okays, i am back home already.
early right? well, tts me la. =x
daddy's girl.
well, was woken up by james msg.
so took my own sweet time to prep.
who noe he was already on this way to ps.
so rushed thru and took cabby down to ps.
lionel was there too. went to the arcade.
than head for a movie - when a stranger call.
er~ the movie was like wth la. the worst thing was tt it has a BLACK CAT!
that sucks k! i hate cats. arghs. okays. think didn watch horro movie for too long.
starting to get kind of freak out by it. arghs. stupid! =x
after the movie went back bishan's interchanger mac.
yl and xb came to find us. chatted. blah blah blahs.
8 plus james and lionel went off to amk.
while yl, xb and me went pasa malam to buy some snack.
went home ard 8 plus.
met up with jiewei~ jie wei! u r the best man! loving u always.
lols. don be mistaken. jiewei is my 'sister'
gt a baby micky from him, which he caught it in the arcade!
gosh! like it man. lols.
jiewei! next time i wan a minni~ to complete that micky. =D
so lucky of him, everything i try sure fail de la. damn. =x
daddy mummy nt home yet. peaceful day~
meiping || 9:21 PM

bad day~ sigh.
woke up ard noon, prep-ed and met with laopo.
went amk's k-box. sang till 6 plus.
the mood is bad~ sucks~
met up with sharon and gang.
they went to pool-ed, saw a couple of old sch fren there.
suppose to find laopo, bt couldn catch any cab. arghs.
in the end didn find laopo. instead, roamed ard amk.
just walked and walked. and the next moment i noe, i was at TP le.
than from TP i walked home again la.
well, thats it la.
i don wan to blog further abt it.
sigh.
totally, breaking down.
left me alone.
meiping || 10:29 PM

backed home. oh well, seems tt my down week has sort of affected laopo.
=s
poor thing. sigh. nth seems to go right.
it jus go left. =x
2oo6 just aint my year. lols.
anyway, didn reali slp a wink last nite.
was on the phone. den i fell aslp.
than wake up and was e phone again.
this morning also the same. woke up by a cor.
anyway, went out to meet laopo.
took mrt down to yck to fill in our stuff for work.
er. without any interview or whatever, we r back to motorola again la. lols
pay is kind of okays there ba. 12 hr a day. 70 bucks.
work 2 day rest 3 day. work 3 day rest 2 days hur. =D
nice working days. oh well, starting work next tue.
suppose to start work tml which is fri. declined it.
coz was suppose to go out with pris n frens. but last min nt gg le.
after the 'interview' went back j8. had lunch.
head over to funland. slacked.
than went to coffeebean. er, a lady was singing there la, and the song is like 'wth' =x
so went off to mac. yl and xb came for awhile.
and went home ard 9. early hur.
daddy was shocked to see me home so early la. =X
sians man~
wonder why are there so mani ppl so down recently~
hopes everyone walk out of it soon man~!
blesses*
meiping || 11:12 PM

down i sallow my prides to put up with this family of mine.
i don think i can take all these rubbish any longer.
lord, please give me a road.
i want to start out totally brand new. no more rubbish treatment from them.
i am a human. not their maid or pet.
this aint a hus for staying. i don mind saying that i do treat this house like a hotel.
come home whenever i wan whenever i like.
no point staying at home too. it jus makes matter worst with me staying at home.
being good have no return.
don take me for granted thats all i can say.
hopefully, i can find a excuse to sneak back to malaysia on june.
cant wait to step foot onto malaysia once again.
genting trip will be on the way, follow by thai trip if i am able to make it back on june.
hopefully i can k! prays for me.
i need a break from them, they are pulling the rope around my neck too tight.
take it for once that i never respect myself. for doing all these shit to myself hurs.
no more dopes or whatever rubbish it is man.
if only i can turn back all the time.
i hope i wasn't in this piles of shit. struggling to get out of this shit.
but after all i am all used to it.
i need no pity or compassion from anyone. =D
still standing strong.

u jolly well noe who u r.
u e one stepping on my past happiness to gain ur happiness now.
all the shit that u are having was once mine.
damn u. hate it when u show me e farking cheeky face of urs to me.
showing off how happi u r now. trust me. its fine with me.
i can always gather up my happiness again.
for once, u r my best friends. some one i trusted so.
yet, the same shit still came back to me.
betrayed! damnit. why am i so dumb hur.

