alright, here to post a last post before i leave for malaysia. =]
anyway, blogging has been out of my life already i guess.
everyday i open this webbie, and yet i dono how to pen everything about my daily life down.
i dono wad happened, or wads the sudden changed tt made me feel this way.
bad hur! but i just don't bear to just throw this blog aside and let it rot.
after all, this blog been with me for more than 2 yrs i guess.
gt feeling de alright! =S
thus, i will try to blog more often.
this is my no. 489 post already! =]
hopefully i can make it to 1000 posts! whahas. =x
but its kinda of weird hur, been using it for 2 yr, yet i onli manage to post 400++ nia.
one yr 365 days lei, two yrs is 800++ days. this show tt i am lazy! =x
whahas. whatever it is la. i am gg crazy soon. pardon me.

well, was running a fever AGAIN la. damn it.
slept ard 6 this morning, and woke up ard 4 by my hungry stomach.
been moaning for food since 12. but was lazy to get out to cook stuffs.
so rot till 6, mummy, cooked some food, ate abit.
bath and went out to meet my dearest laopo at j8.
bought some sweets and chocolate for my baobei.
than head off for dinner at some shop at bishan.
went back interchange and took bus over to my hus area.
sat at the same void deck we went yst. and laopo started to cam whore.
hahas. =p
lets see when i am free and bored, share edit and post all the ugly pic here.
whahas! watch out laopo~! gee.

anyway, i will gg malaysia in the morning tml ard 7? omg, so early. arghs.
will be back ard next week or so? it all depends on me la.
gonna miss everyone~!!! my laopo! wait for me to come back alright~
ling also! hahas.
not forgetting my kors and mei. =D
last but not least anto. i will miss ya badly too.
muacks.
meiping || 11:31 PM

sucky week for me man.
arghs. the cough is getting more and more serious.
and for goodness i was running a high fever or 38.6D yst night.
took some medic and went to slp.
oh well, yst went over to yl's hus.
they order KFC. omg! with my cough like tt, no wonder i got fever last night. =S
anyway, went off ard 6. took bus over to zai's hus.
talked awhile with him, and he drove me home.
than just rot infront of my comp till i realise tt i was having a fever.

bored.

feeling weak and lousy this week man! =[
sigh. the news of him came by just not the right week man.
the news of him brought back memorise; sad and happy one.
whatever it is man. sighs.

i miss u anto... badly.....
meiping || 5:27 PM

i am here trying to post a entry before gg out. boring day. woke up ard 11, and saw 5 msg. i was wth. -.-! 3 from anto, 1 from laopo another from er jie. so sweet to hab saw his msg. laopo not working. so meeting her lata. but my idiotic fosther mum is in the toilet! i cant bath or prep man. damn it! think she is stuck in the bowl la. ars. =x been coughing alot lately. wonder this time who did i get the cough from? damn. i hate it when i starts to cough. it nv stops man. anyway, anto went sailing already. and will onli be back on this sat. but by this sat i am already not in sg le. wth. -.-! wad so ever it is man. i don't deny tt there will be a black mark in our r/s after the last tiff. it will be far deeper encraved than the tiff over maple or wadsoever. sighs. i just wish i had not saw those msg. =[ if i didn see it, nth will happened. i wun be feeling this way, and so he wun feel bad too. but damn. i hate it la. sighs...
i just hate this kind of feeling. so insecured.
its not tt i am comparing man. but it was the basic. just the basic stuff and he didnt do it.
wad else can i say.......................
and i aint having a good mood here with my cough making it worst.
meiping || 4:22 PM

i am back home. went to meet ling for dinner.
didn hab my meal since yst dinner till ard 9 jus nw?
boo! didn manage to finish my noodless anyway.
waste of money. damn.
waited for ling's fren to pick her up.
than waited alone for anto to come.
during the period of time i tot alot.
i don deny tt i wasn't bother or hurt by those tiny thing.
its beyond my control ya. it realli is. sighs.
anto came. talked, teared and home.
and i aint still feeling very good about it. sigh.
why after it, it all seems to be my fault?
tt i hab to be the one whom say sorry?
wasn't i should be the one being hurt?
dont i hab a past to think and haunt too? sighs.
u can never understand all the stuffs tt are flashing thru my mind now.
just hope u do love me wholeheartly without anyone beside me.
just hope there will be no such thing already.
sighs. wad a day for me.....
as i teared myself to bed once again.......................
meiping || 12:57 AM

