♥Nothing Will Be The Same Again...♥

Date : Sunday, February 27, 2005

sunday~ didn go out..
'family dae' i am bored to death..
n i still haven finish my fnn~ for goodness sack.. =x
slacked*

it is time tt made mie fall in love wib u..
it is time tt made my feeling for u fade..
it is time tt will heal my hurts..
it is time tt will numb my heart..
it is time tt will make my put you down..
it is time tt will make mie miss u..
it is time tt will make mie love u so much..
was all e fault put on 'time' ?
sigh..
dear.. i miss u so.. time time time..
time will heal everything.. but time will also make u fall deeper.. sigh...

meiping || 8:07 PM

Date : Saturday, February 26, 2005

blogging time..
woke up quite early today.. ard 7..
den lai chuang till 8 plus..
woke up change n went to mit sharon 1st..
took 88 to tpy.. coz today gt cip.. boring*
mit xf n had breakfast at e foodcourt..
after tt mit saw bell den 2gether went to mit sharon.l..
after tt took e tin.. changed into home cloths.. den went to k-box..
hab two room der..
sang lots of songs.. sharon n xf went off 1st.. coz they mitting their dearie..
n i nt meetin joel todae.. finish k-box le..
jiu went home n change bag.. coz last min go study.. =x
studied eng.. haha.. wib pris n fel at j8 de coffeebean..
left coffeebean ard 6.. saw xf wib her dearie der too..
walked ard j8 wib pris n fel.. n guess wat.. imma aimming for ipop mini nw.. =x
so must start saving le~ =XxXx yea yea..
went hm ard 8 plus..
reached hm ard 9.. so tts all for today ba..

hmmm.. heard tt those who nv go for yst's x country wil be suspened sia..
haha.. but who care~ especially the sec 5~ =x haha..

sigh.. imma lost..
i dono wat imma doin wib e relationship..
wher imma heading to.. was hopin tt e relationship wil last..
bt it seems tt imma spoiling everything.. sigh..
imma so confused.. dear.. imms sorrie for everything.. sigh..
if i ever reali say break.. its not tt i don love u anymore..
is jus tt imms too confused.. n i don wish u to be sad with mie..
if u ever read this entry.. jus remember tt..
i love u wholeheartedly..

meiping || 11:37 PM

Date : Friday, February 25, 2005

ilove you. ~~swe~~et kisses

i will never forget

the wonderful days we had

the days when you were

my life. my heart. my soul.

i used to think that

we'd be ~~everlasting~~ and strong.

but now i realise that was all

just a jubilant fantasy.

thinking of it makes my heart break

but i love you just so.

sometimes, i wish u were still by my side

like how it used to be

but now. i sit here alone.

just remembering all the things we shared.

hoping that one day.

you would love me

and make me happy again.

~~but i know~~ its impossible*

this is a love. that is so strong. and everlasting.

i love you lots. please dont let go of me.

sweetkis~~ses~~.

meiping || 10:58 PM

Date : Thursday, February 24, 2005

goodness~
24hr a dae is not enuff~
i wanna 48 hr a dae man~!
test test test!
wib so up comin tests n homework..
it is choking mie man.. running out of breath soon~
sigh!
i reali nid to work hard on my combin sci n maths~
help needed~!! =x
this week is kind of mad man..
havin abt 2 test per dae? i guess..
how am i gonna cope wib all these?
arghz! =[
oh lord.. gif mie some space to take a short rest..
i nid a break.. gif mie a break..
thingy is just now going real well~!

daddy... sorrie.. wasnt able to spend times wib u..
sorrie.. whole week onli mit once.. =[
thankz for ur understanding.. i don promise.. but i wil try..
once after i manage to cope all my thingys.. der is sure more time for u..
love u daddy.. muackz

meiping || 9:36 PM

Date : Tuesday, February 22, 2005

blogging time...
tuesdae today..
boring~
manage to rush out my fnn yst i guess?
but wasnt done prefectlly..
godamnit..
sch was boring.. moodless*
headache* because of e weather..
so long nv rain le.. even rain also v short..
make my head so pain n giddy.. arghz.. i hate jan, feb and march~!
had phy test todae.. result was sucky alright..
gt 9/25.. =x didn study larz.. den thur gt history test..
on cold war.. wee~ i love history.. =]
todae had hus pract.. stayed till ard 6..
coz jiajun was holdin on to my gal's fone.. think tml meetin dear ba..
tts all i can rem for now..
sigh.. thingy anit going v well for mie i guess..
wondering why is this all happening?
wat if wat if?
der is so mani wat if going thur my mind nwz..
wat if this, wat if tat? sigh.. i jus don understand larz..
gosh..
i miss tingy jie now.. just now mit kor for awhile..
hab a short tok wib him.. feel beta.. wonder hw tingy is doin inside..
i miss her lyk crazy.. lyk nobody business..
i just miss her.. my baby sis..

