*shack*
morning 3 am mit kor..
exchange xmas present..
i gt him a LV wallet..
he gt mi a bottle of vodka n a bear..
e bear so cute..
thank k0r! =]
chatted wib him fer awhile den he jiu go hm slp le..
guess he is too tired from his work..
took a short nap..
woke up ard 10..
11 plus went out to mit sharon..
had a hair cut.. nw look nerd?
but not much diff.. kept e lenght..
after e haircut took a cab down to tpy to mit xf..
went k-box..
1 to 6..
cost us 70 bucks.. ex right!
but nvm la.. once a yr i guess?
after k-box pei sharon shop fer xmas gift..
bought a toy at action city...
den went down to amk n mit meiqin they all..
sat der n waited fer an hr..
lyk a idiot.. =x
after tt went back to j8 again..
bought something from 77th streets..
sharon bought a log cake hm..
this yr xmas kind of bored..
bt guess i might b goin out lata..
zai kor ask mi out..
sian.. but guess they all also go clubbin de ba..
so b0red!
my crossroad will come one dae..
but yl has already decided to make her crossroad nw..
juz hope she wun regret..
sista always gal..
sigh.. every yr xmas also lyk tt..
something sure happened b4 xmas de..
making e xmas mood gone..
this yr gt present from koven..
ada mei n zai k0r lor..
but lazy to go down n find zai take.. sianz 1/2
tts all i guess..
ciaos..
meiping || 11:13 PM
Date : Thursday, December 23, 2004
boo!
didn go out yst..
was kind of upset n sick..
slp thur e whole day..
slp till 4 pm den finally i get out of my bed..
reali lyk a pig rite..
anyway rot at hm..
something gonna happened at hm..
sigh..
guess... something bad.. between my fosther parents..
not a gd feelin i havin now..
sob sob..
thing is jz not going rite AGAIN!!
something jz happened so fast..
it hurts mi..
it reali hurts mi to c thingy between them turn out lyk tt man..
=[
santa! u nv make my wish come true..
how could u.. jz a simple wish onli!
GODDAMNIT!
24 dec le.. time reali flies..
sharon! happi bday..
may ur wishes come true..
guess lata in e afternoon gonna get a haircut..
den go eat wib sharon ba..
not tonning..
doesn hab e mood..
e news spoilt my mood..
gonna jz stay at hm..
guess tt all ba..
meiping || 11:58 PM
Date : Wednesday, December 22, 2004
well.. didn blog e last few daes..
*lazy*
er.. didn work fer e sale thingy de..
=x
jobless now..
guess.. gotta go back n work my god-father..
yst went k-box..
after k-box hurry down to bugis fer mua cousin's wedding dinner..
yucks.. e food der suck man! arghz..
gt abit tispy yst durin e weddin dinner.. =x
anyway.. woke up 12 plus today..
msg sharon n ask her pei wo go buy sch textbook..
haha..
end up she had a shopping spread..
gosh.. spent 130 bucks on books today..
bought BLUE's cd too..
which mean i spent ard 150 bucks!
bought some ast book..
gonna study hard i guess? =x
must reali study next yr le..
O level..
cannot let ah kor down!
sigh..
yl stil nv change her mind..
she still don wan to go sec 5..
=y she lyk tt de.. hais..
other ppl wanna study also cant..
yet she rather go ite.. DAMNIT!
xmas is coming!
santa santa.. did u listen to mua wishes?
will u make them come true?
*i prayed*
meiping || 10:50 PM
Date : Saturday, December 18, 2004
sigh..
everyone hab changed..
juz lyk a gust of wind..
they left mie..
will siaoster leave mi one dae too?
sigh..
don wish tt to ever happen..
but why did it happened so fast?
suddenly ah wei left fer thailand..
n wun be back fer at least 4 yrs..
sigh..
wei kai also..
ada mei also changed.. sigh..
y lyk tt..
lionel changed.. no longer e lionel i can tok to.. share thingys wib..
i don lyk e feeling..
i noe ppl wil change wil time..
but y must it be them..
played such a imt role in mua life..
den suddenly all together leave mi.. =gosh.. y is this happening..
dear lord.. please give mi a ans..
i pray..
meiping || 11:12 PM
Date :
*shack*
went out wib ah xiong today..
went ps.. watched 'a world without thives'
not bad norz. last part quite touching..
after e show.. went down to town to mit sharon n xf..
mit them le.. jiu sat at long john rest norz..
den saw echo at long john too..
hang around far east til 8..
den went fer job interview..
pei xf go work norz..
since she nid money.. den i also gt free time..
lyk tt also can earn extra pocket money..
geex..
so bored..
tml nid to go to mua aunt house..
arghz.. cant stand them..
den nite time nid to go work le..