i am back home now.
has been spending my past few day with anto.
staying over at his hus. accompanying him.
aint feeling very good right now.
and due to this, my mind cant function at all.
so i hab not much memories of wad happened the past few days.
the aint feeling very good cant be pen down by these thousand words.
i am lost for words for this post at this every moment.
maybe i was too busybody...
maybe i was just to foolish...
i really have no idea man.....
sighs....
and my gastirc pain is acting up once again.
haven taken any solid food today.
just water and sweet~ omg!
hw did i manage to go thru it just now man..
i am strong? hahas. yes i am!
meiping || 7:56 PM

haven been updating for a couple of days already.
and well, as u know, i am always having STM, so shall not blog much.
just some details here and there.

thursday-
went out to study with laopo.
went tpy lorong 8 to meet her and zai for lunch first.
than went mac to study. but didn manage to study.
all thanks to laopo's sudden urge to cycle.
so took a cab to my hus. put our stuffs at my hus.
took my bike and off we went to dear's hus. intend to borrow his bike for laopo.
but who knows laopo find it too big!
so took a cab with my bike back to her hus. -.-
than cycled all the way to tpy. omfg!
can kill alright.
my leg just went JELLY!
evening time cycled back home.
met up with dear. tts my day.

friday.
went to meet laopo again. went amk for a munch.
laopo intend to cut her hair, in the end also never cut.
so went back laopo's hus coz there was a resume to send.
after tt evening time went j8 to meet laopo's friend- kelvin.
went NTUC to help laopo's mum get the stuffs she need for steamboat.
had steamboat at laopo's hus.
night time 10 plus took cabby over to dear's hus.
than ton......

saturday.....
woke up and home i went. took a nap at home and i went out again at 4 to meet dear.
went for lunch. after tt head back to dear's hus.
slack and nua the day.
night time out for supper at ksl.
than sweet dreamys.

sunday...
woke up in the morning.
but nua with dear in bed till 1.
woke up. nua again. had lunch.
than mapled. and i went home ard evening time.
had dinner and off i go into mapling again.
bored~

gonna miss dear like crazy.
3rd week of this selection already!
which is the toughest of all.
hope he can make it thru safe and sound........
*pray*
meiping || 12:58 AM

missed blogging yst.
all thanks to my mum.. -.-!!
woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, like 3am?
all just to see wad i was doing man.
so she nagged me all the way till i finally off my comp and head for bed.
long winded man! good lungs she have i guess.. lols.
but couldn't really sleep. so toss and turn till 4 plus.
and i finally slept.

woke up ard 12 today. slack infront of my comppy for awhile.
chatted with laopo on msn. and she was feeling damn lousy.
so i changed, packed my lunch and took a cabby over to her house.
kept her company till about 7. left her house and went over to old bishan to find dear.
i drop at the wrong stop. but i tot i was right man! arghs.
and due to this dear kept calling me 'toot'! damne it!
whatever it is la.
as usual nors. nua at dear's hus till 930.
headed for hm, went prime market before heading home.
saw shuhui(lee). what a coincidence. hahas.

my future is at sake.
i gotta buck up and study. been 'fooling' around with GCE 'O' level since last yr.
really want shake it off man!

i know all my doing had hurt daddy.
i am sorry.
but please understand wad i am gg thru before u blow ur head off before me.
its unfair to me alright.

written in our hearts, sealed with our kiss.
- the vows -
meiping || 12:38 AM

shag~
and my butt hurts~ arghs. blog abt it lata.
friday.
met up with laopo, supposed to go for interview at woodland de. but i guess both of us of kinda of late.
hence just had lunched at the big s-11.
went popular coz laopo wanted to get her stuff.
than my turn to get my stuffs.
after tt went back bishan to slack.
managed to rush finish the bottle of stars for dear. =D
laopo jiayou k! i'm sure u can do it too. lols.
dear came ard 7. than laopo went off.
had dinner, than went over to dear's hus.
nua and slp.

saturday.
woke up ard 9 and nua till 10.
took cabby home. took a nap at home and went over to dear's hus at 4 again.
went over with his family for dinner. than headed back home.
ard midnight went over to meet dear's god bro and god sis.
aftermath went back to dear's hus again.
watched tvbee and slp again.....