*slashed*
meiping || 10:50 AM

boring days. real bore.
anyway, update for today's rant.
went out for a while to meet my kor for tea.
was raining too heavy already so went home kind of early.
and thanks to koven kor for lending me the jacket. =D
always so sweet of you. thanks once again.
suppose to wait for daddy to come home. coz my left wrist la.
as usual is hurting on and off again. daddy came hm late, so didn go for the chi doc.
anyway, i hate e smell! hopes he forget abt it soon and than i will be free~
when my hand is hurting, he always says ; Cannot go out! all these shit de la.
damnit. =x
anyway came hm ard 8. bathed and slacked.
tml gg interview with laopo i guess.
after interview might be heading over to ecp for some chilling with laopo.
tts the plan for tml i guess, at least if it doesnt rain.
hopfully the weather will be good to us. *prays*
was chatting on msn with my dear lyn and as always, those mushy stuff. lols.
cherry is gg back malaysia tml le. misses man~
hope she can find a place in sg soon to stay.
missing my baobei already man!
and sad to say this, my maple pet rabbit has die! =s
wth. lols.
Arghs. life is so boring man!
been living in a jail kind of life man!
save me man someone.

its the past, the past has been hunting me since than.
how am i gonna get ride of it mans.
The heart is forever making the head its fool - its kinda of true somehow.
meiping || 10:22 PM

woke up ard at 8 by a idiot. no idea who was it.
rang my phone lots of time and when i pick up that person kept quiet!
wth! nvm.
went back to slp, than lionel cor me. follow by james's msg.
so, i couldn get back to slp anymore.
what a day.
i am HUNGRY! =[
as usual, mummy didn cook my share. boring day.
nth to do. so came to feed my bloggie some snack. =x
suddenly had an urge to eat : PIZZA BAKE RICE SAKAE
=S
arghs! raining~ nice weather to slp, bt i just couldn slp man.
damn. cant go out too. so sad man.
i am BORED!

Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love
meiping || 4:02 PM

hey! i did blog yst okay~ i really did.
but the entry just went missing for no reason! wth nors!
nvm. suan le. and i wun repost wat i blog yst la.
arghs.
oh well, was suppose to go down to the office for some explaining abt our sudden quit. =x
bt i couldn wake up. was too tired.
laopo overslept too. lols.
anyway, slp till 4? pig right? nvm i understand myself can le.
oh well, suppose to meet cherry this evening. but gave it a missed.
was too tired. so slack till ard 6 infront of my comp.
prep-ed and went off to meet sharon and gang.
so much misses to them man! =D
hoping i can meet up more with my other friends.
really do miss them man! miss my school days too.
oh well, nvm, its okay.
went j8. met up with sharon and her gang.
went to amk for pool.
as usual la. didn play. not gd at it hur. =x
for those who noe me real well will noe why i don play pool la. its okays. =D
went home ard 11? suppose to meet koven.
but was feeling kinda of down. gave it a miss.
oh well, its the past already. =D
tml guess gg down ycc to hab my interview.
gosh! guess i am gg back to motorola le lar! =S
meiping || 11:52 PM

DEAD!
okays, didn blog yst, so shall made it up for it.
yst didn turn up for the meeting. instead went bishan mac to hab breakfast with laopo.
after breakfast there was a sudden urge to go k-box.
so went tpy k-box.
after k-box went tpy lor 2 to find yl and slack.
went off ard 4.
the moment i reach home just when to slp. =x
slp till ard 9. woke up for dinner, than went back to slp ard 3 i guess.