imma realli feeling e gap between mi n my gals r getting bigger n bigger..
sigh... we don seem as close as last time anymore...
i miss those time when we were close lyk glue.. but i guess imma just too silly..
everyone change.. even them.. just a matter of time..
sigh..
neverbereplaceinmyheart.forevermygals.

meiping || 9:36 PM

Date : Saturday, February 19, 2005

boO~~~
sorrie 4 nt bloggin last few dae..
something wrong wib e lappy network stuffs..
cant reali rem wat happened last few days la..
onli rem tt wed i went CNB..
den thus went TP's open hus..
TP`s open hus was great.. sort of lar.. =D
saw some of last time workin frenz..
so tts it la..

friday..
had pe lesson.. 'ran' bishan park..
tiring n sticky..
after tt cme.. maths den chi..
chi had test.. kao.. damn difficult lehz!~
dono how to do.. arghz.. no time to study man..
after sch mit kailong 1st..
den he pei wo take train all e way to simei..
den i pei him eat lunch norz..
after tt.. mit dear at simei..
went to his hus n slack..
so on so on.. went hm ard 6..

sat.
woke up ard 9.. den wash up..
n went amk to mit fel pris n jas.. erkia was der too..
den had breakfast at mac.. den went harbour font to mit stepf n fadilah..
took bus to sentosa.. reach ard 12 plus ba..
played in e sea for a few hr.. den went cycling..
den went back to e sea again.. haha..
after tt ard 6 plus went to bath n change norx..
changed le jiu go harbour font center to hab dinner..
took mrt home after tat..
reach home ard 10 lyk tt.. tts all ba..
kana sunburn.. pain n itcy sia~ arghz..

dear.. sigh.. sorrie..
i also dono wats happening to me.. it seem tt imma drifting apart...
sigh.. sorrie..

meiping || 11:39 PM

Date : Monday, February 14, 2005

HAPPY VAL DAY TO EVERYONE.. =]
monday today.. 1st thingy in sch gt alot of stuff..
e cher tok alot sia.. den s.s onli left wib 25 mins..
den during s.s was rushing lyk siao..
after tt maths.. boring.. i gt 21/60 for maths test..
goodness.. =x
den gt eng..den recess..
after recess gt poa den as usual chi..
den finally sch end! so happi =]

after sch went j8..
bought a necklaces.. 9 bucks..
went hm ard 5..
jitao jiu go orh orh le..
slped til ard 8..
wash up had dinner tts all ba..
yawn.. fnn still gt so much thing to do sia..

meiping || 9:14 PM

Date : Sunday, February 13, 2005

boO!
here to blog.. sunday today!
woke up ard 12.. haha.. tired sia..
piggy*
anyway mit dear at bishan met at 1..
den went woodland..
watch 'shaolin vs evil dead'
nice sia.. bt irriating! coz e show is lyk half way onli..
which mean nid to wait for part 2.. damn it man..
saw ks n her stead too..
gt a ring from dearie..
thankz laogong.. love it..

after e show went to changi beach..
walk walk eat eat..
den left ard 8 plus.. dearie sent mi hm..
so tts all for today i guess.. =]

ps. dear.. i jus wanna u to be sure of ur feeling..
not being noble.. =] love ya..

meiping || 9:49 PM

Date : Saturday, February 12, 2005

friday
sch was boring man..
lots of ppl didn go to sch..
after sch went to watch constantine wib dear..
nice show~ worth watching haha..
after e show jiu go home le..
tts all for friday..

sat..
this morning went out wib my parents to my aunt house..
mit dear at mrt.. den dear jiu go find his fren le..
collected two ang bao today..
saw another new born niece of mine..
goodness! she is so small! 5 week old onli man!
can u image? she is soo cute.. haha..
leave aunt hus ard 4 plus..
rush down to ms der..
to mit pris fel n mq..
haha.. tot i was e latest..
but lucky cl n ks was e lastest..
went to eat steamboat..
fun wor~ =]
eat till bery full sia..
tml no nid eat breakfast liao.. whaha.. =x
pris n mq left 1st..follow by fel..
den ks de stead came.. den eat till ard 9 jiu go le..
took a cabby to j8..
den walk all e way home.. tts all ba..

missin.u.dear..

meiping || 11:21 PM

Date : Thursday, February 10, 2005

feeling a suddenly uncomfty in my heart..
dono for wat reason.. why?
the feeling so weird..

if nothing is forever.. than who will be my nothing..
sometime something doesn nid to be made to the clearest..