7 to 9 pm.. wat a time..
meiping || 10:53 PM
Date : Friday, December 17, 2004
yawn..
so shack nw..
juz came home.. from ms ho's memorial service..
gonna miss her..
sigh..
may u rest in peace..
i will miss u always..
hmmm.. wake up late today.. =x
sorrie fer being late gals..
mit sharon they all at bishan..
den took a cab to sch..
omg! imma sho happi!!!
i manage to pass mua n level..
gee..
so glad!
score U fer poa n combine sci..
two fer chi..
five fer english..
four fer maths..
n three fer combine hum..
juz nice 10 pt.. XD
sigh.. fel n lousia didn make it..
half of my class didn make it..
sigh.. gonna miss them man!
=hmm.. siaoster all made it to sec 5..
but yl say don wanna cont sec 5..
damnit l0rz..
pek cek.. dono wat to say cai hao..
suan le..
is her crossroad..
let her decide l0rz..
after e result thingy went out wib mua gals..
went suntec 1st..
den took a cab down to e touch center fer ms ho thingy..
real sad..
till now stil cant believe tt she wun wib be us next yr anymore...
sigh..
meiping || 11:18 PM
less den a dae to e result le!
Date : Thursday, December 16, 2004
wow.. less den 24 hr gonna get result le sia..
so worried n scared man.. =/
anyway went to tpy k-box t0day..
wib xf n sharon..
1 to 6..
after k-box went town..
bought a slipper fer myself..
sharon bought some stuff too..
den nth much le..
hmmm..
saw xiao clara at wisma der..
getting sick already man..
=
hmmm.. going back to sch tml le!
result! result! result! =X
gosh.. i miss mua classmates!
haha..
cant wait to see them tml man!
gee..
meiping || 9:51 PM
2 more dae to result..
Date : Wednesday, December 15, 2004
countdown! juz less den two more dae gonna get e result le..
gosh.. imma so worried!
guess i damn badly fer mua sci n poa!
tts fer sure de lar..
but hoping gettin 2 pt fer chi? l0lx
sigh..
hope can go sec 5.. =[
but i doubt so..
morning help mua mum clean e hus..
afternoon went out..
played badminton at RC der..
with xf sharon n stepf..
so fun! so happi..
after 3 hr of tt..
had dinner wib sharon..
jiu go home le..
mua whole body is aching now man!
hmmm..
tml think going k-box wib xf n sharon ba..
haha.. enjoy b4 e hell come fer mi.. =x
hmmm.. hab been a yr..
actualli a yr man!
since it started..
everything is over now..
n i juz hab to let it go..
no matter wat..
i shouldn cling on to u..
or should i say.. i shouldn let e memories cling on to mi..
n haunt mi..
=]
boi.. its all over.. now n forever..
but imma sure i wun forget u..
coz nv will i forget u..
=]
meiping || 10:18 PM
3 more days to N level result!!
Date : Tuesday, December 14, 2004
omg! 3 more day gonna take result le!
sigh!
so stress..
cfm cant get to sec 5 de la..
arghz
cant be bothered too.. =x
anyway went out wib sharon~!
haha..
shopping?
went bishan n tpy..
bought some stuff..
ate at sakae..
so full this afternoon!
yst heard about ms ho de thing..
sigh.. feel so sad fer her..
gonna miss her nagging..
no more teacher chasing after us during nafa le..
sigh.. so sad..
change a new skin..
hope its beta den the last blog skin..
=]
hope everyone lyk it..
ps : ms ho may u n ur hubby rest in peace..
meiping || 11:32 PM
sigh
Date : Friday, December 03, 2004
boi.. i dono wat gotta into mi again..
it seems tat u r filling up every tots tt i have..
sigh..
after e match i watch today i tot of ya..
tot of ya when u r practice muay thai..
sigh..
i juz rem e dae u gt hurt.. it reali hurts mi..
boi.. everytime i tot of u gettin hurt when fighting.. mua tears will flow..
hais..
but no matte wat i say now is usless.. u r so far away from mi..
i juz hope u will pass ur O level will flying colour..
hope tt u will be happi! n tt u find ur happiness..
tt is wat i onli wish fer now..
i will always pray fer u..
today did nth much.. slp fer e whole dae lor..
tts is it..
be back in sg by sunday.. mising everyone..
meiping || 1:18 AM
Date : Tuesday, November 30, 2004
y0z!
