
he is still s0 idi0tic.. bt v gentle man.. =]
geez..
t0o bad he is my *jie mei* if not i might even fall fer him..
haha..
jkjk
h0pe he wun see this.. l0ls
my pay is always draggin manz!
now they say tml morning den get pay!
arghz..
wth.. imma reali gonna get my pay lar! idiot!
hey hey!
anyone opening new line?
i wanna buy hp~! =x

[.[ fight fer ur dream.. ].]
[.[.u.were.my.reason.to.all.des.sadness].]
[.[ imma stil waitin fer ur cor.. ].]
meiping || 9:26 PM

alas!
imma feelin shooo much beta le manz!
recovering from mua sickness..
n also my hand.. not so painful le..
=] shooo happi...
anyway went out wib sharon t0day!
*sh0pping* XD
hmmm.. mit sharon at bishan mrt..
den saw yl too..
l0ng time ever since siaoster went out together le..
was h0pin to hab a sentoa trip this sat wib them..
but they don semm interested leh..
if tts e case.. think goin ps this sat le..
anyway its stil early to say yet..

went town 1st.. went to tangs..
shop shop walk walk norz..
after tt went down to bugis..
i bought a polo tee..
as fer sharon! omg..
she is shoo rich manz!
bought four shirt, one bag n a cd!
after bugis took a cab back to far east norz..
walk walk nor.. den jiu go home le..
hmmm.. aimmin fer a pair of new shoes sia!
=x
den also e ring!
wee! cant wait to get my pay manz!
n i also change my dream fone to nokia 6260 le!
=x

[.[ everyone nid a dream to kip them going on..].]
[.[ do u hab a dream? well i don hab.. ].]

meiping || 9:20 PM

well..
here to blog..
injured my hand..
kana of pain sia~!
=/
wee.. today n tml no nid work..
but so bored manz..
sigh..
came up wib a idea to slove my prob le..
sigh..
but might coz a lot of ppl to hate mi..
=[
but this is lyf wat..
last nite was on fone til v late..
1st wib aaron.. den alvin den junwei.kor..
anyway..
junwei.kor.. don ya think so much le..
imma sure ur probs will be slove v soon de!
=]
not going out today ba..
anyway hope will get my pay today!!!!
=x den can go shop le..
haha.. yeah!..
=x
imma sick n injured.. wat a week fer mi..

[.[ g0d nv ever forsake human.. it was human tt forsake god.. ].]
meiping || 11:42 AM

well..
i did blog e past few daes but dono y cant see..
anyway..
yst after work jiu went ms to eat steamboat wib fel n jas..
after ms jiu go cine de k-b0x norz..
onli gt mi n sharon norz..
sang from 9 to 5!
mad rite? =X
anyway fell aslp in k-b0x.. =x
guess wats e price..
50 plus..
anyway quite worth it ba..
sang so long..
stil can orh orh..

after e k-box jiu go rot rot ard town..
wait fer bus den went escape..
oh ya.. sharon.l..
sorrie fer not attendin ur chalet wor..
make up to it next time..
=godness..
kana sunburn! so ugly lor..
arghz..
oh ya..
saw siaowey n kaisi at escape too..
so qiao..
so tired n slply..
bet sharon wil be even more tired den mi..
after escape she is goin for chalet again..
till monday ba..
den tue mayb go her house dye mua hair~
=x
tts all ba..


[.[ confusion is wearing mi out.. ].]
meiping || 4:54 PM

sigh..
stop givin mi excuses..
i had enuff of them..
*m00dless*
sigh..
i d0no wat to do..
imma all l0st..
*c0nfuse*
tot thingy was back to normal..
suddenly so mani thingy jz pop out from no where again..
dis tym it jz happened too fast..
i cant catch up wib it at all..
sigh..
i nid a shoulder fer mi to rely on..
but i cant find one..
i don wanna to trob ah kor..
i already gave him enuff prob in e past..
*sigh*
n0w tt tingy is g0ne too.. ='[
sumtime i wonder hu reali understand mi..
who will gif in as much as i did fer them?
or was i too silly and was taken fer granted again?
imma no longer as strong as i used to be..
i changed.. became weaker..
NO! cannot! this cannot happen!
i cant be pull down again..
sigh..
but how i can i pull myself up again?
imma jz lyk a gal trap in a deep well, waitin fer someone to come by n save mi..
sigh..
*hopeless*

.tingyjie.
i nid u to b by my side.. beside mi..
i reali nid u.. i nid ur shoulder..
ur support.. ur console..
ur laughter.. ur care..
i jz nid u..
imma so lost without u n weilun.kor
weilun n u was my rays of light..
both of ya changed mi..
i rely sho much on ya guys de..
but yet u all bear to break e promises n leave mi alone..
='[
i miss yew, tingy...

