♥Nothing Will Be The Same Again...♥

Date : Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Amazing, this blog has a history of 8 years already. That's kinda of long dont you think. Even thou i dont update that often anymore. Even thou I dont really update every single here, but well, at least 75% of my shit life is here. Talking about glam? I rather not, whats the point of having a glamour life? The high teas, social party etc etc. Its boring... Human are kinda of weird, or should it be me. Dislike make up, high heels, pretty tight fitting dress. =p

I guess im never born to be those kind of gentle, fine little lady. Never able to forget what he said before, nice make up, hair do, dress, heels and bag, but than smoking and sit cross legged. Nice right!

Cute harry potter look alike spec! super cheap, think less than $10!

My fav drink and cake once again while working at EXPO! Dam craving for it now..

We got kinda of bored on the last day and started camwhoring. So glad to have her by my side.

11 years and still counting. Cant imagine life without her and yl... <3 them to the max!

And finally able to smile better, as in after putting braces.

While i was home earlier, went to cook noodle and i realized that if there is a war in Singapore, my family will be the first to die! Coz we only got a few pack of noodles, the rest is all these. =.=

something that my dad always keep stock of. Tell me how to not drink! Btw, this is just a small potion. Kinda of regret giving out my vodka collections. But better this way, i wont feel tempted everytime im home.

Beside all those bottle, my house is full of chocolate. No wonder the children always hang around my dad, look at the amount of chocolate he bought from London. Actually we already gave out alot. Goodness, gotta to clear this before June. -.-

Anyway a little update on my braces process.

Before the braces

After putting the braces.

Put the braces during Nov, its end of Feb now, almost four month.

Can really see the diff! =D

Hopefully can remove it in another 9months!

Ohya, im still jobless btw, 2 months already......

meiping || 2:38 AM

Date : Saturday, February 18, 2012

這世界如果有如果
如果一切重頭如果你再說你愛我
習慣了熟悉的溫柔
turn around turn around turn around
怎麼還是一個我

雨滴滴答答的墜落還有什麼說不出口
淚不停不停的滑落習慣沒有你的角落

I want to sing a song for you
sing for my soul
沒有你的天空沒有雲朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在淚乾了以後想聽你說愛我

想太多如果有如果
如果永遠愛我如果最後能到最後
一個人該習慣什麼
turn around turn around turn around
習慣晚安自己說

雨滴滴答答的墜落還有什麼說不出口
淚不停不停的滑落習慣沒有你的角落

I want to sing a song for you
sing for my soul
沒有你的天空沒有雲朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在淚乾了以後卻還記得

還記得青蘋的酸甜酸到心底沒有感覺
夢太美回憶太心碎再多給我一點點的勇氣

I want to sing a song for you
sing for my soul
沒有你的天空沒有雲朵
you are my everything and I really love you
在淚乾了以後想聽你說 love you

(口白)
這世界
如果有如果
如果一切重頭
如果你還在
請說你愛我

Life is really full of trepidation... Im starting to get so sick about it...

There is so many "whys", "whats", "wheres", "hows" going through my mind now...

I feel like I'm really standing at the crossroad right now... Should i go forward, backward, left or right?

I fear the first step... I fear the ending...

Really has reached the age that everything matters... U can't really do thing on ur own account anymore...

There is so much on the shoulder, from the past till now... It just gets more and heavier..

Is this growing up? I don't remember signing up for these stuffs man...

Well, no choice I guess... I envy those people that has a defined dream, or at least they know what they want to do or work as...

Currently, im in a state of confusion, suddenly, i don't know which path to take... Sian...

I went for a couple of interviews, but they dont seems like the job I want...

I had a job offer, but i rejected it, stupid right!

There is another "why" in my mind currently...

Everyone reaches a stage of why in a relationship...

I really felt that i owe the guys my past life... They are here to collect the debts only...

This will be last time, last time ever i will do such thing...

Threw away pride and ego, what do i get? Nothing...

What's the point of doing so many small act? Im the one who has to clear up the mess in the end..

This time round it is so so so so much harder compared to the past...

But nothing is impossible right...

meiping || 5:35 AM

Date : Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Been sometime since I blog, AGAIN i know......

Going some tough period now... Don't really wish to talk about it anymore... I just had enough I guess, and Im still not mature enough yet... Enough said, let the pictures do the talking...

Baby Kino, fierce little girl! Aint she pretty~ Pretty fierce to me, barking and growling at me on the first met up... Seems like the second met up was much better! She followed me round the house, slept beside my bed while I was using the computer... Anyway I guess, she just felt insecured, hence stick to me all the time..

Well, Xmas was great, simple, sweet and heart-warming... Although there is no big celebration, countdown or present exchanges... At least I spent the night well, had a wonderful home-made xmas feast! =) I carried this heavy ass turkey all the way from Plaza Singapura to MacPherson can.. My hand almost broke from all the stuffs...

Fav baton cookies for myself! =)

On the side note, creeps from Saybons is yummy!!! *slurps*

Was bored the other day, and the couple decided to go fishing at Pasir Ris Park! Light bulb for the day.. Didn't manage to catch any fish.. Got super bored and decided to pass the rod to them... Richard managed to catch 5 fishes thou.. Went Nex Mall for dinner after fishing, treat from Richard. =D

Hmmm... I did mention that i snip of half of my lock? Well, I did, yes again... Suddenly just felt like snipping it off! Didnt know wad style i want, hence left it all to Aaron to decide for me...