sunday.
supposed to woke up at 9 to go home de.
but overslept, due to the weather. its raining~
so nice to sleep. hahas.
slept till almost 12. went home bathed and changed.
than waited for dear to come over to my hus area.
took my bicycle to old bishan to repair. thanks dear for coming all the way to push my bike there. =D
aftermath went back to dear's hus.
than cycle out to pay his bill and hab my breakfast and lunch.
cycle back to dear's hus. nua at his hus again.
than pei dear repair his bicycle too.
evening time cycle out to help dear's mum to buy stuff for dinner.
had dinner at dear's hus. 8 plus leave for home.
cycle all the way back from his hus alone....
shag! my butt hurts alot due to cycling and dear la! arghs~!
got blueblacks on my arms too. damn! its so ugly can!

well, time really pass sooo fast..
so fast its already sunday.
parted with dear......
hope everything goes smooth for his selection~!
meeting yl tml.

*shag*
meiping || 11:34 PM

back home once again.
oh well, supposed to meet laopo today.
but we didn set a time. so i didn noe wat time to wake up.
sleep all the way thru 3.
woke up and stone infront of my comp till 430.
went to prep-ed. took bus down to ksl to meet yl and co.
7 plus ks and yanfen left, leaving me and yl.
chatted with the uncle for awhile den dear came.
dear booked out today. tot he wun be booking out de.
idiotic him~ waste money. =X
should give me the money for cab mahs~ book out for 1 hr also song. =x
lols.
anyway, dear came over ksl to find us.
had a bite and accompany dear back home to change and bath.
den took cabby home. wanted to meet jo, but some prob. so didn.
the moment i reach home my foster parents was quarreling.
hence went out for some fresh air.
met zai for coffee~
came home ard 11 plus. and help dear train his maple for awhile.
hopefully dear is able to book out tml man! miss u dear~
meiping || 12:22 AM

home early today. =D
woke up early today. ard 11.
prep-ed and went amk to meet laopo. had lunch den walked to amk mrt station.
filled in some forms and off we back to my hus area.
coz i need to get some stuffs.
bought the stuff and we hunt almost the new bishan for a void deck to sit la.
took us more than 20 mins to reali find a place to settle down.
in between i went home to take some stuffs.
hmmm. slack at e void deck and do our stuffs till ard 6 when dear msg me.
so send laopo off, went home put down my stuff and took bus over to bishan interchange.
waited for dear. walked to his hus.
accompany him for awhile and as usual ard 945 prep and leave for him.
today his dad drove me home again. thanks! =D
bought my dinner and head home. damn.
this yr's june and july dont seems to be a good period for our grp.
kept falling sick for no reason man.
and i hab this stuipd feeling that a fever is coming again..
is AGAIN can~ arghs.
whatever it is.

tml will be a tough day for dear during this sign on.
sigh. hope things goes well for him.
and dear wun be booking out tml i guess.
well, free day~~ got my stuff to rush now.
update tml. misses.
meiping || 11:03 PM

as for today...
woke up ard 1. and slacked infront of my comp for hours due to the prob my hp is giving me. idiot man! arghs.
supposed to mit laopo at 2 de, but in the drag till 3.
mit at amk, had lunch. den bought some stuff and went over to bishan to find yl.
toked.
lance came over for awhile, den yl went hm.
while i head to j8 with laopo as she wan get some stuff.
mit up with dear.
laopo went home. than head over to funland to look for lance.
went coffee shop and sit for awhile. after tt went back to dear's hus.
accompanied him for awhile, ard 945, his dad drove me to ksl to mit yl.
talked for awhile and home sweet home.
but on e way saw lance again, hence he accompanied me to wait for bus.
went home, cooked my dinner.

was so heart pain to see dear so shag... =s

*bless*
meiping || 11:52 PM

Monday~ Monday blues.............
supposed to meet yl and co at bishan mrt at 1130.
but was too shag, so i gave a miss to the interview.
sorry dude.
i slept till 2, and rot on my bed till 4.
was lazy to go town with bird too. so just rot my afternoon away.
tot that i will not be going out today and just stay at hm and be a good gal.
but who knows tt dear is able to book out. =D
so hurry and prep-ed. bought bubble teas and took cabby over to his hus.
accompanied him for a short nap.
ard 10, woke dear up, prep-ed coz he hab to report back camp at 2300 hour.
so on the way his dad drove me home 1st. *thanks*
damn idiot with the car plate no. 1701!
its zebra crossing cant u see~!? u this blind man!
he almost ran into me can! and i was like wth. he stil can smile at me and drive off.
damn him nors! arghs. didn manage to rem the whole no. plate if not i gonna report u to the police! =x
don let me catch u doing this again! idiotic guy. yucks. =x
anyway, went prime market and bought some stuff, went home and cooked my dinner.