[.[ i nid u guys to be my side now.. ].]

zhou wei ting! listen up! u r no longer my fren since e dae u betrayed mi!
so stop actin.. i wun forgive u! NEVER! i know wat u r thinkin! u r out to pull mi down again!
but let mi tell u this! u r nth! NOTHING! u r jz a loser! fucking bitch! fark out of my sight!
u r nth but jz a tiny ant to mi.. u r nth compare to e probs i hab now.. nth!

meiping || 8:31 PM

*b0red*
t0day w0rk is sh0o0o0o boring k!
all we did was to count e o level paper de scripts!
tts all..
count n count..
so tiring somemore..
sit down e whole dae..
back pain de leh..
=x
sound s0 old.. hahas..
anyway after work went j8 buy stuff..
bought polo tee.. =x
sharon bought a basic tee..
tts all!
damnit..
tml is sat..
tot can enjoy myself de..
but who noes.. hab to work tml!
same tym somemore leh!
8 30 must report! tt is farkin early!
just lyk normal sch dae de man..
n0 pain no gain.. =[

[.[ gall mitt boii ].]
*waitin fer boii to come.. =x
meiping || 10:19 PM

bo0! here to blogggggggg..
yawn..
imma so bored manz..
t0day w0rk was boring!
n i hate tt old uncle n0rz..
ccb de leh him.. tok to so much..
humpf.. just hate him man..
lalalala..

yst pei sharon go shop n0rz..
bought a pmk tee fer myself..
tt all i suppose?

[.[ ba0bei, i miss yew.. ].]

anyway wats lub all about nehx..
haha.. i donno..
who noes?
hmm..
this few dae de temper v bad sia..
=x
dono y..
was hopin tt i can go back malaysia dis sat alone..
but in e end, not allow..
=[
sigh..
i miss ah jie they all..
miss my lil niece! haha


meiping || 9:25 PM

yawnn..
s0rrie fer not bloggin yst..
yst was at pck chalet..
e chalet was great?
think so lar..
aftern0on wen out wib yl 1st..
went town n walk walk..
den mit fel n sh at mac..
went to e chalet together..
reach der ard 7 nor..
den tt liang zha0 ming c0me pick us up..
argh.. he is a fucking idi0t k!
i hate guys lyk him manz!
lata den say ba..

reach le help dem set up fire..
den wait fer awhile jiu start bbq..
actualli don intend to bbq fer them de..
bt saw tt liang zha0 ming s0 drity i bth le..
for eg k.. e satay caught fire he jz blew it off..
is lyk e whole satay gt his kuo shui le n0r..
yucks!
den his hand lyk nv wash jiu go take fishball bbq le..
eeee! gross!
bbq fer sharon n fren eat le.. jiu go bowlin..
so ex they bowl.. 40 bucks +++ leh..
haha.. lucky nv bowl..

nite time stay at chalet norz.. smk smk drink drink gamble gamble play play..
rot rot..
tts all norz..
den when i slpin half way hor!
tt liang zhao ming go take my pillow away!
ka0! i hate to ka jiao mi when imma slpin nor take my pillow!
he suck! not gentle man de lehz!
may as well go n die!
ccb! damnit.. arghz..