Before snipping, forgot to take the aftermath result.

I guess this is the only date that i remembers, 3 Feb 2012.

Worked for Chingay as usher for their VVIP.
View from the hippo taxi, my virgin ride, got kinda of sick after sometime thou.. Imagine, sitting the boat to and fro for like 4-5 rounds...

Managed to get one of the best view for firework that night... Pretty pretty firework! Too bad i forgot to bring my cam...

Guess what, went prawning last weekend, and ended up with these bites! Horrible bites by dont know! Super itchy and swollen... Super bth can! =(

Sighs, hope it wont leave any scars...

Btw, Happy Vday to everyone... =)

Thou no presents, no candle light dinner, no rose or etc this year, I'm glad I have my bunch of wonderful girls...

meiping || 3:50 AM

Date : Tuesday, December 20, 2011

謝謝你的美好

作詞：嚴爵
作曲：嚴爵

因為我們知道這天終究會來到
所以不計較只要彼此可以過得更好
當初愛的是你當我哭時也是你
在我的身邊讓我嘗到有被愛的感覺

謝謝你的美好我絕對不會忘掉
雖然那滋味慢慢地慢慢地淡掉
今晚我們見面算不算最後一遍
答應自己不流眼淚

我們在散步我們在殘酷心裡早預估
誰要說出口誰要當兇手你還是我
我們的全部所有的全部只要再一步
就能夠解脫就能夠擁有得到自由

請你不要 cry like this is a surprise
哭出來 only make things 更難捱
我的愛並沒有改是時間作怪
Girl you know that,right？

嘿你把你眼淚擦乾
轉載來自　魔鏡歌詞網
嘿你把你腳停下來
one more step
that's all that we have left

謝謝你的美好我絕對不會忘掉
雖然那滋味慢慢地慢慢地淡掉
今晚我們見面算不算最後一遍
答應自己不流眼淚

我們在散步我們在殘酷心裡早預估
誰要說出口誰要當兇手你還是我
我們的全部所有的全部只要再一步
就能夠解脫就能夠擁有得到自由

我們在散步我們在殘酷心裡早預估
誰要說出口誰要當兇手你還是我
我們的全部所有的全部只要再一步
就能夠解脫就能夠擁有得到自由

又不是這樣就不孤獨

三立&台視偶像劇[醉後決定愛上你]插曲
作詞：黃婷
作曲：嚴爵

愛那麼多傷害更多
做那麼多寂寞更多
我以為你就是結果以為溫柔就不痛
但我錯了

話都說了心也縮了
靈魂掏了夢也塌了
如果不能讓你懂得不能讓你快樂
那麼我放了

我還給你自由
趁我現在還能夠感同身受
誰讓最愛你的人是我

有愛又有什麼用處
又不是這樣就不孤獨
還是那麼輸
又在你的世界荒蕪
留下來也沒有前途
不如我們曾那麼幸福

我在沉默你在沉重
我在失落你在失重
轉載來自魔鏡歌詞網
我們不再習慣遷就現在喜歡追究
最後我懂了

我還給你自由
趁我現在還能夠感同身受
誰讓最愛你的人是我

有愛又有什麼用處
又不是這樣就不孤獨
還是那麼輸
留下來有什麼幫助
又不是這樣就不孤獨
我們曾那麼幸福

淚在回憶掙扎淚為遺憾蒸發
我許下的天堂你不要的天堂
我～我無法承受你紅了眼眶

有愛又有什麼用處
又不是這樣就不孤獨
還是那麼輸
留下來有什麼幫助
又不是這樣就不孤獨
我們曾那麼幸福

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, not too much, but I gotta let it wait.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy.
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye.
Then easy the more and the more you try.
So there'll be cheating, better saving, but not me and my boy.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.
So when we go nuts, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine).
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime).
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

meiping || 11:24 AM

Braces

Date : Monday, November 21, 2011

Finally updating about my braces thing!

The process was terrible man! Seriously is 爱美不要命！ Enjoy the photos..

In total I need to extract 7 teeth, spilt it into two dates.

Went for my 3 wisdom tooth extraction first, followed by another 4 premolars teeth.

Wisdom tooth extraction is the second worst opt I ever been thru so far! The kind of pain is horrible lo! Later on the photos will explain.

Half an hour after extraction..

After a two hour nap. Woke up in pain and tears lor.

Growing bigger by every passing seconds..

It does not stop it, after the swelling started to have bruises.

Really is pig head lor...

Before the swelling and bruises subside i went to work like this! Im brave man, I remember everyone staring at me in the MRT and bus.

I rested for almost 1 whole month before I went for my second extraction.

4 premolars to be remove, split into 2 days, extracted 2 molar on each day.

Phew... Not as painful as wisdom tooth!

Before extraction!

After all the extraction and putting on of braces.

Well, I really hope this 1 1/2 year faster fly pass!

Cant wait to remove it already.

In my 5th week of braces, ever since im on braces i never had a filling meal!

Dam sad, people say will lose weight etc etc, good ar..

But i rather i can eat normally, i rather be fat! =x

I on fish and egg diet the past 5 weeks.. Cant really chew yet, everytime i try to chew, it felt as if some of my teeth are gonna break or fall out.. =(

So im just gonna stick to fish soup and porridge for the time being i guess..

meiping || 12:25 AM

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