seeing him so shag, really pains my heart..
i wonder and i ponder...
which road am i taking this time round.....
well, let natural takes it course. at least i am happy now with him by my side.....
meiping || 11:41 PM

back home finally.
as usual toning night now and than.
yst mit dear 1 plus, its like i been home for less than 5 hours and i am out already.
haha.
had lunch at ksl with anto. than head over to yl's hus.
ah toot's fren drove us to blk 140++
slacked awhile, yl came also. eh. late afternoon like tt, yl rush to malaysia to pei stella.
so i went back anto's hus. than evening time went tan tock seng hosp with anto's family to visit his granny.
after tt went for dinner. head back anto's hus. prep-ed and went down cuppage to meet lance.
the guys dota for almost 2 hr can. and i just sat there like a wooden block~ arghs. hahas.
nvm. forget it. than last min decision, went down to MU.
left 3 plus. england and braz lost man! wth!!! WC is so shitty this yr can.
whatever it is.
went back anto's hus again. slept.
11 plus went sakae with his family. than anto went hunting for his sport shoe.
after tt, his dad drove us to beach road, army market there.
dear did his shopping there for his sign on stuff. than went back to his hus once again.
dear packed his stuff for tml sign on. had a bite at his hus too. his mum did the cooking.
after tt his dad drove us back to beach road once again to collect his No. 4. coz he sent it for sewing.
went back bishan, dear went for a hair cut and took photo for his sign on.
8 plus reaching 9, went home alone. didn want to trouble dear too much also. rather let him rest more. =D

dear gg for his sign on tml already. its not cfm if he is able to book out anot.
if he is unable to book out, it means tt i wun be meeting him for like 3 whole weeks? hahas.
no idea yet. and after his sign on, if he manage to pass, he wil be out on 21th of july.
but bad nice is tt 24th of july he is gonna go for a 7 day sailling? omg!
sigh. real worried for dear. really hope he can stay in focus thru out the selection, be it physcially or mentally. wasnt tt worried in the 1st place. but after chatting with his old officer, i was real worried.... hope everything go smoothing for dear.
dear! if manage to sign on we go celebrate k! hee.. hopefully la k.
meiping || 10:09 PM

i'm back from malaysia.
short week for me right. tot of staying for 3 to 4 weeks.
but made the trip short and came back sg to accompany anto; coz he is gg for selection on the 3rd of july. i am good. whahas. =x
okay la. came back on wed. anto came to fetch me.
head over to his hus. than out to mit yl again.
slack at bishan mac. den night time some stuff happened la.
well, whatever it is la.
than went over to anto's hus. den went out again to meet anto's fren.
slacked, than yl joined us. 6 plus in e morning yl went home.
and we head back to anto's hus. slp......
and i cant reali rem wat happened for the pass few days la.
i guess is just ton and ton and ton? if not is just slack and slack and slack.
coz anto took leave, so accompanied him these few days.

well, just came home from anto's hus.
as usual, ton last night.
yawns... gonna rest for awhile before meeting anto and yl lata le. =D
misses ppl~~~
meiping || 11:29 AM

yea. back home real early today. =D
i am good right. i am a good gal.
whahas.
anyway, woke up ard 3.
prep-ed and off i went to chinatown alone. =]
pass my dig cam to my cousin, than took mrt all e way back to bishan.
went j8 and bought some sweets for my baobei. =D
going back malaysia tml already. yea!
whahas. hmm. was planning a suprise for anto. =x
gee..
let see how things goes la. hahas.
hope my plan can be carried out smoothly.
well, miss u ppl.
=D
gonna miss everyone!
especially my laopo, baobei and kors!
not forgetting my darling anto. =D
anyway, ppl! if u hab any imt stuff cor me on my hi card no.
gt roamming for tt no. , but! don cor for fun k! =D
meiping || 9:43 PM