sunday reached hm le jiu slp nor..
till 7 plus wake up le jiu hab dinner wib ah kor..
tts all..
tml stil hab to work man..
*bored*


meiping || 10:31 PM

here t0 bl0g..
well.. yst was same as e day b4 yst..
den today was same as yst which is same as e day b4 yst's day..
aiya.. i also dono wat im saying..
m0e der stil gt s0 mani thing t0 sort out!!!
t0t t0day last dae de lehz..
den dey say m0nday gonna workk..
den 8th of nov. gt an0ther w0rk!
*shag*

sometime something juz wun happen e way we wannted!
dis alwaes happen to mi..
sumtimes..
i jz feel so lonely n all alone..
hais..
donnoe y also..
mayb because of e past..
imma too scared to lose anyone anymmore..
but kept havin e feeling tt imma gonna lose ppl imt in my life...
sigh..
i juz dono wats gonna on in my lyfe..
i hab mit e person whom reali understand mi..
bbut g0d to0k her away..
leavin mi all alone..
hais..
tingy jie.. i miss u..
i miss e time i spent wib ya..
those happi times.. il nv gonna forget!
hais..
i miss e days when i was sad u'l cry wil mi..
i miss e way u care fer mi..
e way u protect mi..
e way we went crazy..
e daes we ton..
e daes we slack at ur hus..
but thingy wun be e same anymore..
u n wl r in der.. leavin mi outside..
hais..
hu i can rely 0n now?
hais..

my lyfe is gonna back to square one v soon..
soon e effort i put in to change wil go into e drains soon..
is lyk i mixed back wib 'those fren' again..
mayb not one pei mi ba..
either not free, don feel lyk goin out or wat..
sigh..
end up onli they r willin to pei wo..
no matter when or where..
y is this happening?

hais.. doesn matter..
tml wil be pck's chalet..
go n enjoy muaself..
sigh

[.[ aahgall is in a mist of confusion.. ].]
[.[ e tears hab blur e vision of mine.. ].]

meiping || 8:33 PM

*shag*
so shag t0day!
hab s0 mani paper to sort out manz..
dying so0n le..
tml stil hab a whole piles to go manz..
den onli gt 3 ppl d0in..
wth..

anyway b0ught liang jing ruo de cd le!
XD
also bought tensi0n's de cd..

think tts all?

*disapp0intment is wat ya gave mi..
*'b0 xim' is juz ur excuses..
*pr0mises r just lies u used to hoax mi..
*trust n love was wat i gave ya..
*in e end u didn treasure it at all..
*i changed so much fer u..
*yet u stil d0n trust mi..
*mayb fergetting *him* fer u was wr0ng..
*i shouldn hab trusted u..
*i shouldn hab gave ya mua hart..
*i shouldn hab listen to ur craps n lies..
*i shouldn hab mit ya tt dae..
*i shouldn be so silly to promise u..
*i shouldn hab changed so much fer u..
*u gave mi disappointment..
*u gave mi lies..
*u gave mi whole load of excuses..

[.[ i`l.not.let.u.pull.mi.down.u.r.nth.to.me.NOTHING.n.i.mean.it ].]
[.[ imma.nt.alone.i.stil.hab.my.sista.kors.jies.meis.didi.marmie.n.daddy.].]
[.[ ugly.ducking.lyk.mi.can.live.beta.without.guys.].]
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
meiping || 8:24 PM

alas!!!!
imma sh0o0 happi?
not reali happi til siao larz..
guess wat?
i finally tok my dad out fer e perth studies thingy!
yea..
imma so happi..
daddy at 1st say if fail N go perth study n stay wib uncle wei dong de..
at last! my dad is washing tt idea off his mind..

on one side yes imma in did v happi..
but on e other side.. not reali..
he is still angry..
y guys so xiao qi de..!
humpf..
whatever it is lar..
imma gonna gif up...
yea!
sat is c0min..
pck's chalet is c0min..
mayb g0nna see my th0se crappy classmate manz!
miss them lyk crazy..


[.[ fate juz miss mi out of his list.. ].]

meiping || 10:03 PM

- aah`gall waittingg__*`

[.[ love is all in the air.. ].]
[.[ is he e rite guy fer mi? ].]
[.[ wats on his mind? ].]
[.[ i do miss him..].]
[.[ bt is dis cor love?].]
____c0nfusi0n_____
meiping || 11:05 PM

*shag*
well... fer t0day?
same as alm0st every other dae n0rz..
w0rk..
nth much le..
tired manz..
yawnz..
shall not blog le..
update next time ba...

sigh..
jus now shuo hao after work andy come fetch mi fer dinner de.
bt i too tired f0rg0t totally abt it le...
den went home slp..
sigh..
den now andy angry wib mi norz..
why guys so xiao qi de..


[.[ love is in the air.. ].]
meiping || 9:38 PM

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