as for today, went to meet laopo at bishan mac.
slacked, blah blah blah.
went funland to play for a couple of game.
than yl and xiaoboi came down to find us.
went coffeebean to tok abt her bbq thing.
saw weilun there too, joined us for a couple of min.
than weilun went off, followed by xiaoboi.
than yl and laopo pei me wait for bird and cherry.
bird came ard 7 plus reaching 8 la.
den yl and laopo went off.
cherry came finally at 830. head off for dinner.
tts all ba. sians man!

feel the pain tt i am gg thur man! for godness sake k!

gosh, i turning into a pig very soon man!
slping just rawks my life. =x
meiping || 10:22 PM

FARK LA! I AM HATING IT!
HATING ALMOST EVERY SINGLE THING LA.
DAMNIT! WHATEVER IT IS LE LAR!
ARGHSS!
I BROKE DOWN.
I TORN DOWN!
GODDAMNIT!
IF I AM ONLY ABLE TO TEAR U INTO PIECES!
IF I AM ONLY ABLE TO GIVE U A TIGHT SLAP!
IF I AM ONLY ABLE TO SLASH U TO DEATH!
FOR ALL THE SHIT U HAD DONE!
THAN ONLY I WILL FEEL BETTER!
DON PROVOKE ME AND I WUN PROVOKE U!
JOLLY WELL FARK OUT OF MY LIFE ASAP!
ARGHS! PEK CEK LA!!!
meiping || 12:56 AM

ARGHS!
farking week for me man!
dislike tpy and sat man~
i LOST my wallet lo.
damnit lo! there goes my ic, atm card, 77th street, k-box, blah blah blah card la.
lucky i didn withdrawal money man.
arghs. damn it la. tok abt it lata.
went out to meet jordan at e busstop 1st.
than went j8 to find sharon.
pass her stuff, get some stuff.
than chatted with xf, my dear lyn and pris was there too.
after, jordan went off 1st. than both sharon and me went out to tok tok.
my dear lyn and pris walked pass us again man!
so coindence. i went off to amk, while sharon went bugis to meet hanwei.
my dear lyn and pris went hm i guess.
saw my pri sch fren, euliang too. had a super duper short chat and i rush off to meet laopo.
went amk's lan shop with laopo, went off ard 6.
suddenly had an urge to eat kfc, went kfc to hab my breakfast+lunch+dinner.
than i went j8 to meet yl, while laopo went tpy to look for her boi.
anyway, shop ard j8 for office wear for yl la. she bought some clothes.
took cabby over to tpy to hunt for more.
then, there is when my wallet went missing!
was wondering if i am careless to drop it or an idiot pickpocket me!
damn! if reali than, hope tt person get it punishment soon man! arghz!
hence when i knew my wallet was missing took mrt down to amk's police station la.
cause i was meeting cherry at amk.
yl went off 1st, lucky she lent me her ez-link card. thanks gal.
cherry went with me, made a report, damn la. stuipd officer go dig my record out.
den blah blah blah all these. please lo! i already ended my prob LONG AGO!
whatever la. he took his own SWEET time to type that report man.
after the report is out, went over to blk 321 to look for cherry's sis hus.
put the stuff down, head over to kpt to lai kopi.
went home ard 11. than daddy was nagging at me since than till now! when i am blogging.
fark him man, i;m already pek cek enough le nors. goddamnit!
whatevr la. hab to get my ic made within 2 weeks and i need to pay a fine of 100 bucks i guess~
=s
there goes my money le la.
ARGHS!
worst come to worst tml still gt meeting!
TML LEH! SUNDAY LEH! stil need to go back for meeting. wth lo.
fark la! burn my week.

sorry for the words used this entry.
couldn control myself. DAMNIT!
meiping || 11:10 PM