went malaysia on monday morning..
reached der 12 plus.. mummy came to fetch mi.. so happi to see my mummy.. =] mummy I LOVE YOU!
was slacking all ways.. playing slping eating rotting..
all these la.. so happi to see my baobei`s growing strong n healthy..
they r just so cute n swit.. i love them too!
cny eve play firecracker n firework.. goodness.. expensive sia..
bought three firework.. cost mi RM250.. but not bad la.. very nice.. =]
learned how to play manjong.. finally.. won some money.. =]
hmmm collect over 200 bucks in malaysia..
tts all ba..
came back to sg on thus afternoon.. which is today..
nth much..
tok wib dear on e fone ate my dinner.. try to find my fnn file..
n try to do my fnn.. but imma stucked.. sigh..
*stress*

everything tt happened is lyk a flashed lighting..
come n goes without saying hi n bye..
came so fast... end so fast..
came so fast tt its so hard catch up with e speed..
n ended so fast without saying goodbye..
leaving regrets only..
seems tt imma fallin back into sadness.. i dono why.. sigh..
dear.. when u read this.. don ever thing is ur fault.. or don think tt u r useless..

tml friday.. gt sch..
don hab e mood to go.. but hab to go..
hab to rush my fnn.. goodness.. stress out..
=[

ilubujoel <3

meiping || 10:29 PM

Date : Sunday, February 06, 2005

nth much for sundat...
cut my finger todae while cleanin e fan for my mum..
afternoon went causeway pt wib dear..
watch "feng shui" er..
not reali v nice..
so boring de.. =x
after tt.. went suntec norz..
coz dear wanna buy shoe..
but who noes e shoe don hab his size..
so sad.. =[
reached hm ard 9..
tts all..

going malaysia tml..
be back before friday..
lalala.. gonna miss everyone..
miss dear lyk crazy le..
dear i love ya.. muackz

meiping || 10:27 PM

Date : Friday, February 04, 2005

here to blog..
beta den yst abit here n der..
after sch went suntec..
mit dear der..
pei my gals do their shoppin..
they bought adidas stuffs..
after tt went to eat..
finished eating le..
jiu go take 162..
but goodness! waited for more than 30 mins nor..
in e end also no bus..
wth man!
pek cek.. in e end took 133 n change 13..
den on e bus show 3 bloody guys.
stare stare stare! bleahz..
haha..
tts all ba..

ps. dear.. thankz for today..
love ya.. muackz

meiping || 9:40 PM

Date : Thursday, February 03, 2005

well well well..
kinda of feelin abit down here n der..
why?
i also not sure..
my gals seem so far from mi..
y would a sista wil always make u xia suay..
make u feel so comfy..
i tot a sista should be understanding..
no matter wat also wun make u xia suay or wat de..
i just dono.. they seem so distance from mi now..
lyk i don fit into their discussion..
their topice.. their speed.. just seem so far from them now..
sob..
my biggest worry has come..
sigh...
i dono la.. arghz!
just hope for e beta now..
tts wat i can onli do now..

added ason in friendster a few dae back..
was shocked tt he aprroved mi..
so happi.. at least der a chance tt we stil can be good fren..
__ regreted love ]]-

just so stress up wib my life now..
reali hope my gals wil be able to understand mi more..
pei wo du guo.. i seriously nid them alot..
wishing..hoping..praying..
*i prayed

meiping || 9:15 PM

Date : Wednesday, February 02, 2005

bOo~
here to blog...
cannot reali rem wat happened yst..
hmmm..
gt my O level fnn paper yst..
goodnes.. stress out man~
arghz!
forget abt it la..
anyway today after sch..
ran away from poa retest..
went j8 walk walk..
den mit dear 3 at j8 norz..
after tt went off to tp..
walk walk ard..
pei dear go buy chem de books..
den went off to play ground sit sit..
jiu go eat dinner le..
after dinner sent dear to e busstop..
tts all for today i guess..

lubing u more laogong.. <3

meiping || 9:37 PM

Date : Monday, January 31, 2005

well.. yst was sunday..
nth much..
mit dear in e afternoon..
went to study..
hhaa.. bt didn reali study la..
play around.. =x
after study pei dear eat dinner le..
jiu go home ard 7..
sigh.. had a big quarrel wib my parents..
whatever it is..
suan liao..
imma all used to it... =]

well.. monday today..
sch.. monday blues~
=x
after sch went j8 n buy my new sch shoes..
mum hab been complaining abt my old sch shoes..
so bo bian.. damn it..
waste 40 bucks man.. arghz~
stil nid to get one more new yr cloth man..
damn.. imma broke! =x
tts all.. ohya..
today's maths's test suck! didn study.. den no time also..
arghz.. wat a luck..