finally gt to blog after so mani daes!
imaa still in malaysia.. hmm.. kinda of miss mua frens in sg man!
i miss u guys!
wonder how is life in sg man..
haha..
anyway is wed go back sg de..
but who noes.. no ticket..
so mua dad say wait till sunday den go back sg norz..
sian.. must to rot fer so mani daes man!
hmm.. these few days did nth much la..
onli play wib mua nieces n nephew..
lalalala..
try to blog again ba.. missing everyone!
meiping || 11:42 PM
25th nOv 2004
Date : Thursday, November 25, 2004
let see..
today 25th of nov le...
time flies...
haha..
yst sick sia.. so didn blog..
was on mua bed since 3pm till 11 lyk tt.. haha
den chat chat awhile on e fone jiu go dreamland again..
recovering from mua sickness le.. shoo happi..
ohya.. tml i will be going malaysia le!
gonna miss yew guys manz!
went out wib sharon today..
went hereen.. ohya.. gt one idiotic guy came to mi den say wat
he is from wat health de thing de lar.. den say wat u underage right!
why u smoking.. all these..
wtf man! haha
bought a cd n some stuffs for mua niece..
hope she lyk it..
=]
mua ear hurts manz!
='[
meiping || 8:13 PM
Date : Tuesday, November 23, 2004
sigh
imma still waitin fer u..
right here waitin since e dae we part..
i stil cherish ur every single promise..
sigh
i tot i long forgotten abt ya n had move on..
but from wat mua mood was now..
it doesn seem so..
boi.. i reali hope we can be lyk last time..
best of fren.. share stuffs..
sigh
imma not feelin gd right now..
sigh
how i wish someone was here wib mi to learn to all mua sorrow..
jie.. i miss u more everydae..
sigh
forget it..
imma all used to it..
alone..
crying inside mua heart..
bleadding inside mua heart..
but who will ever noe?
imma sho tired..
=[
meiping || 10:14 PM
Date :
here to blog once again..
today 23rd of nov le...
time reali flies manz!
stil can rem e nite i studied v hard for mua s.s paper..
but onli disappointment e next dae... haha
gettin mua result in dec time..
think i gonna fail lar..
sigh..
=[
dono wat to do..
anyway after work went to k-b0x AGAIN!
haha..
tts all ba.. tml will be mua last dae of work..
den friday i will be going back malaysia fer a few daes wib mua aunty..
gonna miss everyone in sg manz!
wat life will be will be..
no matter wat was done was already done..
it is in the past..
but letting go of e past is reali tt easy mahz?
sigh
[.[ love is confusion ].]
meiping || 9:04 PM
Date : Monday, November 22, 2004
b0o!
sorrie fer not bloggin last few dae..
kinda of busy..
no lappy to use also..
=]
anyway.. i finally g0t mua pay manz!
300 bucks..
gee..
but cant spend.. savin fer mua fone n genting trip..
now waiting fer second pay.. =]
wed is mua last dae of work le..
sigh.. after wed imma jobless again!
anyone gt job t0 intr0??? haha
after work went to k-b0x t0day..
reached home ard 7 plus.. saw ah zai.kor on e bus..
haha..
so lucky to mit him der.. gt ppl accompany take bus home..
=]
tts all ba..
missing everyone!!!
meiping || 9:08 PM
Date : Friday, November 19, 2004
Is this what you call love For I've never known how sweet a love can be,
Come in my dreams and love me again,
For days to come no more, Rescue me from torture of absence,
Relieve me with your loving presence, Embrace this flower,
never let it wither, Join me in heavens, flowers in summer,
My memories you live, the love that I give.
Death never does us part
I think I had a dream,A dream of being alone.I wanted someone--anyone,
beside me,so I didn't have to feel alone anymore.....
life is nv e same again..everyone & everything around me had change..
i realised nth last.. even e best of fren..
i dono wats wrong wib mi..
it jz seems tt imma walking back into mua past..
i donno wanna..
i realli don wann..
but i dono how to..
sigh..
i hate it..
tt stupid big hole is pullin mi back..
imma reali v tired le..
i knew i walked out!
i juz knew it!
bt y does it hab to pull mi back!
i don wannA!
goddamnit..
sigh..
i feel as if imma fightin this war alone..
last time i used to hab weilun.kor n tingy.jie to fight wib mi..
but now..
gone gone gone!
they r gone..
[.[ imma reali lost this time ].]
[.[ jie i nid u.. badly.. ].]
[.[ fighting this war all alone ].]
meiping || 10:55 PM
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