ARGHS!
WHATEVER LA!!!!!!!
don bother to gif a damn abt it man. waste my effort talking so much.
today went to meet laopo and yl.
took cab down and met mel.
tgt went for 2nd interview.
okays, five of us went, but stella was the onli one whom couldn get the job.
coz stella stil haven pass her bday. not 17 yet.
so sad. never mind hope she get her k-box job than.
anyway, slacked at the office till 7?
was waiting for mel. than went off for dinner.
took cabby down to find yl. couldn find her la.
damnit! whatever man.
went mac to rest. than head home.
fook it man!

okay, i gt my bb already.
but only can start to use on the 24th, monday.
nvm~ just a few more day. =D
meiping || 10:36 PM

back hm nw and conf-ing with yl, laopo and xiaoboi.
arghs. i gg to explode le nors! damn it man!
didn noe there is such a boi in this world nors.
arghs, god damnit man! fook it nors.
so damn fedup nors! arghs! wish i could slap him hard man!
nvm put it aside. he is not worth my anger!
anyway, woke up ard 12 and went to meet laopo and yl.
had lunch. than stella came too. took cabby down for 2nd interview.
goodness la! nv interview lo, nid drag till tml, coz the big bosses is all out. =s
waste my time and transport fee man.
went off ard 5 plus. took 57 back to j8.
shopped ard and bought a jacket.
went home and changed while yl and laopo wait for me at the void deck.
went of supper. than blah blah blah nors.
than quarrel la! damn it man. hate it nors.
guy whom hit girl! wth right?
hw can man!
meiping || 11:48 PM

shag*
okay, woke up kinda of early today.
met up with laopo and yl.
went down for interview.
so qiao~ saw ming jie there too.
anyway, gg down for training tml at 3.
wth man. nid dress code too. =s
sad ar, don hab such clothes man.
how? don tell me i nid to spend before i earn man. =s
bad bad.
anyway, after interview went down to bugis.
walked ard looking for clothes.
than went back j8 to slack.
lance came too. nt a gentleman man!
lets the girls waits. arghs. =x
gosh, gonna get real sick soon man!
meiping || 10:43 PM

whatever it is man.
life is boring. i over slept today.
sorrie laopo. =s
anyway, tried my very best to slp early already.
but i still failed. was lying on my bed since 1.
yet i still can toss and turn till 5! my god!
cant believe myself mans.
broke down last nite for no reason. werid hur? lols.
anyway, had this fooking weird dream! arghs.
shall not talk abt this.
suppose to meet laopo at 12? as i said earlier, i overslept.
end up meeting her onli at 2. =x
went j8, laopo wants to look for a job.
after roaming ard j8, took the mrt to woodland.
roam ard for less than an hour, took train down to jurong point.
same old stuffs, boring there, so left within an hour again.
took 157 back to typ. than laopo said tt 157 was cursed! mygod. =x
inside thing la. =x
went interchange mac to slack and wait for yl.
slack, talk, blah blah blah. went home ard 10.

yet to come out with a final and firm decision.
damn me. foolish me.
my life is so messy and fook up man! arghs!
may lord bless me.
meiping || 11:27 PM

this yr has been a down down yr. =x
anyway, slacked at home till around 6pm.
intend to go out during the afternoon.
but due to the heavy rain, i stayed at home.
went out around 6 to meet laopo.
yl was coming to join us at first.
but guess she hab some stuffs to settle with xiaoboi.
so didn join us.
slack at my hus area void deck.
and had my lunch + dinner tgt.
bored.
i need a job. =s
penniless already.
thinking of it irks me man.

i will be standing strong still.
no matter what.
its okays with me.
not fated hur. =s
sum ask me if i will wait.
my answer was, just let natural takes it place.
as for my family, its harder than anything other stuffs.
its cant be slove a day or a yr.
its take my whole life to slove it i guess.
i will be happier than i am before.
i will try my best, even it is harder than other things.
meiping || 10:19 PM