meiping || 7:52 PM

Date : Saturday, January 29, 2005

bo0~
this whole week is juz not my week man!
goodness!!!
1st.. i gt caught by my mum when i was wib joel..
den when i buyin wallet 4 joel.. it was e last piece..
den somemore e last piece something wrong de..
not finish yet.. friday was caught by MR CHEW! for tuckin out shirt..
n was given a fair.. damnit.. not onli tt.. when i buy new yr cloths also lyk tt de..
last piece left.. which mean i must take it norz.. arghz.. hate it..
lucky one more dae this week wil end le..
praying tt time will pass as soon as possible.. i don wanna anymore unlucky thingys to happen..
already so suay liao norz!

okay.. friday after sch went hm changed..
went ps n mit dear.. happi 1st mth dear..
bought a adidas shirt fer dear..
cost mi 50 bucks.. after tt went fort canning park fer a while.. jiu go home le..

sat.. slp till 12 plus..
den mit yl ard 1..
went to cut hair wib her.. after tt went j8 n hab lunch..
after lunch went city hall der wib yl to mit ks..
pei yl go ask abt hp price..
after tt went back to j8.. bought a shirt from NWO..
tts all ba..

guess mittin dear tml to do hw..
gt alot to do.. english hw.. den maths test on monday.. den stil gt phy hw..
goodness so much! tts all..

loving u dear.. <3

meiping || 10:26 PM

new skin

Date : Wednesday, January 26, 2005

BOO! new skin..
cool huh?
haha.. took mi ages to edit it man..
hope it look nice? add a extra pic..
hope it wun look werid or too fancy..

well.. e blogskin somehow seem jz nice..
its not me anymore.. its us..
=x haha..

today sch is tiring man!
fell aslp during maths n poa lesson!
sorrie!
hmmm.. english was okay today..
enjoy being in e same class wib ks n gang.. =]
always full of jokes n laughter..
but my gurls r stil e best..
always der fer mi..
hugs + kisses to SHARON + XUEFEN! MUACKS~ gee

after sch went j8 de coffee bean..
mit dear der.. xf helped him wib his dnt.. tts all..
went hm ard 4 plus.. but hang ard my hus area til 6 plus den go hm..
sorrie dear.. didn pei u wait 4 e bus today..
tts all ba..
O level de fnn coursework coming soon! sigh..

lub u dear..

meiping || 9:22 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 25, 2005

b0o!
reali kana caught this time!!!
nvm.. tok abt it lata..
today as usual~
school..
sch was kinda of boring..
after sch actualli mit dear..
den go study de..
end up all went to sharon;s hus n bake..
=X
baked chi new yr de goodies..
kinda of too swit..
buts its okay after all..
wat a luck man!
on e way hm juz at e lift..
gt caught by my mum when i was wib joel..
wat a luck mehz.. this time realli caught in e act man!
=x
went hm..
gt nagged n bugged..
goodness!
guess wun hab peace le..

meiping || 9:29 PM

Date : Monday, January 24, 2005

well..
didn blog fer a few daes le..
here to blog den..
yst sunday..
usually stay at hm de..
but didn..
sort of sneak out n mit dear..
went yishun n watched meet e forker..
funni.. =]
after e show dar send mi hm..
den pei him eat his dinner at e park..
blah blah blah.. tts all fer sunday..

monday blues?
not reali..
today monday kinda of fun..
especially during chi lesson..
l0lx.. someone read ji dan as niao dan..
gosh! wat a joke..
english kinda of fun too..
but fnn sux..
b0ring!!
whatever it is la..
i gt 5/24 for poa! pro rite? l0lx doesn matter la..
after sch didn go fer maths..
went j8 instead..
den on 410 bus gt one xiao di di v cute!!
but v wat sia.. dono wat to say..
went mos buger to eat.. tts all fer today..
yawn..

meiping || 7:41 PM

Date : Friday, January 21, 2005

alas!
i finally gt my fone..
yst didn mit dear.. was real sick.. sorrie dearie..
went home after sch n slept fer e whole dae..
so didn went out yst..

today woke up ard noon..
den went to c e doc..
after e doc went j8 n get my fone..
so happi =]
after tt went home changed..
den went back to j8 n mit dear..
didn manage to watch 'meet e focker'
but watched 'finding neverland'
kinda of boring..
maybe because sick..
den ate e medic.. so abit slply..
after e movie pei dear go eat his dinner le..
he jiuz send mi home le..
tts all ba..
miss u dear.. =X

still thinkin how to use my fone.. haha

ohya.. guess israel is on e plane..
on his way to aust..
sorrie dude.. didn send ya..
=]
keep in touch k my dear fren..
gonna miss his craps..

meiping || 11:01 PM

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