=]
nice weather man.
it rain-ed for almost the whole afternoon making it so comfty to slp.
woke up ard 11. but slack in my bed till 4. =x
hahas.
was sms-ing and phon-ing with anto.
than prep-ed and off i went to meet anto for dinner.
he came over to my hus area for dinner.
than took cabby over to his hus.
slacked. took bus home ard 1030.
anto got duty tml~ =/
and i leaving on thur for malaysia. =s
so which onli can mit him onli when i am back from malaysia.
well well well, this is it la.
whatever it is. i am bored now. hahas.
meiping || 12:01 AM

8backed home. =D
well, woke up damn early today, like 8.30 by anto's cor.
so drag myself out bed, prep-ed and off i went.
mit anto at kimsanleng.
had breakfast, than arcade than off to anto's hus.
hmm. what a day lo! i dono whats wrong alrigh!
something special today la. hahas.
but its top mimi lai de. whahas. =x
am i dreaming? wat i'm doing man. lols.
anyway, slack at anto's hus till 8. went out for a walk and he sent me home.
big boo! unable to mit laopo this few days.
gt so much to share with her. hahas.
somemore i gonna be leaving sg for a couple of weeks.
and she is tied down by her work. hence, the time clashes!
nvm!
meiping || 12:55 AM

8backed home. =D
well, woke up damn early today, like 8.30 by anto's cor.
so drag myself out bed, prep-ed and off i went.
mit anto at kimsanleng.
had breakfast, than arcade than off to anto's hus.
hmm. what a day lo! i dono whats wrong alrigh!
something special today la. hahas.
but its top mimi lai de. whahas. =x
am i dreaming? wat i'm doing man. lols.
anyway, slack at anto's hus till 8. went out for a walk and he sent me home.
big boo! unable to mit laopo this few days.
gt so much to share with her. hahas.
somemore i gonna be leaving sg for a couple of weeks.
and she is tied down by her work. hence, the time clashes!
nvm!
meiping || 12:55 AM

yawns. 1stly happy bday to myself, lionel, junwei and joseph! =D
anyway, yst woke up ard 3. went online. slacked.
than prep-ed and went to mit yl, joan and leo.
went j8. bought the presents for lionel and junwei.
bought something for joan and ling too.
than took cabby down to dte for lionel's chalet.
just sat there and craps ard.
thanks for the present ppls! =D
love it alot. +D
anyway, anto came ard 10. than sat there till 1.
took cabby back to bishan mac and pei ling wait for kelvin to knock off.
ard 3 ling went rounding with kelvin while i head over to anto's hus.
slp.....
than went home ard noon time today.
back home now.. trying to settle my phone now!
arghs. driving me mad man!
damn it! okays.
i'm late. suppose to meet anto now de.
but i'm still home blogging and settling my phone.
sorrie dear~ =x
meiping || 6:22 PM

back to feed my blog.
its craving for post. whaha. =x i noe i am mad la.
weet u weets~!
an hour more to my 18th bday! arghs. so fast so old already. wth!
nvm abt it.
oh well, supposed to meet laopo, but due to her sickness cancel e date with her.
than supposed to meet james for movie, but due to my menses cramps, i gave it a miss.
well sorrie. the cramp is like hell for me can! arghs~!
anyway, sms-ed ling. told her to meet at 3. but she felt aslp la. idiot. =x
so, intend to stay at home and wait for zai to wake up. but who noe he is stil slping.
arghs! bad day. =x
anyway, in the end still meet up with ling.
went j8. bought my phone. nokia 3250. =D
happy happy~~ lols. *claps*
than went 77th street and bought my playboy necklaces.
head over to arcade for a couple of games.
ling went home and i went to buy my slipper alone. =s
went home and changed. went to meet ada, zai, kovan, alan and jiewei.
celebrated my bday with them today.
everything was on kor's bill. =x
had dinner. crapped ard.
recieve 500bucks from zai from scoccer bet. =x and it was spent already.
on the phone la.
than, kovan got me 2 set of 1ooo piece puzzle with fame.
ada got me chip and dale soft toy.
alan gt me 3 pair of stuipd looking ear-ing. =x bt nvm. guys are guys.
jiewei gt me a zippo. best buddie man. =D
thanks for all the present dudes.. =D
meiping || 10:37 PM

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