Just reached home.
shag*
didn expect that i was gg out today.
but recive a cor from ahjin jie.
she was feeling down. so accompany her nors.
had a heart to heart tok.
=]
loving her always. =] my big sister!
hais. still isnt feeling very well nors.
sigh.
went ps, slack at starbuck.
than walk around. than game at arcade.
saw a couple of old fren. blah blah blah.
had dinner. than went home le.
sigh....
meiping || 10:56 PM

dead tired. yst went to meet laopo and her boi at the void deck.
than slacked ard. was feeling kind of sick, went hm ard 11.
half way thur my slp ard 1, recieve a cor from sum idiot.
went out, i was tricked. arghs.
saying wat whoes bday, den go celebrate.
bullshit man.
dope and drugs. yucks.
guess lata gg out with my cousin.
not in the best mood now. sigh.
but i am still standing strong.
my three 'S'

ada, jiewei, jen jie and jianxiong.
sorrie, cell was off-ed.
but i am fine. no worries.

guess he already gt gf le.
didn bother to reply my sms.
thats it. =D
meiping || 3:37 PM

woken up by laopo's msg.
damn, last nite was weird kept havin an urge to msg ason.
its so weird, but whatever it is la.
fell aslp when i was msg-in with jianxiong la.
its boring sms-ing with him man. =x
*pout*
okays, there is something wrong withmy leg.
its been hurting on and off since thursday.
intend to go a doc this afternoon de.
but who noe it doesn't hurt already. damn.
suppose to meet jiewei at ps.
but i over slept, so intend to gif it a miss.
and i msg-ed ason.
lata might be meeting laopo.
update night ba.
meiping || 2:35 PM

dead tired k.
last nite went out to meet jen jie for sum stuffs and blah blah blahs la.
than tgt we went off to meet
jiewei, ada, zai, qiqi, yingqi, aaron, ah boi, ah wei and jianxiong
at cine's k-box.
okays, there is a couple of duets song la. and so its so werid, i kept been pair up with jianxiong la. arghs. the feeling is so weird. jie wei! read this! stop being a matchmaker k!
arghs.
wasn't feeling real well, so went hm half way, around 4.
than slept till ard 4 than wake up.
nice weather to slp today man. =D
love it when it rains.
intend to slp thur the day and slack at home.
but i still went out.
met up with ah jin jie and ah seh at tpy.
coz she want to borrow my digi cam.
walked ard, actually wanted to go town.
but in the end we still decided to go k-box.
okays. one conclusion k! k-box;s are super duper cold okays!
damn. frezzing cold man.
okays la. went off ard 12.
had supper at my hus kpt.
actually gg down to double O de.
but sick, so didn go with them.
i went home while they head down to double O nors.
and i met up with zai and qian ting for awhile.
than there is this stupid uncle la.
he came over and ask zai to go one side and tok.
noe wat he asked zai?
he was asking zai is if qian ting or me can hab sex with him!
arghs. its so erxin man.
than e next moment i noe was tt zai gave him a punch on his face and he went flat on the ground slping! =x
hopes he is okay, but realli lo, he is asking for a beating.
tml sat, boring day i guess.
meiping || 12:50 AM

met up with jen jie a few days back. misses jie~ always so gd to me.
=D
well, yst went down to helping hand center near heartland mall to look for ahhao.
wonder when weilun kor will go there after coming out from changi prison.
went off around 7. took mrt to ps. long time since i last step onto town area.
bought my puzzle, its like finally la. gt a my membership done too.
went home ard 10 lor.

laopo came over to my hus today.
studied for a couple of hours than head down to help mummy buy stuffs.
took a fag or two. went home.
than laopo went hm ard 6.
and i went to bury myself under the puzzle.
had dinner. went out to meet a couple of dudes.


i need that special someone by myside.
i need him badly.
but i had yet to find him yet.
whos gonna be my special someone. =D

i am a extender. =]
but i am not a chiongster.

anyway, yanqi, who do u think u r?
wats with e big fcuk hur.
so quit saying me behind my back.
tot i wun noe? than u are wrong. every single thing u said abt it.
i knows abt it. don think too high of urself.
childish man.
if u hab the links with ppl than get those stuff urself.
if u cant means u are nt up for it.
and in short quit playing and being a extender.
meiping || 7:59 PM

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